Richard's POV I have been waiting for this dumb girl to reply, it has been about three minutes and she hasn't replied. I know I should probably go to bed but I don't want to go to bed. I want her to reply! I don't know why I feel the way I do when texting her or why it felt like I was going down on a roller coaster when I saw her profile picture and new number on my phone. Don't judge me, I didn't have her number, I never had it . I found its her number from her display picture. It was a picture of her, Nick and Cindy, she look hot and so did her friends. I had to admit, her little group of friends are quite good looking. I'm about to give up because it says that she's not longer online for about three minutes so she probably fell asleep... I'm about to do the same when my door cracks open and I froze. Should I pretend to be asleep? Or ask her why she's here? What the hell !? I lay in bed still, I tell myself to relax but I can't. I want her to come closer, cl
Richard's POV I woke up earlier than the usual. I got ready and waited for Jennifer in the living room, she is taking her time so I just had some cereals for breakfast."Morning." She said coming out of her room and heading straight to the door, I followed without making any conversation.And that's how the whole day went. During lunch, she stayed with her friends while I stayed with mine, it was getting awkward and I am not even near her! The lunch time ended with a ring of bell. while I was walking with Jess towards our next class , Jennifer appeared next to us."What do you have next?" She asked while walking next to me."History." I answered while facing her. "What about you?" I smiled like an idiot as we spoke after a day."Commerce." She sighed as she walked to her locker, how did she even get off my way? I was with Jessica but Jessica is nowhere to be seen.She opened her locker and placed her things neatly . It is well organised unlike mine. "Wanna go home and have fun?" She
Jennifer's POVSo, I'm in a relationship and never in my life did I think I would do the things I've done for him.Ew. Who am I? I ask myself.However, I keep feeling this weird sensation that makes me want to do it again and again and I don't know if it is a nasty or a good sensation. I always intend to be near him, to annoy him and make him laugh. The way I am changing is not at all fine for me.Thankfully, today is thursday . I have an appointment with Dr. Dirk Nannes today, I can tell him all about this weird sensation and he can help me figure out how to get rid of this nasty feeling that I'm getting. It makes me nervous and I don't like it. My hands shake for no reason and they get cold as well. KISS! I still can't get over the fact that I've kissed someone as passionately as him. It was great, I'm not going to lie, it felt amazing and at the same time it made me feel weird but I liked it. Strange, right?I know he likes it... It is very obvious, when I first kissed him in fro
Jennifer's POV:While waiting for Dr. Nannes to finish with his other appointment , I texted Richard about how his exam went and if he found a ride home.Ric♥️: It went well! I think it'll be fine, most of the things we went over were on the exam thank you Jen for helping me and all that. And yes I did find a ride, Jessica took me home but we're getting pizza now. I'm with her and Simon. Got to go.Oh okay... Send me a sexy picture of you.I am still waiting for my turn. It has been five minutes and there's only four minutes until my appointment. I heard the girl cry. So, I don't think my appointment is going to happen any time soon. Dr. Nannes doesn't let you just go if he thinks you're not okay, he stays and talks to you and once you seem to be okay, he lets you go. To make sure you're okay, he says.My mobile buzzed.I'm home, here's that sexy picture.My eyes widen, I didn't think he was going to do it, I was joking I didn't want the picture, I'd like to see it for myself not i
Richard's POVI think Jennifer is mad at me.We are texting happily and then I said something and she didn't like it. Now, she's mad at me.She said she is on her way an hour ago. Surely something is up because she isn't here. I even saved her four slices of pizzas, the bigger ones just for her because I know just how much she eats. I'm with Jess and Emily, they're talking to Ben telling him some old gossips and suddenly the door opens and my heart starts to race.What should I do? Do I need to apologise? Should I tell her that I didn't mean it? Will she talk about it? Does she want to "break up"? Should I ask her how was the appointment? Or should I kiss her?All my questions vanish when a pale looking girl with platinum hair walks inside the living room looking at us like we're the ones who aren't supposed to be here. I live here, she doesn't."Hello Cindy?" I greet her confused, what the hell is she doing here and how does she have a key? She's wearing a large white baseball jerse
Jennifer's POV:"Do you know there was an article about sexiest women alive ? Ruby rose leads" Cindy asked as all three of us get inside my car, I can't take my Audi A6 out because of Cindy.I'm a sucker for cars, cars are one of my passions, I learnt to drive at a young age, Kayden taught me and since then I've always loved the speed and adrenaline rush I get."And your point is?" I ask her as I connect my phone to the AUX cable playing Beyonce since Richard isn't a fan of my music."Well, you're the Ruby Rose of our college" Cindy says and I let out a laugh, what the hell? Seriously!"Cindy, what the hell?" Richard says laughing, "That's total crap, Ruby Rose is too hot.""What is that supposed to mean?" I ask Richard raising an eyebrow once we get to a red light, "I am hot and just so you know, a lot of guys and even girls want to be with me."Cindy nods agreeing with me while Richard frowns at me. "Oh really, like who?""Oh wow, Jenny he doesn't believe you can do it..."Cindy lau
