FEAR

Cheryl POV

I entered Asher office and continue what he was doing

I am trying to remain focus but I can't help it think about Asher

Why does he always affect me this way

I sigh

"What's wrong" Mia ask noticing my mood"do you want to see Asher?"

I nod

"But they said he was fine"

"I still want to see him and stay with him, I'm supposed to be there not his mom"I said frustrated "I'm his wife not her,she wouldn't take care of him, the way I would "

Mia smiled "you must really love him a lot"

Love him?!

Me?

"What?"

"I mean see the way you are worried and want to see him even if you know he's fine , that's a sign of someone who is madly in love" she teased

I froze

Madly in love?

No she must be wrong

"You are wrong , I'm not madly in love with anyone"

Mia laugh"you don't need to be shy, it's okay to be madly in love with your husband"

Fear suddenly grip my heart

Fear of heartbreak

Fear of rejection

Fear of abandonment

Fear of.......

I tried to control my breath as it felt like that day

That