Viviane
☩═✦═☩ I was slipping, and I knew it. It was like trying to hold onto water, and the more I fought, the faster it slid through my fingers. Alessandro was everywhere—in my thoughts, in my dreams, in the way my pulse spiked every time I heard his voice. He’d wormed his way into my mind, and I hated it. I hated how much I thought about him, how some part of me had started to crave him. How I couldn’t shake the feeling that I was losing pieces of myself, piece by piece, and he was the one holding them. Standing alone in my bathroom, steam still clinging to the walls, I pressed my hands against the sink, holding myself in the coolness of the marble. I stared at my reflection, wrapped in nothing but a towel, hair damp and sticking to my skin. My eyes looked harder, but underneath that hardness, there was a crack, one that had only started to show since I came back from the island. “Get a grip,” I said through clenched teeth, as if saying it would snap me out of this. Who was I kidding? My mind was a mess, my loyalties were all over the place. I wasn’t even sure I could trust myself anymore. I wanted things to be simple—a straight line I could follow without looking back. But he was cutting across that line. With him, everything blurred, twisted into shades of gray, like a blade pressed to my throat but never cutting deep enough to end it. I clenched my fists, forcing myself to look at my own eyes in the mirror, to snap out of whatever this was. Viviane Kane doesn’t lose her cool. She doesn’t slip up, doesn’t get rattled. But for the first time in my life, I felt truly out of control. And I wasn’t sure if I was strong enough to pull myself back. I shook my head, pushing the frustration down, and headed back to my bedroom. I grabbed the blow dryer, running my fingers through my damp hair. Once it was dry, I picked up my curling iron, sectioning off my hair and working quickly. Loose, bouncy waves took shape, framing my face just right. They’d look effortless, but I’d spent enough time to make sure every wave was exactly where I wanted it. All this effort for one man, Viviane? That’s got to mean something, doesn’t it? My makeup was next. I leaned into the mirror, blending out the foundation, making sure to not hide my freckles. I lined my eyes with a sharp, black flick, and applied a deep red lipstick that matched my mood—bold, unmissable. I went to my closet and pulled out the red dress. I slipped it on, smoothing the fabric down over my hips. It hugged in all the right places, with its long sleeves, short hemline, and the sweetheart neckline. I stepped into my red heels, and glanced at myself in the mirror. Checking my phone, I saw another missed call from the babysitter. She’d been ignoring my calls all night. Brandon was supposed to take Felicity for the night. That’s why I’d chosen tonight, but something came up at his end and he had to change last-minute. I walked into the living room to find Felicity curled up on the couch, surrounded by a blanket and clutching a giant bowl of popcorn. She looked up, her eyes lighting up as she grinned. "You look so pretty," she said, beaming. “Thanks, kiddo,” I replied, sinking onto the couch next to her. “But all this effort is about to go to waste if I don’t get a babysitter lined up soon.” She shrugged, “You can go on your date. I’ll be fine.” I raised an eyebrow, snorting. “Yeah, nice try. You’re dreaming if you think I’m leaving you alone for the night. Guess I’m just gonna have to ditch him,” I said, wrapping my arm around her and pulling her close. She rolled her eyes, but I could see the smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. Felicity leaned more into my side, her eyes never leaving the TV. “You know, he’s gonna be bummed. Guys don’t like getting ditched.” I laughed, “Trust me, this guy could use a little humbling. And since when are you the expert on what guys want?” She shot me a look, eyebrow raised, the sass radiating off her like she’d had years to perfect it. “I see things. I’ve got school, social media, my mom’s rom-coms…” She ticked them off on her fingers as if she were listing hardcore credentials. “Plus, you think I haven’t noticed you and Alessandro? I’m twelve, Aunt Viv, not clueless.” she nudged me with her elbow. “And you wouldn’t go through all this trouble getting ready if you didn’t like him at least a little bit.” I sighed, shaking my head, she was the only one I'd admit it to, “Alright, fine. Maybe there’s something