CHAPTER 28
SANTIAGO.Try to know a woman and she'd open an entire new chapter that would very much leave you feeling confused, at that moment that was exactly how the entire situation felt. I thought I knew her well enough to bring out things I should know about her but as it turned out I was still miles off.She was more complicated than anyone i had ever come across, looking deep in her eyes there was this factor that made her different, try all I could it was hard to figure her out.I was seated right there at a spot at the pub and she was the only thing I could think about at that moment.There was something about her that I couldn't quite understand, it looked as though she was the most complicated person I had ever tried to know.The more I thought about it, the more complicated it felt at the back of my head. There was a feeling of unease and it left many questions unanswered.Everything that had to do with her needed answers, and I couldn't help thinking about them at the moment."Why is all of this stuck in my head?" I asked no one in particular as I slammed my hands on the table drawing attention from the few people around.Already, Music was playing from the speakers blasting away.I felt the need to smoke so badly, and walked to the bartender —a blonde, who had been looking in my direction all through the night."Good evening." I muttered soon as I reached the table."Good evening." She bit her lips flirtingly as she spoke to me.I could tell from all her expressions that she wanted me so badly, too bad that I was taken already and there wasn't much I could do about it.I listened to her and only inhaled a little bit. A couple of seconds passed. before I could let myself ask for what I wanted. " Can I get a box of cigarettes?"She had a facial expression that got me wondering what could be running through her mind at the moment."You don't look like someone that would smoke his ass out of a problem."I shrugged. " Well in this scenario, I am just that man. " I replied.She winked as I got the cigarettes and walked away …Soon after what seemed like a while smoke smoothly escaped my parted lips. A languid rush filled my soul as I let out every bit of pressure that was in my lungs and perhaps soul leaving my head feeling light.The breeze was warm, the song from the speakers steady, while I smoked.A part of me wished she was here, sitting close to where I was and smoking as well."Why are you looking at me that way?. ” I spoke softly, immediately my word's were followed by alow laughter drifting on the light breeze from the table opposite us.We turned and looked in the direction, only to see that it was two couples who just got engaged.She turned and kept her gaze at me. "Let me guess someone broke your heart.""What?" I sounded surprised. "Why would you think that?""Well, the way you've been looking all evening is so easy to tell.""… what is your name again. " I read it off her tag. " Amber, do you engage every single man this way? "" I beg your pardon! "" Sorry, it might have come out wrongly but trust me I am the last man you would want to hit on. "She shook her head and walked away. " By the way, I am engaged. " She turned back and muttered before disappearing behind the counter.I dropped the butt of the cigarette into an ashtray blew out a breath of smoke, and took out another.My direction was turned to the other side as I looked up at the starry sky. Taking a deep sigh.Nothing mattered anyway. At this point I was so certain that I was the worst man on Earth and it was glaring from what just happened.What do one need to do, to find the right one I thought, gazing at the constellations. I glancedat her to see that Amber had been watching me. I could feel every inch of my skin growing hot—perhaps I needed an advice or two and shouldn't have shut her out the way I did.The doorbell jingles as someone makes her way in, for some reason I look in that direction."Glenn?." She was the last person I was expecting.“Glenn, Come over.” I said in Something that sounded like a soft and charming voice that wove through my chest.This was a technique that had worked for so many women, it was how I got women:Nonetheless, I couldn’t say I felt cold as she did.She walked toward me like a moth moving toward the flame, standing close enough for herwings to ignite.I held my breath as she did, I pulled the chair out for her as she Stepped forward until she was standing too close.My pulse beat in my throat, as her Cold hands brushed mine spreading warmth to the pit of my stomach."Were you following me?" I was still shocked."You flattered yourself, merely took a walk and found this place." She looked around. "It is the closest I could find." She answered.From the way she looked, it was as though she wasn't one that got along much .In a way she was feeling all reserved, with her hands folded on the bed table."Is this your favorite?"Her question felt funny, but I replied regardlessly."Yeah it is .” The words were smooth with a rough edge as it fell out of my lips.My palm slid from the table as I turned in Amber direction one more time , she had a smile on her face as though urging me on."Santiago—""Glenn —"We said our names at the same time.CHAPTER 29GLENNIt all felt like a dream, where should I start this blissful night from?The moment I realized that my words to him were hateful and thought taking a walk would help calm my wolf, or the fact that I bumped into him. Which?Either way, all I could say was that nothing was more special than this moment.What could I term it as?A rush of adrenaline, pumping right at the same rate as our hearts?The truth was no one had ever looked at me the way he did, he did it differently.Another part of my mind felt all of this was happening too fast.I had to admit to myself that I barely knew the man and saying I love him would be the most awkward thing to do.Yet I couldn't stop the rate at Which my chest was beating heavily at that moment, if there was anything I wanted to do it would be to enjoy this moment and let it last forever —We laughed after both saying our names simultaneously, first at how stupid we both looked and the other feelings were due to the fact that our
