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Lycan Healer 27 Mistaken Love
"So you were just checking on him?""Yes. I am just his doctor."Winston kept repeatedly asking me about my relationship with Hannipkah, even if I had already told him that I was just checking on Hannipkah as his doctor.Our precious moments in the woods continue even after sex. On one of the gigantic roots, he leaned while I rested on his arms.My heart was still in a frenzy, and I could still feel his warmth inside me even though we were already resting under the tree.Winston nags about not looking at or touching another man, but my mind can't focus well on his words as my soul is still on cloud nine, feeling the greatest feeling I have ever felt.I know this is just a temporary moment, so I will seize it as much as I can."I'm glad. I thought you were going to leave me for another man again.""Again? me?"I looked up to him as I heard his statement, as if he were referring to something I did a long time ago and was doing it again. But when did I ever look at another man?I have be
Lycan Healer 28 Breastfeeding
At this point, I no longer understand how Winston's logic works. Why is he acting jealous again? Does he mistake me again for the woman he really loves? and that is why he is being too clingy again?In that case, I reminded him, "I am Luceethe. The healer""I know. you're Luceethe. My wife. My woman. My love," he yelled.I don't know why he is yelling, but a Lycan yell is not simply loud. It was way too loud for everyone to hear him. Why is he suddenly confessing?No. No. No. Luceethe, don't be tricked.He could not even tell me why he loved me.Forget thinking about it complicatedly!I'll just enjoy him showering me with love. He mistook me for someone. I'll just enjoy its surface, but I shouldn't ever forget that this love is not for me.I have to tame my heart and not be greedy.I just accept this, but don't be disappointed when the real one comes!To mend the lump growing in my heart because of Winston's insincere love, I kissed him and tasted his mouth so I'd receive the pay for
Lycan Healer 29 Techy Lycan
I'm sure I'm just like my Winston in terms of perfection, but that would only be true if I hadn't been given the name Arco at birth.I would give everything I have if there were a device or technological advancement that could alter someone's racial origin, but this is not possible. How could you even do that? Drain your blood and change it with other races' blood? Bring back time and prevent your soul from being born into the Arco clan? Engineer biochemicals to alter your genes? Search for a wishing lamp and wish for a miracle?The unchangeable fact that I am a healer is the only flaw that I have. It is also the only reason why, despite my sincere desire to join them, I am unable to bravely approach my beloved Lycans.It's frustrating that my destiny is already written because of my origin race. I detest it, but there is nothing I can do about it.Sir Vitto said perplexedly, "Did you go insane?" when he saw how I had shown him access to my phone.I don't have anything to hide about m
Lycan Healer 30 Irresolute
Because of Cloud's fault for leaving my helicopter somewhere in the sea, I became busy again. He didn't really crash it; he just left it randomly at the shoreline. Since I was unable to comprehend a vampire's mind, I decided to hire more of my dependable staff rather than pressuring Cloud to return it. Since William is sound asleep in the car while I am back talking with Manager Bungal, I can thankfully work without interruption. I feel sorry for the branch officers for taking on such a heavy workload just because I appeared here. 30 million dollars is fine to lose, but I don't want to lose a worker because Glensyl would undoubtedly feel bad if I didn't return the helicopter and would think his reminders and advice were unimportant. Glensyl reminded me repeatedly to return the helicopter, but Cloud couldn't even clearly recall our agreement. I hope it's still retrievable. I don't want to demotivate a very good employee like Glensyl. "What are you doing?" It startled me when a furry
Lycan Healer 31 What we eat
Winston only gave me a blank stare after I made my sincere, courageous confession. While I waited for his response, I bit my lower lips. Although I have no trouble producing my own oxygen, the agonizing silence between us will eventually cause me to suffocate."You love me, why?""W-what? What did you say?" I stammered."Why do you love me?"Why is that same question now coming back to me? Is this some kind of payback?There are a gazillion reasons I could give him for why I adore him, but I was so shocked by his question that all I could reply was, "Because you're handsome?""Rowan, Green Goblin, Vitto, your employees... Do you love them too?""Huh? Do I love them?"I tilted my head in confusion. What made him ask that? I really can't understand. This is harder than my medical board exam!I replied, "They are handsome too." I am still confused, and his inquiry makes me more confused."Does that mean you'll love them too? Will you sleep with them too? if not now, maybe in the future?"
