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GLENNIt all felt like a dream, where should I start this blissful night from?The moment I realized that my words to him were hateful and thought taking a walk would help calm my wolf, or the fact that I bumped into him. Which?Either way, all I could say was that nothing was more special than this moment.What could I term it as?A rush of adrenaline, pumping right at the same rate as our hearts?The truth was no one had ever looked at me the way he did, he did it differently.Another part of my mind felt all of this was happening too fast.I had to admit to myself that I barely knew the man and saying I love him would be the most awkward thing to do.Yet I couldn't stop the rate at Which my chest was beating heavily at that moment, if there was anything I wanted to do it would be to enjoy this moment and let it last forever —We laughed after both saying our names simultaneously, first at how stupid we both looked and the other feelings were due to the fact that our hearts wouldn't stop."You first." I said shyly.He dimmed his eyes, closing them as he thought what he was about doing required every bit of his focus and attention.Soon as he spoke I could feel the energy behind his voice , I could sense how serious he took this—I looked past his shoulders outside, staring at the fireflies flickering in the moonlight that was curved like a sickle.it could feel my lungs expanding as though to take in every bit of air it could in a rush before he spoke.In a way, I knew what he was going to say…I could very much tell how sincere he was with his words. It was either two things: one had to be the fact that he was a very good liar and the other was he could feel what I was feeling.I took in a breath. “What do you want to say? " I asked with a smile hoping that would urge him to speak.I was dealing with my own fears deep inside of me were buried secrets, I wanted to tell him that I wasn't like him, that I was in fact so very much different.He swallowed. "Glenn —"Again, The front door opened and we turned to see two couples walking in —an elderly man entered with his wife, he passed by our table and smiled as he did.I could feel his presence again soon after they left as it began to burn. He stared down at me. I stared up at him.As we did, I could see as the corner of his lips lifted, I realized I was amusing him. My cheeks are heated with anxiety…"Before, I speak let me apologize for how I acted before I left, I am sorry about this —"I could not literally look at him as he spoke, a part of me was shy with the way he acting,."That was before. " I whispered. "I wasn't angry, I was just surprised that you acted this way."As I spoke I tried all I could to keep myexpression polite and sweet as I met with him.Whatever feelings we had that was obvious from the way we looked at each other that we shared our own feelings, I could hear his from the way his heart was beating softly with the smooth music."It is funny to see that you acted that way." I said to him with a smile on my face. In a way it was exciting to see that that darkened look I had seen on his face before he walked away was no longer there ."I am sorry by the way ." He muttered, looking away shyly. I looked away from the table and saw him looking in the direction of the waitress."A friend?" I asked, nudging in her direction.He looked in the direction of where I was pointing to and waves at her, she waves back shyly." Oh Amber, I just met her today … She was advising me on how to deal with the entire situation. " He muttered with a smile." Oh… That. "" Wait a minute —" He Kept a puzzled look on his face. "Are you jealous? " He asked."Of course not, don't push it… " I warned, remembering what had been the cause of our dispute.He raised his hands as though in submission. " Not saying anything more."I flipped my hair, "Good decision."He cocked a brow in a cavalier way. “You sure? Here I was having the impression you had me all figured out.” he said . His word's no matter how jocular it held a bit of truth to it.My heart fluttered so fast it couldn’t be healthy. I had no idea what to do or say at that moment because in a way he was right.He let out a sigh. "If you continue this way, I won't be able to say what I want to say."This interaction was doing everything to prove that I was smitten by him as well."Speak… " I muttered. "I am starting to assume that you are not going to say anything."He smoothed an absent hand down the front of the shirt.. “Do you know what assuming things get you ?”"Tell me ."His eyes fell to my lips. “Are you sure? ” The words were deep and soft, and a strange part of me felt like I’d done something good.In a funny way, his breaths turned shallow. He reached for a napkin as his arm touched mine and it burned like the lightest licks of a flame.His voice brushed the side of my neck. “It’ is nice knowing you Glenn, I wish to know you more the way no one else had. "He said my name differently and I sat there staring at him"You don't know me Santiago."CHAPTER 30SANTIAGOI stared intensively at Glenn from the other side of the table, trying hard to figure out what she meant by her statement. She sat there cool and collected, sensing my gaze at her, she turned and her eyes landed on mine.She was quick to look away not because she was shy, no. But I have a feeling it was because she was afraid I might be able to figure her out from just looking into her eyes.I sighed for the umpteenth time and moved my hand slowly through my hair, breathing slowly and trying hard to work to let my frustration get the best of me. It was on the tip of my tongue but just when I opened my mouth to ask, the waiter interrupted.“Hey you two. Welcome. What can I get for you? '' The waiter smiled, which was genuine unlike that of most waiters. Her hands were placed neatly into the front room of her apron.Only when I realized Glenn was not going to order anything anytime soon and the smiling waiter was becoming less enthusiastic about standing there while
