CHAPTER 18
SANTIAGOFor one I was never one to believe in superstitions but at that moment all I felt at that moment had just one word to it—Deja vú.There was this feeling of uncertainty that I was trying to get rid of at the moment, a feeling as if something was going to happen.I couldn't help but feel it—That dark feeling hovering over my soul —for fuck sake I already had a hectic day yet this feeling decides to creep up on me like it had been waiting for me to have a very bad day…I furrowed my brows at the thought as I turned the steering wheel towards the left direction and just then the water that was held in the console rolled and hit the ground and fell to the floor which made me all pissed."Just great! " I muttered, throwing a fuse away, I raised my head and my heart immediately skipped.I immediately turned without thinking but before I got out of the car the young girl was gone. I panicked looking around in search of her as I wanted to apologize, check if I had hit her by accident."Hello..." I stopped a man who was walking down the street."... Do you happen to see a girl, dressed in blue with ginger hair?" I asked with my voice shaking but he gave a strange face as he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion."No I haven't." I asked two more people and a shop owner but all gave the same answer.I didn't know who she was but my restless mind couldn't help but worry endlessly for her. I took a deep breath and got back into the car, my hands trembling upon the wheels as I wanted to start the car but I couldn't bring myself to start it.A knock on the window scared me to death and I immediately rolled down with the hope that the man before me and a little information on where the girl had but he just gave me my wallet that seemed to have fallen off my pocket without me noticing.My eyes lingered to the sign board up ahead and it read. 'Fotal Rally, Close to Neon Forest' I had no idea what Neon Forest meant but realized the moment I recalled the name.It sounded too familiar for me not to remember, it was the same place that some of my friends usually talk about. I usually hear stories in which many disappeared from this place but I barely knew why and when.I reversed the car and turned the other way heading to the house, turns out I had taken the wrong route and ended up here accidentally. I drove back and followed the right path, though I felt as though something was on my trail but nothing ever came as a matter of fact I was alone on the road.I was a bit relieved when I saw the rooftop of my house but my thoughts were clearly still occupied by the sense of someone following me and that girl I nearly hit with the car. Something about being just happy didn't feel right and I have no explanation for it.Turning the car off, I walked towards the house and realized no one was home and to be honest I was glad that was the case here. I immediately opened and locked the door before heading upstairs towards my room.I still felt that presence though I was in the house and I realized that it was indeed my imagination and nothing else. Pulling my clothes off, I head to the bathroom, perhaps a warm bath and a nice sleep will make me forget about everything that happened today, hopefully.After my bath, I made my way to my bed and slowly closed my eyes with absolutely nothing on my mind which gave me nothing but peace.******"Hello." A faint yet soft echoed in the dark as I walked slowly trying to find my way to light which seemed so impossible."Is anyone there?" I couldn't help but ask as I kept moving. Fear had it's hold on my heart as I walked, though I was man and shouldn't be scared but something wasn't right.I hit my head on what seemed to be a tree then I realized I was actually inside the woods as the moon began to glow out of nowhere."I'm over here." I noticed a girl standing in the far corner of the woods with ginger hair and a blue dress and the image of the girl I had almost hit earlier hit me then I realized she was the one but how could I see me here?"I... I'm sorry about what happened earlier I didn't mean to..." She suddenly began to giggle in a weird way."You're sorry?!" She turned around and I noticed blood dripping from her head and all over her face, one of her eyes popped out and dirty was all over her body "... Look at what you have done to me? My parents reject me, my friends reject me because you hit me!!""I... I swear I didn't mean to, I promise...""Liar!! Now I shall exact my revenge on you!!" Within the blink of an eye she was in front of me and my eyes immediately flew open.The increase in my heartbeat was beyond me, it felt as though my heart was going to pop out of me, it was a dream and I didn't hit her. I let out a deep breath and got down from the bed. It seemed to me that sleeping would not solve anything.Perhaps some music and a bit of jogging will do the trick, moreover it always does an excellent job for me, why didn't I think about it before.Without