Lycan Healer 32 What I can't eat
"They eat us more than humans," Sir Vitto said. I don't know if that was meant to stop the crowd from reporting us to the human police or if what he said has humor in it. Well, does he have the humor to joke about that issue?What I really felt hearing those words come out of a lycan's mouth was a lycan showing grave resentment toward me and my race, as if he were reminding the crowd of such a fact, which caused my heart to ache. He reminded me how undesirable my race is.Winston and Sir Vitto's bodies are in their wolf form. They only kept their faces returned to their normal so they would look less fearsome in the middle of the human city, but it's still pretty obvious that me and William are with two lycans. What kind of thought would be running through the other diner's mind right now while seeing two healers accompanied by the lycan they meant as food?But what bothers me the most is that Winston didn't disagree with what Sir Vitto said. His attention was solely on the menu, and
Lycan Healer 33 Force to eat
Everyone who knows me might think I am a vegan as they have never seen me eat meat, but I am not. I still eat dairy products, processed meat, dumplings, hamburgers, chicken nuggets, fish filets, spring rolls, meatballs, etc. The only thing I couldn't eat were foods that still obviously looked like meat. I mean food that, at a glance, I could still tell which part of the body the meat came from or what animal it came from, like steak, sushi, spareribs, whole chicken, whole fish, lechon, barbecue, lobster, shrimp, etc. As long as I could tell and imagine the animal's appearance when it was still alive, I could not eat it.And everything that I said that I hate and can't eat is present at our dining table.I felt nauseous, and I felt guilty seeing all the animals die and become food on the table.I don't feel guilty about all the animals and other living things dying to become food, as I can eat them when they are processed or their appearances altered. I also don't care if someone hunts
Lycan Healer 34 Lick it
"Did you force yourself to eat?"I felt even worse when Winston caught me eating the food that he lovingly fed me.I couldn't even think of an excuse to not make him feel hurt by what I shamelessly did.I could only stare at the tiled floor and watch my tears drop on the already damp restroom floor."Luceethe, look at me."Winston tried to raise my head to make me look at him, but I stubbornly kept my head down. I don't have the face to look at him anymore.Just scold me. I know I am too ungrateful to vomit all the food you chose!"I'm sorry."Again, my eloquence fails me every time I talk to Winston whenever we have this kind of situation. What can I even say? Should I say that eating meat triggers my anxiety and trauma? Would he believe me? Would he believe me if I said I felt guilty that I had eaten a lycan before? Would he believe that I feel worse whenever I see whole meat served to me?"Don't apologize. I'm sorry, did I sound angry?" Winston said it in a gentle tone. He patted h
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Lycan Healer 139 THE END
Three years have unfurled like the pages of a quiet book since the day we exchanged our vows, promising each other a life woven with shared dreams and laughter.Winston and I were not the only ones whose lives were transformed into beautiful, peaceful passages on our page; the Lycans' quality of life also significantly improved.Although there are still rare occasions when we run into difficulties, we can see that we are getting better and stronger. Additionally, in that brief period, the Lycans successfully rebuilt the house that had been destroyed during our conflict with the healers.The Lycans are still reluctant to accept outsiders, but as a sole healer coexisting with them, I have come to appreciate the way of life I had been dreaming of.I can now interact with them whenever I want and freely admire and appreciate their beauty.I am on cloud nine, but as time passes, the quiet whispers of worry become more audible, like a constant murmur in the background of my life—Winston and
Lycan Healer 138 Words on your lips
I should be saying my wedding vow by now if only these attention seekers didn't ruin our wedding ceremony.I could not help but sigh as I watched the Lycans leave the community hall, forgetting that I was supposed to be the main character of today's event.I can do nothing but continue to move in the same direction as they are.Contrary to them, who carelessly tore their formal wear to pieces, I carefully walked outside, taking care to protect my wedding dress' delicate details.I do not worry that a battle will break out right now.I am sure that the barrier my son built would prevent these healers from entering our territory, even if they bled while banging their heads against it.Now, the only issue was why this new clan of healers was arriving here on my wedding day.Why do they have to bother me on a day when I should be happily enjoying my time?Anyway, at the time I went out to the community hall, Wakkin showed off how he had changed as the Lycan leader.Wakkin's growl reverber
Lycan Healer 137 No perfect wedding exists
The early morning sun painted the room in a soft, golden tone as I stood in front of the mirror, my pulse pounding frantically in my chest. My hands trembled with a mixture of eagerness and unrestrained delight as I smoothed down the delicate lace of my bridal dress.I couldn't believe that my wedding day was actually here.I know Winston and I are already husband and wife, but doing the ceremony and experiencing the wedding is a whole different level of excitement and feeling.I couldn't help but bounce on my toes, the excitement bubbling up inside me like a champagne cork ready to pop. Every breath I took seemed to tingle with anticipation, and I had to remind myself to slow down and take it all in."Do not ruin the ceremony just because you are excited," I told myself as I stared at myself in the mirror.I worked hard to make this wedding happen, so I must be patient and enjoy it to the fullest.Originally, Winston planned a simple wedding in which we would exchange vows, eat toget
Lycan Healer 136 Who will love you more?
