The Drunk
March 29, 2009
LUCILLE
"Whoa! I feel good, tanan na-nan-nana-nan. I knew that I would, now" James Brown's voice echoed throughout the hallway. Shocked, I hurried to cancel the call.
"Hey, Cool song. Sorry. Just wanted to make sure you gave me your real number." Jasper said. He put his phone back in his pocket.
"Of course I did. Like I said, we're friends now." I smiled and wondered what this handsome man did for a living. I assumed he was some kind of model base from his get up. He was wearing black pants and a navy blue body fit shirt covered by a black leather jacket. At 6’3, he towered over me. His blue eyes and jet black hair were strikingly stunning.
"So Uhm. Wanna get dinner later?" He said, bringing me back from my ogling thoughts.
"Yeah. Sure. I get off at 6." I said sarcastically.
"Okay. I'll wait out here. I mean later I’ll wait here. Not now, obviously. I'll be here waiting at 6," Jasper scratched his head and started to back away. His smile reached his ears.
He’s such a goofball. I thought and chuckled.
"Wait. I'm sorry. I was being sarcastic. Boy, you have a lot to learn from me. You really think I'd go out with you when I just met you? We should just chat first, my friend. I'm not wasting energy and precious free time to go somewhere with you when I don't even know if you're any fun to be with or not. And most importantly, I don't even know if you’re not some psycho serial killer.”
"Ouch! Okay. Bye. Nice knowing you." He said, looking hurt, and walked away fast. A few steps later, he ran back to where I was standing and said. "I'm good at jokes too, you know.
I laughed. For the second time in a long time, I laughed. Then I remembered Boo and my stomach fluttered. I thought about how he punched Nate and my heart ached again. Looking at Jasper smiling at me and realizing how he's clearly infatuated, the butterflies suddenly fluttered again. I'm Happy, I'm sad, I'm happy, I'm sad. Aaaahhh I'm going crazy. I said to myself.
"Are you okay?" Jasper asked and I wondered how long I must've been standing there and just looking at him. He must think I'm a weirdo.
"Yeah. Sorry. I was just thinking about something. Well, I have to get back to work now, so go to your doctor already."
"Did you see my results? I'd rather you tell me if I'm dying or not. That way I don't have to pay the doctor and I'd save a couple of bucks. We can eat breakfast with that money or drink some coffee."
"Nice try, but we're not allowed to interpret results to patients. Sorry."
"Fine. I'll call you and let you know what doom awaits me." He said as he walked away.
I went back inside the laboratory with a big grin on my face and for the rest of the afternoon, whenever thoughts of Nate would hurt me, I imagined the two handsome men punching him trying to defend me and it made me feel better.
When I was done crossmatching four blood bags for transfusion, I was greeted by a familiar face from this morning. I noticed him in the hallways. Always smiling at me.
"Hi. Ah.. Uhm I ah." A man, I assumed to be a 3rd year medical intern, tried to tell me something. "Yes, doctor?" I asked emphasising the word doctor, hoping to ease his somewhat nervous state. Janice and Steph, my lab mates, were snickering in their corners.
"Sorry. Uhm I, I need to see the cbc result of patient Fernandez, Joseph Adams?" the nervous doctor said. I looked at the nameplate on his white coat. Raymond M. Mcbride, MD. I guess he's not an intern after all. He was a resident doctor already.
"Sure. Come this way doc." I smiled and gestured for him to follow me. I walked towards the hematology department, the part of the lab that tests for counting and examining the blood cells. I typed the name of the patient he was looking for.
"Here you go doc, " I started to walk away. "I'll be over there if you need anything else."
"Thanks. Thank you. I mean." He stuttered. "Actually Uhm ah, wait!" Raymond's voice raised a little.
"Yes, doc?" Somehow, I had a feeling why he was so nervous. "Can you show me his Chem results too?" he said nervously. The poor guy was sweating in the fully air-conditioned lab. He must be under a lot of pressure from his senior doctors.
"Sure. Wait a sec." I typed the password for the Chem folders. "Here they are, Doctor Raymond Mcbride."
"You know me?" His eyes were wide with astonishment.
"Yeah. I mean I've noticed you in the halls today. Plus I read your name there." I pointed to his lab coat. Janice and Steph were clearly eavesdropping because they were looking at me and smiling. From what I've learned since this morning, they have been working here for almost 2 years already. They were very friendly.
"Right. Stupid of me. Heh." He rubbed the back of his neck and looked down on the floor.
"Are you okay?" I asked, noticing how sad he looked.
"Wannagoout weme?" Dr. Raymond said so fast that the words were all jumbled up.
"I'm sorry?" He caught me off guard.
"Nothing. Thank you. Bye." He said and he ran away from me towards the lab's exit. I looked at my colleagues and they were all laughing.