there—” A knock echoed through the apartment. My stomach did a little flip—I hadn’t expected him to come all the way up. I opened the door, and there was Alessandro, leaning against the doorframe, dressed in a crisp black suit hugging every inch of him like it was stitched with sinful intent. The top few buttons of his shirt were undone, just enough to show a flash of golden chains resting over the hard lines of his chest. His gaze swept over me, and for a moment, he just stood there, completely still. His eyes traced every inch of my body in a way that felt like a physical touch. One hand was in his pocket while the other held a bouquet of red roses, he cleared his throat before holding them out to me. “Ms. Kane.” I accepted the flowers with a smile, stepping back to let him in. His eyes traced every detail of me once more, lingering on the neckline of the dress, then traveling down, taking in the way the red fabric hugged my figure, before his eyes dropped down to my legs. As I arranged the flowers in a vase, I picked up my phone again and dialed another babysitter's number, which was another fail because she had the flu. I paced back and forth in the living room, calling one babysitter after another. Felicity sat cross-legged on the couch, watching me with that amused sparkle in her eye, as if she found my desperate hunt for a sitter more entertaining than any movie. Meanwhile, Alessandro waited, standing by the door, both hands in his pockets. I could feel his eyes on me every second I was on the phone. Felicity patted on the couch beside her, “Come sit with me. It’s not like I bite,” she said to Alessandro, who seemed a little taken aback by her but then walked over to the couch and settled beside her. His broad frame making her look almost tiny in comparison. I glanced over as the phone started to ring, catching a snippet of their conversation—something conspiratorial that I couldn’t quite make out. God only knew what they were talking about. “Another one bites the dust,” I muttered, hanging up after the third failed attempt. I placed a hand on my forehead, trying to keep my frustration from spilling over. “I can’t find a babysitter, so… the date’s officially canceled.” “Just go, Aunt Viv. I’m not a little kid anymore. I’ll be fine,” Fliss said. I glared at her, "I'm not leaving you alone." Felicity made a face and glanced at Alessandro, “You know what, I’ll take the flowers. She doesn’t deserve them if she’s planning to ditch you.” “In that case, maybe I should take you out on the date instead of her,” Alessandro said to her and then glanced my way, a glint of amusement in his eyes. I rolled my eyes at both of them, “Very funny, both of you,” I said, crossing my arms, but a smile tugged at the corner of my mouth. Felicity shrugged innocently, clutching the blanket to her chest. “I’ll be fine. You don’t need to worry about me.” “Not happening,” I shot back. “Need I remind you of that time you burned Brandon’s entire apartment down because the babysitter was too busy to keep an eye on you?” Her cheeks flushed, and she gave me an eye-roll. “That was forever ago, and it wasn’t my fault. I didn't know a science project could even do that.” I let out a sigh, “Still, I’m not leaving you alone. What if you get sick and there’s no one to help you?” Felicity shrugged, “Then I’ll call you. Or better yet, I’ll call Alessandro,” she said, tilting her head toward him, “We should exchange numbers, just in case.” Alessandro smiled too, pulling his phone out without hesitation, “Now there’s a smart idea.” I watched them for a few seconds, feeling a twinge I couldn’t ignore. No. He couldn’t do that. He couldn’t make himself her favorite person, too—not when he was already starting to become mine. They exchanged numbers, Alessandro tapping in her digits with that half-smile still on his face, and when he handed the phone back, she beamed at him like he’d just agreed to some secret alliance. It was adorable and oddly…disarming. I shook my head again, “I’m sorry, but I’m not going anywhere. I’m not about to leave her alone, especially after that last sitter disaster.” Alessandro leaned forward, taking Felicity’s hand as he pressed a light kiss to the back of it as if he was a perfect gentleman, “You know, Felicity,” he murmured, “maybe we should ditch Viviane and have some fun of our own. She doesn’t know what she’s missing.” I rolled my eyes, crossing my arms to keep from smiling. “You two are ridiculous,” I said, fighting