After the death of our dearest child, there is no way we can move on immediately, but we are trying. Also, the whole territory of the Luca Clan grieved for William's death and carried the will that our son left in everyone's heart. We have to rebuild the clan and make it stronger.In the days that followed, the Lycans tentatively stepped back into their old routines, navigating the balance between the past and the present. We rebuilt our homes, which had been destroyed by the battle, and restored the laughter we lost.Everyone is trying and working hard, and my husband was one of the lycans who was working particularly hard."Win, take a break for a moment!"I shouted without even knowing where exactly my husband was. All I know is that he is toiling away inside the construction site, helping to rebuild our mansion."Wait, I'm coming!" Winston answered right away.I glanced up to see him on the third floor before he jumped down to approach me.My jaw dropped as soon as I saw how his a
Lycan Healer 135 It's okay to say goodbye
The lycans are finally prepared to start the party and give out their gifts.The covered court filled up as more Lycans joined us. I think everyone inside the territory came to greet my son at his impromptu birthday party."Happy birthday to you!""Happy birthday, boss William!""Happy Happy birthday to you!"They made a mess of singing the birthday song. I could hear the deaf tones more, and they also sang their own lyrics. It's funnier in that way anyway.When it came to crowd attention, William, as I recall, was very shy.As far as I remember, William was incredibly reserved in front of a group of people. But that shy side of him has long since vanished, as evidenced by the excitement with which he jumped and danced to the messy birthday song that was being sung for him.I happily sang along despite the messy singing."Blow the candle." I said.My son was still catching his breath as he finally behaved in front of his birthday cake. He smiled broadly while the orange glow of the ca
Lycan Healer 134 Feel sad after a good day
It took three days for William to be satisfied with the "play" he requested. We only spent one day at the amusement park and spent the following days doing everything William requested, such as visiting a marine theme park, visiting a kindergarten, pretending to be a normal human family, racing cars at a circuit, and shopping.Overall, Winston, William, and I were happy with our unexpected family outing.It was not all about play, but we smiled, laughed, and finally had time to talk to each other about everything we had missed.It was the first time we felt like a real family.I wish this moment would never end, but that was just wishful thinking on my part.I know what will happen in the end, but it is extremely difficult for me to accept."Shall we go back to Luca Territory?" William suggested.Winston and I looked at William with a surprised look because he asked about returning home out of the blue."What do you mean?" I asked."Mean by what, mom?""W-well, why are you asking to g
Lycan Healer 133 What happens when the day ends?
We will all die. Knowing that is the best information we could have—except for knowing when.Because we think that tomorrow or some time in the future will be close enough, we might put things off so much. And it always surprises us when we realize we are running out of time.It really took me by surprise—devastatingly!How am I supposed to accept that my son will leave me soon?Indeed, we are finally together.We are even flapping our wings in rhythm, as if we are having our best time.We appeared stunning with our wings.I looked at my son's and my husband's faces.Their expressions looked bright and relieved, as if nothing was wrong with our current situation.They smiled as they elegantly moved in the air.Am I the only one suffocating in my own hopelessness?I do not like the new reality we are living in, but I also cannot keep harping on how bad things are.No matter how much I won't accept it, I guess I just have to do what they want.I will see to it that William gets to see t
Lycan Healer 132 Shallow Dream
I was lost for words.I stared at my son, hoping that he was just throwing a bad joke. But his melancholy eyes, which were hidden by a fake bright smile, proved that none of his words were intended as a joke."Why are you so surprised, mom?" he asked. "You also do the same.""What do you mean? I am not dying at all.""It's because you only resurrected my father and a few others.""What?""I don't know about my father, but I care a lot for the clan. I don't want it to die out."Although his words were harsh, William looked at his father as if he was relieved. I suppose he does not hate Winston all that much, or has he ever hated him? Strangely, my son would always lead me to get concerned and anxious, as I no longer could tell what was running through his mind.He matured a lot.My baby grew in a flash."Second awakeners can revive the dead, but the price is that part of our life span would be taken out," William said. "They will come back to life like a butterfly.""Like a butterfly?"
Lycan Healer 131 No longer regard Winston as Alpha
The glow of the moon was faint, yet it still predominantly illuminated the night sky.The night is beautiful, and it even becomes more august because of the howling of the wolves around while the elves and vampires also join in, screaming out their joy.Finally, the battle was over, and the survivors had prevailed.We have all the right to rejoice, even if we murdered a lot of creatures.Greed, purpose, motives, and whatnot—I don't care what the others were celebrating. What was important to me was that, at long last, no more clan would prey on my lycans.Even though there are still other healer clans, I am confident that they will not attempt to come to the surface now that everyone is aware of their vulnerability."Finally, we can live in peace." I mumbled. I am still tightly hugging Winston in his naked humanoid form. I think I am getting used to seeing these wolves get naked after their deathly battles. I don't feel flustered seeing the wolves naked anymore, but of course, even if
