It's a full moon tonight. The nightmares are here again.I am at the table, inside a deserted factory. Seven men surround me and the moon gets brighter. My breathing is intensified, and the shadow comes creeping.It's the shadow of a monster. It is no tiger this time, it's a monster with two heads. One is the head of an infant, while the other is the head of a woman."You failed the one you loveYou failed the one you loveYou failed the one you love"The seven men Chant around me.My brother comes in in a red robe and starts laughing hysterically. I am weak.I can't move an inch.I know I'm in a nightmare but why can't I wake up? Fuckin sleep paralysis!These are my demons!This is what I have to deal with from time to time. I feel a strong pull lift me off the table and I wake to reality It's Gwen."Are you alright sir?" She asked in a worried tone.I'm fine Gwen, it's just a silly nightmare. I say"Who is Tulip?" She asks.The question took me by surprise. How did she know the n
They snarled at me like they wanted to fight so I had no choice but to give them what they were asking for.I jump at the first wolf and dig my teeth into his leg to paralyze him while the others attack me from the back. Now I sense that there are more than three wolves here. This is an ambush but by who?My speed is a huge advantage to me at the battle. I turned around swiftly and was able to push one off the hill. I howled loudly for the test of the pack around. I hope they come soon enough.I might have an idea of what this attack is all about but I do not sense an alpha here. Are they just carrying out attacks on their own?Another wolf is running at me. I slowly examine the movement vibrating towards us and catch him on his neck. I take my hands and separate his lower jaw from the upper, tearing it up in a vertical manner. Nasty shit. Since I became blind my means of killing has been rather brutal, blindness brought out the worst in me.Soon I sense some wolves coming. They are f
GwenHow dare he? I kept silent because if I said a word, I would burst into tears."Do you understand what I'm saying to you?" He said.I kept mute."Are you there?" He asked, "I'm talking to you and I need a response."I turned around and left his room banging the door behind me. "Gwen?" I could still hear him calling my name.What an asshole! Alpha NoahOkay, maybe I did too much or did I?Perhaps she's mad at me.I don't understand her. Did she realize how worried she left me?Hold on a minute, why did I get so worked up? Why did I go searching for her all through the night? I couldn't even sleep. No, I don't have feelings for her. She's a member of my pack and she also lives in my house. She is my responsibility.I should be the furious one here.She seems so upset I hope she's not thinking of leaving.What am I supposed to do now? Apologize? I can't do that. I can't apologize to a maid.Well I don't care if she's mad, she'll get over it. I'd rather have her mad at me than be i
GwenNow that I think about it, I think he cares about me. Did he go through all that stress for me? No wonder he was so worried. He thought something bad had happened to me and he was worried.Am I liking my boss? I know I had a feeling of attraction to him but could it be more than that? I don't think I should be feeling anything towards him. He is quite arrogant and I don't want anyone that would make me feel less of myself. I already had enough of that with Trent. But he's nothing like Trent. He tries not to show emotions by acting though but I can see right through all those emotions. He also cares and that's sweet.He called his house home for me. No no... Focus Gwen! Get your money and leave.Freedom freedom freedom. That's my logo for now. I need to leave boys alone and focus on myself, yes.I decided to go to study to see if I would find anything interesting. I'm glad that there is a study here because I love reading. The manor has everything one might be looking for.It h
GwenHe must hate me to get mad at the fact I made a little joke about us.Maybe I'm just not good enough for him, how will a common maid be good enough for the almightyNoah? I feel so stupid It's obvious that I am not good enough forever. It probably rolls with people whose family and name are unknown. I need to get back to reality, the reality of making as much money as I can and leaving this place to start anew.I could not sleep that night. All I thought about was how I had embarrassed myself before my boss. How do I face him now?Alpha NoahShe brought back some triggers. I was getting so carried away so I am glad she did.Does she think she is? No one and I mean no one can take the position of Tulip in my life. That position is not vacant and even if it is I'll rather leave it empty forever.That is the first free I have ever been with anyone without thinking of Tulip. I don't understand what is happening to me, I can't even see her but she makes me feel normal. She makes me feel
As we stepped into the hall, I saw a bunch of new faces. Then it dawned on me that I was in an entirely different pack and a different environment too. The only familiar face there was Peter's.Was cheerful and welcoming."Ah Gwen, nice to see you outside that uniform. You look splendid today!" He said as he pecked me on the cheeks. Come sit, he said.I could see a blunt lady sizing me up with her eyes. I had not been introduced to her but I could tell that she was troubled."Noah, oh dear Noah," she said as you ran to hug him. " How have you been? " Then she pulled him away from me.She acts like she would be an annoying punk.It turns out this wasn't just a pack meeting we were having but the way a group of other park leaders said the same territory in the meeting."Alpha Noah!" A deep voice called from behind. " Did you find yourself a new mate? Oh, she is lovely" he said. "She is not my mate and you know that stop messing around, Pogo," Noah said." Yeah even if he wanted to get
