CHAPTER 1
I was so pissed! The feeling of throwing of everything that my eyes could lay off is filling my system. I want to punch something. My jaw clenched as my heavy footsteps are tracing my way towards our place. I just followed Lexis towards her house and now I'm done to my work. But I am damn still fucking piss for what happened.
That fucking nerdy guy is blind. I don't know what's with him. A normal guy would always say to me how beautiful I am and compliment how perfect my green eyes and red hair. That's what I'm expecting! But that damn nerdy guy seems like a stupid.
This is why I hate following Alqamar's command. I don't want this work! I don't want to guard Lexis! This why I hate humans! They are fucking weak! They are fucking wasting my time!
"What's with the face little princess?" I heard Fin mocked me when he saw me entering the barrio. I ignore him. I am not in the mood to entertain a stupid wolf.
"Hey!" He called me when I walk passed him. I rolled my eyes. Fin is a bit annoying sometimes. But then, Rael is more annoying. I would rather deal with Fin than Rael stupid ass.
"I'm not in the mood Fin!" I said, irritated. He was taken aback by my irritation but he still followed me until we enter the house. I saw Gray and Rael playing cards and as usual they are loud. I can't believe I am surrounded by these stupid annoying wolves.
I went to the fridge to have some water. I saw Fin sat down beside Rael and telling them about me.
"Cristine is in a demon mode. I bet someone rejected her for the first time!" I heard Fin. My brows furrowed. Why is he so quick-witted? Did he just guess that or he knows something?
Gray and Rael laughed loudly as if teasing me and trying to annoy me. I turn to them and threw my glares. They all fell silent when they saw my deadly glares.
"I'm gonna stitch all your fucking mouth if you don't shut your damn annoying mouths! Do you hear that?" I warned. They all nodded in fear. I rolled my eyes and turn around to went inside my room.
I locked myself and decided to shower myself. I sighed while feeling the cold water pour in my body. Thinking about all things, I know that things are getting harder. Alqamar's throne is in danger. And I know that no matter how much he tried to protect it, things will just worsen because for him it will not just be a one fight. It is a war for his throne and war for his love.
I don't really get it. I am sure that I still like Alqamar. But after kissing him and I got rejected, I know that it is the end for me. He met his mate already and I don't have any space from his heart anymore, and maybe even before, I don't have any space from his heart.
It's just unfair right? I've been there all along. I've been there since then but a girl who didn't even knew him caught his heart. And I am so pathetic to assume that I would be his mate.
After showering, I lay down on my bed and start to doze off to sleep. The next morning, a knock woke me up. I look at myself in the mirror before opening the door. And there I saw Rael.
"What is it?" I raised a brow.
"Breakfast?" He asked.
"You can just leave the food over the table. No need to knock on my door. Dumbass." I hissed. His eyes widened. As if he got hurt by my remark. He even held his chest to act.
"You're so mean! I am just offering you breakfast!" He said exaggeratedly. I rolled my eyes and slammed the door on his face.
I don't know why but I think it is their hobby to annoy me everytime. Or maybe because I am the only girl in the group? I don't know with them. They are such a dumbass creatures. It's their fault that I need to guard Lexis. They are the one who supposedly doing this but because they are stupid and known for causing trouble I have to fill that work for them. Now that Alqamar is gone to chase whatever's Herman is doing we have to guard his mate. This fucking pointless.
After eating breakfast I went to Lexis' house immediately. As usual, I am secretly tagging along with her.
When she arrived at her school I remained sitting to the near café. This is boring. I am getting bored. I wished Alqamar finished whatever he's doing fast. I don't want to be a fucking creepy stalker for her. I hate Lexis.
While sipping my coffee someone sat down in front of me. My brows furrowed when I saw an unfamiliar man. His face is creepy, with all the muscles on his face and bulky body, he can pass as a macho dancer.
"Mind if I sit in?" He asked, trying to flirt with me. I craned my neck and raised a brow. Is he seriously hitting on me? He's not even close to my types.
"I don't want anyone to sit with me." I said in a matter of fact. He literally have a thick face or something because instead of sensing something that I don't want him here, he still managed to smile and lean his arms over the table so that he can near his disgusting face on me.
"Don't play hard to get woman. I know you also like me." He said confidently. I rolled my eyes and I purposely let him see that. His brows furrowed. I crossed my arms in front of my chest. I am suddenly curious how thick his face is? Should I have a meter stick just to measure it?
"I wished there is something I can play hard to get. But boy, you aren't someone who's close to someone I will like. So can you please leave me alone? I don't want to see your disgusting face." I said almost spitting the words out. His jaw clenched. I can see how pissed he is now. I looked at him with my usual mocking eyes.
