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Mixed feelings

Author: Pen Nikky
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

RAYMOND

I woke up with a banging headache .

I stood up slowly from the bed and grabbed my head with one hand since the headache was growing worse .

I walked to my kitchen to pick a water or anything to reduce this migraine.

I saw a note on the fridge handle ,I picked it up to read.

" Don't take a cold water it won't solve anything ,I already made some soup for hangover ,take it and warm it in the microwave ." I chuckled lightly .

Tracy !

I didn't even know when she left yesterday .......

I was about to throw the note away when I saw something scribbled on underneath what she wrote .

" You'll have to explain why you kept mentioning my best friend's name in your sleep when we see !"

I sighed .

When did I do all that ?

Thinking about it brought what happened yesterday back to my mind .

It's about time you stop thinking about her Raymond! It's very clear she doesn't even care about how you feel !.

It's hurts to think she saw those feelings as unnecessary.

KHEERA

'' Why do you look lost
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