CHAPTER 52
I run as fast as I can so that I could reach Ronald. I searched for him until I stopped in front of their gate. My heart is beating so fast. I don’t want him to think a wrong idea. I don’t want him to think badly of me. Even though I felt bad earlier by seeing him with Janice, I still don’t want him to think badly of me.
“Ronald?” I called but no one’s answering. I called him many times. I sighed heavily and was about to give up when I heard footsteps behind me. I stopped and turned around and when I saw Ronald standing there, I feel like my heart came back to life. My lips parted to say a word, but I was tongue-tied. I couldn’t find words to say. I have so many things in mind, but I don’t know how to put it in words.
“Ronald…” I have so many things I want to say but his name is the only one I can utter. Damn it! When did I become like this? I wasn’t like this! I wa
CHAPTER 53All I could feel is embarrassment. I don’t have a face to see him anymore! I remember how I respond to all his kisses like I am dying if he didn’t kiss me! I suddenly wished for the ground to eat me up. Damn! I closed my eyes intently when I heard footsteps coming towards Ronald’s room where I am hiding right now.Can I talk to him without remembering what happened earlier? Can I?I bit my lower lip and suddenly my eyes stopped in the window. A bright idea came into my mind. I hurriedly opened the window and checked how high it is from the ground when I realized that it’s not that I high, I’ve already decided.I can’t face Ronald right now. I better leave this place before I go crazy!I immediately jump out of the window and readied myself to land on the ground. My heartbeat faster when I saw how I hit the pot! It shattered into pieces, and it made a loud sound. I swallowed hard when I he
CHAPTER 54I feel nothing but the loud beating of my heart. For unknown reason my heart longs for him. I suddenly crave for him. Every corner of my skin seeks for him. And I wanna ask myself, am I still sane? To want someone like this is beyond normal. I suddenly forget everything and only think of him. I suddenly…want to stay with him no matter what happens.If I wished to be with him until the end…will he be happy living with me? Will he get content just with me? Far away from everything?Tears formed inside my eyes and folded the paper to keep it with me. I put down the book I’m holding only to realize who’s the person standing in front of me. My heart pounded nonstop. I can only hear my heart and nothing else. My eyes trailed down his body up to his eyes and my knees wobbled at the sight of him.“R-Ronald…” I uttered his name. I blinked twice as his dark and stormy eyes fixed on me. I can see
CHAPTER 55My cheeks flushed when I noticed that we’re in a small nipa hut just beside the bookstore. That’s why it’s dark. Damn! I didn’t even know that there’s a nipa hut here!After a while of silence, I finally get back my senses. I pushed Ronald a bit and stand firmly while trying to compose myself. I looked away because he was staring at me.“Let’s…go out,” I hesitantly said. I heard him chuckle softly that made me gaze at him, he looked at me with his amused eyes. I suddenly want to leave him here!“Are you sure? I wanna stay here instead…” he said with amused tone mixed with his husky voice. I glared at him because I know he’s making fun of me.“Then stay here if you want!” I said irritably and walked out of that nipa hut. I felt him followed me while I continued walking in the side of the street. I walked faster so that he can’t
CHAPTER 56I stared at the skies from above where the birds are freely flying. They look so free watching them fly that way. A smile rose from my lips when I felt Ronald’s hand hold mine. It was so gentle. He was so gentle.“What are you thinking?” he asked after the silence. I am in between his thighs leaning on his chest. I feel safe in his arms. I feel at peace.“Just…random things…” I said and caressed his thumb holding my hand. I watched his large palms hugged my whole hand. It perfectly fit on his hands. I perfectly fit on his arms and hands and it’s sad to think that it’s the opposite in real life.He sighed and wrapped his other arm around my waist. My back leaned more on his chest. I can feel his warmth mixed with mine. My waist looks so small inside his arm. Damn. I can’t help but to notice every tiny bit of his moves. I swallowed hard when I felt his breath tickled the
CHAPTER 57I don’t know how long I cried myself to sleep. My heart was aching, and I don’t know what to do about it. I feel so down, and pain is crawling up my skin. I feel so dark. I feel like I was deprived of something. I feel like…something is about to lose in my life.It's slowly eating up my sanity and I don’t know how to pull it back. I never felt this way before. I feel like something’s precious is slowly got taking away from me. This is the feeling I won’t wish to feel again.I woke up the next morning with a knock on my door. My eyes are swollen from crying so hard last night. “Cristine?” I heard Fin’s voice. I didn’t speak. I am still spacing out and I couldn’t find my voice to speak. I am lazy for anything. I don’t even wanna move.“Are you already awake? What’s happening? It’s already 12 noon,” he said. I feel like my soul went back
