Nero followed me until I reached one of the sun loungers on the beach side. A lot of tourists are having fun in some of the loungers but we had enough for us. I sat on the lounger and bit my lip.
No, Kinsella. He said he wanted you. He said he liked you. He didn’t say he wanted to be with you. He called you baby several times but that’s because he’s a flirt and he’s flirting with you.
That was what I was thinking when I reached the loungers. Nero sat beside me and made me face him. He looked at me worried. “Hey, is something wrong?” He asked.
I shut my eyes. “Nothing.” I replied. No, more like I lied.
Nero frowned in front of
I’ve spent the whole week with Nero. It was fun to be with him. He also taught me to surf and I think I’m getting better and better every day. As for Lucy, she’s so civil in front of me. Well, it’s not like I want to be close to her anyway. She likes Nero but he likes me. The situation’s a bit fouled up.Today, I am headed off towards the beach again. Nero said he’ll be busy but I didn’t bother asking about what would keep him occupied today. Maybe I’d see him by the shore since he’s a surd instructor.I decided to just chill under the heat of the sun to pass time. Besides, being alone sometimes helps me think things through. I’ve made some friends around, like Greg and Leslie, who, apparently are also staying in the hotel for a vacation. They’re with their other close friends.“You’ve been here for a month now?” I asked as Leslie sat down beside the lounger that I am in.
I couldn’t recognize if these are tears or if the wetness of my face are from the foam party. I walked towards the hotel, straight to my room.The pain is etched in my chest, like it doesn’t have plans on leaving me alone. The more I close my eyes, the more it keeps replaying inside my head. The way he wraps his arms around her and the way she welcomed his mouth in hers. Tears brimmed in the corners of my eyes as I sat on the floor.This is what I get for trusting people too much. This is all my fault. I let him get through me and now, I’m played, I’m down and I’m broken. Stupid.I shook my head as I laughed weakly at myself. Stupid Kinsella, this is what happens when you trust people. This is what you get for trusting in sweet words. I gulped and pulled myself up. I have more than a month left to enjoy this vacation. I shouldn’t be affected with these kinds. I’m going to leave soon. I can even cut this
I slumped on my swivel chair. I have been to three meetings this morning and I needed to go to another two more in the afternoon. Our whole company had been busy with the finishing of the latest project regarding the construction of the newest hospital in downtown.“Miss Sloane, am I going to ask the cafeteria to deliver your lunch here?” Gene, my secretary asked me through the intercom.“Yes, please. Thank you, Gene.” I replied before leaning my head on the head rest of my swivel.I shut my eyes and tried to sleep. These days have been so torturous to me. With all of the projects lined up, I lost a huge amount of sleep attending never-ending meetings with never-ending revisions.I can’t help but think about Hermosa Beach. That place gave me relaxation. That place gave me serenity. I want to go back but I can’t seem to make myself come back. The pain coupled with the images of how his blue eyes stared into my soul is go
Dad talked to me about getting that deal done when I come back. I’ll be off to Hermosa Beach in two hours and he’s been telling me to seal the deal for our company’s future. Alright, too much for being so submissive with Mr. Pines’ and Kino’s suggestions.“Do you have all the things needed?” Aunt Miranda asked me as she eyed my baggage.I nodded and slung my bag on my shoulders. “I have everything, Aunt. I’ll be back in a week.” I smiled.She nodded and planted a kiss on my cheek. She always seemed so bothered whenever I get out of this house. Even going to work bothers her so much. Sometimes I think she even wants me to take her to everywhere I will go just to calm her heart.“You take care.” She told me and pulled me in a tight hug.I chuckled and hugged her back. “It’s just a week, Aunt Miranda.” I teased.She looked at me and with tearful eyes. She
I took a deep breath as I leaned on the back of my door. I shut my eyes forcefully to calm my nerves down. My heart is beating so fast and the image of him waiting in front of the elevator is going to kill me tonight. It will be etched in my mind and would leave me sleepless tonight…again.I didn’t know how long I was standing behind my door. I didn’t know how long has my heart been slamming so loud and hard against my chest. I only went back to my conscious self when I heard my phone ringing.It was Kino.“Where are you?” He sounded so pissed.I bit my lip and fixed myself. “I’m done. I’m on my way.” I replied.“Alright. I’ll be waiting in the lobby. I’m really hungry, Kinsella. Move faster.” He sounded so authoritative. Maybe he’s really hungry.I ended the call and prayed so hard that he has gone down. He couldn’t be there until now, right? The elev