off the warmth spreading through my chest, watching him interact with Fliss like this, “You’re more than welcome to stay and join us for an impromptu date night right here, Alessandro.” Alessandro looked at Felicity, then back at me. “Or,” he said slowly, his voice taking on a softer tone, “Felicity could come with us. Might do her good to get out of the house.” Felicity’s face lit up, and she turned to me with wide, hopeful eyes. “Really? Can I, Aunt Viv? Please?” I glanced between her and Alessandro, taken aback. “Are you… sure? You’d be okay with that?” He shrugged confidently even though I wasn't sure he was the kind of guy to spend time around children willingly, “Was my idea, wasn’t it?” Felicity practically bounced on the couch, and I sighed, giving in to her excitement. “Alright, fine. If you can handle that.” Alessandro leaned back, looking thoroughly pleased. “Two beautiful ladies? Easy.” The self-assured glint in his eyes made my hand itch to wipe that look right off his face. I shook my head, trying to ignore the flutter in my chest as I took Felicity to her room to get her changed into some nice clothes.Alessandro ☩══♛══☩I grabbed my phone and called my driver, “Change of plans,” I said, jaw tight. “Switch out the champagne for… I don’t know. Juice. Something kid-friendly.” “Yes, Boss, anything else?” he asked. “And make sure everything is… appropriate in the back,” I cut the call before he could respond. What the hell was I doing? My pulse kicked up, an ache right behind my temples. I was taking a little girl along on a night I’d planned for her aunt? And the plans I’d had for her aunt weren’t exactly kids-friendly. I’d planned to fuck her in the backseat of the limo, while my driver drove through the city lights. The image played out in my mind: her breathless under me, our world reduced to that dark leather seat, her only focus on me. But with this little change of plans? Guess I’d have to wait.I had made space for Viviane’s niece like it was the most natural thing in the world. Couldn’t even pretend this wasn’t my idea because it was. The kid wasn’t just some extra lugga
Viviane ☩═✦═☩ I shouldn’t be doing this. I shouldn’t be feeling… this. After tucking Felicity in, I lingered at her bedside, watching her breathing settle, the soft glow of the nightlight casting a shadow over the side of her face. I whispered goodnight, as I stepped quietly out of her room. And then I stopped. There, in the dull light of my living room, was Alessandro. He’d taken off his jacket, leaving him in just that white linen shirt— still slightly unbuttoned at the collar—and black slacks that fit him so perfectly. I swallowed, forcing myself to breathe. He threw a careless look my way and I forgot to breathe all over again. And in that moment, I felt stripped bare, as if he could see every flicker of doubt, every forbidden thought I’d tried to bury. He was making this harder than it should be. I’d always prided myself on my indifference toward men and their feeling, the armor I wore so effortlessly. But with him, that armor was starting to crack, and I could feel that
Alessandro ☩══♛══☩ I woke before her, sunlight slipping through the curtains and casting a faint, almost angelic glow over her face. For a few quiet moments, I allowed myself to just watch her, taking in this version of Viviane—the version most people would never see. Peaceful. Still. I reached out, tracing a finger along the freckles scattered across her cheeks, those damn freckles that made her look softer than she’d ever admit. Leaning down, I pressed a slow, careful kiss to her lips. She stirred, shifting a bit before curling deeper into the covers, murmuring something softly in her sleep. I smiled, sliding out of bed, my gaze drifting to the bookshelf across the room. Curiosity got the better of me, and I walked over, half-expecting some business books, maybe a few classics. But as I scanned the titles, I let out a low laugh. Damn, Freckles. The first book I pulled out was called “Images You Should Not Masturbate To”. I snorted, flipping through a couple of pages and s