"Poor guy. Didn't even wait for an answer." Steph said.
"I'd date him." Jade said. We both looked at her inquisitively. "What!?! He's cute. Like in a lost little puppy kind of way." The three of us laughed. I looked at the time. It was still two in the afternoon and already I had three guys hitting on me. The first one you assumed, babe. My subconscious pointed out.
The rest of the afternoon went by fast. I learned a lot from my co-vampires, that's what they call themselves. Dr. Mcbride came into the lab again, but this time he talked to Steph and didn't even look at me. Poor guy.
I was off duty tomorrow and apparently so were Jade and Steph. We were in the quarters of the lab changing out of our scrubs.
"It'll be fun. We promise."Jade said. She nudged my elbow and pleaded like a puppy. "We swear we are fun to hang out with, Lu. You'll have fun and you'll be safe." Step said.
"Okay. Okay. Yeah sure. I could use a drink or ten. You girls like tequila?"
"Yey!," Steph said while she hugged me. "We love tequila!You're our new best friend now, okay?" I hugged her back and Jade joined in.
The line outside the club was longer than the Nile River, but luckily for us Steph's friend owns it. The club was packed inside too. By the time we got to our VIP table, I lost count of how many boobs my arms unintentionally touched and how many men tried to grope my butt. Ugh. The mixture of smells of cigarette smoke, strong perfumes, puke and urine filled the air, reminding me of the only time Nate and I tried clubbing. We both didn't like it. Ugh. Stop thinking about Nate.
Lady Gaga's bad romance made my hips start swayin' and my heart pumped fast. After two shots of tequila, it was starting to be fun already. Steph ordered our third round of tequila shots. "Drink up bitches!"
I laughed. She and Jade picked me up in my apartment an hour ago and insisted I change my outfit. Apparently, I looked like some 40 year old hippie with my navy blue maxi skirt and green shirt. So after they ransacked my closet, they found and commanded me to wear a dress I had long forgotten. It was a mini mini dress that hugged all the right curves of my body. It was a present from my cousin and I never had anywhere to wear it before. So now with my current outfit, my boobs, ass and hips were all saying hello.
After I don't know how many rounds of tequilas, we started dancing with the strangers in the club. One guy looked like Nate and when he tried to grab my hips I told him I wasn't interested. Steph and Jade pulling me away on a different part of the dance floor. Everyone one was having so much fun with the DJ's mixes. But I decided to go back to our the table alone wanting to rest as I was already feeling dizzy. My phone beeped indicating a text from him. My heart tightened, I did what any half drunk brokenhearted girl would do. I drunk dialled him.
"Nathan? I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have let that jerk beat you up this morning. I should have given you the chance to explain. I'm really sorry Nate. I still love you so much. Can you come get me here please? I'm at this fancy club called The Beat. Please? The room is spinning. I'm just gonna lie down here and wait for you, okay? Hurry. Please."
"Don't move. I'm coming." the line went dead.
I laid my head on the table, wondering where the girls were. A few seconds later, they asked me if I was okay and I assured them I just needed to rest a while. They went back to dancing and said to holler if i needed them.
I decided to lie on our couch. It helped that our VIP table was in the corner and a bit away from the dance floor. I curled up and closed my eyes, the upbeat music with Neo’s voice started to drift away from me. I fell asleep.
I felt so light. Like I was a baby being swayed to sleep and carried away. Then I felt strong arms holding me. Carrying me. My eyes widened and my heart reacted just as fast, thumping so wildly as I remembered who I had drunk dialled.
"Put me down, Nate!" I looked at the blurry mix of people and lights dancing in the club around us. He was walking so fast as if my weight didn't bother him at all.
"Who's Nate? That must be your ex, huh?"
I looked at the owner of the strong arms who carried me and realized what I had done. I closed my eyes and welcomed darkness once again.
How to Fight Your Demons March 30 2009 Jasper I let out a breath and tried to calm my erratic heart beats. My blood flowed more to a certain part of my body. “Down, boy, down!” I said to my already bulging pants. This girl is driving me nuts. First, she refuses a dinner date on account of having just met me. Then she replies to my good night text with a drunken call. And now she sleeps in the passenger seat of my Ferrari wearing nothing but a tiny piece of clothing. She might as well have been naked with her damn sexy legs exposed and boobs sticking out. Fuck, I want her so bad. We arrived at
The Playgirl March 30, 2009 Lucille AAAHHHHH! How am I supposed to resist all that? I shook my hands to calm myself. The image of his huge junk and ass were still fresh in my mind. My cheeks burned. Jasper left his bedroom door open. I took deep breaths to give my brain enough oxygen to think clearly, but the sound of the shower running made my imagination run wild again. What would he do if I went in with him? “Get a grip, Lu.” I said, slapping my cheeks. You sleep with him and you're gonna fall in love guaranteed. You're gonna get hurt again.