CHAPTER 31GLENNSo I made my way home in silence and all alone, my hands were in my pocket as I kicked the earth in an unladylike manner.I felt foolish, lost and filled with disdain all I could imagine was how I would have treated the whole scenario differently.Had he meant what he said?The fact that I might not hear him utter those words again, the thought that he had been ridiculed by my actions flashed across my mind as I was stuck in a phase.Should I just turn back and apologize?I turned around to see that I had walked a long distance and it was too late to turn at this moment, dimming my eyes I let the sound of the evening drown in my thoughts.The sub shone a warm glow against my skin, but it couldn’t thaw the feeling I had running through my soul… All I felt was coldness that had slid into my stomach throughout the whole while of walking.The next minute was filled with me running my mind through what I wanted, , listening to the sound that came from my own breath and deba
CHAPTER 32SANTIAGOGlenn asking the question took my mind back to how the previous hour had been after she left me at the table. I had buried that finger in ice hoping that it wouldn't get swollen, while it didn't get swollen as expected the Ice did nothing to tan the reddish color from the cloaked blood around my knuckles.She stood right there, the same woman that had made me so angry that I got into a fight. One part of me wanted to tell her that she was partially the cause of it and the other part was so damn attracted to the fact that she was wearing one of my robes."I'd stop asking since you don't want to talk about it." She muttered standing akimbo.To be sincere it crossed my mind zero times to share the occurrence with her, to tell her that I had gotten in a fight trying to save the waitress Amber from her abusive lover.He had walked into the restaurant soon after Glenn and stormed off to where she was at the counter, from the look of things it wouldn't have been the firs
GLENNHowls… I could hear the sound crawl up in every single part of my nerves, still it left a strange feeling behind as I staggered to the door.Santiago's voice pitched the dark air as he echoed my name, still I couldn't bring myself to listen as it felt as though it was driven by a kind of madness.To Santiago the voice of the lone wolf piercing through the dark was natural but only if he listened deeper would he decipher the voice of humanity buried deep within.It had been weeks since I heard the howl of another werewolf, the voice of the howl was that of an Alpha. It was easy to decipher from how deep and loathed it made me feel as in a way it reminded me about the past.At that moment, it felt as though it was all beyond my control, as the minutes trickled it looked as though I'd have to transition a day early.My mind replayed the look on Santiago's face, but even that soon faded away to the back of a dark mind.I made my way into the dark wood, my mind swayed by the music of
CHAPTER 34SANTIAGOOne thing crossed through my mind at that moment and that was the fact that she wasn't Glenn.The moment she walked out I was right there all by myself in the room confused. It to me that was the price I had to pay for knowing about this woman.I ran my hands through my ruffled air and let out a breath in deep frustration, without intending to at first I took a glance at the grandfather clock hanging on the wall and grumbled to myself that I shouldn't have let her leave.It's was past ten, and she had been gone for two hours—The fact that I had no one to call about her whereabouts caused a kind of pain in my heart that I was trying to get rid of.Perhaps, I shouldn't have angered her enough to leave.The thought filled my mind with dread. I dreaded the fact that something bad must have happened to her and there was no way I would be there to help her.Barely thinking of that alone caused my heart to ricochet."What have you gotten yourself into man?" I muttered i
CHAPTER 35GLENNJust as I had thought, the next night was catastrophic for my mind, it was the first full moon since I was cursed with the luna madness and I could literally feel my soul being set ablaze.Santiago had been quiet and locked himself in the room all day like a sulking child, it made things better for me as I didn't have any explanation to do about my whereabouts that evening.The feeling I had was replica to the night I had my first transition as a child, it started with so much searing pain that creeped my senses.I grabbed at my hair till it hurt, never in my life had my soul felt this much pain. Each parting seconds were as though I was in the middle of heaven and hell with nowhere of either of the two as an escape route.Minutes became two hours of soul, torture and when the hours had passed the whole situation left me with so much insatiable hunger .I found myself in search of food as I spent the next hour, rummaging through wastes for anything edible enough to
