Vin. I stare at myself in the mirror and tightly clench my fists. I am trying to keep myself from hitting anything else. Weakness. I have never felt this weak in my entire life. I never had a reason to cry until now. My heart is shaking and I don't know what to do with it. She is hurting me for fuck sake. If I didn't notice the defeat in her eyes on time, she would be dead. It was the same look she had when she cut her wrist years ago. I thought she had gotten over the suicidal thoughts. Fuck. What will I become without her? I knew that woman would cause me trouble. After faking a pregnancy, she started stalking me and I knew it was just a matter of time before she died. I should have ended her, but her father begged me to just ignore her.He knows what I do and that's why he pays me to offer his daughter protection. Bitch took that advantage to get in my pants and started behaving as if we were dating. She even went ahead and persuaded her dad to arrange a marriage between us.
Vin. (Warning: Mature content. Do not read if uncomfortable)I gently lay Eva on the bed and lie beside her. We are facing each other and I take my time to admire her. Eva is shaking and her breaths are extremely ragged.She's nervous."I will wait, baby. As long as you are with me, I will wait till you are ready" I softly kiss her forehead and she tentatively wraps her arms around my neck."I want you to make me yours, Vin. Please, make me yours" Her shaky voice murmurs. Looking into Eva's eyes weakens me and I don't think I will ever say no to her."You are mine, honey. You were mine the first day I saw you" As much as I want to claim her, I don't think she is ready. I know Eva and I can tell when she is worried about something.Eva feels pressured. She thinks she will lose me if I don't claim her. She did the same thing when I was about to leave the orphanage."Don't you want me, Vin? Am I not good like the rest? "Fuck! Her eyes start watering and I don't know what to do. Is she
Vin. I kiss the hair of the sleeping girl in my arms and gently smile down at her. She is God sent. This world might have denied me everything but I am glad I found her at my darkest. It's already eight in the morning and she still appears asleep. I can't blame her though, we did sleep late yesterday. Gently pulling away from her, I slowly walk to the bathroom for my morning routine. This would be the most late I have ever woken up. My waking up time is always 5 am. I spent an hour in the gym, another hour getting ready and exactly at seven, I am off to work until 4 pm. Then the remaining hours till midnight, are used to handle the other business. I think I will have to rearrange my schedule though. I need to give her more of my time too. After comfortably dressing up in a plain white T-shirt and dark sweatpants, I trudge downstairs with the intent of preparing Eva's breakfast before she wakes up.Since we missed dinner, I am sure she will be starving when she wakes up. We never
Eva. I slowly get up as soon as Vin leaves the room. Yesterday was tense. I feel so stupid and embarrassed when I remember how foolish my actions were. I don't know if he forgave me yet. Maybe seducing him wasn't enough reason for him to trust me again. I can't lose Vin, and I can't stand the thought of him hating me or him not trusting me as before. Fuck, I can't repeat that. Goodness! How will I face everyone in the house? They must think I am some freak.Getting out of bed, I slowly trudge to the bathroom for a short shower. Vin was right not claiming me just yet. We weren't ourselves yesterday and I am happy he was patient enough with me. Better still, at least I acquired my first orgasm from the man I love. Since I don't have school today, I pray Vin will be out working because I need a little time to myself. That won't be a problem though, Vin goes to the company every day, from Monday to Monday. I hate to see the disappointment in his eyes when he looks at me this morning
Eva. I stretch my tired limbs and sigh in disappointment when I turn around and Vin is not beside me.Yesterday was hectic. Ivan's men almost killed us if the police didn't intervene. Vin's men never appeared and he assumed Ivan took them. Goodness, I hate this life.I can't keep hiding from Ivan for the rest of my life. He needs to be taken care of because no way in hell I am going back to him."Are you alright, dear?" Maria enters the room and goes straight for the curtains. Must she do that? It's still early and I feel lazy to wake up this morning. "Boss said you should have your breakfast early" The woman turns to me and I fake a smile."Where is he anyway?""He went to the office. That boy works even on his birthdays"Maria shakes her head and I quickly sit up. His birthday? I grab my phone and gasp when I see the date."He never celebrates them anyway" she sighs and I stop her when she is about to leave the room.I have a brilliant idea.Oh fucking goodness! it's Vin's birthday a
Vin. The Smith family has been nagging to see me for some time now. I am sure this is not about the death of their daughter but something else. I wanted to spend today with Eva and I feel bad for sneaking out on her in the morning. I need to go back to her as soon as the meeting ends. I hate disappointing her. A knock on the door sounds and after a soft come-in, my secretary enters followed by the Smith family. Jake is gently holding his sad wife who appears as if she has been crying a lot. Well, their daughter was a bitch and I don't regret her dying in my house. It was her or Eva and there is no way I am losing my Eva over some lousy bitch. I remain seated until they are standing in front of my desk. "This way, please" I stand up and lead them to the sitting area in my office. There are two couches and a small coffee table. It's suitable when I am meeting more than one person. When everyone is seated, my secretary excuses herself and I silently stare at the people in fron