Kino fetched me the next morning because we were scheduled to meet with the President of the Beach Hotels. He said that the owner wanted to personally take us to breakfast this morning. He also reiterated that the son will be with us so we need to hurry up to not keep them waiting.I wore a floral dress, a white blazer and nude pumps. I hated wearing the pumps, though. But nothing would suit the dress more than this. I curled the ends of my hair as placed a barrette on the side for accentuation. I put on light make up and a softer shade of a red lipstick.I was about to grab my bag and my files when my eyes accidentally glanced at the gray jacket on the rest of the couch. I bit my lip and remembered the words he said to me. My apology wasn’t enough for him. He’s going to need more and I am afraid I couldn’t reach his standards.I shook my head and just left the jacket that way. If I see him soon, I’m going to give it back to him. I don&rs
Tears are brimming in the corners of my eyes as I walked back to the hotel. Henney greeted me but I didn’t even get the chance to greet her back. I was busy trying to hold my tears back just to not let others see that I am crying.I pushed the button on the elevator and cursed under my breath as I waited for the lift to come. If I wait now then, Nero, if he ever followed me, can reach me from here. I wanted to be away from him. I wanted to be really far from him. He’s not the Nero I loved. That’s not what my Nero would say.I immediately entered the elevator when it opened. My heart sank when I saw no Nero around. The fact that he didn’t even follow after me made me disappointed but then again, why would he follow? He wasn’t interested in me or my plates. He would have anything to do with me.But then before the elevator closed, I was shocked to see Nero’s hand in between, stopping the door from closing and climbing in with me
Kino was smiling from ear to ear as he met me for dinner that same day. He’s been gone for the whole day that I’ve spent every minute with Nero. I’m sure it’s one of their ploys again. After all, I don’t know whose side my cousin is on.“You’re glowing.” He uttered as he stopped in front of me and sat across me.We’re eating dinner at Bottle Inn, an Italian Cuisine. It’s about half a kilometer away from the hotel which is perfect because I got the time to walk along the shore on the way here. I loved walking near the sea. It’s too relaxing—especially at night.“We talked.” I told him after ordering our food.Kino smirked and leaned closer. Now, he seemed so interested. He was smiling like he was waiting for this to come after a long time. “How’d it go?” He asked eagerly.I smiled. “I think we’re going to see what happens after.” I
Nero“Mart.” I called my secretary.“Sir, you missed the meeting with the Sloanes. They already left.” He said with a stern voice. It's like he's mad at me or anything.“Left?” I asked and then looked at the calendar before everything dawned on me. “Motherfucker!” I cursed out loud outside the hospital where Lucy is staying.Kinsella and her cousin had already left Hermosa. Fuck my life.Damn it! This is all my fault. I should have told her everything that's happening. I should've told her what the deal is.Lucy had a threatened abortion. She almost lost her baby and because of that she got scared to death that she even asked me to find Jean, the father of her child. I couldn’t turn her down because she was there, in front of me, crying her heart out. I couldn't turn down a friend's plea. Not when she's this weak.But then I was too busy taking care of her request that I f
Nero didn’t text or call me. It’s been two days since that incident in the beach happened and I just stayed inside my room the whole time. Kino is starting to get frustrated at me. I know he would also want to talk to Nero about all this but I told him not to.Heart told me Lucy was fine. She also explained to me that Lucy was pregnant and was a critical case but she insisted on coming to the bonfire. I was so shocked when I knew she was pregnant—and critical, at that—and was so guilty when I realized that she had shouted at me. I shouldn’t have gone there. If I had known, I wouldn’t have talked back either.Everything I did that night flashed back to me and all I could do is hurl up in bed and cry. I know for myself that I am at fault too. But then I didn’t know. I didn’t know she was pregnant. When I asked about the father of the child, Heart just smiled sadly. I wanted to ask if it’s Nero. I wanted to know so bad
Laughter and jokes were the first things I noticed when Nero and I approached the group. Stan was busy doing a body gag making everyone hold on to their stomachs because of too much laughter. Stan stopped doing so when he noticed us approaching.“Oh! Here comes the couple!” He beamed making everyone look at us.Jules and Harvey waved at us while Heart smiled brightly. Lucy just looked at us like she was looking at something disgusting. I wouldn’t have minded if she maintained a straight face but she didn’t. She made it sure that I would see how disgusted she looked at me.Nero’s grip around my hand tightened as we neared the bonfire. I know that he’s aware I’m awkward with them—especially with Lucy. I just hoped his hold on me would help me so much now.“Hi, Kinsella!” Stan enthusiastically waved his hand at me.I waved back at him and smiled. I guess I only need to look at the people who
