(Ignas' POV)
His surprised face almost sent me into fits of laughter. Mighty Alpha Leo, the brutal leader of the Dominic Pack, looked like a fish just out of water. I watched him, his after-shock face rolling from one confusion into another, and a smile crept inside. Never have I thought I would ever see such a terrifying Alpha this unsure.
“Having a good time?" I taunt. "Is this all a big game to you? You think it's funny to pretend like I am your mate?”
He stared at me, his dark eyes chasing mine, as if he didn't understand what I had said. I felt this weird satisfaction, like taunting him was some kind of victory that I needed after all I'd been through.
And when I turned, ready to walk away from him and the storm of emotions he'd stirred up, his hand caught my arm, holding me firmly in place.
"Wait," he said, his voice low but commanding. "What do you mean by that? What are you trying to say, you have no wolf?”
I stood there, my heart pounding, and anger rising in me. He stared at me, like the puzzle he needed to figure out, the mere fact of my existence calling into question everything he had thought he knew. The grip was firm yet soft; the stare, it was a gaze trying to reach into my soul.
"You can't be serious," I snapped, jerking my arm back. "Look at me. Smell me. You're so convinced that I'm your mate? Then shouldn't you know? Shouldn't you already be able to sense it?" The words were out before I could stop myself, laced through every syllable with my anger.
I really wasn't expecting him to actually listen to me. But to the utter shock of my life, he drew closer and his piercing gaze would not leave my body. Before I knew what was happening, he leaned in, his hand moved to my waist, and pulled me closer until the heat of his body burned onto mine. In another second, his eyes darkened with that focused attention that sent shivers down my spine, and his face was inches from mine.
Then he bowed his head, his warm breathing fanning my neck. My heart stopped beating, pulse racing wildly as he inhaled, slow, deep. His nose nuzzled the skin, some strange heat seeping into me, melting my anger, leaving me helpless and weak in his clutches. I wanted to push him away, tell him to stop, but something kept me rooted to the spot, as if every fiber of my body refused to move.
His hand on my waist tightened, hauling me closer still. The heat of his breathing sent a shiver running; my eyes fluttered shut. I couldn't help this feeling surging through me, raw and overwhelming, a fire spreading beneath my skin, forbidden yet undeniable. My body betrayed me, sinking into the pull between us.
Then, with no warning at all, I felt the soft nip of teeth on my neck, playful, gentle teeth, yet coursing right to the core of my being. I gasped, my eyes snapping open. For a moment, the world spun, and all I could feel was the warmth of his mouth, the raw intensity in the way he held me.
Then he let go as suddenly as he had begun. His face spoke volumes of confusion and amazement, wide-eyed in staring at me, by the way he tried to make out what had just happened.
"How could this be?" he whispered almost to himself.
I blinked, dazed, to clear the fog from my brain. My hand went instinctively to my neck, where a faint tingling lingered over his bite. Anger flared in me, at the sensations he'd stirred, so much stronger than I was ready for. I glared at him, trying to cover my own confusion, my own vulnerability.
“Are you a dog or something?" I snapped. "I said sniff, not nibble on me!"
A smile played at the corner of his mouth, his cold gaze warmed with a sparkle of humor. "Does it matter?" he said with a voice not even quivering. "You liked it, didn't you?
My Anger boiled over once more, and my fists clenched as heat rose to my cheeks. How could he be so calm and smug after everything he'd just done? After the way he'd turned my world upside down in a single moment?
"You-" I sputtered, searching for just the right words. "You're insufferable! Don't ever let me see you again!
He didn't flinch, didn't back down. Instead, he crossed his arms, his face serene, unruffled. "You will see me again," he said with a quiet certainty. "Because you are my mate. And that is something I would never ignore."
I laughed, the sound without any humor behind it. It was flat and bitter and empty. "You're seriously insane. And arrogant. Do you even hear yourself?
But he didn't. Not a flicker. He just kept on staring with those eyes like a knife stab as if he'd been staring at me all along. Then after a time his voice came, soft, his eyes level.
"Then tell me this." Soft, then he was shouting, his eyes not off mine an instant. "Why don't you have a wolf?