Maybe because he got pissed so much that he pulled my wrist so tight and dragged me outside the café. I shook my head in dismay. Some men are literally stupid. How can they force woman to like them when they aren't even that worth it?
"You called me disgusting?!" The man shouted and was about to lean me on to the wall to kiss me on my lips when I immediately hit him on his most private part. He groan in pain. I crossed my arms when he fell down the ground because of too much pain.
"Fuck! Fuck!" He cursed, he'd almost cry. I chuckled. Seeing him in pain makes me laugh. What a day.
I step his chest, almost choke him down. He shouted in pain but I am deaf for all of his complaint.
"That's what you get, pervert!" I spat and slowly walk away but stopped when I saw someone watching me.
He's looking at me like I just did something horrific. His eyes behind his nerdy glasses are giving me chills for some reason. He's holding some piled up papers. I raised a brow to him, hiding the unfamiliar feeling I just felt.
"What?" I asked and smirked. His lips turned into a purse. I am suddenly wondering where Lexis is?
"Do you...usually beat people up?" His tone seems disappointed. I don't know why but it really pissed me off. He's really trying my patience since day one. Why am I getting affected? So what right? I don't give a fuck!
"I beat people up if they do something bad." I stated a fact. But his disappointed look still remained. He didn't even looks amaze. He's a nerd anyway. He won't understand it.
"Why don't you just report them to the police instead of handling it with your own hands?"
"Are you concern?" I smirked. Finally, is he concern? I don't know why but something in my heart got excited. He raised a brow and looked at me with his piercing eyes. I really don't like his eyes. It's giving me...unknown.
"No. I am just informing you about it. There's called a police if you're head didn't know them." He said confidently and walks away. My lips parted. What? Is he telling me that I'm stupid because I don't know what the police are all about?
What the hell?! Is he kidding me?! Is he really kidding me? Argh!
With my heavy footstep I walk inside the café and my eyes searched for him and there I saw him sitting alone. In front of him are the piled up papers. I pulled out a chair and sit in front of him. I know that he knows what I did but he still remain oblivious in my presence. And I hate it. No one treats me like this. He is the only one who did this to me.
Fin, Gray and Rael always asks for my attention. And Alqamar, even though he doesn't like me, he still pay attention to listen to me. But this man named Ronald Madrigal is totally a rude man, he's literally ignoring my presence.
"Where's Lexis?" I asked so that we have something to converse about. I don't know why but something is challenging myself. I can't swallow it. I can't accept it that this man is ignoring me. I don't want it. I suddenly want him to notice me. I know it isn't a big deal but...I just can't accept it. I am a woman known for my beauty and with this type of man literally ignoring me is hurting my fucking ego.
"She's in the library." He answered so I smiled. So...he answers if it's about Lexis.
"How about you? Why are you studying here?" I asked. I waited for him to answer but he didn't. What a snob. I lean forward so that I can see the papers he's reading and I noticed that it's all about the mid-term exam. So he's reviewing.
"You know...I know what police are. I just don't call them because it's a waste of time. I can protect myself, if that's what you're concerning of." I smiled and put my chin on my hand. I am staring at his serious face. If he will just took off his eye glasses he would probably looks so handsome. His eyes are dark as the night. His nose is proudly pointed and his lips are thin and red. All about him is beautiful.
In unknown reason my heart beat loudly especially when he caught me looking at him. But I shamelessly remained my eyes on him. His brows furrowed. I chuckled. He's cute.
"I am not concern. Why would I? I don't know you." He said sternly. I smiled.
"My name is Cristine Lumiere--"
"Didn't you see I'm studying? You're disturbing me." My lips left hanging because of that rudeness. He's ruder than me. I swallowed and suddenly felt ashamed. Is this what Rael, Fin and Gray feels whenever I'm dismissing them out?
I suddenly want to walk out but damn...I won't leave this place hurting. Damn him!
"I know that you're a nerd. You don't have any experience towards girls but I want you to know that it's not the way how you treat girls!" I almost spit it out. He glared at me. I didn't back down and gave him the same intensity.
"I have a friend. And it's a girl. I treat her fine. I am just choosing who I want to treat better." He said and went back his eyes to his papers. My jaw clenched. So he's saying that I am not one of those girls who receives such a good treatment from him? It's ridiculous!
"Then you're a gay!" I accused him. I don't know what I even talking about. I am good at arguments but why am I suddenly lost of words when it comes to him? He glared at me after hearing my accusation.
"Are you saying that to test me if I would kiss you to prove myself that I'm not a gay?" He mocked. I can't believe this. Damn it! I feel like my blood stream are getting heated up. Damn it!
