CHAPTER 56
SANTIAGOI could tell all these weren't real but there was no way for me to stop it, the more I tossed on my bed every few seconds, the more I was buried Into this … This madness that looked to consume every part of me.At some point, I was hoping that all this would end at some point.I could feel it, I didn't need anyone to tell me all this was leading me to some kind of insanity.There was a missing chapter that I was certain about, but replacing those pictures was this bright blinding might .Something didn't feel right.My mind was clouded with thoughts, so many thoughts that all I saw was façade's.My mind went blank for a few seconds, at first I was wondering where I was.Tossing on my bed I was still caught up in the dreamscape, wondering how all of these would end or at least play out.From the distance all I could hear was the voice, then the sound of my name."Santiago!"My eyelids fluttered as I looked blankly at the woman for what seemed like long second's.Just the previous day, she had introduced herself to be my wife , and I wasn't looking to annoy her with my actions, at least not at this moment.I couldn't hear most of what she was saying but still strained my ears to listen.She looked at me for a while before turning to address the nurse that was taking my vitals.Still all the words felt as though they were fading, all I heard was her saying my name over and over again but nothing else as I shut my eyes again, embracing sleep."You would be fine." She pecks my chin before leaving.The next time I opened my eyes, I was all alone in the room. The sharp pain that had been there off late came back in full blow and in between the head ache and my heart still trying to fix my state of mind I got out of bed.My feet went all wobbly and I held on to the drip stand to stop myself from falling.Pushing my way to the window, while still feeling that nudging pain, I looked out of the windows.All I wanted was to Speak to someone, anyone that would be able to clear all of this madness that was in my head.It was the main reason I asked for a woman to be brought to me, she was the same person that was rumored to have witnessed the accident and made the call.If there was anyone with any bit of information about all of this madness, it would most definitely be her.At that moment, all i had to do was wait… wait till anything is brought about her whereabouts.It was evening before I heard a knock at my door, looking I watched as the nurse walked in first."She is here Mr Santiago."For some reason, I could hear my heart skipping. Could it be that I was anticipating her arrival so much that it sent nerves racing down my spine."Let her in.""There is one more thing." The nurse stops at the door." What is that? " I asked."I don't know if you are aware but your wife insists no one sees you. "" Well, I insist on seeing her. ""Very well then? "She walked away, as she did. I couldn't help but think why she'd given that sort of Instruction. The more I thought about it, the more I was starting to see a loophole in all of this.Could it be that she was hiding something from me as well.Guess, I wouldn't have to wait too long to find out as immediately the nurse walked out of the room, I could see the figure of the lady was looking inside.The moment our eyes met I could see an immediate connection, one that was beyond my control.I held my breath as she walked in…****Immediately she walked into the room, I could feel the energy in the room being lit up, for some reason I couldn't explain that strange bit of connection was starting up again.The room fell to a kind of quiet as the only sound that made any sense was the music that was playing, perhaps from the other ward. I listened to Something Special by Pharrell Williams boomed softly through the room.She stopped a few steps away and stared hard at me for a brief moment, I drew a breath in, if there was anything I should be grateful for it was the fact that this woman gave me this life I was now living."Heard you saved my life." I spoke as quickly as I could."You owe me one then." She should have sounded amused but didn't.I could very much tell she was keeping something, there was this fact that we had a kind of history almost like I used to know her.She glanced at me with a half-lidded amber gaze that sent every bit of my pulse racing."I assumed you might know a bit about me.""Well I'd say every time you’ve assumed, you’ve been wrong.” That is one .She l took the remaining steps toward where I was standing, as she did I could feel her eating up the space that was between us.At this point, she was standing very close to where I was —almost by my side. Close enough I could feel our shoulders brushing each other, close enough I could feel that spark that was still a bit strange to me.My skin danced with awareness.“Yeah? Then what have you got?” I asked.She reached across from where I was to adjust the drip as she did her finger brushed through me with the reality of it sending a warmth low in my stomach.My lips held the hint of a smile as it pulled at my lips."I have a feeling I used to know you." I muttered." I want to know everything, every single thing."She glanced at me as a sudden wave of shyness overcame her.CHAPTER 57GLENNMoments —They talk about moments being the best memories you never forget but for me it was more than that .All I wanted was for this one chance I had with him to last forever, we stood there still looking at each other, his gaze settling on me and setting me on flames."What do you really want?" I asked.Guess he might never get to know how bad I wanted him to speak and voice out whatever was it that was buried deep in his mind.All that followed was silence, silence that was so engrossing.I sighed. "You won't believe it if i tell you.""Well, the world just seems different after I wake up."A thick atmosphere hung in the air that I wouldn’t have expected in such a confined space.For starters, there were still those goosebumps every now and then and I didn't know how in the hell to control it or stop my mind from spinning.Or rather, the truth was I hadn’t exactly figured out what I would say, the world was at the back of my mind all jam-packed into a big hold