CHAPTER 36GLENNAt that moment I could feel the thudding sound that was beating heavily out of my chest, the dark feeling I had prior to that moment was consuming every part of my soul and at the same moment I felt the shame of being discovered.Diverse thoughts crept through my mind leaving me confused —I was consumed by jealousy, the fact that her body reeked of Santiago. Staring down at her, after what looked to be a collision between us two, after hitting my skull with hers and we both had fallen back a few steps. My gaze went back to her then to the ground that was covered with the edibles I was smuggling.I didn't know what expression would suit me most at that moment, anger that I had been discovered or the shame of being discovered.Confused, I fell to silence as it looked to be the only emotion I could express at that minute.With the room all quiet at the moment, I stared right into her eyes as I was still startled.“What the hell?” a feminine voice muttered—I drifted
CHAPTER 37SANTIAGOI tried to stay as calm as I could and answer to every question the cops were asking. We stood just outside the laboratory facility door with three cops each holding a piece of documented papers.The thought of who could have possibly tried to break into the facility really got me occupied at some point and everything the cops were saying just pass by my ears with the wind.I have no idea who the heck could it have been. The thought that someone really tried to break into my workplace and no one have any idea who that person could be really got on my nerves but I tried not to let it get to me.“I believe you are listening to what I am saying?” One of the cops asked and I turned to see three pairs of eyes all looking at me.“Sorry what?” I asked, running my hand through my disheveled hair to get it out of my face. It have been really irritating me lately and I will need a hair cut soon.“You will need to read through this carefully and input your signature in the ne
CHAPTER 105GLENNAs much as I tried convincing him all was fine, that single fact was not accepted by this man, I didn't know why but something about him made accepting the situation much more difficult.Perhaps I wouldn't have had to go through the whole stress if Anna had just convinced him, she didn't do that as she also insisted on the report… It tookPersuasion from the two parties I ended up at the station, we didn't have to wait too long as a detective had taken useful information to get whoever this was.The letter was another piece of evidence but it had been touched many times so not much could be done.I had let out a flighty air. While walking out, I wondered why I was the only one being trailed all through the entire town.It was frustrating because the detective had asked really private questions again and over I had lied about it… lied about my past, lied about my identity and it out me in a bad mood.My rapid heartbeats counted the whole conversation as I remembered
CHAPTER 104GLENNEverything happened even before I could stop it, at the first Instance my first instincts had been to run but there again the whole situation. proved critical.If anyone had ever said I would be this scared about the situation I would have argued but at the moment it was exactly case—It all started shortly after he left, my moment of silence and having time alone to myself had been interrupted by Anna's call.As usual she had called to know how the dinner had gone and I was quite expressive with my description of the exclusive evening.We were still on the call when I heard a knock at my door , on any normal day I would have taken precaution of the entire situation but as it was it seemed far fetched from what I would have normally done —"Give me a minute.""Oh, Santi is back… " she made a humming sound that made me laugh." You are just naughty. " I shook my head as a knock filled the room again.I grinned. "A minute."To my surprise I didn't see anyone, instead
CHAPTER 103SANTIAGOThere was nothing else I wanted to do at this moment than dwell in that bliss that was filling me up, I sparkled and anyone would have noticed … For me it all had to do because of her—Glenn.Being with her brought out the very best in me being ways I could even comprehend, she looked to be the missing piece of puzzle, that looked to overwhelm my entire existence till it was the perfect fit.No matter if I were a totally different person living a different life, she brought out the very best in me, she was the exact catalyst that made me…perfect.Perfect, that was the exact way to express this feeling with her it felt like she was another missing piece of my soul fixing herself into me relentlessly.It was funny that I have found my way down the wrong track, Martha was the only thing at the moment doing what she knew how to do best: Complicate things.The Truth about this whole situationship I had with Martha was the fact that she appeared to be unaware of how m