"Of course not!" My voice is tuning up. He shook his head in dismay. I stood up and breathed heavily. I narrowed my eyes and baled my fist. I looked at his papers while he is now busy with it like nothing happened. Like he didn't hurt my fucking ego as a woman.
An idea came up to my mind and smirked evilly.
"Just come and find me tomorrow here." I said and smiled.
His brows furrowed when he looked at me. He looks confused. I hurriedly pull out some of his papers and immediately ran for hills to escape. I heard him shouted but like a deaf I didn't turn around. I smirked while staring at his reviewer. Now, you have something to me. You can't ignore me now. I'm sure you'll find me no matter what.
No one can ignore the great Cristine Lumiere, the princess of the San Isidro's pack.
CHAPTER 2I am smirking while staring at the reviewer paper I am holding. I am now sitting in a branch of a tree under the dark night sky. I can't help but to think about for tomorrow. I am sure that he'll find me and I'm gonna make sure he'll beg for my attention.Let's see if Ronald Madrigal would still ignore me. Am I too bored that even a nerd can pissed me off easily? Well, I don't know. Let's just say he caught my attention so I can't help but to bother him so bad. I smirked. I just got distracted when I felt Fin sat down beside me here in the branch."You aren't still sleeping?" He asked and looked above the dark sky. The stars aren't seen. Maybe because it's too cloudy."I will sleep if I want to." I shrugged and fold the reviewer. I saw him looking at the paper I'm holding."Where did you get that?" He asked like he knows what it is. Of course he knows it. Rael, Fin and
CHAPTER 3While thinking about everything I know that it's wrong to interfere with Lexis and Alqamar's problem. I don't know what's gotten into me. I just know that I am extremely pissed with Lexis. I feel like it's has nothing to do with Alqamar. Then what is it? A man came into my mind. So what if Ronald likes her? Ronald is a nerd. He doesn't know about girls. And he's probably blind.I shouldn't waste my time thinking about that hopeless man. From now on, I will never let our paths collide!I was quietly sitting in the branch of a tree when Rael called my name. He looks weary and nervous. My brows furrowed. What is it this time? I told him to guard Lexis for a moment while I'm gone."What?" I asked and jumped down from the tree."Lexis...went to a bar!" He exclaimed. My eyes widen. What? That girl is crazy! Without saying anything I ran faster towards the only bar here in thi
CHAPTER 4I don't know what I'm thinking but I followed Ronald. I told him I hate him and that was because he's pissing me off too much but somehow talking to him makes my heart peaceful. I was so sad earlier and feel so down but everything lifted up when he started talking to me. And now I'm following him for unknown reason.Maybe because...I still don't want to go home. I still want someone to talk to. While he's walking down the streets I am just behind him following him wherever he goes. I don't hide or something so I know he knew that I am following him and it's new that he's not complaining.I intertwined my hands behind my back while walking slowly. I saw him hold his glasses and wiped it off before wearing it again. My lips rose for a smile. Am I crazy? Why am I smiling in his simple moves? I don't even understand myself now!Maybe I am just really bored that even a simple and nerd boy makes
CHAPTER 5His brows furrowed as soon as he saw me. I swallowed hard and looked away, afraid that he saw my tears. I am not a weak girl. It will take a lot of pain before someone can make me cry. I also don't cry in public places. I always hide my pain to others, so they won't underestimate me."What are you doing here?" I heard him asked. I inhaled deeply before turning my back on him."I...was just passing by..." I said and was about to leave when I heard his footsteps coming towards me. I clenched my teeth as my heart boomed loudly."You're crying again?" He asked. I bit my lower lip and was about to shake my head when he suddenly held my wrist and pulled me somewhere. My lips parted as my eyes lifted to him. We stopped in front of the convenience store. I blinked twice when we entered that store and stopped in front of the fridge where ice creams are.He took two ice cream and
CHAPTER 6I can’t believe it. I can’t move. I was stuck and my mind can’t process it properly. I feel like I was locked in my own darkness and it slowly eating me up in a slow manner. Our eyes are fixed on each other. I saw how he tilted his head; confuse why I am standing in front of his house. He slowly advanced towards me and because I was tensed and nervous, I stepped back. His brows furrowed.“Do you need something—” I didn’t finish his words anymore and without glancing back at him I left. My mind is in total haywire. I feel like I am falling into an unending darkness. What the hell is happening? I am mated to that guy? Is that why I was attracted? Is that why I want his attention? Is that why I like to tease him that much?I am mated to a human? Is this fucking serious? Why? Who is Ronald Madrigal? How the hell did I get mated to him? Is the Goddess of the moon playing tricks on me?Fuck!
