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Alpha Noah

I tell Steven to get the car ready so that I can go search for Gwen.

One part of me tells me that she will be back while the other part tells me that she is gone again.

I don't know what to listen to on my Should I go in search of a or should I wait for her to come?

I know that I can't leave without her but if I finally get out to come and I am still going to break the news of my breaking up with her?

If hers and Tulip's presence in this house Will clash Is it not better that one of them is gone? But I don't want Gwen gone.

I need that close to me at all times.

I still don't feel the urge to take Tulip back. Have I suddenly lost my feelings for her?

If I don't feel like taking her back the movement I set My eyes open for her does that mean I have lost everything I feel for her and I have just been mourning my guilt?

No, that makes no sense. I am not in the right but I know some way deep down everything I feel before we can do it when everything is set to. My feelings for Gwe