Gwen In another situation or another world, I would probably fear his buttons in the car and make stronger love to them after such an authoritative appearance in front of the old path pack. that shit turned me on.I don't know how long I can keep looking at him with just the eyes of a boss and not a lover. I don't think I can cope here. I took the longest stares while we were in the car... I could touch myself but I was just thinking about him. Whereas an attraction like this has been all my life. The sexual tension I feel by just looking at him could heat a whole room.I don't think I can deny it anymore, I am fucking attracted to this guy.I beat my lower lips just imagining all these dirty thoughts but I don't feel guilty.After we got back to the Manor, I did not want to let go of the thoughts in my head. I escorted him to the room and asked if he needed any help in taking off his clothes.Sure, he said.I can't believe I am dressing them up and also taking off his clothes at the
Alpha NoahThe next morning, I woke up to the thought of her. I had a wet dream about her last night and I enjoyed it.Mehn I can't. That's the best I'd get. I can't believe I almost went to her room last night. I'm glad I took care of it myself. imagine I had gone to her room, would she ever accept me? Have I been good enough for her to make me worthy of her? Does she even feel the same way? No, no no. That's enough. It would never happen. I will never allow it. The thought of Tulip brings me back to reality. I just lay on the bed thinking of how to process my feelings now. Good thing I'm blind though, she wouldn't be able to read me by looking at my eyes. That's how I read people.I can smell her. I think she's coming towards my room. I don't want to get up from bed She knocks."Yes," I say.She opens and comes in."Good morning," she said with a cheerful tone.Good morning Gwen."You're still in bed? I thought you were going out later." She askedWell, I don't feel like it. I say
Gwen The fight got so intense and it brought back memories of the last time these witches had me! I can t let them take me!Lyla and I hid in the study but soon, I heard footsteps of people approaching. I got so scared I wanted to turn but there was no time anymore one thing I know is that I wouldn't let him take me. Lyla was hiding in a separate corner of the shelves and when she heard them coming she turned even though I asked her not to because it was dangerous. She growled slowly and when they came in, they walked directly to where I was hiding and pulled me out. Lyla tried to attack but one of the witches cast a spell on her and her legs failed. She whimpered and fell to the floor helplessly. I recognize one of the witches, she was the one who kidnapped me the last time and put me in some abandoned old house. I kind of let these foods win this time. I struggled with them as they pulled me out but I know damn well that My physical power is not enough to fight these witches.
TrentI know that Gwen still loves me. She is just ashamed because it all happened at a time when she lost her memory. There were real feelings involved and it's not possible that it just died.I'm in love with her but if she isn't willing to accept me, I won't force her anymore. So much has happened and I have learned because I had my chance and I misused it.I pushed Gwen far away from me, now I'm paying the price. But if I am given a second chance to rectify my mistakes, I will do it right this time.I am going to make everything right.Noah just finished investigating Tulip, We are going to meet the rest of the witches in their hideout.Tulip deserves to die miserably for what she has done, I hope Noah doesn't feel sorry for her because she is a witch.Noah rushed out of the basement and I could feel the anger on his face. He is ready to draw blood and I am with him.These same people kidnapped Gwen. They wouldn't stop till we're all dead. "Did she talk?" I asked as he rushed out
Gwen"You can really see now? " Trent got up from his seat and moved to Noah in something that seemed like surprise or excitement "This is wonderful Noah!"he chuckled in excitement! "Oh everything seems to be falling into place." He went quiet for a minute. "There is another reason why I came here today. This will come as a surprise to you Noah but you have to hear him."The look in Noah's eyes didn't seem like he was taking him seriously at all." Okay speak your mind." Noah watched quietly. "It's about Tulip, Noah... She is behind all of it! She's the little girl you used to hang out with when we were twelve, do you remember?""What little girl? Noah seemed like he wanted him to finish without interrupting. "The blonde! Da...Danielle, or Dona!" he stammered a little. "The one that lured you to the witches who... did this to you""And how did you happen to come across this? No, I act like you didn't know it before. " Noah led him on. "Well, I figured it out when she came to visi