CHAPTER 102GLENNAfter this was over the room was filled with fleeting silence again as I tried to gain back the silence that had enveloped the room . All that fell out of me were ragged breaths that I had no way of stopping as they fell out freely …He rolled off me. And almost immediately I could tell that it was my turn to satisfy him. In a bid to distract myself from the heavy feeling that was thudding in my chest, I got into work almost immediately.Staring into his eyes were lazy and dark as he dropped to his back. I knew almost immediately that I had to get down to the act of pleasing him, I did that quickly….I could feel myself burn as I grabbed his erection at the base and pumped at it before stroking it from the base up to the shaft, the action sparked something deep from Inside of him.Before I knew what I was doing, I straddled him, I went back and forth on him as I rocked him like he was a fucking horse, st the last instant I felt him lean forward but I pushed him ba
ÇHAPTER 101SANTIAGOHow could I give away that chance of making love with her again when it was what I had been thinking about all day long—Roughly, my lips and teeth did exactly what I had wanted to do all evening, It ran down her throat, drawing a sigh from her as her fingers ran through my ruffled hair, she braced herself with her arms around me as we devoured beach others lips, and just when her legs might give way from the intense passion she was having she let them curl round me.Her weight was perfect, yet so consuming, a fleeting thought ran through my mind filling bot with exactly how I planned this moment to be, all uncertainty and Sanity was forgotten when she pushed her hands into my shirt and pulled ruining it in the process but i didn't even as she pressed her face on my neck and inhaled.My shirt was hanging in an awkward way that made it look like I had gone sexually crazy—Sweat ran rivulets down her back as I could feel getting so burned up, as the sweat trail
CHAPTER 100GLENNWe were the couple of the evening, and I could see why we got the attention of everyone and everything as we walked out even the cold air that evening.He walked with his hands clasped into mine as I could feel his pulse racing against mine, there were things I wanted to tell him with my hormones raging all I wanted was to fuck this man and I had done exactly the right thing leaving an hint of my want and desire all around throughout the evening.With each click of my heels that echoed off the wooden floorboards, as we Walked out I listened as it played with my heartbeat, I was oozing out a musky scent of want that would had made anyone of my kind go crazy with rage but at the moment it doesn't look like I could stop any of it—It had only been minutes since we arrived had arrived and we're standing in front of the restaurant as we the uncertainty of if he felt the same way played out at the back of my mind, I wondered if something had shifted right there in
CHAPTER 99GLENN.It glowed like the moon and I could as it sparkled against my soul—My thoughts — Thoughts that I could feel sinking into the deepest part of me till all I could feel was it coldness.As it appeared that was the only thing I could possibly do at the moment, I had to think my way out of the situation and it was made difficult by the fact that all these feelings were unconditional.What more could this be described as than being chaotic, it was exactly the situation of my heart when I had arrived home, I was realizing that all this feeling overwhelming my soul wasn't just mere thoughts rather it was the factual truth yet I couldn't decipher what it was.I had looked at the whole situation for a long time from a different perspective but at the moment I was starting to realize that things were not the way it is not supposed to be, it was way different —As a matter of fact the woman I had thought was responsible for all of this turned out to be different from what was at
CHAPTER 98GLENNThe good thing was he picked up and as luck would have it,he didn't seem as angry as i had supposed.I told him the words I had wanted to, and he fell quiet for a while, not wanting to answer my question—"Fine, we'd meet at the regular place then." He answered after a while ignoring my first question and going for the second instead.The moment he hung up, I shared a look with him. The entire feeling I got from all of this was that he was still pissed about my actions earlier. I sat there with the phone against my ears doing nothing except buzzing."What did he say?" Anna spoke, breaking the silence.I sighed. "He is coming to meet me, but he said nothing about traveling with him… I guess he is still angry. "I said that last word with conviction and she looked as though she agreed with me that he was still vexed about the entire issue.I was caught right here thinking of a way to settle all of this, my mind felt like it was in a kind of flame."You need to go prepar
CHAPTER 97GLENNAll it took was that taste of his words and yet again I would be swayed by it, he was good when he used these words… He was so good with it that most times I began to doubt my own sanity as well.What made it more difficult was the fact that I didn't want all of this to happen, I didn't want to be swayed by his words so I had picked a harder exterior.All my plan had been that it would make it easier for me to deal with, it was the same reason I had opted for that hard exterior knowing fully well that it would give me leverage.I knew deep down that having him guessing would keep him off balance and he wouldn't use his biggest weapon… his words.It didn't turn out as I had expected, while I had thought that my words might give him a totally different feeling, it made him provoked.I was here hoping that he kissed me after cupping my face, but he left instead and now I was dying for another, I was going insane as all I wanted to —The door slammed before I could eve