Richard's P.O.VShe is with a guy. She is flirting with him freely. I can't even express how much it bothered me. It is almost like she is trying to show me that she could indeed get with any guy.After a few drinks with my friends, I let it go. I thought Jennifer could stay faithful for at least a month. Still I am having a little amount of faith in her. Even though the guy is no longer around her, who knows what would have happened if I hadn't arrived.If Jennifer is flirting, then I can also flirt.so I began to flirt too.At this point I don't remember how many people I've flirted with. One thing I do know for sure though, Jen is always around me, always looking at me flirting with others and she did nothing. It's like she knew I am doing it on purpose because she kept looking at me straight in the eye when I was touching or gigging like an idiot at something stupid the girl I am flirting with said. Sometimes Jennifer even laughed and shook her head, as if she knew I am trying to m
THIRD-PERSONJennifer walks behind Cindy as she keeps on trying to make her friend stop. Even though Cindy wanted to stop and talk about it, she couldn't stop her legs from moving, it's stronger than her, she wanted to put some distance between her and what had happened a few minutes ago."Cindy, come on, my feet are starting to hurt." Jennifer said loud enough for her to hear. With a sigh, Cindy sat down on the pavement and waited for Jennifer to sit next to her. Jennifer was wearing tight jeans whereas Cindy has white shorts. If her mother is here, she would scold her for various reasons that went beyond Cindy's imagination. Her mother is the kind of person who is always bothered by everything and everyone, mostly by Cindy. There is nothing Cindy could do that doesn't annoy her mother.for instance,"cindy, you should dress better, to show more your feminine side', 'Cindy, party host don't just run away from their parties, what will people say!?', 'Cindy, why do you always have to a
***Hannah's POV*** ( for all those who wonder what happened with Hannah)I thought after moving out with Richard , everything will be fine. Me and him will have happily everafter. But no, though Richard left Jennifer , he always thought of her. I hate that bitch. She stole my Richie . Two years I waited for Richard to come along. But he didn't. It felt like we are complete strangers. I thought of asking him to marry me so that we get to stay together. My love is enough for two of us to survive. Richie being emotional fool , will agree because of guilt.Before I try to execute my plan , my past caught up with me. Devon Ferrer, Father of some boy who took to drugs because of me . I don't even remember him as there are many boys .Devon Ferrer is running a criminal Mafia in Spain. His gang members caught me and took me to face him.I thought he's going to kill me . But no , he had other ideas. He hit me where it hurts the most. He showed me all the evidences he has of me selling drugs a
ain! He's leaving1126 words***Jennifer's POV***I'm freaking out. I knew he was going to leave, I knew it. But what I didn't know was what I'd do once it actually happened. I'm again left with the uncertainty of not knowing whats going to happen with me. I thought we could work it out, we're 25 years old, if it didn't work out then because we were too immature or whatever, it should work now, shouldn't it? But how was it supposed to work when once again, Richard doesn't seem like he's willing to do the chasing for once. I chased after him, I was made out to be a fool and I was cheated on, I was played, I was lied to and I still begged him not to break up with me. This time I wasn't going to beg him, he was leaving, then let him leave. I will not be a fool again.I sat on my couch with a bottle of white vodka from Moscow, I sat with an empty glass on my hand and a half broken heart. I say half broken because I was already prepared for this, I knew it was going to happen, yes it fuck
***Third person's POV***"I'm seriously about to punch you." Cindy said as she tried to hurry her pace, Nick and Sasha were late."Cindy, I almost broke my toe, it hurts walking." Sasha said as an excuse, Cindy rolled her eyes turning on the corner of the hallway."Excuses, Alexander, you two are walking me down the aisle , I have no one else but you two." She said trying to push away the hurt she felt thinking back to when she called her father last night, asking him to reconsider, he called her a faggot and said that her wedding was a gathering for clowns.Cindy cried all night long. She had tried so hard not to let her parents hurt her but it was so hard. There was one more relative Cindy had but she knew for a fact he wouldn't care, Cindy's brother, Tommy. She had always feared and loved her brother, she hated him too but he was her brother. She wanted him here. She had sent him an invitation but he never answered back saying whether if he was coming or not.Cindy remembers Tommy,
Richard's POV:After our long talk, we ended on Jennifer's old bed in her room. We are just cuddling and having fun at eachother.Jennifer laughed and turned on her side to look at me, her green eyes meeting my brown ones and I had to remind myself that I shouldn't feel the sudden rush that went from my chest to my lower parts, I shouldn't even be thinking about being horny at times like this, but this is Jennifer, I have always been attracted to Jennifer. Even if we fail to love each other I know for a fact physical attraction will always be there."I missed you too much to let awkwardness ruin this." She smiled at me lifting her hand to caress my cheek with a smile on her lips, I smile back at her feeling myself getting lost in her eyes."How's uni going for you?" I asked herShe took a deep breath in moving her hand away, "Tiring. It's very tiring, I'm in law school now, got only two more years and I'm done. But on top of that my mum wanted my dad to retire so he did, kind of. Anyw
