PROLOGUE
My heart is beating fast as I roam around my eyes. Everything that my eyes could lay off are all burn down. I can hear a loud shot of a gun that coming from the humans who attacked our place. I looked at Fin who is now in his wolf form. He also looks at me so I spoke to him.
"Where's Alqamar? Where's Alpha Qimar?" I asked. Fin looked away and shook his head. I closed my eyes intently. Damn it! How dare these humans did this to us? We never attacked them! We never hurt them or touch them and now they are doing this to us?
I baled my fist and turned myself into a wolf. I ran as fast as I could while searching for Alqamar. I know that among us he is the one who's in pain right now. At Fin's look earlier I can already tell that our alpha and his luna are now dead. And they are Alqamar's parents. I can imagine how angry Alqamar right now. And there I saw Alqamar in his human form, sitting in the branch of a tree. I sighed. His face is blank but his eyes are screaming of sadness with the mixture of hatred for someone else.
The humans destroy us. The humans killed his parents. I can't believe that Alpha Qimar's ex can do this. She is such a loser and pathetic.
We are in the world where humans would not believe that exist. We are the creatures that humans thought was just a myth. But we are real. And the Goddess of the Moon chooses that alpha who would lead us and group as a pack.
After the death of Alqamar's parents the throne was passed to Alqamar. In such a young age he carried a huge burden that a young man could ever experience. That made me adore him more. That made me like him more. His perseverance, intelligence and strength made me like him. I know that our world has a thing called 'mate' and in my case I still don't met my mate, and I am still hoping that it is Alqamar.
Alqamar's leadership was spectacular. Everyone fear him. Everyone follow him. And his hatred towards human made him created a law, a rule that once a full moon will come we will have a chance to devour a human we like.
"Cristine!" I heard Fin called me. I am just here sitting in a bamboo tree while watching the stream of the river.
"What?" I hissed. He chuckled and jumped up the tree so that he can sit with me.
"Did you see Gray?" He asked. I raised a brow.
"Why would you ask me about him? I don't know where stupid wolves stayed," I said in my usual haughty voice. I heard him chuckle.
"You're always high blood," he said using a human accent. I glared at him.
"Do you want to get punch?" I threatened. He laughed more and turn himself as a wolf before he left. I sighed and continued to watched the river. I can see the barn house from here but I like it here up in the tree. It is more relaxing.
I sighed when I remember Alqamar again. He's always gone in the afternoon that keeps me thinking where he is going. Until now we still haven't met our mate. It makes me think that maybe...the Goddess of the moon paired us. Thinking about it makes me happy.
But then...that dream vanished when I smelled him after returning one night. I know something changed the way he smelled. His scent...smelled like human. A girl. A girl that...
I swallowed when our eyes met.
"I already met her..." he whispered. After hearing him say those words makes my whole world crumpled down.
I wasn't his mate. He met her already and I would be useless now.
It makes my heart broken. I wasn't ready for it. I always thinks that I am for him, and he is also for me. That we are for each other. I assumed too much that it hurts. So I loathed her mate. I wanted to see the woman that the Goddess of the moon paired to him. And I almost laughed when I saw that it was a child. A fucking child!
Wolves has different aging from humans. Even though we look adults now we are still young, also our span of life is a bit longer than humans. So if a human is a 10 years old a wolf like me is just 9, but you can't tell it from the way I look because I look like adult now.
"Rules are rules Alqamar! Everyone would complain if you'd proclaim that!" I argued. We've been arguing this topic for a while now. Alqamar wants to stop the tradition. He wants it gone. I also don't want it we know how everyone would react if they will hear about this. They will think that Alqamar is an incompetent leader!
"I don't care for what they say-"
"Is it because of her?" I cut him off. He stopped and looked away.
"You'll destroy your name because of her?! Did you forget already how human being like her killed your parents?" I said, trying to prove a point. His jaw clenched.
"Did you forget everything? Because of a human like her, you lost your parents in such a young age!" I shouted in anger. Fin, Gray and Rael was just listening to our arguments. He glared at me. I can feel his flaming anger towards me. I shook my head in dismay.
"Then do what you like Alqamar. Let's see what fucking happens," I said and walked out.
And like what expected, everyone didn't like the idea. Of course they would still find human's meat. They've been doing that for years and just because of a girl Alqamar chose to stop it.
