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SANTIAGOOne thing crossed through my mind at that moment and that was the fact that she wasn't Glenn.The moment she walked out I was right there all by myself in the room confused. It to me that was the price I had to pay for knowing about this woman.I ran my hands through my ruffled air and let out a breath in deep frustration, without intending to at first I took a glance at the grandfather clock hanging on the wall and grumbled to myself that I shouldn't have let her leave.It's was past ten, and she had been gone for two hours—The fact that I had no one to call about her whereabouts caused a kind of pain in my heart that I was trying to get rid of.Perhaps, I shouldn't have angered her enough to leave.The thought filled my mind with dread. I dreaded the fact that something bad must have happened to her and there was no way I would be there to help her.Barely thinking of that alone caused my heart to ricochet."What have you gotten yourself into man?" I muttered into the thin air to see that Twenty minutes had passed.I sensed the presence of someone out in the lot and got up as fast as I could, walking toward the door swiftly. I opened the door and found her right there.There was a feeling of quick relief that traveled through my mind quickly at the speed of light.Before I could bring myself to think, I rushed toward where she was and gathered her In my arm's sighing in relief."Thank goodness… You got me so damned scared.""Why do you look this dirty?." I questioned seeing how she was partly covered in mud.She muttered something unintelligent as she made her way in.A moment later, she was indoors. She had a cup of coffee between her two palms brewing hot as she sipped from it slowly.Her hair was still wet as she washed herself a couple of minutes ago. Still in a way that was quite out of the ordinary she was yet to say a word to me about the entire incident, I stood there with my hands folded watching her.The more I thought about the entire situation, the more confused it made me … At that point, I was starting to question every part of me that was sensitive.It was obvious that this woman was complicated, yet I was drawn to her in a way I had never been with anyone.One part of me wanted to ask and questioned her action, but still all I could give at that moment was silence.It was seconds before I was about to break the silence that had enveloped the room , before she glanced over and met my gaze as if She’d felt me observing him.I was right there standing about five feets away from her as the impact of her indifferent stare still found a wayto touch my soul.Her stare was intense, and it filled out every part of me.Then she said my name in what was the sweetest way possible, In a way that was deep and found a way into my soul—In a way that was suggestive, right there in my head and at the back of my mind."I am sorry, Thiago." I held her gaze for a breathless second letting it sink down into my soul, I knew there was a need for me to interact with this woman to make her understand how scared I had been."It is fine." Those were the only words I could bring myself to answer.She watched me as though she was really ashamed of how she had acted out, still behind my mind was that need to know.That one part of me wanted to know what happened, I was curious —"Glenn." I called out to her. She looked up at me, swallowing a lump that had formed in her throat.She knew what was coming and I saw her eyes become dim as she narrowed them toward where I was."Can we please not speak about that moment." She begged.I groaned. "This is the second time you are doing this, I let you into everything that has to do with me and when it gets to you, you shut me out. " I threw my hands in the air." You are not being fair. " She muttered, her eyes felt watery.Confused, her voice had become nothing but a memory in my head.Deep in her eyes I could sense that fear to open up, it left me with a feeling of guilt and resentment that I was pushing too hard.Her.eyes shifted to me, this time it was remorseful, almost like she was regretting how she had spoken to me."Santiago… All I need is time, trust me I'd let you know everything."" Yeah, you would … " I said with sarcasm.“Yes.” she forced a smile. “I would tell you everything , let me just get over this phase. " She begged.I turned to leave but heard as she moved to hold my hands stopping me in my tracks.The moment har fingers were wrapped around my wrist, I felt a feeling of sexual anxiety travel through my nerves.I turned to look at her, as I did her eyes twinkled. “Don't be mad at me. "I turned to look at her amused at her words, my laughter came out light and airy.“Of course not, but why would I be? "" Are you sure? "I laughed at the forward question.“Truthfully, Yes… I am not angry. " I muttered.She let go of my wrist and I walked away from the room as fast as I could.I found my way to the room and was careful not to slam the door.The truth was I was furious, in my hands was the twig I took out of her hair of which she wasn't aware about."Oak." I muttered.I turned the oak twig in my hands, the only place that had them was deep in the heart of the wood close to the apartment."What are you hiding, Glenn?" I muttered to myself.CHAPTER 35GLENNJust as I had thought, the next night was catastrophic for my mind, it was the first full moon since I was cursed with the luna madness and I could literally feel my soul being set ablaze.Santiago had been quiet and locked himself in the room all day like a sulking child, it made things better for me as I didn't have any explanation to do about my whereabouts that evening.The feeling I had was replica to the night I had my first transition as a child, it started with so much searing pain that creeped my senses.I grabbed at my hair till it hurt, never in my life had my soul felt this much pain. Each parting seconds were as though I was in the middle of heaven and hell with nowhere of either of the two as an escape route.Minutes became two hours of soul, torture and when the hours had passed the whole situation left me with so much insatiable hunger .I found myself in search of food as I spent the next hour, rummaging through wastes for anything edible enough to
