Chapter 68

I stayed with Brax for the rest of the night. Spike left, giving us the time we needed. I still had worries about getting back with Brax, like how I would feel when I got back there after everything that had happened there. I didn't know if I'd be strong enough to face it all. I was also scared of what the others would think if I showed up there with a vampire. Would they be understanding and believe that he was just a friend, or would they judge me.

I wouldn't blame them for judging me. They were all loyal to Brax. At the end of the day, I meant nothing to them. And I had run away and left him with not only the grief of losing our unborn baby but also the pain of losing me too, and then when he finally found me. I'd already moved on with a vampire. If I were him, I would not be as kind I probably wouldn't have even thought about taking him back.

But despite all of my fears and doubts, I knew that this was the right decision for me. Spike had shown me a love and loyalty that I had nev