Herman was very against with this idea. He is Alqamar's cousin, and Herman's friend Carlos, is always in his side. I've never had a good feeling about those two. I always observed the way they moves. And the way Herman look at Alqamar, it was filled with jealousy. Herman also wants the throne. And it was intensified when Alqamar broke the tradition. The tradition that wolves can able to haunt human being under a bright full moon.
I kissed Alqamar so that I can open his eyes to the truth that her mate will be our downfall. His mate will be this pack's downfall. And it is because he is overly in love with her. Even though the Goddess of the moon destined our mate with us, it doesn't mean to pour all our love to them to the extent of destroying your own self.
But like what expected he pushed me away. He hurt me and didn't accept my love. But even though Alqamar hurt me so many times I still stayed beside him. I will always be in his side no matter what. For now, all I can do is to support him.
So when he asked me for a favor to guard his mate, named Lexis Castillo, I said yes even though I hated her.
Because of the danger coming from Herman and Carlos who formed their own group just to fight with Alqamar, Lexis will need a guard or someone will look for her. So I did that job. Fin, Rael and Gray tried to guard her but they keep always doing trouble.
But while guarding her and watching over her, my eyes caught someone. It was a tall man with a glasses. He is handsome alright, but...the way he carry himself is not suitable for someone who's handsome as him.
Another day watching out for Lexis again when her friend, Ronald Madrigal, a nerdy guy who likes books and such stood up to buy a mineral water. Lexis remained on her seat while waiting for Ronald. I smirked when I saw his whole body. Not bad. He is tall and lean. He will be more masculine if he work out or something.
I acted that I will also buy a mineral water. I had the chance to stand beside him. I smelled his manly scent and I can tell that he's wearing perfume.
"One mineral water please..." I said to the boy who's in the store. I sensed him turned his eyes to me but I remained my eyes in front, ignoring him. The boy immediately move in my bidding even though Ronald was the who came first. That's what beauty does.
"Tss...I was the one who buy first..." I heard him murmured. I chuckled lightly and lifted my eyes to him.
"Maybe he finds me beautiful that he chose to do what I asked first?" I said and smiled. He raised a brow and stared at my eyes. Maybe he noticed my green eyes. I craned my neck.
"Whatever," he said and looked away. I saw how he gulped. I can see his adams apple going up. I smirked.
Men are always attracted in my green doe eyes and red hair. So I always have that charisma that men couldn't ignore. So it's impossible that Ronald will not be attracted. I don't know why but Ronald caught my attention. Made me wanted to play at him.
The boy immediately gave the mineral water to me. I purposely didn't get the change because I know Ronald will get it for me. Boys are like that. They will find a way to talk to me and like that so that they can caught my attention.
But my jaw dropped when Ronald just walk away without even glancing at me. I blinked twice as I watched his back walk away. I swallowed and immediately get the change.
I followed him and because I am faster than humans I can able to keep up with him.
"I thought you were a gentleman," I said with my sweet voice.
"Why would I be a gentleman with someone I didn't know?" He said snobbed. I rolled my eyes secretly but then when he turned to me I smiled sweetly. Why am I doing this? Darn!
He is Lexis' friend. Getting to know him means getting my job easier. That's right. This is why I am doing this.
"I was just-"
"Who are you? And why are you talking to me?" I stopped. I almost got tripped in my own step. What the hell? Is he blind or something? Can't he see the beauty he's staring in front of him?
This is unbelievable!
"I am Cristine Lumiere and-"
"I didn't ask for your name!" He snorted.
"You asked who I am!" I argued back. I am getting pissed. No one could treat me like this! Damn this nerdy man!
"Yes! But I didn't ask for your name!" He said rudely and walks out.
I was left dumbfounded. What the hell happened?! He was...kind to Lexis! He's treating Lexis kindly and he's rude to me? I sneered.
That guy is pissing me off.