It was a question that hung in the air, from a voice that sounded heavy with something I couldn't quite place. The anger fell away to be replaced by something else, an ache, a wound I'd buried deep inside, a secret I had so desperately tried to bury.
I bit my lip hard to avoid responding. I looked down and muttered the words that seemed to tear me apart.
"I… I don't know," I whispered. My voice seemed to hardly escape my lips. "I had waited. I had waited so long. But nothing ever happened." I swallowed. That too familiar sting of disappointment, of shame swirled up. "Everybody else… everybody else found their wolf. Everybody except me."
I waited for him to explode into gales of laughter, teasing me like all those other guys had done. But as I lifted my head, his face was solemn, his eyes full of something near to… tenderness.
"That does not make you less," he whispered, words softly spoken into the stillness of the night. "You are still mine. Wolf or no wolf."
The words slapped me like a ton of bricks, and for a second, I forgot how to breathe. I'd been alone, an outsider, not fitting in for so long. And here he was, claiming me despite everything.
I shook my head, trying to clear the strange, dangerous warmth in my chest. "I don't believe you," I managed to say, but even to myself, my voice sounded weak, unconvincing.
A tiny smile pulled at the corner of his lips. Another step closer, and again that space narrowed between us. His hand lifted to my cheek; his touch soft, wondrously careful, as if he was afraid I'd disappear.
He spoke softly. "You don't have to believe me, but that doesn't change a thing. You are my mate, Ignas. And I'll protect you, whether you accept it or not.".
I swallowed, my heart racing in my chest, my mind tumbling over with questions and doubts, tangled emotions I couldn't seem to understand. I wanted to push him away, to run, but something kept me in place, something that felt as unbreakable as the bond I'd spent hours denying.
But as they sank in, the fear grasped me anew. This man, this Alpha could break down every wall I'd ever erected, shatter every defense. And I couldn't let that happen.
"Don't follow me," I whispered, jerking back, severing the bond. "I don't need you, and I don't want to see you again.
I turned and started to walk away, trying to shut out the fact that with every step my heart was protesting, the ache already nipping at a beginning inside me.
But as I walked away from him, his last words reverberated in my head, a promise I knew I wouldn't be able to get away from.
Deep Conversation (Alpha Leo's POV)I watched her small figure disappear into the distance, a smirk twisting my lips. She actually thought she could walk away, just leave and forget the spark of the bond flaring to life between us. Cute.The temptation to pull her back into me, to make her mine right here and now was too huge. I made myself stay in place, though, fists clenched in hopes it would hold at bay the possessiveness bubbling up inside me. Is it Normal to feel this? this raw desperate need to claim someone I'd just met?My wolf growled in response, as if reminding me of the answer. She's your mate; that's what happens.I knew it was supposed to be this all-consuming magnetic pull when finding a mate, but I'd convinced myself long ago that wasn't going to happen with me. Years passed, and well, I'd grown accustomed to the fact that the Moon Goddess had other plans for me. I'd accepted a lone Alpha, one that didn't have anyone by his side.And yet, here she was…Ignas. Yet not
Heavy Heart(Ignas' POV)I came back to camp as quietly as one could, stepping light without the slightest noise that could make somebody notice. The last thing I needed was that anybody noticed my absence and started asking questions. I had enough attention this night, more than enough confusion.It swirled through my mind, the memory of his piercing gaze, the possessiveness in his tone when he'd called me "mate." I let a wry laugh loose into the still night. How fucking absurd was this? Why, when I'd finally let go of the idea that I'd ever have a mate, did the Moon Goddess decide to give me one now?And not some insignificant person either, but a powerful, dangerous Alpha from the Dominic Pack, the enemy pack. That just about covered it for cruel jokes as far as I knew, almost as if I was being punished for doing something that I didn't even know I had done.If my mate had been somebody normal, some uncomplicated decent man, I would have thanked my stars. I had spent so long alone,