CHAPTER 58I can’t believe that this is possible. I didn’t know that this is what Carlos really wants. This is why he wants to kill his mother because she is the only one who knows his real motives. And most of all…I didn’t know that this necklace I am wearing is the only way to meet the Goddess. The Goddess of the moon who create our kind. She is our guidance and our protector in this world, and I can’t believe that Carlos and Herman have evil motives with the Goddess!Alqamar commanded Fin and Rael to guard Dr. Raymond and Ronald, Gray is assigned with his mate while Alqamar told me to keep on eye with Felicia Guevarra.I just hope that Fin and Rael do their best to make sure the safety of Dr. Raymond and Ronald, especially, Ronald. He’s wearing the necklace and maybe Carlos still don’t know that he has the other necklace. Maybe the only thing he knows is that necklace was given to Serene, but Serene did
CHAPTER 59The next day I quietly looked out Dr. Raymond’s clinic where Felicia Guerrero is hiding. No, she’s not hiding anymore because Carlos and Herman already know where she is. She’s just lucky that they spare her life because she’s pretending to sleep. If she woke up, Herman and Carlos surely hunt her down.I hide myself behind the tree when I saw Dr. Raymond entered the clinic. My heart almost jumped out of my chest because I thought that he’s Ronald. Damn! I heaved a breath and lean on the tree while watching the clinic. I also need to strengthen my senses to avoid being caught. I don’t want anyone to caught me in this state! Most especially being caught by Ronald.As much as possible I need to avoid him. I looked above the tree and decided to jump on top. I stared at the blue sky from above. It’s been two days since I decided to let him go. It’s been two days since my heart started to feel em
CHAPTER 60I feel like I could finally breathe in and breathe out properly after I open up with Fin. He attentively listens to me like what he’s doing before. I sighed heavily after my long story and rants about my feeling for Ronald.“Do you think it’s a good decision?” I asked all of a sudden. I shouldn’t ask this because I shouldn’t have regrets, but I can’t help but to ask.“The one you should ask about it is you, Cristine. Do you think it’s a good decision?” he stared right through my eyes. My lips parted and until I locked myself in my room, that question lingered in my mind. My mind is in turmoil. I can’t think straight. I want him back, but I’m scared I’ll make a very wrong decision of having him back.I fell asleep with those thoughts messing up my mind. I woke up with my head throbbing. I closed my eyes intently and massaged my temple to ease the aching o
EPILOGUERonald MadrigalEverything is normal. I have a good life. I grew up without a mother, but I am still contented with my father who devotes himself in his work and for being my father. That’s why I grew up admiring my father. I looked up to him so much that everything he does means so much to me.“Ronald…” my father called me one fine afternoon. I just went out of my room, just finished the new science book that my father bought me yesterday.“What?” I asked and come to him. He was sitting on our couch in the living room while holding a newspaper.“What are you doing in your room?” he asked. My brows furrowed.“I just finished reading the book that you bought me yesterday,” I said. He sighed heavily. Like it’s been his problem all along.“That’s why I don’t want to buy you books. You always lock y
CHAPTER 90We had a great time together. Chairman always understand everything. He always does but sometimes he makes a decision recklessly but, in the end, he always realized his fault and fix everything. That’s why I like him as a boss. He’ll be discharge by tomorrow and will go back to his office.I don’t know if he already talks with Hendrick, but I know Hendrick will also understand his father. I told Chairman that I’ll just do something outside. He just nodded before I left him there. I smirked and was about to enter the elevator to go to Ronald’s office when Rael and Gray appear in front of me. They are breathing heavily like there’s a big problem we are facing.“What the hell is happening?!” I asked a bit worried.“Let’s go outside first, Cristine,” Rael said whimpering. My brows furrowed as my heart beating fast. What is it this time? We went outside.“No
CHAPTER 89I watched Ronald as he sleeps peacefully. We had a rough night and I know he’s still tired. I can’t help but to hide my smile while watching him sleep like this. I feel like we’re free from everything. I feel like we’re the only people here in this world. I thought that I still could stop my feelings to fell so deeply but unknowingly I am drowning slowly.I stared at him the whole morning until he wakes up. He smiled at me and kissed the side of my lips. My heart softened at that move. Damn it!“How long did you stare at me?” he asked huskily. My cheeks flushed but remained staring at him. “I wasn’t staring at you. I just wake up too,” I lied. He looked at me suspiciously while I try so hard not to get caught.“I know when you’re lying, Cristine…” he chuckled and snaked his arms around my naked waist. He pulled me closer to him. The little distance we h