Viviane ☩═✦═☩ I’ve done things most people couldn’t stomach. It’s been my life, my nature, drilled into me from the start. Immorality—if that’s what they want to call it—is practically in my blood. I swear, my father saw it every time he looked at me, like it was carved into my skin, part of who I was destined to be. So whatever I’m about to do now? It shouldn’t feel any different. It should be routine, second nature, something I can walk away from without a backward glance. But here I am, stuck, this irritating hesitation gnawing at me. And I know exactly why. It’s him, lodged in my head like a thorn, and every second he’s there, it pisses me off. The need to rip him out of my thoughts burns, like I can’t breathe until he’s gone. He’s a distraction, a weakness, a barrier between me and what I want. No one has ever stood in my way and stayed there, and I’m not about to let him be the first. I need to purge him from my mind, to feel that cold, clear focus again. And if that m
Ghost ☩═☠︎︎═☩ I grabbed her arm, rougher than I should have, my fingers digging in as she tried to jerk back. She had no idea how much she was messing with my head. I slipped my gloved hand into her soaked hair, yanking her head back until her neck was arched, exposed. Her breath hitched, and for a second, I wanted to rip the damn glove off, feel the heat of her skin against mine. But I didn’t. No, that would give her too much. I adjusted the voice modulator under the mask, staring down at her. She looked up at me, one wrong move, and she’d figure it all out. No, I needed her nice and compliant, bound, blindfolded, stripped of that attitude and maybe even gagged before I even thought of slipping off this mask. With one rough pull, the towel slipped from her body, falling to the floor and pooling around her feet, leaving her bare, her skin flushed under my hands. Every place I touched turned a deeper shade of red, against her pale skin. I let go of her hair, my other hand sti
Alessandro ☩══♛══☩ Francesca’s eyes searched mine, and the moment she realized I wasn’t going to hug her back, she pulled away, her expression shifting as hurt flashed across her face. “How long are you going to punish me?” she asked, her voice cracking, barely holding it together. I just shook my head, walked past her into the living room, and sank onto her couch, stretching out like I owned the place. “I’m not punishing you. I’m here, aren’t I?” I replied coolly, giving her that detached, unreadable look I knew drove her crazy. She followed me, standing there, still wrapped in her silk robe, “Yeah, you’re here, after I begged you for a year to come. A year, Alessandro.” I leaned back, resting one arm on the couch’s headrest, legs stretched out, “It wasn’t exactly easy to look at you after what you did.” She took a step closer, right into my space, standing between my legs, “It was a mistake, Alessandro, a huge mistake. I don’t even know what I was thinking.” My eyes loc
Viviane ☩═✦═☩ Have you ever stood in a room and felt that every set of eyes was waiting for you to slip up, to give them some reason to tear you down? That's exactly what it felt like standing there, surrounded, with all of them staring me down. Their looks weren’t normal—they were filled with accusations and suspicions, as if they were all in on some shared vendetta against me. My gut was screaming that they didn’t just want me gone—they wanted to see me dead. Everyone in this room was the kind who played mental chess with their eyes closed. And I knew I had to be two moves ahead, outthink them before they even made their first play. I took a step back, searching Alessandro’s eyes. No—he wouldn’t just take their word for it, would he? They thought I’d stolen two damn laptops. It took everything I had not to laugh at the absurdity of it. As if I’d be careless enough to get caught over something as amateur as that. Alessandro already knew about the sensitive data I printed
Alessandro ☩══♛══☩ Nikolai stood close to the vast windows of my office, his gaze slicing through the city skyline. Hands deep in his pockets, as he took in every word I said.. After a pause, he turned just slightly, a sliver of impatience in his eyes. “What’s your take about this?” I leaned back, feeling the familiar tension twist in my gut, “If there’s a problem on my side, I’ll take care of it.” A muscle in his jaw flexed. “It’s not you I’m concerned about,” he let the words hang in the air, “It’s that girl. There’s something… off. She’s not what she seems.” My grip tightened around the pen, rolling it between my fingers as I stared ahead, “I told you, she’ll be dealt with. You have my word.” He didn’t respond, just gave a brief nod. We both knew what that promise meant, and it wouldn’t end with Viviane walking away like she had done a few hours ago. Frankie stepped into my office, his face lost all its color when he saw Nikolai, he clasped his hands tightly behind his b
