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Feelings.

Clara

Beverly's eyes fixed on me, waiting for me to answer. Sitting before her I felt a little transparent like she could see through me. My fingers clutched the cup of coffee tightly as the question echoed in my mind. Did Alice's presence bother me? Of course it did. Much more than I wanted it to, and I hated that.

Answering the question wasn't the problem, it was easy but confessing how insecure Alice had made me feel out loud was a whole different thing. It felt like a sort of defeat or like I was admitting that I thought she was better than me.

Was she?

I gripped the cup tightly. No, she wasn't.

I just hated how she was always everywhere, enforcing herself into everything like teaching Velma how to dance and now she was sticking by Mike . It was annoying, and I hated it, but I also couldn't say that to Beverly or rather I didn't want to. I didn't want to sound like a bitter ex-girlfriend or a possessive one.

The cup tilted in my hand a little and I felt a slight sting as
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