Jennifer's POVIf I had known that I am going to be face to face with Richard so fucking soon, I would have at least prepared myself for it.As soon as Cindy said his name, I wanted to both run away and towards her. It has been so long, too long since I last saw him , his chubby cheeks, his beautiful brown eyes that always had a light in them.But what I saw when I came face to face with Richard was different. It was like a new version of the man I loved and still love. It was him but different.The Richard in front of me had grown and oh did he got hotter. His face was no longer chubby, his cheekbones were high and well marked, he has this rockstar vibe around him. But that's just how his appearance has change, I had seen him in magazines and even though I tried really hard not to watch them, in his music videos. I knew he had changed but seeing him here, right in front of me? That's something else.But anyway, the change I'm talking about is the one I see in his eyes, his eyes no l
Richard's P.O.VFlashes and more flashes, all the fucking time. I was so tired from the flight, I just wanted to go home and sleep. But then again, do I have a home? The only place I could call a home was my Nana's place but she passed away two years ago and shortly after, my father passed too. I can't explain how I feel about it, I didn't even get to say goodbye or that I loved him or that I was sorry. I didn't even get to tell him that I wasn't angry anymore, my father passed away thinking that I hated him. My mother didn't even want me to go to my dad's funeral, something about the press and the paparazzi. we managed to keep it off the public eye, nobody found out and as far as people knew, I was in Canada that week. After my father's private funeral, my mother didn't look at me, she didn't say a word, she left in tears by my brother's arm. I guess I deserve it. I left after that, the first flight out of that town, out of that city and out of that state. I couldn't stand being so f
After 5 years..,Jennifer's P.O.V"Jen, come on, Cindy is driving me crazy, please!" Sandra yelled at me through the phone, she was supposed to be asking me for a favour yet it sounded like she was ordering me around."Sandra you know I can't leave the office right now." I told her holding the phone between my shoulder and my ear, "Listen, I'll talk to Alan and see if he can cover the meetings for me, if he can I'll go, but if not, I'm sorry.""I swear she's going to drain me." Sandra sighed, I could hear Cindy in the background shouting at Sandra, "I gotta go, I don't even know what she's saying right now, but you better get here, Jen because I'm going to kill her if she tries to talk to me about the differences between two shades of purple. I just-- God, Cindy I'm coming!!!"Before I had the opportunity to reply, Sandra ended the call. I let my phone drop to my lap as I stretched my back and my neck. I had been at the office since 7am and it was currently 7pm, I should had headed ho
**Richard's POV**I haven't seen Jennifer for four months now. I can totally understand why Jennifer doesn't want to see me anymore. I am a fucked up selfish man. I had my entire life planned out and was waiting for Hannah to come from jail. I am supposed to be in a job after finishing the university . But no, I got into the mess and our ugly breakup is worse. Jennifer doesn't deserve it. I was selfish and a confused man. I took safe option. Jennifer deserves better. I could've said it nicely rather than being harsh with me. She doesn't lie unlike me in our relationship .If me snapping at her and breaking up with her was bad enough, then the very next morning ,most horrible thing happened. Someone had shot our last conversation and sold it to the paparazzi. Almost every magazine has a picture of Jennifer crying while walking away from Marcus studio. Our relationship story was almost covered in two pages." Player gets played " stated a magazine . Some magazine said I used her for ge
Jennifer's POVI feel stupid, pathetic and ashamed too. I feel like a child who did something extremely wrong in front of a bunch of kids and now I was the joke of the hour. I have never felt like this before, it's humiliating. I don't know what to do.I was avoiding Richard at all cost, I couldn't face him, this time was different from all other times, this time I was embarrassed, I was-- truly hurt. The kind of hurt that makes your body hurt when you breath in or when you're just walking around and it just hurts. I was acting like a fucking ghost, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I barely left Nick's place, I couldn't even talk without feeling hurt for how much of a pain this really was.Is this what being heart broken was like? I've known pain, I know what it is like to truly be heartbroken but this pain is a different kind of pain.Just thinking about him made my heart twist, how could it hurt this bad? I never thought it was true, I never thought that it could actually hurt thi