TrentSo what is your plan now? So come into my home and ambush me? Anyway, I know you are not even strong enough to do that so please come inside.He invited me in, and I kept looking around hoping that Gwen will come out.Where is Gwen? I asked again"I will ask her if she wants to see you and if she doesn't there is nothing I can do about it.""I want Gwen to be here when I tell you so that she knows I am not the bad person that she thinks I am.""Isn't it a bit too late for redemption now?" He mocked. "I need to give it a try at least. But why are you shielding Gwen from me? Aren't you confident enough that she loves you enough to be with you no matter what?Maybe you think I do have a chance." I know that the Gwen that I was with has some sort of feelings for me. "Oh shit so please Don't for yourself!" He chuckled lowly "You know what Noah, let us be real men here and stop the egocentric exhibition that we have been portraying for a while now. Why don't we let Gwen choose for h
Alpha NoahI married a witch. All these years. She fucked up my life.I don't know what to do right now, and to think that I was mourning her even when I thought she was dead. I felt guilty all these while for falling in love with Gwen!How the hell did I miss this? She turned me into a monster! There is no way she wouldn't die for this, I don't care what she is! Diane! I want to kill her goddamn it!"Noah?" Gwen was trying to understand what was going on."Should I get the guards?" She didn't understand but she knew that I was upset."Yes, please. "She ran out of the place." Noah please, I'm sorry... " She begged." Why do you beg? Why did you do it? " "It was Mother, she made me do it. " "Who the fuck is Mother!" "Please Noah, I will leave your life, just let me go!"Fuck you! I'm gonna kill you but first, you'll tell me everything and why you did it."TulipDamn it! How did he get his sight back? I'm done for. How the hell do I get out of this now?There is no way Noah would
Alpha NoahAfter we left the room, my men found some ladies they claimed were stuck in the mansion but they didn't seem stuck to me."What have you done to Xavier?" We are not going anywhere with you!One of them protested."I thought you said they were stuck?" I turned to Peter."No, we aren't! We are here on our own will and Xavier my man!" She said,"Uh uh, no he ain't! He's my man!" Another lady protested."No, what do you mean?" The rest of them began to argue with each other."Okay, that's enough! I butt in." " Xavier is t coming back so you're all free to go. "" Go where? We can't go anywhere, this is our home! " They began to murmur and argue." Alright then stay here then." I took Gwen's hand and signaled my men to clean up "Well you can't leave us here, If she's going with you then we're going with you too! " One of the ladies stepped forward as she saw us leaving and the rest of them agreed with her."Hold on ladies, I don't know you, and I can't take you with me. I only
GwenI locked the door behind me, I had pissed off Martha. I locked the door behind me to changed into my wolf waiting for her to barge in.I do not have any plans of going with her, I'd rather die here. I am tired of people pushing me around. I will stay here and fight even if it kills me. I could hear an angry growl in the compound and it got closer. I could hear screams and restlessness of Xavier's women.I can't believe Martha would be so stupid to carelessly turn in the presence of these ladies. I wonder what her boss would think about this. I waited at the other end of the door thinking of the mode of attack to this thing that is obviously stronger than I am. This is probably the day I die!She was coming closer and I could smell her. All my senses stood up in defense and I was ready to attack but instead of coming further, I could hear her retreat.First it was a gunshot, then a loud roar. I heard the sound of the guards charging towards something. Growls and roars filled the
Tulip's POV "How could you? Noah I trusted you, I trusted you for goodness sake! What did you do you stupid witch? What was your aim?! " He was in so much rage. I had never seen him like this before.If I'm not careful he might end up killing me here.If Trent, who hates his brother so much, could get angry like this, how would Noah feel when he finds out?I messed up really well. I never imagined anybody would ever recognize me. Magdalene made me a bit unrecognizable with some enchanting spells when I came back into Noah's life. I have been away for a long time and the spill wasn't necessary anymore. And even when I thought of coming back I knew that Noah was blind and there was no way he could recognize me. I never thought that Trent would be the one to recognize me.His eyes are red in anger and would kill me right now if I didn't say the right words."Please, Trent! I will leave your and Noah's life alone. Just let me go. I promise not to come back, forgive me. " I begged"Why o
TrentI don't know if it's the change of hair color or scenery but it's all coming to me that I have met Tulip in a lifetime before.She used to have red hair and she was quite beautiful too, like an enchanting kind of beauty but now she looks more like herself and I am very sure that I have met her before.I was meditating when it all came to me, I have met her as a child before but I can't place what child she is. I decided to spend extra time meditating to find what I was looking for. This shit has been bugging me for a while now. I should have let it go, I mean we meet different people at different times in our lives and sometimes the people we know now are people will messed up in the past but why is this different?I fell asleep during my meditation and I had a dream, Well it was more like a memory.I was a young boy, maybe 11 or 12 years old when I came out of the house to see my brother playing with a young girl In the garden. She was maybe ten years old too, blonde and her ski