CHAPTER 30SANTIAGOI stared intensively at Glenn from the other side of the table, trying hard to figure out what she meant by her statement. She sat there cool and collected, sensing my gaze at her, she turned and her eyes landed on mine.She was quick to look away not because she was shy, no. But I have a feeling it was because she was afraid I might be able to figure her out from just looking into her eyes.I sighed for the umpteenth time and moved my hand slowly through my hair, breathing slowly and trying hard to work to let my frustration get the best of me. It was on the tip of my tongue but just when I opened my mouth to ask, the waiter interrupted.“Hey you two. Welcome. What can I get for you? '' The waiter smiled, which was genuine unlike that of most waiters. Her hands were placed neatly into the front room of her apron.Only when I realized Glenn was not going to order anything anytime soon and the smiling waiter was becoming less enthusiastic about standing there while
CHAPTER 31GLENNSo I made my way home in silence and all alone, my hands were in my pocket as I kicked the earth in an unladylike manner.I felt foolish, lost and filled with disdain all I could imagine was how I would have treated the whole scenario differently.Had he meant what he said?The fact that I might not hear him utter those words again, the thought that he had been ridiculed by my actions flashed across my mind as I was stuck in a phase.Should I just turn back and apologize?I turned around to see that I had walked a long distance and it was too late to turn at this moment, dimming my eyes I let the sound of the evening drown in my thoughts.The sub shone a warm glow against my skin, but it couldn’t thaw the feeling I had running through my soul… All I felt was coldness that had slid into my stomach throughout the whole while of walking.The next minute was filled with me running my mind through what I wanted, , listening to the sound that came from my own breath and deba
CHAPTER 32SANTIAGOGlenn asking the question took my mind back to how the previous hour had been after she left me at the table. I had buried that finger in ice hoping that it wouldn't get swollen, while it didn't get swollen as expected the Ice did nothing to tan the reddish color from the cloaked blood around my knuckles.She stood right there, the same woman that had made me so angry that I got into a fight. One part of me wanted to tell her that she was partially the cause of it and the other part was so damn attracted to the fact that she was wearing one of my robes."I'd stop asking since you don't want to talk about it." She muttered standing akimbo.To be sincere it crossed my mind zero times to share the occurrence with her, to tell her that I had gotten in a fight trying to save the waitress Amber from her abusive lover.He had walked into the restaurant soon after Glenn and stormed off to where she was at the counter, from the look of things it wouldn't have been the firs
GLENNHowls… I could hear the sound crawl up in every single part of my nerves, still it left a strange feeling behind as I staggered to the door.Santiago's voice pitched the dark air as he echoed my name, still I couldn't bring myself to listen as it felt as though it was driven by a kind of madness.To Santiago the voice of the lone wolf piercing through the dark was natural but only if he listened deeper would he decipher the voice of humanity buried deep within.It had been weeks since I heard the howl of another werewolf, the voice of the howl was that of an Alpha. It was easy to decipher from how deep and loathed it made me feel as in a way it reminded me about the past.At that moment, it felt as though it was all beyond my control, as the minutes trickled it looked as though I'd have to transition a day early.My mind replayed the look on Santiago's face, but even that soon faded away to the back of a dark mind.I made my way into the dark wood, my mind swayed by the music of
CHAPTER 34SANTIAGOOne thing crossed through my mind at that moment and that was the fact that she wasn't Glenn.The moment she walked out I was right there all by myself in the room confused. It to me that was the price I had to pay for knowing about this woman.I ran my hands through my ruffled air and let out a breath in deep frustration, without intending to at first I took a glance at the grandfather clock hanging on the wall and grumbled to myself that I shouldn't have let her leave.It's was past ten, and she had been gone for two hours—The fact that I had no one to call about her whereabouts caused a kind of pain in my heart that I was trying to get rid of.Perhaps, I shouldn't have angered her enough to leave.The thought filled my mind with dread. I dreaded the fact that something bad must have happened to her and there was no way I would be there to help her.Barely thinking of that alone caused my heart to ricochet."What have you gotten yourself into man?" I muttered i
CHAPTER 35GLENNJust as I had thought, the next night was catastrophic for my mind, it was the first full moon since I was cursed with the luna madness and I could literally feel my soul being set ablaze.Santiago had been quiet and locked himself in the room all day like a sulking child, it made things better for me as I didn't have any explanation to do about my whereabouts that evening.The feeling I had was replica to the night I had my first transition as a child, it started with so much searing pain that creeped my senses.I grabbed at my hair till it hurt, never in my life had my soul felt this much pain. Each parting seconds were as though I was in the middle of heaven and hell with nowhere of either of the two as an escape route.Minutes became two hours of soul, torture and when the hours had passed the whole situation left me with so much insatiable hunger .I found myself in search of food as I spent the next hour, rummaging through wastes for anything edible enough to
CHAPTER 36GLENNAt that moment I could feel the thudding sound that was beating heavily out of my chest, the dark feeling I had prior to that moment was consuming every part of my soul and at the same moment I felt the shame of being discovered.Diverse thoughts crept through my mind leaving me confused —I was consumed by jealousy, the fact that her body reeked of Santiago. Staring down at her, after what looked to be a collision between us two, after hitting my skull with hers and we both had fallen back a few steps. My gaze went back to her then to the ground that was covered with the edibles I was smuggling.I didn't know what expression would suit me most at that moment, anger that I had been discovered or the shame of being discovered.Confused, I fell to silence as it looked to be the only emotion I could express at that minute.With the room all quiet at the moment, I stared right into her eyes as I was still startled.“What the hell?” a feminine voice muttered—I drifted