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Chapter 12

Author: Isabella
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-19 07:17:41

Fear Of The Past.

CLARA

That sick asshole...

My shirt had become a sticky mess because I was covered in sweat from the little interaction I had with Mike . His presence had me stressed, yet his absence somehow lingered. Without a doubt, our paths would certainly cross again, and I'd be driven to the edge, just as I was just minutes ago.

I should have checked before letting him in. If I'd known it was Mike , that door would have remained slammed shut, never to be opened onto him. I squeezed my palm, cupping my other hand. The feel of his skin grazing my palm wasn't one I was quick to forget.

Like clockwork, the sparking electricity that I'd always felt around him was awoken that moment he grabbed my hand, and I slapped him to regain control over myself again. I didn't spend five years loathing him, only to eventually serve him the opportunity of a shitty explanation on a golden platter. It was never going to happen.

Mike had his charms, but I was immune to them. I'd be a fool not
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