CHAPTER 7A typical day for a wolf like me, I would wake up in the morning and checked the others or the villagers. Everyone is busy to complete their task or the things that they needed to do for the betterment of our pack. I always made sure that everything is under control, and I always report to Alqamar if something is wrong. Obviously, I am the alpha’s eyes. And I am always good at my work. I never failed Alqamar.“What are you doing here?” I heard Fin’s voice behind me. I am sitting over the rock near the river. I was staring at the view. I was always get fascinated with it.“Killing some time,” I said. I felt him sit beside me. I don’t know why Fin is here. He should be in Gray’s side. Gray was badly injured because of what happened last night.“Thinking of him?” he asked. We’re both watching the beautiful view in front of us. We can hear the stream of the river, the pe
CHAPTER 8I feel so disappointed at myself. Until now, I feel so embarrassed. Ronald saw me there and maybe he’s also thinking that I wanted to steal that goddamn book. I sighed heavily and I almost punch the tree behind me, but I felt someone watching me. I rolled my eyes when I saw Rael and Fin. What are they doing here? It’s almost midnight.I gave them a serious look when I saw them smirking at me.“What’s with that look, princess?” Rael asked with his usual teasing tone. I ignore him and jump up above the branch of the tree. They both did the same and took a seat on my sideways.“Where’s Gray? Is he fine, now?” I asked while staring at the setting sun. The sun was large from here where we are sitting.“He’s taking his rest. Alqamar is with Lexis—”“I did not ask about Alqamar, Fin.” I cut him off. I heard Rael chuckled, so I glared at him t
CHAPTER 9I don’t know what to say or what to react the moment our eyes met. His brows furrowed at the sight of me. I looked away and closed my eyes while still trying to be comfortable on the bed. Damn it! Why is he here? He still has class, right? Or…is it their break time? Damn! I almost forgot about it!“You’re sick?” I heard him asked. I felt him beside my bed. Why does he need to come near me? He’s looking for his father, right?“Why people come over to the clinic? Isn’t it obvious?” I can’t help it anymore. I am so irritated in this situation. My eyes remained close; I don’t want to look at his eyes. Damn it!“You don’t look sick, though.” He said coldly. My brows furrowed and gritted my teeth. I opened my eyes and glared at him. I don’t know why I am mad right now. My mind is not working well.“Are you saying that I am lying? Why w
EPILOGUERonald MadrigalEverything is normal. I have a good life. I grew up without a mother, but I am still contented with my father who devotes himself in his work and for being my father. That’s why I grew up admiring my father. I looked up to him so much that everything he does means so much to me.“Ronald…” my father called me one fine afternoon. I just went out of my room, just finished the new science book that my father bought me yesterday.“What?” I asked and come to him. He was sitting on our couch in the living room while holding a newspaper.“What are you doing in your room?” he asked. My brows furrowed.“I just finished reading the book that you bought me yesterday,” I said. He sighed heavily. Like it’s been his problem all along.“That’s why I don’t want to buy you books. You always lock y
CHAPTER 90We had a great time together. Chairman always understand everything. He always does but sometimes he makes a decision recklessly but, in the end, he always realized his fault and fix everything. That’s why I like him as a boss. He’ll be discharge by tomorrow and will go back to his office.I don’t know if he already talks with Hendrick, but I know Hendrick will also understand his father. I told Chairman that I’ll just do something outside. He just nodded before I left him there. I smirked and was about to enter the elevator to go to Ronald’s office when Rael and Gray appear in front of me. They are breathing heavily like there’s a big problem we are facing.“What the hell is happening?!” I asked a bit worried.“Let’s go outside first, Cristine,” Rael said whimpering. My brows furrowed as my heart beating fast. What is it this time? We went outside.“No
CHAPTER 89I watched Ronald as he sleeps peacefully. We had a rough night and I know he’s still tired. I can’t help but to hide my smile while watching him sleep like this. I feel like we’re free from everything. I feel like we’re the only people here in this world. I thought that I still could stop my feelings to fell so deeply but unknowingly I am drowning slowly.I stared at him the whole morning until he wakes up. He smiled at me and kissed the side of my lips. My heart softened at that move. Damn it!“How long did you stare at me?” he asked huskily. My cheeks flushed but remained staring at him. “I wasn’t staring at you. I just wake up too,” I lied. He looked at me suspiciously while I try so hard not to get caught.“I know when you’re lying, Cristine…” he chuckled and snaked his arms around my naked waist. He pulled me closer to him. The little distance we h