The Damned April 6, 2009 Boo The deal in Seattle that lasted five days had gone well. Ferguson Incorporated was now mine. At our celebratory lunch, Mr. Hiroko Yashimo invited me to go with him to California for a weekend getaway. I was about to decline, because all I wanted to do was go home and find Lucille, but then I saw her. "Daisy." Her long blonde hair and pale skin caught my eye. She passed by the restaurant wearing her favorite white nightgown. I hurried out, bumping into a waiter carrying a tray of food, the sound of broken glass and utensils made a ruckus. Shit. "Sorry. Sorry." I said, not stopping to help him up. When I was finally outside, I found the sidewalks empty. My chest tightened as
Crazy in love April 6, 2009 Jasper Lucille. Lucille. Lucille. Beautiful, hot, smart, funny, Lucille. I lay on my bed and tried to get her out of my mind. I tossed and turned. I placed the pillow on my face and shouted. AAAHHHHH!! Good thing I own the whole 30th floor or else the neighboors would have thought I was crazy. Lucille was smiling. Lucille on top of me grinding hard. Lucille's mouth was open and her head bent backwards having an orgasm. I sighed and gave up the task. My mind was determined to make me suffer. There was no escaping her. I looked at the time on my bedside table and it was still 9:30pm. Fuck. I have to see her.
Goodbyes April 7 2009 Lucille Permanently delete all items? Am I sure? Do I really want to delete all the photos of Nathan and me? Decide Lu. You can do this. You have to do this now. I stared at my laptop's screen with red puffy eyes and sniffed. Even though I was alone in the lab, it felt like someone was crushing my chest with their hands. When Jasper nibbled on my ear and kissed my neck a few hours ago, I suddenly remembered how Nathan used to do it. For a moment I fantasized that it was him behind me and I allowed myself to feel that longing I had for him since we broke up. But when Jasper f
The Past and The Present April 10, 2009 Boo Lucille lay beside me with her eyes closed, her naked chest heaved up and down. I propped my elbow up to look at her beautiful face and traced my fingers on her nose and lips. She smiled and looked at me. Lucille lifted her head up to meet my lips and I moved on top of her. I lightly kissed her cheeks, her neck and her breasts. Her lavender scent intoxicated me. My mouth went lower to the spot between her legs until she moaned over and over again. The sweet sound of her voice made me hard. I lifted my head to look at her but my pounding heart came to a full stop. Lucille’s bloodshot eyes were wide with fear as she looked at me. She put her hands on her throat as if she couldn't breathe and blood started dripping from her head
A Wink and a Smile April 10, 2009 Lucille I was shaking. It was so hard to breathe. The paparazzi blocked my way in the hospital parking lot. Steph and Jade had just left when they ganged up and formed a circle around me so I couldn't get to my car. All of them kept shouting for me to give them a smile but I hid my face with my bag and tried to walk forward to where my car was parked. Shit.Where are the hospital guards when you need them? "Don't be shy, Lucille." "This is your chance at fame!" "C'mon, just one smile now, please!" they all said at the same time. "Stop! Please stop! Leave me alone!" I shouted but to no avail because they kept flashing their cameras at me. My hands started shaking and my mouth was dry. I fought back my tears, remembering what my dad taught me if I ever find myself in trouble. Don't cry. Don't panic. Focus and think. "Lucille! Over here! Say cheese!" "Hey, what's your comment about Nathan's broken engagement and h
DaydreamsApril 10, 2009LucilleBoo wasn't wrong when he said I would need a lot of energy, because by the time we were done my chest heaved up and down and I was gasping for air. We both leaned on the couch and smiled at each other. I felt great. "Who knew karaoke was so therapeutic?" I said, running my fingers into my messy damp hair. "And a good way to lose calories too." Boo chuckled. After dinner, he told me I could freshen up if I wanted to. He let me borrow his pajamas, so I took a shower in one of the ten guest rooms. His smile reached his eyes when he saw me wearing his navy blue jammies. He took my hand and led me to a sort of game/movie room on the third floor. There were couches, shelves of comic books, two coffee tables, a dart board, a pingpong table, a table soccer and the pacman arcade game. He must be a nerdy sporty geek collector. Boo turned on the tv and picked a song and told me it was dedicated to me. I laughed, but clapped for him. By the time he was done singi
Epilogue Jasper I backed her up against the kitchen wall and held her chin up to look at me. Her ragged breaths told me she wanted me just as badly. I tasted the tint of oranges from her lips and it reminded me of our first kiss. It was six in the morning when I woke up and she wasn't beside me. I found the kids still sleeping in their nursery and figured Lu was probably preparing breakfast. "If you wanna fuck me, do it now before the little cockblockers wake up." "Shhh I'm still admiring your beauty. This is all mine, you hear me?" I said as I let the straps of her nightgown fall off her shoulders. "Yes, boss." L
