SKIN DEEP

**BEAUTY'S POV**

My mom stared at me from head to toe,I was vibrating in fear and anger,mixed together but somehow managed to put on a smile.She sighed and packed up her books ,then walked towards me.

"Hey mooom..?"I waved awkwardly.

She took a long stare at me then she shook her head and sighed again ."you guys are old enough to take responsibilities,incase a result comes out from all that...just make sure you trust him enough"She said and walked out of the room.

I stood at the same spot,what's this feeling?I made up my mind to do this and now that mom mentioned it,there was this feeling of regret and fear rising in me.

I gently closed the door and exhaled deeply,leaning on the door, with a hand on my chest,my heart aggressively pounding.Few seconds later,I slowly walked to my bed and sat down thinking of what mom said,am I going to regret going skin to skin with him,I loved and wanted him too,but what does he think of me,a loser ?a slut?a cheap thing or someone he truly love(dee