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Chapter 28 - A Heart That Has No Respite
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2024-10-29 19:42:56POV: Aeshma
I seethed in anger when all the wedding necessities were prepared the next day, but when the matrimonial ceremony was held, I only watched in helplessness as Sarah and her destined man exchanged vows.
Every word she uttered not only pulverized me to the core, but also condemned me into the darkest, loneliest days of my life. Sarah and I are bound to be together. Supposed to be, I am the one who gives her all the happiness and the loving she deserves, but it seems destiny really weighed me down and pulled me out of the picture.
But even as she had rejected me, here I am still, watching her from afar.
As she tears my heart open with her matrimonial vows for another man, no, I didn't feel any hatred towards her. I still love her with all of my rotten heart. I still didn't regret loosing my status as an archangel and becoming a Fallen One.
Why should I regret it when I had chosen this life f
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