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#54 The Emptyness

Author: aisakura_chan
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-10 07:02:18

Gia opened her eyes and looked to the side. As usual, it was empty. Raven was not there. 

Since she didn’t have work obligations, Gia always slept in late while staying in Eze. Typically, Raven would already be up and out for his morning jog. But this morning, jogging wasn’t the reason. Raven had already left for Switzerland. This was Gia’s second night sleeping alone, and it was unpleasant.

This had never been an issue before. Gia could sleep anywhere, anytime, without needing any particular conditions. But Raven had poisoned her, to the point of a rather pitiful dependence.

Gia tossed and turned nearly all night, waking up multiple times. It wasn’t due to fear; she had left her bedroom lights on. Gia was restless because she felt empty. Something inside her felt withered. It reminded h

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