*This chapter will contain exhibitionismHoly. Fuck.Mat's words and the feel of his hand gliding up and under my dress made me freeze. Whatever thoughts I might have had went out the window.My breathing hitched as every muscle in my body tensed. I didn't know what to do, and I couldn't help but look around the restaurant guiltily like I was doing something naughty—which I was. I didn't stop Mat from inching towards my sex or when he finally made contact with my damp panties."Relax," Mat whispered in my ear. "As long as you stay calm and quiet, they will never know. Can you do that for me? Can you pretend like you aren't going to be finger-fucked and have an orgasm in public?" I shivered at his voice, husky and full of authority."Y-yes, Sir," I whispered back, forcing myself to sit still while he pushed the panties to the side and slid one finger inside my wet pussy.Our booth was in a U-shape, hindering anyone but those right in front of us to see us. The table had a tablecloth th
We arrived at Mat's place not long after we'd gotten into the car. The drive had been short—way too short—but also way too long. My mind couldn't decide if it was more nervous or more excited about what was going to happen.As soon as we walked into the house, Mat's demeanor changed. He wasn't the sweet guy I'd come to know but seemed sterner and more commanding.Goosebumps appeared on my arms like I could feel the change in the air. It stirred something in me, that part of me that wished—needed more than anything—to submit."Follow me." His voice had lost the gentle tone of his and instead came out harsher, deeper than usual.Swallowing nervously, because, of course, my mind had decided to let the nerves win, I trailed behind him. He'd given me the house tour the last time I was here, which contained two guest bedrooms and two bathrooms along with the kitchen and living room. But, there was one place he hadn't shown me. A door he'd said I would see later, and I guess later was now.W
I heard him before I saw him, and I felt him before even that. My skin prickled whenever I was close to him; to any of them, really. It was like the air grew electric, and I remember I felt the same the first time I met Chris."Such a good girl, Gorgeous, following my orders so perfectly." He sounded satisfied as if this had all been a test—and now that I thought about it, it probably was a test, seeing if I would listen to him or not while he wasn't in the room.He moved closer. Having him near me made me want to look up at him, but I stayed with my head bowed down."Whenever we're alone, or in a scene, I want you to call me Sir. If we're in public and people might hear, Mat will do," he informed me while he walked slowly around me. I felt his eyes inspecting me in my pose. Was he looking for faults? Or was he simply just looking?"Remember your safeword and remember it well. Yelling out stops, will not make me stop. Use the safeword, however, and everything stops at once. Is that cl
For the first time in my life, I was pushing myself out of my comfort zone. My heart was beating like crazy, both from excitement and nervousness. I was on my own, having told no one about this, and I didn't know if that was a good thing or a bad thing as I stared ahead of me.The door in front of me looked dark and ominous, but I knew exactly what was behind it—hot and delicious danger.My skin was clammy under the coat, the only outward sign of my nerves. I stood straight and proud, but on the inside, I was a wreck.I couldn't believe I was doing this. It wasn't too late to turn around; I hadn't entered yet. But I knew I wouldn't. This was something I had wanted to do for a long time.Having lived my whole life in a little town in Greenport, NY, I hadn't had the opportunity to do this until now. Well, that might not be entirely accurate. I moved to New York two years ago, as a transfer student, but it was only now that I had worked up the nerve to come here.Most of the time, I was
Someone opened the door from the other side, and with a few extra steps, I was inside.Following the receptionist, or whatever she was—welcoming committee?—further in, we walked towards another woman standing off to the side, talking to a man. This woman was older, with leather everything. Thigh high boots, in leather. A body suit, in leather. Gloves, in what also looked like leather."Mistress Claire, I have a new one. Would you show her around and inform her on how we do it here?" The brunette spoke with respect, but as she turned to look at me, her eyes once again showed signs of judgment.Why? What could possibly judge me off? It couldn't be because I was considering joining, not with her working here. That would've been double standard."Of course, Jennifer. I'll take good care of her." Claire, or Mistress Claire, looked at me with warmth, the complete opposite Jennifer had. It immediately put me at ease, or at least, a little.Jennifer gave Claire a nod before moving back to the
"It's fine, we can continue." I gave her a grateful smile, happy about how understanding she was. She made me feel welcome."Alright. Where were we? Oh yes. Not every scene is staged here. As you can see, we have several doors that lead to rooms, both private for those who don't wish for anyone to watch them and others for members who want to watch. We also have private viewing rooms, where you can see a scene undisturbed behind a one-way mirror. No one will be able to see you, but you can see them." It was a lot to take in; I almost felt dizzy from the amount of information I was getting.I didn't know much about Desire's den, only that it was exclusive and that they didn't have much information made public. The website had also mentioned that it was a cross between a dungeon and a sex club, seeing as public sex was permitted there, while a dungeon normally didn't allow it. I honestly didn't know why I chose this club when there were many others available in New York, but the anonymi
"They're not for you," Claire commented.I wrenched my gaze from the men, looking guiltily at the glass which Chris had placed in front of us. Had I been that obvious in staring at them? "What?" I murmured, embarrassed about being caught."Them." Claire nodded in their direction. "They're not for you. They don't seek a... submissive."Scrunching my brows, unsure of what she meant. "What do you mean? Are they looking for dominants?" That couldn't be true, not from the immense authority they each expelled."No. They're looking for a slave," She answered casually as if she was talking about the weather.Wanting someone to dominate you, I could understand, but wanting a master? Having someone to control you not just in the bedroom, but everywhere? At all times? That, I couldn't envision anyone wanting. But clearly, someone did want that; it just wasn't me."There's no point in speculating, either way, they're the most goddamned pickiest men I've ever met. They've tried finding one for yea
Years. We'd been trying to find the perfect slave for us for years. I was tired and bored with all the searching. You'd think owning a dungeon would help the cause, but no one caught our attention, at least, not all of ours. It happened that either Mat or I found one we wanted to give a try, though that person rarely held our interest for more than a couple of fucks.I rubbed my neck in frustration, looking down at the sea of people, not really registering anything or anyone."Are you guys coming to the wedding this weekend?" Mat asked, dragging me out of my thoughts."Huh?" I turned towards him, disregarding the people downstairs. I should probably go down there and make sure the open house went smoothly, but that's why I had people working for me, so I didn't need to.Mat was the most charming man out of the three of us. With his dirty blond hair, warm blue eyes, and easy smile—he was a hit with the women. People always gravitated towards Mat; they couldn't help themselves. He had a