A Boring War(Alpha Leo's POV)Morning came with the clanging of men in training, the ripple of laughter across the camp, and the clash of weapons in simulated combat outside. Boisterous, it was, from without, but inside my quarters, I lay still, my mind not on routines and drills of my men.All I could think about were the conversations from yesterday-the possibility, however slight, that Ignas had been poisoned. It was truly a bitter taste in my mouth. Who would go to such an extent to hurt her? My rational mind wanted to shut it down-to believe she was weak-but something far inside of me couldn't let it be. She had been poisoned, then whoever was responsible would suffer. Badly.As my mind wandered, I could almost see an image of Ignas: the way she'd walked away from me yesterday, her back rigid with resolve, her cheeks puffed in frustration, her dimples showing when glaring at me. She had been so full of fire. But below that too, I'd seen the sadness, the way her face softened wh
Chapter 9: The Bond is Real(Ignas' POV)The silence that settled between us was thick, weighted in tension I could not ignore. I watched Leo step out of the shadows, his big frame silhouetted against the faint moonlight. Those piercing eyes of his locked on mine, and for a moment, I wanted to look away-to shield myself from the weight of his stare. But I didn't.I didn't budge, my back straight and my chin high. If he thought I was going to wilt under his presence, then he had another thing coming. I wasn't that weak. Not anymore."You've been following me," I said, breaking the silence.Leo didn't bat an eyelid. "I wanted to see you."His tone was light, but what was underneath those words hit a lot heavier than I thought it would. Crossing my arms over my chest, buffering myself from whatever game he played, I said, "Why? So you can convince me I'm your mate again? You're wasting your time, Alpha.""Am I?" The deepness of his voice was low, quiet as a challenge; his eyes narrowed sligh
Chapter 10: Plans and Promises(Ignas' POV, briefly, then switches to Leo's POV)I stood frozen, my chest heaving, my lips still tingling from his kiss. He didn't say a word, but his eyes burned with an intensity that made me want to step back, even as my body refused to move.It was all Leo could manage to do before he stooped down again, his lips taking mine with even greater urgency. My breath caught, my hands instinctively shoving at his chest to push him back, but the effort felt weak, useless.This time, the kiss wasn't just heated, it was possessive, as though he needed me to feel what he couldn't put into words. His grip at my waist tugged tighter, pulling me closer, and I could feel the thrum of his heartbeat through the thin space between us.I wanted to fight it. I needed to fight it. But with every shift of his lips against mine, I felt the will being stripped away from me until there was only the raw, undeniable pull of the bond.When he finally pulled back, I gasped, st
Chapter 11:The Injured(Ignas' POV)Morning light, flecked and gold, worked its way through the trees but brought little serenity in its wake. My hands moved automatically, crushing herbs into a fine paste, yet my mind was far from the healer's camp; it was with him.Leo.Even the sound of his name could twist my stomach, though I wasn't sure if it was anger or something altogether different. My lips still tingled, faintly, from the kiss we'd shared or rather, the kiss he'd stolen.That my body had betrayed me, hadn't pulled away immediately, had let me feel… something, was something I truly hated."Darn it," I growled under my breath, crushing the herbs harder than necessary."Careful," a voice said behind me. "You'll grind that into dust if you're not careful."I turned to find Tessa, one of the other healers, standing with an impish grin on her face.She was younger than me, barely eighteen, but sharp-tongued and quick-witted, which placed her years ahead. She was also one of the few p
Chapter 12: His Jealousy 1(Ignas' POV)The growling grew louder, each rumble quickening my heartbeat. I looked up at the shadows, my feet taking slow steps back towards the nearest tree, all of my instincts screaming to run."Who's there?" I called out again, my voice firmer than I felt.For a moment, there was nothing but silence. Then, from the darkness, a low chuckle rose, sending a ripple down my spine."Easy, healer," a low voice said, preceded by the creaking of footsteps.A figure strode forward into the moonlight, and in an instant, I placed the face-the soldier I had treated a few days past. His smirk was wide, his keen eyes glinting with mischief, as he sauntered toward me with a lazy stride."You should've seen your face," he said, still laughing casually, as if with a tree beside them. "I didn't think you'd be scared that easily."I watched him, my chest still rising up and down from the adrenaline pumping in my veins. "Y-you were growling?" I asked again, this time tryin