CHAPTER 58GLENN"What? I don't get you." I grimaced.I was trying to process my mind through whatever she was saying at the moment, still feeling stunned in a way that she had offered me money in exchange for me to leave him."Please, I know you want this deal so bad." She closed the rest of the space between us."I made my findings and I know you are in need of money.""But not your money."She shrugged. " Well. "Looking at her, I could say that she was the most impossible person. Here I was thinking of a way to ignore her but then she was coming up with this."Well, I know this is a very hard decision to make so I'd give you this." She hands me her card. " Call me when you make up your mind. "It was a long bus trip home, I sat with my head glued to the glass in deep thoughts about the entire situation.One part of my mind saw all of this as a lost course, perhaps taking the deal felt more kind of awkward.I sighed, at that moment I wasn't even thinking straight, my mind was cloude
CHAPTER 59SANTIAGOBeing traumatized came with it own demon and literally I could feel mine breathing down on my neck —Each night had been eventful on its own part after the accident, each left me stricken with fear with every bit of fear to face reality.It was as though I was staring straight into the eye of my own fear, the deeper I looked the more I was starting to know what all the craziness was about.I gasped suddenly, a thunder clasped across the sky as I woke up panting. It was only ten hours back home at the motel and already I was being tormented by these frequent nightmares over and over.The dream all starts the same way, I find myself walking in a path when suddenly I am dragged away and forced into some kind of path where I was being trailed by the shadow of a wolf.From a far away distance, the wolf sounded as my mind tried to get a hold on reality …Right there on my way every bit of everything else looked to melt away , fragments by fragments till it formed just o
ÇHAPTER 60SANTIAGOSaying that name went like a kind of relief, it was almost as if my mind had been waiting to scream it out , yet no matter how sweet it sounded it left me wondering why the name of that strange woman that saved my life was right there at the tip of my lips."Why did you say that name?" Her voice was calm and collected as age tried to know, it left a dangerous feeling behind." Why, I don't know… I just felt like .""Do you remember anything?" The name did strike a bell but remembering felt like something far- off.The conversation was going in a totally different way from what I expected, here I was trying to apologize for acting all rude and she was totally freaking out .This conversation should have been easy, perhaps relaxed, though I couldn’t help but notice her movements were slightly tense just before she asked the question."Santiago why did you say that name?" This time she sounded rather infuriating and I was on the verge of losing it again.It was as tho
CHAPTER 61GLENNLove is selfish —When it chooses you, it does regardless of class, gender and in my case specie. It gives you no chance but consumes you completely, till you are a part of its body, spirit and soul.I was a victim to this same fate, this love or whatever it was called. The thought of Santiago consumed every part of me till I felt no part belonged to me any longer . No matter how hard I tried it was almost impossible to shut him out of my thoughts.He took it over completely, so much that my soul travailed In search of him while I slept.At first, the lucid dreams appeared to me as unreal and unrealistic, but the fact they left the same feeling of thrill was what seeked to consume my own soul.I woke up in bed every morning with the memories of being at the window again, this time he was there as usual, right there standing at the edge of the window looking at the soul of my wolf.It occurred to me that something must be special about this man, I was left wanting to kn
CHAPTER 62GLENNWe were right there in her car and I couldn't believe she actually waited twenty minutes. I rang Ann before I made my way to her telling her about the whole situation just as I was leaving the apartment.The last thing I wanted was to share a bus with someone I so much hated, but at that moment it seemed like she left me with no choice.I had my heart right there in my mouth all this while, all this moment felt restless —right from the moment she got into the car till the car was Ignited.Martha remained silent as we drove, the sunlight flickering and fading into the car as we drove past the civilization.There was still that unreadable expression in her face each time I tried to look and guess what it was all about, she withardly said a word to me.During his silence, I let my mind race through all that she possibly wanted to say. I knew the bottom line would be the money, but I still wanted to know what she would say.Each turn she made, each sound if her fabric