Alessandro ☩══♛══☩“It’s been six months,” Elijah Bolton’s voice echoed, as one of the Capos, he’d been in this business long enough to recognize a lost cause. “Six months, and we’ve found nothing. Whoever planned this was ten steps ahead, covered every angle. No trails, no witnesses, nothing. Face it—we may never see Vito again.”Luciano Costello, father of Nikolai and former head of the family, clenched his fists until his knuckles turned white, and then slammed one down on the table with a crack that echoed around the room.“That’s my brother you’re talking about, dammit!” he thundered, anyone could hear the fury and grief that bordered on desperation in his voice, “I can’t—no, I won’t accept that. I’ll burn through every last cent I’ve got if that’s what it takes. Dead or alive, he’s a Costello, and he deserves a proper funeral, not to be some ghost everyone’s forgotten.”The men shifted uneasily, their eyes casting wary glances at each other, knowing that Luciano’s anger could p
Viviane ☩═✦═☩ I stormed out of that suffocating mansion, cursing under my breath, every step harder and faster than the last. The the weight of all their judgment and bullshit pressing down until I could barely breathe. I had to get out. Alessandro was right behind me, his hand in mine. He didn’t say a word, didn’t try to stop me. For once, he just followed, letting me lead the way without a fight. The second we stepped outside into the biting cold night air, I dropped his hand and sucked in a breath, but it wasn’t enough to calm me down. Not even close. I clenched my fists, trying to force myself to breathe. Inhale. Exhale. Come on, Viviane. Inhale and fucking exhale. My pulse was racing, my blood boiling from the crap I’d just dealt with in there. Those self-righteous assholes. Acting like I was the one out of line. Like they haven’t let Bianca run wild for years, making excuses for her tantrums because Daddy broke her precious heart. I let out a bitter laugh, my bre
Alessandro ☩══♛══☩ From the corner of my eye, I watched Viviane—laughing, head thrown back, that carefree sound spilling out of her like it belonged in a different world than mine. What really got me was that even Bianca was laughing along with the rest of them. Bianca, who I expected to pull her usual crap, throw a snide remark, stir up trouble, or worse, drop some comment meant to chip away at me in front of Viviane but none of it happened. She was smiling like she wasn’t the viper I knew her to be. And it twisted something dark in me, this realization that Viviane fit here more easily than I wanted her to. I hated it—seeing her at ease with people, people who shouldn’t get to know her, who shouldn’t get to see her this relaxed. That laughter, those little smiles... They weren’t for them. They shouldn’t be. I realized it in that moment: Viviane wasn’t someone I could just share. Not here, not with them, maybe not with anyone. She’s mine. And the thought of anyone
Viviane ☩═✦═☩ I'd never felt the urge to stomp someone so hard I’d leave an imprint, but this bitch? She was testing my patience like no one else ever had. There were a lot of things I could handle, but watching her perfectly manicured hand reach out, to touch Alessandro’s tux? Yeah, that wasn’t one of them. Her smile was all sweetness and sugar, but I could see right through it—she wasn’t fooling anyone, least of all me. She leaned in, eyes lingering on him in a way that made my blood simmer, fingers brushing his lapel. “Can we talk for a moment... alone?” she asked, voice dripping with a little too much familiarity as she toyed with his collar. A heat rose up in me, a possessiveness I’d only felt for Fliss but somehow ten times more potent. In the span of a second, my mind was made up. I didn’t think, I just acted. My hand shot out, and I slapped her hand away from him—not a gentle brush-off either, but a smack that echoed in the space around us. Francesca jerked her hand b