CHAPTER 1I was so pissed! The feeling of throwing of everything that my eyes could lay off is filling my system. I want to punch something. My jaw clenched as my heavy footsteps are tracing my way towards our place. I just followed Lexis towards her house and now I'm done to my work. But I am damn still fucking piss for what happened.That fucking nerdy guy is blind. I don't know what's with him. A normal guy would always say to me how beautiful I am and compliment how perfect my green eyes and red hair. That's what I'm expecting! But that damn nerdy guy seems like a stupid.This is why I hate following Alqamar's command. I don't want this work! I don't want to guard Lexis! This why I hate humans! They are fucking weak! They are fucking wasting my time!"What's with the face little princess?" I heard Fin mocked me when he saw me entering the barrio. I ignore him. I am not in the mood to entertain a
CHAPTER 2I am smirking while staring at the reviewer paper I am holding. I am now sitting in a branch of a tree under the dark night sky. I can't help but to think about for tomorrow. I am sure that he'll find me and I'm gonna make sure he'll beg for my attention.Let's see if Ronald Madrigal would still ignore me. Am I too bored that even a nerd can pissed me off easily? Well, I don't know. Let's just say he caught my attention so I can't help but to bother him so bad. I smirked. I just got distracted when I felt Fin sat down beside me here in the branch."You aren't still sleeping?" He asked and looked above the dark sky. The stars aren't seen. Maybe because it's too cloudy."I will sleep if I want to." I shrugged and fold the reviewer. I saw him looking at the paper I'm holding."Where did you get that?" He asked like he knows what it is. Of course he knows it. Rael, Fin and
CHAPTER 3While thinking about everything I know that it's wrong to interfere with Lexis and Alqamar's problem. I don't know what's gotten into me. I just know that I am extremely pissed with Lexis. I feel like it's has nothing to do with Alqamar. Then what is it? A man came into my mind. So what if Ronald likes her? Ronald is a nerd. He doesn't know about girls. And he's probably blind.I shouldn't waste my time thinking about that hopeless man. From now on, I will never let our paths collide!I was quietly sitting in the branch of a tree when Rael called my name. He looks weary and nervous. My brows furrowed. What is it this time? I told him to guard Lexis for a moment while I'm gone."What?" I asked and jumped down from the tree."Lexis...went to a bar!" He exclaimed. My eyes widen. What? That girl is crazy! Without saying anything I ran faster towards the only bar here in thi
CHAPTER 4I don't know what I'm thinking but I followed Ronald. I told him I hate him and that was because he's pissing me off too much but somehow talking to him makes my heart peaceful. I was so sad earlier and feel so down but everything lifted up when he started talking to me. And now I'm following him for unknown reason.Maybe because...I still don't want to go home. I still want someone to talk to. While he's walking down the streets I am just behind him following him wherever he goes. I don't hide or something so I know he knew that I am following him and it's new that he's not complaining.I intertwined my hands behind my back while walking slowly. I saw him hold his glasses and wiped it off before wearing it again. My lips rose for a smile. Am I crazy? Why am I smiling in his simple moves? I don't even understand myself now!Maybe I am just really bored that even a simple and nerd boy makes
CHAPTER 5His brows furrowed as soon as he saw me. I swallowed hard and looked away, afraid that he saw my tears. I am not a weak girl. It will take a lot of pain before someone can make me cry. I also don't cry in public places. I always hide my pain to others, so they won't underestimate me."What are you doing here?" I heard him asked. I inhaled deeply before turning my back on him."I...was just passing by..." I said and was about to leave when I heard his footsteps coming towards me. I clenched my teeth as my heart boomed loudly."You're crying again?" He asked. I bit my lower lip and was about to shake my head when he suddenly held my wrist and pulled me somewhere. My lips parted as my eyes lifted to him. We stopped in front of the convenience store. I blinked twice when we entered that store and stopped in front of the fridge where ice creams are.He took two ice cream and
CHAPTER 6I can’t believe it. I can’t move. I was stuck and my mind can’t process it properly. I feel like I was locked in my own darkness and it slowly eating me up in a slow manner. Our eyes are fixed on each other. I saw how he tilted his head; confuse why I am standing in front of his house. He slowly advanced towards me and because I was tensed and nervous, I stepped back. His brows furrowed.“Do you need something—” I didn’t finish his words anymore and without glancing back at him I left. My mind is in total haywire. I feel like I am falling into an unending darkness. What the hell is happening? I am mated to that guy? Is that why I was attracted? Is that why I want his attention? Is that why I like to tease him that much?I am mated to a human? Is this fucking serious? Why? Who is Ronald Madrigal? How the hell did I get mated to him? Is the Goddess of the moon playing tricks on me?Fuck!