thinking twice I stood from the floor and began to find my sweatpant and shirt. I didn't feel too good but the job will solve everything after all. I took my headset and my phone with some water.Walking out of the house I felt the fresh air and to be honest I felt so relaxed,. perhaps jogging was the better decision for me after all. Putting my headphones on I wanted to start the music but my phone was nowhere to be found and I realized I didn't pick my keys as well.I walked back to the house and took my phone from the table along with my keys. I made sure everything was locked before I left the house and I was sure I wasn't forgetting anything this time.Hitting the road I played some rap songs on shuffle and enjoyed them, for it makes me escape the present world and makes me feel a bit free and also reminds me of my childhood friend.Denis was my closest friend I had when I was young and he had always loved raps as he wished to he a rapper but unfortunately he was not able to grow for he had died of aids when I was ten, he was the best thing and though I had grown but his memories still plays in my head and to be honest I wish he was still here.I shook my head and continued down the road, people kept looking at me in a weird way which I totally understood for I barely jog at this time of the day, didn't want to go to a club and drink, I mean yes I can drink it's not like someone was stopping me, no one was but I didn't what that.Jogging and music was literally the one thing I was thinking of and I was a bit relieved that I had stopped thinking about her a bit and out of the blue I began to feel the presence of someone else following me.Though I wasn't alone on the road, I was certain the people on the road were not following me because they were all minding their own business to be honest. After so much deliberation on who was following me and who was not, I decided to ignore it and follow the longest part away from home for a reason moreover it wasn't the first time I was diverting away from my house hold.As time passed by I felt exhausted and sat down on a rock that looked so comfortable and it was comfortable indeed. I gulped down the entire bottle and realized that it was already getting dark but if I was follow the usual way I would spend eternity on the round but then I remembered a part through the words I follow in the morning to the house if i was too lazy to walk follow the long route and I was lazy as hell and hungry as well.Come to think of it, I haven't really eaten anything. Heading towards the woods I noticed the beautiful scent of rain soil which made me smile but I was already thinking of how to eat that soil, that was how hungry I really was.I followed the path the moment I saw the stone I marked and as I walked the place became darker and darker. I turned my flashlight on and I realized I was walking in circles and I was back to the marked stone.My heart skipped a bit and I tried to look for the second marked stone but then I heard a branch crack and a very low growl.CHAPTER 19GLENNIs there any finality to a man's soul than death?Feeling frustrated death was the only way out for me at the moment. I felt miserable, when did death become an option for me? I had been pushed around and was now tired. Pain wasn't even close to what I was feeling, I couldn't express what I was feeling but I knew it was more than terrible.It wasn't what anyone would wish to go through, everyone deservesy happiness in their life! I also deserve it, but was shown none! I was rather given the opposite! My life was a mess!I took a staggered breath as I rested my head on the bark of the tree.Slowly, this has started to be one of my favorite positions. I had so many dark thoughts filled in my mind as I sat down.It felt like my walls were finally closing, I had fought against having such thoughts and was now tired. I had succumbed to these dark thoughts and now, there wasn't any going back.Was all of this worth it? What was my reason for existence in the first place? I
CHAPTER 20SANTIAGOIs this fate?I heard the sound of a twig breaking in the deep dark wood. Only then did I realize I had run this far into the woods without realizing it.I was jogging, and a lot had been on my mind lately. The undiluted darkness that clouded the woods contributed to it, but notwithstanding, I paused and let the rapid, rugged breaths out slowly.It was euphemeral and exhausting.I suddenly realized how long I had jogged and how exhausting it was to jog for that long.It finally dawned on me but it was so damn late and I was in the woods.I paused and turned, staring at a particular direction like I could see the cause of the sound that had brought my jogging to an abrupt end.I doubt I would have ended it anytime soon.I never would have realized it until it was too late. But on second thought; what was that sound?.I took off my hoodie and instinctively moved towards the sound.Call it guts, hunch or whatever, but I didn't stop moving, even when my brain was scream