CHAPTER 88A moan escapes my lips as he started to kiss my jaw down to my neck. I can feel the electricity flowing in me. I feel so hot and burning. His tongue grazed my skin as his other hand slowly reached my bottom and lifted me up to make my legs snaked at his waist. I moaned louder when his hands successfully unhooked my bra. He let it fall on the ground as his mouth quickly encircled around my peak. My body arched as a new whirl of pleasure boiled in me.I feel like all parts of my body is on fire. And he’s the flame that controlling that fire and causes my body to burn. I moaned helplessly when he started to lick and sucked my nipple while his other hand is now starting to travel down on my wetness. Damn it! I am too far crazy to even stop him. Damn! I don’t even want to stop him.I want him to continuously touch me. I want him to kiss and touch me like there’re no tomorrow. He pushed me more to lean behind the wall the mom
CHAPTER 87As soon as I went at the lobby, I saw Ronald leaning on his car maybe waiting for me. I walked towards him. He stood properly as he saw me coming towards him.“Are you done?” he asked. I nodded. “Yes,” I answered. He opened the passenger seat of his car. I quietly slid in. He turned towards the driver seat and entered the car.“Are you sure that you don’t want to live with me?” he asked still trying to persuade me to live with him. I didn’t look at him and fixed my eyes on the window as the car passed by every establishment.“We already talk about this, Ronald,” I said seriously. He didn’t speak again after that until the car stopped at the house where Alqamar and Rael, Gray are living. I can’t believe that I manage to live with those three for five years.“Should I live with you instead?” my eyes widened when Ronald said that. I immed
CHAPTER 86My brows furrowed and stepped backwards so that I could stay away from him. I don’t know why Hendrick is suddenly like this.“Why are you asking?” I asked trying to sound nice to him. I don’t want to be rude to him because he’s still my boss and he’s been kind to me, but I hope he won’t invade my space again. He looked away. He noticed my indifference towards him. He stepped backwards and slid his both hands inside his pocket.“N-Nothing…I’ll…leave now. Watch dad while I’m gone,” he said quickly and left the room. I stared at the door where he went outside, still confuse of what’s happening with Hendrick. I sighed heavily and just sat down on the couch near me. I rested my head and stared at the ceiling.Until now I still could feel Ronald’s touches on mine. It feels like every touch of him marked on my skin. It was so deep that it was so h
CHAPTER 85Pleasure filled my body. I feel burning in Ronald’s every touch and when he filled me with his long and hard shaft, I moaned so loud. I feel like everyone in the hospital heard me! Damn it!I can feel Ronald’s power as he entered me. Every time he touched me, I am burning, my whole body feel so heated as his warmth dominate me. I didn’t know that an idea of doing it here in one of the empty spaces here in the hospital makes me so crazy. It feels…exciting. It was in between excitement because of breaking the rules. Damn it! I’ve never known that Ronald like this kind of things.After some powerful pump I felt my thousand spasms come within me. I moaned in pleasure as Ronald come next. We both breathed heavily. Our heavy breathings are the first thing we did after those heated moments. He rested his forehead on mine. His sleepy eyes are staring at me. I swallowed hard as his lips rose for a smirk.&ldq
CHAPTER 84I watched Ronald as he put the plate in front of me full of foods. He cooked our breakfast after what happened in the bathroom. I didn’t know that Ronald has all that energy in this early morning. I can’t help to feel my cheeks warmed as I remember what happened to us inside that bathroom. I don’t think I could forget that.He sat down in front of me with also the plate in front of him. “Let’s eat now,” he said so I nodded and started the food. This is not the first time I tasted his foods he made but it’s still really delicious. I am still amaze that someone a guy like him can cook like this.“What do you want to do, today?” he asked after a while. My brows furrowed at what he said. I stopped eating and focus my eyes to him.“You have word today, Ronald.” I told him. He looked at me. “Tonight’s my duty,” he said. So…he’s free this mor
CHAPTER 83I woke up feeling peaceful the next morning. I feel like I am in the safest place, and I just want to stay right here. I opened my eyes and saw Ronald sleeping next to me. Something in my heart pinched. Seeing Ronald beside me first thing in the morning makes me so happy but at the same time hurt. I’ve been longing for him for so many years and I couldn’t believe this is happening.I am straddling my arms around his waist while his arm is around my waist. I smiled as I traced my eyes in each corner of his face. He’s not wearing any glasses right now. I remember the first time I saw him without it, I was completely captivated and until now I can’t believe that there’s nothing change instead it intensified.My eyes started on his soft hair, it was shiny and black. His brows are thick and long. They are damn beautiful. His eyes were deep. I can see his long thick black eyes lashes from here. His nose is so poin