CHAPTER 7A typical day for a wolf like me, I would wake up in the morning and checked the others or the villagers. Everyone is busy to complete their task or the things that they needed to do for the betterment of our pack. I always made sure that everything is under control, and I always report to Alqamar if something is wrong. Obviously, I am the alpha’s eyes. And I am always good at my work. I never failed Alqamar.“What are you doing here?” I heard Fin’s voice behind me. I am sitting over the rock near the river. I was staring at the view. I was always get fascinated with it.“Killing some time,” I said. I felt him sit beside me. I don’t know why Fin is here. He should be in Gray’s side. Gray was badly injured because of what happened last night.“Thinking of him?” he asked. We’re both watching the beautiful view in front of us. We can hear the stream of the river, the pe
CHAPTER 8I feel so disappointed at myself. Until now, I feel so embarrassed. Ronald saw me there and maybe he’s also thinking that I wanted to steal that goddamn book. I sighed heavily and I almost punch the tree behind me, but I felt someone watching me. I rolled my eyes when I saw Rael and Fin. What are they doing here? It’s almost midnight.I gave them a serious look when I saw them smirking at me.“What’s with that look, princess?” Rael asked with his usual teasing tone. I ignore him and jump up above the branch of the tree. They both did the same and took a seat on my sideways.“Where’s Gray? Is he fine, now?” I asked while staring at the setting sun. The sun was large from here where we are sitting.“He’s taking his rest. Alqamar is with Lexis—”“I did not ask about Alqamar, Fin.” I cut him off. I heard Rael chuckled, so I glared at him t
EPILOGUERonald MadrigalEverything is normal. I have a good life. I grew up without a mother, but I am still contented with my father who devotes himself in his work and for being my father. That’s why I grew up admiring my father. I looked up to him so much that everything he does means so much to me.“Ronald…” my father called me one fine afternoon. I just went out of my room, just finished the new science book that my father bought me yesterday.“What?” I asked and come to him. He was sitting on our couch in the living room while holding a newspaper.“What are you doing in your room?” he asked. My brows furrowed.“I just finished reading the book that you bought me yesterday,” I said. He sighed heavily. Like it’s been his problem all along.“That’s why I don’t want to buy you books. You always lock y
CHAPTER 90We had a great time together. Chairman always understand everything. He always does but sometimes he makes a decision recklessly but, in the end, he always realized his fault and fix everything. That’s why I like him as a boss. He’ll be discharge by tomorrow and will go back to his office.I don’t know if he already talks with Hendrick, but I know Hendrick will also understand his father. I told Chairman that I’ll just do something outside. He just nodded before I left him there. I smirked and was about to enter the elevator to go to Ronald’s office when Rael and Gray appear in front of me. They are breathing heavily like there’s a big problem we are facing.“What the hell is happening?!” I asked a bit worried.“Let’s go outside first, Cristine,” Rael said whimpering. My brows furrowed as my heart beating fast. What is it this time? We went outside.“No
CHAPTER 89I watched Ronald as he sleeps peacefully. We had a rough night and I know he’s still tired. I can’t help but to hide my smile while watching him sleep like this. I feel like we’re free from everything. I feel like we’re the only people here in this world. I thought that I still could stop my feelings to fell so deeply but unknowingly I am drowning slowly.I stared at him the whole morning until he wakes up. He smiled at me and kissed the side of my lips. My heart softened at that move. Damn it!“How long did you stare at me?” he asked huskily. My cheeks flushed but remained staring at him. “I wasn’t staring at you. I just wake up too,” I lied. He looked at me suspiciously while I try so hard not to get caught.“I know when you’re lying, Cristine…” he chuckled and snaked his arms around my naked waist. He pulled me closer to him. The little distance we h
CHAPTER 88A moan escapes my lips as he started to kiss my jaw down to my neck. I can feel the electricity flowing in me. I feel so hot and burning. His tongue grazed my skin as his other hand slowly reached my bottom and lifted me up to make my legs snaked at his waist. I moaned louder when his hands successfully unhooked my bra. He let it fall on the ground as his mouth quickly encircled around my peak. My body arched as a new whirl of pleasure boiled in me.I feel like all parts of my body is on fire. And he’s the flame that controlling that fire and causes my body to burn. I moaned helplessly when he started to lick and sucked my nipple while his other hand is now starting to travel down on my wetness. Damn it! I am too far crazy to even stop him. Damn! I don’t even want to stop him.I want him to continuously touch me. I want him to kiss and touch me like there’re no tomorrow. He pushed me more to lean behind the wall the mom