CHAPTER 21GLENNI blinked my eyes rapidly to adapt to the deem light that shone into it. The not so bright light really wasn’t helping in any way to rid me of the current pounding in my head. In any case, it caused the pain to intensify so I lay down there quietly, trying to get my eyes to get used to it before finally snapping it open.Even after I did that, the headache was still very much preeminent and I realized one more thing. The source of the light was from the bedside table beside the bed I lay and was so doll I couldn’t even make out what was two feet in front of me.I tried to rummage through my brain for anything, anything that will help me point out how I got into the current situation I was in. Lying down on a very comfortable bed with an active headache and very weak bones. I felt almost feverish.But I couldn’t for the life of me remembered how I managed to get myself in this situation and the more I try to think, the more my head pounded so at some point I gave up an
CHAPTER 22SANTIAGOI watched in fascination as she moved toward the door. She was stubborn. I will give her that but this really was not the time for her to display such character. Inwardly, I began to count down until her feet gave up on her and just as I reached one, she began to collapse to the floor.I reacted on impulse, shoving myself out of the chair in a jiffy and within seconds before she reached down, I got a hold of her and scooped her into my arms. I knew this was coming so I had prepared for it the moment she stepped her foot down from the bed.She has even managed to stay up longer than I had initially estimated which made me wonder how she was able to do that despite being under a very heavy sedative. Based on my estimation, she should only wake up after five hours of induction and now roughly four hours, she had managed to not get up but stayed up for more than five minutes.I shrugged that thought out of my mind as I moved toward the bed with her laying peacefully in
CHAPTER 23GLENNI walked around worriedly as I searched for something. My hands reached into my pockets and everywhere around trying to find my bracelets. The bracelet was very important to me and I couldn’t lose it for any reason.“Where did I place it?” I said as I massaged my temples in worry.My forehead creased into worry as I tried thinking of the last place I had worn it. I didn’t even realize I had lost it till now.“What are you searching for?” I heard Santiago’s voice. I found his voice so soothing as I turned to look at him.“I am looking for a bracelet and it is so important to me,” I said worriedly. “Where did you keep it?” He asked as he also searched around for it while I gave him the description.“I don’t think it is here,” Santiago said after searching for a while.“Yes, I will search elsewhere,” I said.I remembered that I had visited the laboratory, I was going to check there. It had to be there, I was very sure of that.“Okay,” he said before walking out of the ro
CHAPTER 24SANTIAGOIt was hard to keep a straight face as I stared at the woman in front of me. Her hair whipped carelessly around her face and it took everything in me to focus on the situation at hand. Just a while ago, there was a huge cut on Glenn's arm. It was a deep gash with red liquid trickling out like a dam had just split into two. But right now, I literally watched her Finger stitch back into place. There wasn't so much as a scar or even proof that she was previously injured.Her porcelain colored skin was as good as new. I couldn't wrap my head around it because it made no sense, at all. What the hell just happened? Was this sorcery? Or perhaps witchcraft? Even miracles didn't happen this rapidly. Unless this wasn't a miracle. Whatever this was, only Glenn could answer it."Glenn?" I called out to her and she jumped back with a startle. My gaze flicked from her face to her arm and back again before I continued. " What the hell just happened?"Silence. Pin drop silence w
SANTIAGOI ran my hands through my hair and stared at my desk in growing frustration. I was pretty sure that I had come home with those documents yesterday, or was I? I frowned, trying to remember, trying to recall all I had done prior to coming home.The recollections were vague at the least, pretty inconclusive. Again, I carefully went through the documents on my desk. I studied the documents minutely, so I didn't get to miss anything.When I was done with that, I got to my feet and surveyed my study, asking myself where I had dropped it. Working from home today would be futile if I were not in possession of the files.I went to the cabinet in the corner and searched through it. Nothing. Then I searched my briefcase, also my drawers. I grew more frustrated after every search.This was the time I could have better employed working. Eventually, I searched every nook and cranny of the study. I was about to go over to my desk again when I stopped myself. It was obvious now that what I w