CHAPTER 36GLENNAt that moment I could feel the thudding sound that was beating heavily out of my chest, the dark feeling I had prior to that moment was consuming every part of my soul and at the same moment I felt the shame of being discovered.Diverse thoughts crept through my mind leaving me confused —I was consumed by jealousy, the fact that her body reeked of Santiago. Staring down at her, after what looked to be a collision between us two, after hitting my skull with hers and we both had fallen back a few steps. My gaze went back to her then to the ground that was covered with the edibles I was smuggling.I didn't know what expression would suit me most at that moment, anger that I had been discovered or the shame of being discovered.Confused, I fell to silence as it looked to be the only emotion I could express at that minute.With the room all quiet at the moment, I stared right into her eyes as I was still startled.“What the hell?” a feminine voice muttered—I drifted
CHAPTER 37SANTIAGOI tried to stay as calm as I could and answer to every question the cops were asking. We stood just outside the laboratory facility door with three cops each holding a piece of documented papers.The thought of who could have possibly tried to break into the facility really got me occupied at some point and everything the cops were saying just pass by my ears with the wind.I have no idea who the heck could it have been. The thought that someone really tried to break into my workplace and no one have any idea who that person could be really got on my nerves but I tried not to let it get to me.“I believe you are listening to what I am saying?” One of the cops asked and I turned to see three pairs of eyes all looking at me.“Sorry what?” I asked, running my hand through my disheveled hair to get it out of my face. It have been really irritating me lately and I will need a hair cut soon.“You will need to read through this carefully and input your signature in the ne
CHAPTER 38GLENNUnder the heavy downpour I strolled the almost discarded road, the road was bare, my heart heavy as I listened to the sound of the water as it trickled down Into the drain.At this point, it was starting to look glaring that Martha has an upper hand when it came to Santiago—No matter how hard I thought about it, the whole situation with him seemed like a puzzle that would never be fixed .A couple of hours ago, I had felt that the whole situation would be easy to comprehend but the more I thought about the situation, the more I saw the entire it was harder than I thought, still I couldn't get him out of my mind.One part of me wanted to disappear from his life and never return yet I held on to him by a tiny string, not wanting to let go.My heart pumped harder and harder as I walked through the bridge, toward the way back home.My mind were filled with the memories of good times we shared, And most of all the the agony as well.The closer I got to the home we shared
CHAPTER 39 SANTIAGO. "Glenn!" I called out as I stormed into the room, the room was filled with silence and I could feel it radiate in every bit of its crook. Diverse thoughts crept through my mind at that moment, and I could feel my heart confiscated by how dark the atmosphere was. Where was she? It was one question my mind was finding difficult to answer at the moment, right there in the middle of the room I stood there confused. The events of the past one hour filled my mind vividly as it was quite picturesque. "Glenn?" I called out when I thought I heard the sound of the door. The wind moved swiftly as I made my way up the stairs, taking in every bit of the view that was screaming at the fact that she wasn't by anyway around— Sighing to myself, or perhaps too scared to find out the truth I moved quite slowly. My phone buzzed and I turned the caller ID
CHAPTER 40GLENNThe door closed and a man walked in, he had the color of his hair —Santiago.For a long moment, I watched the couples as they walked past where I was holding hands, deep in my heart I felt that thud birthed by the loneliness I was succumbing to on a daily basis.Closing my eyes I sighed deeply, it had been one month since I left the city and While I had thought that it would help me get over whatever feeling I had for him, it made it worse.It seemed to me as though I had gone against the will of the universe and all it was doing was making sure I faced a hell of a time for my mistake .I still thought about him, the best times we had. The worst. The—"Can you make it snappy?"I drifted back to reality, apologizing to the woman right in front of where I was.Recently, I just got the job as a storekeeper to keep the bills running, most times I had thought about going back home but at the moment, home seemed like something that was nonexistent.Where would I call home a
ÇHAPTER 41SANTIAGOFunny how one month could seem like eternity. One month had passed since she left and her disappearance left a blank space in my soul that couldn't be filled up.While I tried every bit of my best not to think about her, the very thought of this woman filled my mind day and night not departing.Glenn took a lot with her when she had left, while my money had been the most minimal, she went away with my Sanity as well.There was hardly a way I could think without having her in my every thought, despite this time all I wanted to do was feel her presence all around me one more time.I gasped as I woke up suddenly, I took in air in quick succession as I turned off the alarm.To think that my dreams weren't free from her torment?I stood there awakened, I could feel my soul overwhelmed with both anxiety and animosity as I dragged my feet to the bathroom.Turning on the faucet warm, I stood underneath in silence as the warm water drizzled down, sluicing my skin as though
CHAPTER 42GLENNI turned to the direction of the door as I could feel my heart thudding heavily in my chest—Something didn't feel right, the scent, the atmosphere, all of it. I swallowed the heavy lump that was forming in my throat.As I stood there with my bag hanging from my shoulder, soon a shadow emerged at the doorway and the doorbell jingled.A strange feeling filled my soul and instinctively I turned to the direction of the door.Anxiety zipped through me, at that moment it looked like I was in a kind of dream and must definitely be having an illusion.Blinking my eyes, I was staring right at him as he stood there at the door, flesh and blood, looking around and lifting a pack off the shelf."Fuck."I ducked behind the counter soon as his gaze was directed toward where I was. My heart was beating heavily as I rested my back against the wooden frames.My colleague looked shocked and perplexed—What was he doing here ?What were the odds?Different thoughts fleeted through my