CHAPTER 88A moan escapes my lips as he started to kiss my jaw down to my neck. I can feel the electricity flowing in me. I feel so hot and burning. His tongue grazed my skin as his other hand slowly reached my bottom and lifted me up to make my legs snaked at his waist. I moaned louder when his hands successfully unhooked my bra. He let it fall on the ground as his mouth quickly encircled around my peak. My body arched as a new whirl of pleasure boiled in me.I feel like all parts of my body is on fire. And he’s the flame that controlling that fire and causes my body to burn. I moaned helplessly when he started to lick and sucked my nipple while his other hand is now starting to travel down on my wetness. Damn it! I am too far crazy to even stop him. Damn! I don’t even want to stop him.I want him to continuously touch me. I want him to kiss and touch me like there’re no tomorrow. He pushed me more to lean behind the wall the mom
CHAPTER 87As soon as I went at the lobby, I saw Ronald leaning on his car maybe waiting for me. I walked towards him. He stood properly as he saw me coming towards him.“Are you done?” he asked. I nodded. “Yes,” I answered. He opened the passenger seat of his car. I quietly slid in. He turned towards the driver seat and entered the car.“Are you sure that you don’t want to live with me?” he asked still trying to persuade me to live with him. I didn’t look at him and fixed my eyes on the window as the car passed by every establishment.“We already talk about this, Ronald,” I said seriously. He didn’t speak again after that until the car stopped at the house where Alqamar and Rael, Gray are living. I can’t believe that I manage to live with those three for five years.“Should I live with you instead?” my eyes widened when Ronald said that. I immed
CHAPTER 86My brows furrowed and stepped backwards so that I could stay away from him. I don’t know why Hendrick is suddenly like this.“Why are you asking?” I asked trying to sound nice to him. I don’t want to be rude to him because he’s still my boss and he’s been kind to me, but I hope he won’t invade my space again. He looked away. He noticed my indifference towards him. He stepped backwards and slid his both hands inside his pocket.“N-Nothing…I’ll…leave now. Watch dad while I’m gone,” he said quickly and left the room. I stared at the door where he went outside, still confuse of what’s happening with Hendrick. I sighed heavily and just sat down on the couch near me. I rested my head and stared at the ceiling.Until now I still could feel Ronald’s touches on mine. It feels like every touch of him marked on my skin. It was so deep that it was so h
CHAPTER 85Pleasure filled my body. I feel burning in Ronald’s every touch and when he filled me with his long and hard shaft, I moaned so loud. I feel like everyone in the hospital heard me! Damn it!I can feel Ronald’s power as he entered me. Every time he touched me, I am burning, my whole body feel so heated as his warmth dominate me. I didn’t know that an idea of doing it here in one of the empty spaces here in the hospital makes me so crazy. It feels…exciting. It was in between excitement because of breaking the rules. Damn it! I’ve never known that Ronald like this kind of things.After some powerful pump I felt my thousand spasms come within me. I moaned in pleasure as Ronald come next. We both breathed heavily. Our heavy breathings are the first thing we did after those heated moments. He rested his forehead on mine. His sleepy eyes are staring at me. I swallowed hard as his lips rose for a smirk.&ldq
CHAPTER 84I watched Ronald as he put the plate in front of me full of foods. He cooked our breakfast after what happened in the bathroom. I didn’t know that Ronald has all that energy in this early morning. I can’t help to feel my cheeks warmed as I remember what happened to us inside that bathroom. I don’t think I could forget that.He sat down in front of me with also the plate in front of him. “Let’s eat now,” he said so I nodded and started the food. This is not the first time I tasted his foods he made but it’s still really delicious. I am still amaze that someone a guy like him can cook like this.“What do you want to do, today?” he asked after a while. My brows furrowed at what he said. I stopped eating and focus my eyes to him.“You have word today, Ronald.” I told him. He looked at me. “Tonight’s my duty,” he said. So…he’s free this mor
CHAPTER 83I woke up feeling peaceful the next morning. I feel like I am in the safest place, and I just want to stay right here. I opened my eyes and saw Ronald sleeping next to me. Something in my heart pinched. Seeing Ronald beside me first thing in the morning makes me so happy but at the same time hurt. I’ve been longing for him for so many years and I couldn’t believe this is happening.I am straddling my arms around his waist while his arm is around my waist. I smiled as I traced my eyes in each corner of his face. He’s not wearing any glasses right now. I remember the first time I saw him without it, I was completely captivated and until now I can’t believe that there’s nothing change instead it intensified.My eyes started on his soft hair, it was shiny and black. His brows are thick and long. They are damn beautiful. His eyes were deep. I can see his long thick black eyes lashes from here. His nose is so poin