FORCED AND BULLIED (IGNAS POV) Have you ever been bullied so much that you feel numb and indifferent about it as time goes on? Well, that's how I feel right now kneeling in front of the Alpha of my pack, as I was ordered to go with the healers of the pack to the place where war was happening, but it seems they forgot I was nothing but a weak woman without a wolf. “Do you understand my order?!” I woke up from my daze and looked at the old but heartless Alpha, he knew he might be pushing me to my death but he still went on heartlessly, making me wonder if he had a heart, but as it stands No one in this pack was nice and I don't even have a spec of hope they would listen to me if I say anything but would they? “Alpha, you know I am without a Wolf, and going to the war is like delivering myself to death! You are aware right?” I asked the only question I had asked since I got here. “Are you questioning the Alpha Ignas?! Besides you aren't the only healer going, and the oth
Chapter 12: His Jealousy 1(Ignas' POV)The growling grew louder, each rumble quickening my heartbeat. I looked up at the shadows, my feet taking slow steps back towards the nearest tree, all of my instincts screaming to run."Who's there?" I called out again, my voice firmer than I felt.For a moment, there was nothing but silence. Then, from the darkness, a low chuckle rose, sending a ripple down my spine."Easy, healer," a low voice said, preceded by the creaking of footsteps.A figure strode forward into the moonlight, and in an instant, I placed the face-the soldier I had treated a few days past. His smirk was wide, his keen eyes glinting with mischief, as he sauntered toward me with a lazy stride."You should've seen your face," he said, still laughing casually, as if with a tree beside them. "I didn't think you'd be scared that easily."I watched him, my chest still rising up and down from the adrenaline pumping in my veins. "Y-you were growling?" I asked again, this time tryin
Chapter 11:The Injured(Ignas' POV)Morning light, flecked and gold, worked its way through the trees but brought little serenity in its wake. My hands moved automatically, crushing herbs into a fine paste, yet my mind was far from the healer's camp; it was with him.Leo.Even the sound of his name could twist my stomach, though I wasn't sure if it was anger or something altogether different. My lips still tingled, faintly, from the kiss we'd shared or rather, the kiss he'd stolen.That my body had betrayed me, hadn't pulled away immediately, had let me feel… something, was something I truly hated."Darn it," I growled under my breath, crushing the herbs harder than necessary."Careful," a voice said behind me. "You'll grind that into dust if you're not careful."I turned to find Tessa, one of the other healers, standing with an impish grin on her face.She was younger than me, barely eighteen, but sharp-tongued and quick-witted, which placed her years ahead. She was also one of the few p
Chapter 10: Plans and Promises(Ignas' POV, briefly, then switches to Leo's POV)I stood frozen, my chest heaving, my lips still tingling from his kiss. He didn't say a word, but his eyes burned with an intensity that made me want to step back, even as my body refused to move.It was all Leo could manage to do before he stooped down again, his lips taking mine with even greater urgency. My breath caught, my hands instinctively shoving at his chest to push him back, but the effort felt weak, useless.This time, the kiss wasn't just heated, it was possessive, as though he needed me to feel what he couldn't put into words. His grip at my waist tugged tighter, pulling me closer, and I could feel the thrum of his heartbeat through the thin space between us.I wanted to fight it. I needed to fight it. But with every shift of his lips against mine, I felt the will being stripped away from me until there was only the raw, undeniable pull of the bond.When he finally pulled back, I gasped, st
Chapter 9: The Bond is Real(Ignas' POV)The silence that settled between us was thick, weighted in tension I could not ignore. I watched Leo step out of the shadows, his big frame silhouetted against the faint moonlight. Those piercing eyes of his locked on mine, and for a moment, I wanted to look away-to shield myself from the weight of his stare. But I didn't.I didn't budge, my back straight and my chin high. If he thought I was going to wilt under his presence, then he had another thing coming. I wasn't that weak. Not anymore."You've been following me," I said, breaking the silence.Leo didn't bat an eyelid. "I wanted to see you."His tone was light, but what was underneath those words hit a lot heavier than I thought it would. Crossing my arms over my chest, buffering myself from whatever game he played, I said, "Why? So you can convince me I'm your mate again? You're wasting your time, Alpha.""Am I?" The deepness of his voice was low, quiet as a challenge; his eyes narrowed sligh
