Whirling around again, blazing blue eyes found her, "Don't you dare..." He cut off, and took deep breaths as if he was willing himself to calm down, "Don't you dare apologize for this. Don't apologize for anything that was not your fault.I raped you. I got you pregnant prematurely. I made you loose your womb."Pain lanced through her heart at the mention of her womb. God knows that in silence—when she was all alone and completely sure that he wouldn't hear her—she will mourn the permanent loss of her womb. She will never blame him for it."All these hurt me, Ismena. I can only speak to one person. How can so much happen to one person? He shook his head, "Eighteen years ago but it felt like yesterday.""Yes, it does, Wolfe because you are not allowing yourself to heal." "Heal? Did you just say heal? How do I heal when it all lives here?" He pointed at his chest, "How do I heal when everywhere I look is a constant reminder of the horrors of my life? How do I heal when I have a part of
"No, I'm not." He said, stiffly.She touched his lower back. He flinched before his brain could even process the action. "Yes, you are." She hated how her voice trembled.Then, he turned and stared at her with such a drained expression on his face. "I can't... Ismena. I'm sorry, but I can't. I can't do this, I..." He swallowed tightly, "I need a break. I need a break from all this. This is tearing me apart."She doesn't understand what he was asking of her. "What do you mean? This is not a time for a break. This is a time for us to get closer together and get through this. Together.""No. I know that you will be alright without me, Ismena. You have a lot going on for you right now, but I know you can get through it without me—""No," Shaking her head, she took a step back away from him. And another, "No, no, no, I can't—""Yes, you can." His face closed up, he gave her a blank face, "Our relationship was never one for commitments, after all, you know this, Ismena. I never deceived yo
When Ismena knocked on Eline's door, it was around 4 in the morning. Thankfully, she needn't knock for long.The door swung open and Elaine stood there, looking like she just got out of bed. Her sleep-dazed eyes cleared when she saw who was standing behind the door."Ismena?" She called softly.Ismena entered the house, dropped her bags on her feet, and wrapped her arms around Eline. The cougar female embraced her as well—wrapping her arms around Ismena who has been so cold since she walked out of the Tower. Feeling a little bit of warmth in Eline's embrace, a sob escaped her throat. And then, another and another.Thankfully, Eline didn't ask her any questions as she cried her eyes out in her friend's arms. Instead, she held her close, whispering comforting words to her. Ismena had no idea how long they stood like that, but finally, she pulled back and sniffled softly. Eline was looking at her worriedly, her beautiful face dripping with concern. "Can I stay here for a while?" Ismen
Sandra was the one sleeping beside her, she'd woken up in the morning and extended her hand to pat Ismena awake, but then, she'd thought against it. Ismena had cried until midnight yesterday, she needs more sleep.Sandra went to the kitchen and began making breakfast. Eline was on night duties, so she wasn't home yet. By the time she was done with breakfast, Eline was back.They greeted amicably before Eline headed straight to her bedroom to freshen up. Minutes later, she came out freshly showered and took her seat at the old but homey dining table."Ismena is still sleeping right?" She asked, worriedly."Yes, but I have to wake her for breakfast. If it's up to her, she would wanna skip meals again.""That's a good idea. Get breakfast served while I wake her up." Eline got up and headed for Ismena's bedroom.In the bedroom, Eline walked casually towards her and placed her hand on her lower back"What the...!" She gasped, snatching her hand back. She felt like she just touched a burnin
"Sometimes, when a mate is very sick and her life partner isn't with her; providing occasional touching or making love to him, his body can go into a Crave Shock. It's very dangerous. Once it starts, it kills the mate within fifteen minutes of no intervention from his mated partner.""Jesus, what a mindfuck. Just fifteen minutes? It takes more than an hour to get to the Tower!""One hour, thirty-seven minutes. Forty-five minutes when you run there in shifted form." Eline confirmed."Oh, my God. My best friend will die!""Ismena is not gonna go into Crave Shock, Sandra. As I said, it's very rare and it only happens to mated couples who are apart from each other. That was what killed The Alpha King's father after the Queen died."Sandra's eyes widened, "Really?"Eline nodded, "His could have been easily prevented, it could have been stopped. All he needed was contact from his children—his wife's genetics are in them. All he needed was their touch but he refused it when he went into Crav
It's the middle of the night, but Alphose was still at the Tower. The meeting ended an hour ago but Wolfaraine needed him to wrap up some paperwork with him.All his life, he'd seen Wolfaraine and he'd been close to him, he thought he'd seen all sides of the male there is to see. Well, except for the weak side of him—he never allows anyone to see that—but he'd been wrong. These past few days he'd seen a different side of him.Cold, distant, heartless, and ruthless. Absolutely, utterly ruthless.He knew Wolfaraine changed when Ismena entered his life—it wasn't a visible, blatant change, but it was there nonetheless—but he never realized how much until she was no longer in his life. There was no warmth in his eyes, no life in his face as he carried out his duties, and saw to the new mission.The mission to look for every Experience Laboratory that might be associated with the Facilities and the Wolfhunters.The meeting tonight was about the progress of the mission. Or lack of. Beta Dan
Alphose needed that repeat because honest-to-God, he does not understand what she was saying. No, he heard the words clear but it wasn't making sense to him. "No, she can't be, Kassandra. Apart from the fact that it sounds so far-fetched, it's not even possib—""She's been sick for three days now. The fever kept switching on and off, on and off, she wasn't getting better at all. Harhan was there, he'd rested her and given us her meds to treat her with. We did everything by the book but it's not working and then, we woke to her confusing and her skin turning red and her teeth clattering." She was speaking so fast, her words jumbled up but she couldn't help it."WHAT!?" Alphose felt his soul leave his body. Those symptoms—especially the color change of her body—caused a ball of fear to form inside him. It's Crave Shock.Ismena went into Crave Shock. Ismena went into Crave Shock FIFTY-THREE MINUTES AGO!Alphose was already rushing back through the doors he just walked out from a few mi
"Please, you have to h-help my b-best friend, Alpha King. You have to help Ismena, you have to help, you have to help..." She shook her head miserably, "Oh God, you have to help her..."The urge came to him so strong like a tidal wave. He fisted his hands, gritted his teeth, and dug into his heels in an effort not to rush out of this hallway, out of the Tower, to the cougar clan.Because then, all his effort these past few days will be in vain. He hasn't gotten over her and he no longer thinks about her every five minutes AND THAT is progress. His chest still burns every damn time but it was no longer a massive throb of pain AND THAT is progress. His nights are still filled with the crawling need to wrap around her—in her, beside her, over her, and any other way he could get her but it was no longer a crippling need filled with burning pain that made his body fill itchy like he was at the worst stage of trying to get over an addiction AND THAT is progress too.Liar.He turned away