ÇHAPTER 63SANTIAGOThe wind blew through the room as sweat dripped down my back under the scorching heat. I had woken up to an empty room and to make things worse she went with my phone.The feeling it left in me was irritating, as I was totally pissed—I was a free man yet I wasn't being treated as though I was. If there was anything humiliating it was definitely the fact she had me on lockdown and disappeared into the thin air without telling me where she was going to—The damn woman.I roamed around the room aimlessly, at one point I tried to wonder why she had acted so absurd.She actually had been acting weird since the previous night, but never would I have been able to guess that she would lock me indoors.With the heavy thoughts creeping through my mind, I could feel every pore in me break out in sweat.I walked into the bathroom and splashed water on my face as I could feel the tension coiled beneath my skin, the sudden urge to smoke filled my mind but even that seemed impo
ÇHAPTER 64SANTIAGOI would do anything to get away from her craziness. I tried putting the string in my mind together as I wondered how I got to be in the shoes I was in.There was that feeling of confusion In my mind that was coming from the fact that I Still couldn't remember much about myself, at least not the main things.Recently, my dreams we're still filled with mental pictures. I kept seeing the face of the woman that I had invited to the hospital a few days ago, the one that was acclaimed to save my life. For reasons I couldn't explain, her picture kept filling my mind.And so when Martha had brought the topic of her up , the best way for me to escape was to walk away.Now I was in the streets, with no destination in mind . I found that more peaceful than having to spend my day with her.Deep down I still felt annoyed about how she had acted, I was still overwhelmed with that feeling of frustration that looked to take over every part of me.Lights, I saw them everywhere… in
CHAPTER 105GLENNAs much as I tried convincing him all was fine, that single fact was not accepted by this man, I didn't know why but something about him made accepting the situation much more difficult.Perhaps I wouldn't have had to go through the whole stress if Anna had just convinced him, she didn't do that as she also insisted on the report… It tookPersuasion from the two parties I ended up at the station, we didn't have to wait too long as a detective had taken useful information to get whoever this was.The letter was another piece of evidence but it had been touched many times so not much could be done.I had let out a flighty air. While walking out, I wondered why I was the only one being trailed all through the entire town.It was frustrating because the detective had asked really private questions again and over I had lied about it… lied about my past, lied about my identity and it out me in a bad mood.My rapid heartbeats counted the whole conversation as I remembered
CHAPTER 104GLENNEverything happened even before I could stop it, at the first Instance my first instincts had been to run but there again the whole situation. proved critical.If anyone had ever said I would be this scared about the situation I would have argued but at the moment it was exactly case—It all started shortly after he left, my moment of silence and having time alone to myself had been interrupted by Anna's call.As usual she had called to know how the dinner had gone and I was quite expressive with my description of the exclusive evening.We were still on the call when I heard a knock at my door , on any normal day I would have taken precaution of the entire situation but as it was it seemed far fetched from what I would have normally done —"Give me a minute.""Oh, Santi is back… " she made a humming sound that made me laugh." You are just naughty. " I shook my head as a knock filled the room again.I grinned. "A minute."To my surprise I didn't see anyone, instead
CHAPTER 103SANTIAGOThere was nothing else I wanted to do at this moment than dwell in that bliss that was filling me up, I sparkled and anyone would have noticed … For me it all had to do because of her—Glenn.Being with her brought out the very best in me being ways I could even comprehend, she looked to be the missing piece of puzzle, that looked to overwhelm my entire existence till it was the perfect fit.No matter if I were a totally different person living a different life, she brought out the very best in me, she was the exact catalyst that made me…perfect.Perfect, that was the exact way to express this feeling with her it felt like she was another missing piece of my soul fixing herself into me relentlessly.It was funny that I have found my way down the wrong track, Martha was the only thing at the moment doing what she knew how to do best: Complicate things.The Truth about this whole situationship I had with Martha was the fact that she appeared to be unaware of how m
