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Nico's POV.

"I love you" I stare at her as she confesses to me in the sunset. My heart beat quickening with each passing second as she stares at me.

She loves…. Me?

"You're not saying anything" She says when she notices that I remain quiet. Tears threatening to spill any moment.

But what can I say? When last did someone tell me that? I have forgotten how it feels like to love or be loved. And yet, she loves me. Do I love her though?

"I…" I look back at her to see that she had fallen asleep already. The light sun rays illuminating her face.

Whether I love her or not isn't the question. Question is do I deserve to love her? Or to be loved by her. What rights do I, who have ruined so many lives, have to be loved by someone so perfect. Thankfully she is drunk and hopefully she won't remember saying this by the morning.

But who gets drunk on little amount of alcohol?

I look at her once more when she starts snoring, chuckling lightly to myself.

My little light weight.

That's right. She is
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