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2024-10-29 19:42:56“Stop it, Mark!”
“What's wrong mom?”
“Your passivism, that’s what happens to me!”
“Leave the child alone, woman.”
“Thanks, dad...”
“Nothing about that, Richard. Don't you see that your son is about to lose his last chance to be with the woman he loves?”
“But, what do I do, Mom? She doesn't want to be with me.”
“Of course she wants to, darling, she's just scared, don't let her go, everything will be solved.”
“Do you know what happened to her?”
“Here in heaven? We know everything... Now, wakeup!”
I woke up with a feeling of emptiness in my chest and with my breath shaking from the dream I had had.
The events of last ni
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