Vin.The door opens and the last person I expected to see nervously walks in. She is in a white little dress and with her hair braided like that, she looks like an angel. She is all mine, and I am not sharing her with anyone. Even the people sitting in front of me.Eva hesitates walking in and nervously smiles at me. When I stretch my right hand to her, she quickly walks to me and carefully sits on my lap. The way my heart just skipped to her little action, reminds me just how much I adore her. She is my pretty angel."Sorry, baby. I wanted to surprise you" She mutters, hiding her face in the crook of my neck and I chuckle patting her head. My baby is scared. My eyes go back to my forgotten company and their wide eyes are set on the girl in my arms. Even the previously crying woman looks like she wants to resume.Eva sits up and opens her diamond clutch bag. She takes out a red gift box and hands it to me with a smile. "Happy birthday, love. I wanted to be the first one to wish you" S
Eva.Well, that went better than I expected. He is not mad and he loved my gift. Vin hasn't seen the best part yet.I slowly close the door and look for somewhere to sit and wait for him. Maybe I should have just remained in the office if I knew what would happen out here."Who the fuck are you? And how dare you interrupt his meeting?" the woman I assume to be Vin's secretary rudely asks, and I ignore her. I am not ready for this. "I am talking to you, bitch" she screeches and tightly holds my arm. Fuck me, I hold in a wince when her fake nails dig in my flesh. She doesn't even know me.What's wrong with her? Is this how she treats guests around here? It's totally unprofessional unless she feels entitled.Is she, though? Is Vin fucking her?Oh fuck. I should have known."Let go of her," an angry voice sounds behind me before I can react. The woman quickly drops her hand and awkwardly smiles. I swear, I won't let this slide. She is dead."It's just the boss hates being disturbed, and s
Eva.Well, that went better than I expected. He is not mad and he loved my gift. Vin hasn't seen the best part yet.I slowly close the door and look for somewhere to sit and wait for him. Maybe I should have just remained in the office if I knew what would happen out here."Who the fuck are you? And how dare you interrupt his meeting?" the woman I assume to be Vin's secretary rudely asks, and I ignore her. I am not ready for this. "I am talking to you, bitch" she screeches and tightly holds my arm. Fuck me, I hold in a wince when her fake nails dig in my flesh. She doesn't even know me.What's wrong with her? Is this how she treats guests around here? It's totally unprofessional unless she feels entitled.Is she, though? Is Vin fucking her?Oh fuck. I should have known."Let go of her," an angry voice sounds behind me before I can react. The woman quickly drops her hand and awkwardly smiles. I swear, I won't let this slide. She is dead."It's just the boss hates being disturbed, and s
Vin.The door opens and the last person I expected to see nervously walks in. She is in a white little dress and with her hair braided like that, she looks like an angel. She is all mine, and I am not sharing her with anyone. Even the people sitting in front of me.Eva hesitates walking in and nervously smiles at me. When I stretch my right hand to her, she quickly walks to me and carefully sits on my lap. The way my heart just skipped to her little action, reminds me just how much I adore her. She is my pretty angel."Sorry, baby. I wanted to surprise you" She mutters, hiding her face in the crook of my neck and I chuckle patting her head. My baby is scared. My eyes go back to my forgotten company and their wide eyes are set on the girl in my arms. Even the previously crying woman looks like she wants to resume.Eva sits up and opens her diamond clutch bag. She takes out a red gift box and hands it to me with a smile. "Happy birthday, love. I wanted to be the first one to wish you" S
Vin. The Smith family has been nagging to see me for some time now. I am sure this is not about the death of their daughter but something else. I wanted to spend today with Eva and I feel bad for sneaking out on her in the morning. I need to go back to her as soon as the meeting ends. I hate disappointing her. A knock on the door sounds and after a soft come-in, my secretary enters followed by the Smith family. Jake is gently holding his sad wife who appears as if she has been crying a lot. Well, their daughter was a bitch and I don't regret her dying in my house. It was her or Eva and there is no way I am losing my Eva over some lousy bitch. I remain seated until they are standing in front of my desk. "This way, please" I stand up and lead them to the sitting area in my office. There are two couches and a small coffee table. It's suitable when I am meeting more than one person. When everyone is seated, my secretary excuses herself and I silently stare at the people in fron