Epilogue 2011 Boo The early morning snow made everything outside look like a picture on a Christmas card. I've always hated Christmas ever since Daisy died. But now looking at Nora, DJ and Jessie decorating the huge tree in the living room of our new mansion, I realized it was my favorite holiday again. "Daddy! I need you to lift me up so I can put the star. Please?" DJ called me and interrupted my thoughts. The nine foot tree colourfully glowed, making me miss grandpa who always loved Christmas trees. "Ok, baby. Come here." I held her by the waist and hoisted her up. "Boy, you're getting heavy." "Done." DJ beamed. I put her do
Epilogue 2012 Lucille “Jasper! Get your son out of that mud pit right away!” I shouted as little Aspen kept jumping up and down, splashing mud all over his clothes and face. “He won’t listen to me, Lu. He’s the boss!” Jasper tried pulling Aspen but he sat on the ground. “I’ll show you who’s the Boss. Come here you two!” I shouted at them while I ran. “Ahhhh run Aspen, run! Mommy Monster is coming to eat us.” Jasper and Aspen ran toward the mansion and I shouted for them to stop before they brought mud all over the house. But of course I was too late. Mud was all over the floor. After our two months honeymoon, Jasp
Mr and Mrs Lauder June 5, 2009 Lucille They say true love is something that a few people find once in their lifetime. I was one of the lucky ones. As I danced with my gorgeous billionaire husband, who would walk through fire for me, my heart overfilled with joy. I rested my head on his chest and inhaled his intoxicating perfume. The band played Unforgettable by Nat KingCole and Jasper and I held each other close. “I love you so much, Lu.” “I love you so much, Jas. I can’t believe you planned all these without telling me. Or without me finding out.” “It’s easy when
The Photoshoot June 5, 2009 Lucille Jasper and I drove to a beautiful beach house in the Hamptons for the photoshoot. Two days ago, Steph and Jade came with me to the fitting and they said I looked beautiful. I felt beautiful. The dress was every girl’s dream come true. It showed all the right curves and was just the right amount of puffy. The lace work and real diamonds were to die for. “We're here.” Jasper said, parking the car in a big mansion. “Grandfather’s grandfather helped build this with his own hands. “Wow. That’s amazing. It’s beautiful, Jas.” I got out of the car as he opened the door for me. Ever since that bleeding episode, he has been treating
June 1, 2009 Viva Las Vegas Boo “Holly shit are we in Vegas?” Nora said as she looked out the window. “Yes. Hey. Do you have a boyfriend?” I asked her and she chuckled. “No. Never. Why?” “Have you ever been in love before?” Nora looked at me and didn’t say anything. I was about to ask her again when she suddenly said, “Yes. To a man way older than me. He was a nurse who voluntered at the orphanage. And one day, the day before I turned sixteen, he raped me. I’ve never trusted any man ever since.” “I’m sorry to hear that. Th
It’s a Sign June 1, 2009 Boo Having finished all my work before lunch, I called Nora to come by and bring some food. I gave her one of the company credit cards to spend on anything she wants. So far the record shows she only used it to buy lingeries and our lunch. My phone rang and I cancelled the call once I saw it was Jasper. I was ashamed of my outburst, but I also wasn't ready to apologize. Lucille left me a long email explaining how much she loves me and cares for me, but only as a friend and as part of the family. She told me to find my own happiness even if it meant it was Nora whom she still didn't trust. If the baby is yours, Boo I promise we will tell him/her the truth. Please don't be mad anymore. Lucille's letter somehow ma
A Good Day May 30, 2009 Lucille Dr. Steward put me on bed rest for two days after I got released from the hospital. Jasper and I thought it was better if we stayed in my apartment for a while to avoid Boo, who had been ignoring our chats and calls. “Honey? You okay, Lulu bear?” Grandpa Joe peeked his head through my bedroom. “Come in pops.” I grinned from ear to ear. “What’s up?” “Oh nothing. I only wanted to talk to you before we left for the airport. I’m happy to see you so happy, Lu. You deserve all the best things in life.” “But grandpa, I’ve hurt Boo so much. I sh
Eleanor May 30, 2009 Boo I called her after I left the hospital in a fit of rage and told her to meet me in the same hotel we were before. The bottle of whiskey was empty by the time she arrived an hour later. Nora looked at me with pity in her eyes and I wanted to laugh. I wanted to cry. I hated the nagging ache that drummed with every heartbeat. I hated Lucille and Jasper. “Are you okay?” “I know everything about you. Why didn’t you just tell me what you needed the money for?” “Coz I don’t want to be somebody’s charity case. I can manage on my own.” “By trying to fuck your w