Nero stopped by my room from his office the next day. He said he’s too tired to even walk to his room so he wanted to stop by my place.I didn’t stop him from doing so. I was only busy drawing designs of the country club and I was almost done with the golf course. I’d only have to design the restaurant and pools next before presenting this to Mr. Bennett and to Nero.“You smell so good.” Nero whispered as he sniffed my hair. He hugged me from behind as we watched the night beach from the balcony.I bit my lip and held his hands resting on my stomach. I wanted us to stay like this. His arms wrapped around me make me feel secure. It makes me think no one could ever hurt me. He makes me worries go away every time he holds me close. It’s like nothing else ever mattered than the both us in the moment.“I missed you today.” He whispered and it sent millions of shivers to my spine.I smiled. “I’m
Nero drove us to one of the most sophisticated restaurant in Manhattan. He’s been muttering things under his breath as he pulled over Heft. And I couldn’t help but notice how his biceps would flex every time he rotates the steering wheel.I gulped and looked away. Inappropriate thoughts are starting to flood my brain so I have to stop looking. I don’t want him to think that I’m the one wanting those things.“I have a jacket the backseat, Kinsella.”His hard tone made me look at him. His brows are still furrowed. He still looked mad. His jaw is continuously clenched.“I think I’m good. I’m not cold.” I replied.He narrowed his eyes at me. “I know you’re good but I’m not. So, please take that jacket and wrap them around your pretty arms and shoulders or I’ll hug you the whole time.”I bit my lip. The latter option seemed so tempting but I guess I need to
Kino was smiling from ear to ear as he met me for dinner that same day. He’s been gone for the whole day that I’ve spent every minute with Nero. I’m sure it’s one of their ploys again. After all, I don’t know whose side my cousin is on.“You’re glowing.” He uttered as he stopped in front of me and sat across me.We’re eating dinner at Bottle Inn, an Italian Cuisine. It’s about half a kilometer away from the hotel which is perfect because I got the time to walk along the shore on the way here. I loved walking near the sea. It’s too relaxing—especially at night.“We talked.” I told him after ordering our food.Kino smirked and leaned closer. Now, he seemed so interested. He was smiling like he was waiting for this to come after a long time. “How’d it go?” He asked eagerly.I smiled. “I think we’re going to see what happens after.” I
Tears are brimming in the corners of my eyes as I walked back to the hotel. Henney greeted me but I didn’t even get the chance to greet her back. I was busy trying to hold my tears back just to not let others see that I am crying.I pushed the button on the elevator and cursed under my breath as I waited for the lift to come. If I wait now then, Nero, if he ever followed me, can reach me from here. I wanted to be away from him. I wanted to be really far from him. He’s not the Nero I loved. That’s not what my Nero would say.I immediately entered the elevator when it opened. My heart sank when I saw no Nero around. The fact that he didn’t even follow after me made me disappointed but then again, why would he follow? He wasn’t interested in me or my plates. He would have anything to do with me.But then before the elevator closed, I was shocked to see Nero’s hand in between, stopping the door from closing and climbing in with me
Kino fetched me the next morning because we were scheduled to meet with the President of the Beach Hotels. He said that the owner wanted to personally take us to breakfast this morning. He also reiterated that the son will be with us so we need to hurry up to not keep them waiting.I wore a floral dress, a white blazer and nude pumps. I hated wearing the pumps, though. But nothing would suit the dress more than this. I curled the ends of my hair as placed a barrette on the side for accentuation. I put on light make up and a softer shade of a red lipstick.I was about to grab my bag and my files when my eyes accidentally glanced at the gray jacket on the rest of the couch. I bit my lip and remembered the words he said to me. My apology wasn’t enough for him. He’s going to need more and I am afraid I couldn’t reach his standards.I shook my head and just left the jacket that way. If I see him soon, I’m going to give it back to him. I don&rs
I took a deep breath as I leaned on the back of my door. I shut my eyes forcefully to calm my nerves down. My heart is beating so fast and the image of him waiting in front of the elevator is going to kill me tonight. It will be etched in my mind and would leave me sleepless tonight…again.I didn’t know how long I was standing behind my door. I didn’t know how long has my heart been slamming so loud and hard against my chest. I only went back to my conscious self when I heard my phone ringing.It was Kino.“Where are you?” He sounded so pissed.I bit my lip and fixed myself. “I’m done. I’m on my way.” I replied.“Alright. I’ll be waiting in the lobby. I’m really hungry, Kinsella. Move faster.” He sounded so authoritative. Maybe he’s really hungry.I ended the call and prayed so hard that he has gone down. He couldn’t be there until now, right? The elev