CHAPTER 26GLENNI walked over to the kitchen, humming gently. I looked up at the time and noticed Santiago had been gone for hours."Isn't he supposed to be back by now? He went to take some files right?." I mumbled to myself and I picked the apron to wear. I needed something to distract myself and also maybe make something for Santiago before he gets back.I walked to the food store and decided to bake something for him anyway since I'm sure he would love it.I started preparing the flour and other ingredients I would use to bake."So what do you want to bake?" I heard my wolf's voice."Maybe a red velvet and chocolate cake. He can take it with coffee or tea while working." I replied as I started mixing the ingredients and eventually got flour all over my face and clothes. "Oops. Santiago's shirt. I'll clean it once I'm done."I turned on the music and started to sing along with the music blaring from the speakers. I didn't know when time passed by and was about to place the cake in
CHAPTER 105GLENNAs much as I tried convincing him all was fine, that single fact was not accepted by this man, I didn't know why but something about him made accepting the situation much more difficult.Perhaps I wouldn't have had to go through the whole stress if Anna had just convinced him, she didn't do that as she also insisted on the report… It tookPersuasion from the two parties I ended up at the station, we didn't have to wait too long as a detective had taken useful information to get whoever this was.The letter was another piece of evidence but it had been touched many times so not much could be done.I had let out a flighty air. While walking out, I wondered why I was the only one being trailed all through the entire town.It was frustrating because the detective had asked really private questions again and over I had lied about it… lied about my past, lied about my identity and it out me in a bad mood.My rapid heartbeats counted the whole conversation as I remembered
CHAPTER 104GLENNEverything happened even before I could stop it, at the first Instance my first instincts had been to run but there again the whole situation. proved critical.If anyone had ever said I would be this scared about the situation I would have argued but at the moment it was exactly case—It all started shortly after he left, my moment of silence and having time alone to myself had been interrupted by Anna's call.As usual she had called to know how the dinner had gone and I was quite expressive with my description of the exclusive evening.We were still on the call when I heard a knock at my door , on any normal day I would have taken precaution of the entire situation but as it was it seemed far fetched from what I would have normally done —"Give me a minute.""Oh, Santi is back… " she made a humming sound that made me laugh." You are just naughty. " I shook my head as a knock filled the room again.I grinned. "A minute."To my surprise I didn't see anyone, instead
CHAPTER 103SANTIAGOThere was nothing else I wanted to do at this moment than dwell in that bliss that was filling me up, I sparkled and anyone would have noticed … For me it all had to do because of her—Glenn.Being with her brought out the very best in me being ways I could even comprehend, she looked to be the missing piece of puzzle, that looked to overwhelm my entire existence till it was the perfect fit.No matter if I were a totally different person living a different life, she brought out the very best in me, she was the exact catalyst that made me…perfect.Perfect, that was the exact way to express this feeling with her it felt like she was another missing piece of my soul fixing herself into me relentlessly.It was funny that I have found my way down the wrong track, Martha was the only thing at the moment doing what she knew how to do best: Complicate things.The Truth about this whole situationship I had with Martha was the fact that she appeared to be unaware of how m
CHAPTER 102GLENNAfter this was over the room was filled with fleeting silence again as I tried to gain back the silence that had enveloped the room . All that fell out of me were ragged breaths that I had no way of stopping as they fell out freely …He rolled off me. And almost immediately I could tell that it was my turn to satisfy him. In a bid to distract myself from the heavy feeling that was thudding in my chest, I got into work almost immediately.Staring into his eyes were lazy and dark as he dropped to his back. I knew almost immediately that I had to get down to the act of pleasing him, I did that quickly….I could feel myself burn as I grabbed his erection at the base and pumped at it before stroking it from the base up to the shaft, the action sparked something deep from Inside of him.Before I knew what I was doing, I straddled him, I went back and forth on him as I rocked him like he was a fucking horse, st the last instant I felt him lean forward but I pushed him ba