CHAPTER 102GLENNAfter this was over the room was filled with fleeting silence again as I tried to gain back the silence that had enveloped the room . All that fell out of me were ragged breaths that I had no way of stopping as they fell out freely …He rolled off me. And almost immediately I could tell that it was my turn to satisfy him. In a bid to distract myself from the heavy feeling that was thudding in my chest, I got into work almost immediately.Staring into his eyes were lazy and dark as he dropped to his back. I knew almost immediately that I had to get down to the act of pleasing him, I did that quickly….I could feel myself burn as I grabbed his erection at the base and pumped at it before stroking it from the base up to the shaft, the action sparked something deep from Inside of him.Before I knew what I was doing, I straddled him, I went back and forth on him as I rocked him like he was a fucking horse, st the last instant I felt him lean forward but I pushed him ba
ÇHAPTER 101SANTIAGOHow could I give away that chance of making love with her again when it was what I had been thinking about all day long—Roughly, my lips and teeth did exactly what I had wanted to do all evening, It ran down her throat, drawing a sigh from her as her fingers ran through my ruffled hair, she braced herself with her arms around me as we devoured beach others lips, and just when her legs might give way from the intense passion she was having she let them curl round me.Her weight was perfect, yet so consuming, a fleeting thought ran through my mind filling bot with exactly how I planned this moment to be, all uncertainty and Sanity was forgotten when she pushed her hands into my shirt and pulled ruining it in the process but i didn't even as she pressed her face on my neck and inhaled.My shirt was hanging in an awkward way that made it look like I had gone sexually crazy—Sweat ran rivulets down her back as I could feel getting so burned up, as the sweat trail
CHAPTER 100GLENNWe were the couple of the evening, and I could see why we got the attention of everyone and everything as we walked out even the cold air that evening.He walked with his hands clasped into mine as I could feel his pulse racing against mine, there were things I wanted to tell him with my hormones raging all I wanted was to fuck this man and I had done exactly the right thing leaving an hint of my want and desire all around throughout the evening.With each click of my heels that echoed off the wooden floorboards, as we Walked out I listened as it played with my heartbeat, I was oozing out a musky scent of want that would had made anyone of my kind go crazy with rage but at the moment it doesn't look like I could stop any of it—It had only been minutes since we arrived had arrived and we're standing in front of the restaurant as we the uncertainty of if he felt the same way played out at the back of my mind, I wondered if something had shifted right there in
CHAPTER 99GLENN.It glowed like the moon and I could as it sparkled against my soul—My thoughts — Thoughts that I could feel sinking into the deepest part of me till all I could feel was it coldness.As it appeared that was the only thing I could possibly do at the moment, I had to think my way out of the situation and it was made difficult by the fact that all these feelings were unconditional.What more could this be described as than being chaotic, it was exactly the situation of my heart when I had arrived home, I was realizing that all this feeling overwhelming my soul wasn't just mere thoughts rather it was the factual truth yet I couldn't decipher what it was.I had looked at the whole situation for a long time from a different perspective but at the moment I was starting to realize that things were not the way it is not supposed to be, it was way different —As a matter of fact the woman I had thought was responsible for all of this turned out to be different from what was at
CHAPTER 98GLENNThe good thing was he picked up and as luck would have it,he didn't seem as angry as i had supposed.I told him the words I had wanted to, and he fell quiet for a while, not wanting to answer my question—"Fine, we'd meet at the regular place then." He answered after a while ignoring my first question and going for the second instead.The moment he hung up, I shared a look with him. The entire feeling I got from all of this was that he was still pissed about my actions earlier. I sat there with the phone against my ears doing nothing except buzzing."What did he say?" Anna spoke, breaking the silence.I sighed. "He is coming to meet me, but he said nothing about traveling with him… I guess he is still angry. "I said that last word with conviction and she looked as though she agreed with me that he was still vexed about the entire issue.I was caught right here thinking of a way to settle all of this, my mind felt like it was in a kind of flame."You need to go prepar
CHAPTER 97GLENNAll it took was that taste of his words and yet again I would be swayed by it, he was good when he used these words… He was so good with it that most times I began to doubt my own sanity as well.What made it more difficult was the fact that I didn't want all of this to happen, I didn't want to be swayed by his words so I had picked a harder exterior.All my plan had been that it would make it easier for me to deal with, it was the same reason I had opted for that hard exterior knowing fully well that it would give me leverage.I knew deep down that having him guessing would keep him off balance and he wouldn't use his biggest weapon… his words.It didn't turn out as I had expected, while I had thought that my words might give him a totally different feeling, it made him provoked.I was here hoping that he kissed me after cupping my face, but he left instead and now I was dying for another, I was going insane as all I wanted to —The door slammed before I could eve