Eva. I stretch my tired limbs and sigh in disappointment when I turn around and Vin is not beside me.Yesterday was hectic. Ivan's men almost killed us if the police didn't intervene. Vin's men never appeared and he assumed Ivan took them. Goodness, I hate this life.I can't keep hiding from Ivan for the rest of my life. He needs to be taken care of because no way in hell I am going back to him."Are you alright, dear?" Maria enters the room and goes straight for the curtains. Must she do that? It's still early and I feel lazy to wake up this morning. "Boss said you should have your breakfast early" The woman turns to me and I fake a smile."Where is he anyway?""He went to the office. That boy works even on his birthdays"Maria shakes her head and I quickly sit up. His birthday? I grab my phone and gasp when I see the date."He never celebrates them anyway" she sighs and I stop her when she is about to leave the room.I have a brilliant idea.Oh fucking goodness! it's Vin's birthday a
Eva. I slowly get up as soon as Vin leaves the room. Yesterday was tense. I feel so stupid and embarrassed when I remember how foolish my actions were. I don't know if he forgave me yet. Maybe seducing him wasn't enough reason for him to trust me again. I can't lose Vin, and I can't stand the thought of him hating me or him not trusting me as before. Fuck, I can't repeat that. Goodness! How will I face everyone in the house? They must think I am some freak.Getting out of bed, I slowly trudge to the bathroom for a short shower. Vin was right not claiming me just yet. We weren't ourselves yesterday and I am happy he was patient enough with me. Better still, at least I acquired my first orgasm from the man I love. Since I don't have school today, I pray Vin will be out working because I need a little time to myself. That won't be a problem though, Vin goes to the company every day, from Monday to Monday. I hate to see the disappointment in his eyes when he looks at me this morning
Vin. I kiss the hair of the sleeping girl in my arms and gently smile down at her. She is God sent. This world might have denied me everything but I am glad I found her at my darkest. It's already eight in the morning and she still appears asleep. I can't blame her though, we did sleep late yesterday. Gently pulling away from her, I slowly walk to the bathroom for my morning routine. This would be the most late I have ever woken up. My waking up time is always 5 am. I spent an hour in the gym, another hour getting ready and exactly at seven, I am off to work until 4 pm. Then the remaining hours till midnight, are used to handle the other business. I think I will have to rearrange my schedule though. I need to give her more of my time too. After comfortably dressing up in a plain white T-shirt and dark sweatpants, I trudge downstairs with the intent of preparing Eva's breakfast before she wakes up.Since we missed dinner, I am sure she will be starving when she wakes up. We never
Vin. (Warning: Mature content. Do not read if uncomfortable)I gently lay Eva on the bed and lie beside her. We are facing each other and I take my time to admire her. Eva is shaking and her breaths are extremely ragged.She's nervous."I will wait, baby. As long as you are with me, I will wait till you are ready" I softly kiss her forehead and she tentatively wraps her arms around my neck."I want you to make me yours, Vin. Please, make me yours" Her shaky voice murmurs. Looking into Eva's eyes weakens me and I don't think I will ever say no to her."You are mine, honey. You were mine the first day I saw you" As much as I want to claim her, I don't think she is ready. I know Eva and I can tell when she is worried about something.Eva feels pressured. She thinks she will lose me if I don't claim her. She did the same thing when I was about to leave the orphanage."Don't you want me, Vin? Am I not good like the rest? "Fuck! Her eyes start watering and I don't know what to do. Is she
Vin. I stare at myself in the mirror and tightly clench my fists. I am trying to keep myself from hitting anything else. Weakness. I have never felt this weak in my entire life. I never had a reason to cry until now. My heart is shaking and I don't know what to do with it. She is hurting me for fuck sake. If I didn't notice the defeat in her eyes on time, she would be dead. It was the same look she had when she cut her wrist years ago. I thought she had gotten over the suicidal thoughts. Fuck. What will I become without her? I knew that woman would cause me trouble. After faking a pregnancy, she started stalking me and I knew it was just a matter of time before she died. I should have ended her, but her father begged me to just ignore her.He knows what I do and that's why he pays me to offer his daughter protection. Bitch took that advantage to get in my pants and started behaving as if we were dating. She even went ahead and persuaded her dad to arrange a marriage between us.
Eva.It's been a week now and things between Vin and I are still tense. They explained to me that the woman was only faking the pregnancy and the reason Vin didn't kill her was because her dad and Vin were business partners.I haven't gone to school either. My wound doesn't allow me and I am glad it's almost healed. I demanded time to cool off and Vin was considerate enough to grant me that though I ma not allowed to leave the house. He doesn't let me.Every time I leave the front doors there is always security to stop me. Tyler is not an exception either and as much as they are just following orders, it sucks.Tired of being cooped up in my room, I walk downstairs to pass the time with Rose. Vin fired all the workers and left only Rose behind. Maria is still locked up. Vin has been trying to get information from her because he believes she is a spy or something but she proves to be stubborn.Meeting Rose downstairs, decide to watch a movie and Ty joins us as usual. I hate to admit bu