ÇHAPTER 101SANTIAGOHow could I give away that chance of making love with her again when it was what I had been thinking about all day long—Roughly, my lips and teeth did exactly what I had wanted to do all evening, It ran down her throat, drawing a sigh from her as her fingers ran through my ruffled hair, she braced herself with her arms around me as we devoured beach others lips, and just when her legs might give way from the intense passion she was having she let them curl round me.Her weight was perfect, yet so consuming, a fleeting thought ran through my mind filling bot with exactly how I planned this moment to be, all uncertainty and Sanity was forgotten when she pushed her hands into my shirt and pulled ruining it in the process but i didn't even as she pressed her face on my neck and inhaled.My shirt was hanging in an awkward way that made it look like I had gone sexually crazy—Sweat ran rivulets down her back as I could feel getting so burned up, as the sweat trail
CHAPTER 100GLENNWe were the couple of the evening, and I could see why we got the attention of everyone and everything as we walked out even the cold air that evening.He walked with his hands clasped into mine as I could feel his pulse racing against mine, there were things I wanted to tell him with my hormones raging all I wanted was to fuck this man and I had done exactly the right thing leaving an hint of my want and desire all around throughout the evening.With each click of my heels that echoed off the wooden floorboards, as we Walked out I listened as it played with my heartbeat, I was oozing out a musky scent of want that would had made anyone of my kind go crazy with rage but at the moment it doesn't look like I could stop any of it—It had only been minutes since we arrived had arrived and we're standing in front of the restaurant as we the uncertainty of if he felt the same way played out at the back of my mind, I wondered if something had shifted right there in
CHAPTER 99GLENN.It glowed like the moon and I could as it sparkled against my soul—My thoughts — Thoughts that I could feel sinking into the deepest part of me till all I could feel was it coldness.As it appeared that was the only thing I could possibly do at the moment, I had to think my way out of the situation and it was made difficult by the fact that all these feelings were unconditional.What more could this be described as than being chaotic, it was exactly the situation of my heart when I had arrived home, I was realizing that all this feeling overwhelming my soul wasn't just mere thoughts rather it was the factual truth yet I couldn't decipher what it was.I had looked at the whole situation for a long time from a different perspective but at the moment I was starting to realize that things were not the way it is not supposed to be, it was way different —As a matter of fact the woman I had thought was responsible for all of this turned out to be different from what was at
CHAPTER 98GLENNThe good thing was he picked up and as luck would have it,he didn't seem as angry as i had supposed.I told him the words I had wanted to, and he fell quiet for a while, not wanting to answer my question—"Fine, we'd meet at the regular place then." He answered after a while ignoring my first question and going for the second instead.The moment he hung up, I shared a look with him. The entire feeling I got from all of this was that he was still pissed about my actions earlier. I sat there with the phone against my ears doing nothing except buzzing."What did he say?" Anna spoke, breaking the silence.I sighed. "He is coming to meet me, but he said nothing about traveling with him… I guess he is still angry. "I said that last word with conviction and she looked as though she agreed with me that he was still vexed about the entire issue.I was caught right here thinking of a way to settle all of this, my mind felt like it was in a kind of flame."You need to go prepar
CHAPTER 97GLENNAll it took was that taste of his words and yet again I would be swayed by it, he was good when he used these words… He was so good with it that most times I began to doubt my own sanity as well.What made it more difficult was the fact that I didn't want all of this to happen, I didn't want to be swayed by his words so I had picked a harder exterior.All my plan had been that it would make it easier for me to deal with, it was the same reason I had opted for that hard exterior knowing fully well that it would give me leverage.I knew deep down that having him guessing would keep him off balance and he wouldn't use his biggest weapon… his words.It didn't turn out as I had expected, while I had thought that my words might give him a totally different feeling, it made him provoked.I was here hoping that he kissed me after cupping my face, but he left instead and now I was dying for another, I was going insane as all I wanted to —The door slammed before I could eve