Viviane ☩═✦═☩ The past 24 hours had been a blur—a storm of panic, decisions, and a speed I wasn’t prepared for. No time to think, no time to tell Brandon. I knew exactly what his reaction would be—he’d lose his mind, try to put a stop to it, argue about Alessandro’s influence and the strings he’d pulled. But I couldn’t afford that argument, not now. Not when Fliss’s life was hanging in the balance. Everything moved at a breakneck pace. By the time we got to the hospital, the donor—some poor child closer to Felicity's age, who’d just lost their life—was already prepped. I didn’t even have a moment to process what that meant, what we were really doing here. Alessandro didn’t give me a chance; he had it all under control, every detail. He took over, directing doctors and nurses, smoothing over paperwork while I just stood back. He made me feel that again—soft femininity, seen, and safe in a way that made me forget I ever had to stand alone. I should have felt gratitude, but the p
Viviane ☩═✦═☩ I’d never had anyone take care of me like this before. Growing up, Brandon and Stella did what they could, but life pulled them in other directions too early. College, jobs, and other stuff that kept them busy. They tried, but there was only so much they could do before they were gone. With my parents...well, I learned young that if I didn’t look after myself, no one else would. I practically raised myself. Then there were the men I dated. I’d picked one narcissist after another, guys who saw caring for anyone as something beneath them, or worse, as a woman’s job. My last ex wasn’t just self-absorbed—he was the type who thought cooking, cleaning, and even basic decency belonged on my side of the line, no matter what I had on my plate. So, sitting here now, watching him in my tiny kitchen compared to the spacious and luxurious ones he was used to, it was like seeing something out of place but so right. He was supposed to be untouchable Costello, all danger and c
Alessandro ☩══♛══☩ “Son, you know she’s been watching you for a while now,” his father murmured, eyes cutting to a young woman across the club, who was throwing suggestive glances at Alessandro. Alessandro barely looked her direction, he was more focused on his conversation with Scott. He was twenty, and he'd only come tonight because it was his birthday and his father, Vito, insisted on throwing a party. He didn't know that it would be the last one they’d celebrate together or he would have been nicer to him. “I don’t care, let her look,” Alessandro replied casually, sipping his whiskey and keeping his attention on Scott, one of the few people who understood his tech obsession. Vito gave a frustrated sigh, “Alessandro, I’ve been noticing something,” he said, “In all these years, not once have I seen you with a woman. Not once. Even at your initiation, you turned down every opportunity to fuck. It’s unnatural.” he raised an eyebrow, “Your cock works alright? Or should I be wo
Viviane ☩═✦═☩ It felt like my body had been steamrolled. Or, well, almost. Technically, I hadn’t been steamrolled, just hit by a car, but every cell in my body protested like it had been. Pain radiated everywhere, like I’d been stretched thin and dragged over gravel. Breathing hurt. Blinking hurt. Even thinking hurt. The doctor leaned over me, his face a blur that slowly sharpened as I blinked and tried to focus. “Let’s run through a few things, okay? Can you tell me your name?” he looked at me, pen poised. I blinked, fighting through the haze. “Viviane Kane, unfortunately still very alive.” He raised an eyebrow, “Can you tell me where you are?” I glanced around, taking in the too-bright lights and sterile smell. I wasn't in my home or in Alessandro's torture chamber, “Either a hospital, or someone with an incredibly clean fetish dungeon.” A smile almost escaped him, but he held it back, “Good sense of humor, seems like your brain is working just fine. Now, how many fin
Alessandro ☩══♛══☩ Nikolai stood close to the vast windows of my office, his gaze slicing through the city skyline. Hands deep in his pockets, as he took in every word I said.. After a pause, he turned just slightly, a sliver of impatience in his eyes. “What’s your take about this?” I leaned back, feeling the familiar tension twist in my gut, “If there’s a problem on my side, I’ll take care of it.” A muscle in his jaw flexed. “It’s not you I’m concerned about,” he let the words hang in the air, “It’s that girl. There’s something… off. She’s not what she seems.” My grip tightened around the pen, rolling it between my fingers as I stared ahead, “I told you, she’ll be dealt with. You have my word.” He didn’t respond, just gave a brief nod. We both knew what that promise meant, and it wouldn’t end with Viviane walking away like she had done a few hours ago. Frankie stepped into my office, his face lost all its color when he saw Nikolai, he clasped his hands tightly behind his b