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#116 Bad Memories

Author: aisakura_chan
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-09 20:54:15

Gia intended to walk a bit further, but her steps stopped when she saw the vast expanse of white ice.

Dozens of children and adults glided smoothly. The frozen lake had turned into a perfect ice-skating rink, bringing joy to the winter market visitors.

Most visitors flocked to the ice-skating rink after filling their stomachs with food and purchasing merchandise.

“Haze!” Raven finally caught up with Gia.

He had fallen behind because Gia, with her petite frame, could easily slip through the crowd. On the other hand, Raven had been delayed by queues several times, leaving him quite far behind. When he finally found her, he saw Gia staring sharply at the expanse of ice.

“I know you’re upset, but I still won’t let you do that.”

Raven pointed at the ice rink. The slippery surface promised accidents and was far from suitable for a woman in her second trimester of pregnancy.

“I know... but that’s not what I was thinking.”

“Then, what?”

“There’s a place like that near my home in Neive,” Gia s
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