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Chapter 57 - A Masochist

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Lilianna

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"I know..." I whispered, my lower lip trembling, a blur of tears clouding my vision. "I know I'm not what you want, and I never will be, but I need you to know that you mean the world to me." I finished, looking into his eyes, hoping for something—anything—maybe even a slight flash of returned feelings.

He took a step back, and that tiny movement hurt more than he could imagine. "I can't... I can't even stand to look at you right now."

His words sliced through me, sharper than any knife. I swallowed hard, fighting the sobs threatening to escape. "Why?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. "What did I do?"

He ran a hand through his hair, frustration etched on his face. "It's not what you did. It's what you represent. Every time I see you, I'm reminded of what I can't have, of the life I can't lead."

"But we can find a way," I insisted, taking a step forward. "We can make this work. I know it's not easy, but—"

"No," he cut me off, his tone final. "It's imposs
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Angelica Monteon
I think Marco really loved Lilliana 4 years ago that’s why it was so forced with Amy now will he realize that
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Lisa Anderson
It’s been 2 years
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Urania
So my question is they been away 3 years total and she said by the 4th year someone was coming for I’m wondering who I wonder if Marco had some kind thing going with the sister
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