A Boring War(Alpha Leo's POV)Morning came with the clanging of men in training, the ripple of laughter across the camp, and the clash of weapons in simulated combat outside. Boisterous, it was, from without, but inside my quarters, I lay still, my mind not on routines and drills of my men.All I could think about were the conversations from yesterday-the possibility, however slight, that Ignas had been poisoned. It was truly a bitter taste in my mouth. Who would go to such an extent to hurt her? My rational mind wanted to shut it down-to believe she was weak-but something far inside of me couldn't let it be. She had been poisoned, then whoever was responsible would suffer. Badly.As my mind wandered, I could almost see an image of Ignas: the way she'd walked away from me yesterday, her back rigid with resolve, her cheeks puffed in frustration, her dimples showing when glaring at me. She had been so full of fire. But below that too, I'd seen the sadness, the way her face softened wh
Heavy Heart(Ignas' POV)I came back to camp as quietly as one could, stepping light without the slightest noise that could make somebody notice. The last thing I needed was that anybody noticed my absence and started asking questions. I had enough attention this night, more than enough confusion.It swirled through my mind, the memory of his piercing gaze, the possessiveness in his tone when he'd called me "mate." I let a wry laugh loose into the still night. How fucking absurd was this? Why, when I'd finally let go of the idea that I'd ever have a mate, did the Moon Goddess decide to give me one now?And not some insignificant person either, but a powerful, dangerous Alpha from the Dominic Pack, the enemy pack. That just about covered it for cruel jokes as far as I knew, almost as if I was being punished for doing something that I didn't even know I had done.If my mate had been somebody normal, some uncomplicated decent man, I would have thanked my stars. I had spent so long alone,
Deep Conversation (Alpha Leo's POV)I watched her small figure disappear into the distance, a smirk twisting my lips. She actually thought she could walk away, just leave and forget the spark of the bond flaring to life between us. Cute.The temptation to pull her back into me, to make her mine right here and now was too huge. I made myself stay in place, though, fists clenched in hopes it would hold at bay the possessiveness bubbling up inside me. Is it Normal to feel this? this raw desperate need to claim someone I'd just met?My wolf growled in response, as if reminding me of the answer. She's your mate; that's what happens.I knew it was supposed to be this all-consuming magnetic pull when finding a mate, but I'd convinced myself long ago that wasn't going to happen with me. Years passed, and well, I'd grown accustomed to the fact that the Moon Goddess had other plans for me. I'd accepted a lone Alpha, one that didn't have anyone by his side.And yet, here she was…Ignas. Yet not
(Ignas' POV)His surprised face almost sent me into fits of laughter. Mighty Alpha Leo, the brutal leader of the Dominic Pack, looked like a fish just out of water. I watched him, his after-shock face rolling from one confusion into another, and a smile crept inside. Never have I thought I would ever see such a terrifying Alpha this unsure.“Having a good time?" I taunt. "Is this all a big game to you? You think it's funny to pretend like I am your mate?”He stared at me, his dark eyes chasing mine, as if he didn't understand what I had said. I felt this weird satisfaction, like taunting him was some kind of victory that I needed after all I'd been through. And when I turned, ready to walk away from him and the storm of emotions he'd stirred up, his hand caught my arm, holding me firmly in place."Wait," he said, his voice low but commanding. "What do you mean by that? What are you trying to say, you have no wolf?”I stood there, my heart pounding, and anger rising in me. He stared a
UNBEARABLE ATTRACTION (IGNAS POV) I watched the man whose eyes pierced my eyes, it was like he could see through my soul even when he was far away, which made me want to give myself to him. At that instant I knew something was wrong when my heart felt like it was burning and I could feel never before excitement in my body, i knew I had to escape from there at times because I couldn't control my body with his gaze on me. Then a chance to escape came when a soldier from the Full Moon pack attacked him from the back seeing he was in a daze. Taking that chance to escape, I ran away so fast, that I didn't even look at the injured soldier who was so angry and looked like he would beat me up when he got hold of me. I immediately ran inside the little space left for the female healers to sleep. Only a few unconscious ones were lying down on the mat at this moment, I looked around in case he had followed and only sat down when I didn't notice any movement. My chest kept beating so fast