CHAPTER 87As soon as I went at the lobby, I saw Ronald leaning on his car maybe waiting for me. I walked towards him. He stood properly as he saw me coming towards him.“Are you done?” he asked. I nodded. “Yes,” I answered. He opened the passenger seat of his car. I quietly slid in. He turned towards the driver seat and entered the car.“Are you sure that you don’t want to live with me?” he asked still trying to persuade me to live with him. I didn’t look at him and fixed my eyes on the window as the car passed by every establishment.“We already talk about this, Ronald,” I said seriously. He didn’t speak again after that until the car stopped at the house where Alqamar and Rael, Gray are living. I can’t believe that I manage to live with those three for five years.“Should I live with you instead?” my eyes widened when Ronald said that. I immed
CHAPTER 86My brows furrowed and stepped backwards so that I could stay away from him. I don’t know why Hendrick is suddenly like this.“Why are you asking?” I asked trying to sound nice to him. I don’t want to be rude to him because he’s still my boss and he’s been kind to me, but I hope he won’t invade my space again. He looked away. He noticed my indifference towards him. He stepped backwards and slid his both hands inside his pocket.“N-Nothing…I’ll…leave now. Watch dad while I’m gone,” he said quickly and left the room. I stared at the door where he went outside, still confuse of what’s happening with Hendrick. I sighed heavily and just sat down on the couch near me. I rested my head and stared at the ceiling.Until now I still could feel Ronald’s touches on mine. It feels like every touch of him marked on my skin. It was so deep that it was so h
CHAPTER 85Pleasure filled my body. I feel burning in Ronald’s every touch and when he filled me with his long and hard shaft, I moaned so loud. I feel like everyone in the hospital heard me! Damn it!I can feel Ronald’s power as he entered me. Every time he touched me, I am burning, my whole body feel so heated as his warmth dominate me. I didn’t know that an idea of doing it here in one of the empty spaces here in the hospital makes me so crazy. It feels…exciting. It was in between excitement because of breaking the rules. Damn it! I’ve never known that Ronald like this kind of things.After some powerful pump I felt my thousand spasms come within me. I moaned in pleasure as Ronald come next. We both breathed heavily. Our heavy breathings are the first thing we did after those heated moments. He rested his forehead on mine. His sleepy eyes are staring at me. I swallowed hard as his lips rose for a smirk.&ldq
CHAPTER 84I watched Ronald as he put the plate in front of me full of foods. He cooked our breakfast after what happened in the bathroom. I didn’t know that Ronald has all that energy in this early morning. I can’t help to feel my cheeks warmed as I remember what happened to us inside that bathroom. I don’t think I could forget that.He sat down in front of me with also the plate in front of him. “Let’s eat now,” he said so I nodded and started the food. This is not the first time I tasted his foods he made but it’s still really delicious. I am still amaze that someone a guy like him can cook like this.“What do you want to do, today?” he asked after a while. My brows furrowed at what he said. I stopped eating and focus my eyes to him.“You have word today, Ronald.” I told him. He looked at me. “Tonight’s my duty,” he said. So…he’s free this mor
CHAPTER 83I woke up feeling peaceful the next morning. I feel like I am in the safest place, and I just want to stay right here. I opened my eyes and saw Ronald sleeping next to me. Something in my heart pinched. Seeing Ronald beside me first thing in the morning makes me so happy but at the same time hurt. I’ve been longing for him for so many years and I couldn’t believe this is happening.I am straddling my arms around his waist while his arm is around my waist. I smiled as I traced my eyes in each corner of his face. He’s not wearing any glasses right now. I remember the first time I saw him without it, I was completely captivated and until now I can’t believe that there’s nothing change instead it intensified.My eyes started on his soft hair, it was shiny and black. His brows are thick and long. They are damn beautiful. His eyes were deep. I can see his long thick black eyes lashes from here. His nose is so poin