It has been over a week since I woke up, and I'm feeling a lot better than I was. Brax still keeps fussing over me, not wanting to leave my side even though I keep telling him I'm fine. He's had the doctor out to see me a few times, and he just wants to make sure that the baby and I are doing okay. Which, just like I keep telling him and the doctor, we are perfectly fine. I've got a little belly now, and I've felt a few kicks, which is a crazy feeling but also amazing. Brax has already started building its bedroom right next to our new bedroom, apparently. I don't really know why we need a new bedroom Braxs room is just fine, but he keeps telling me we need something that is ours and special, so I just go along with it.I've been trying my hardest to stay away from Ava. I just can't get rid of the horrible feeling that I get from her. I know Pearl keeps getting the same feeling, too. We've been keeping our distance from her as much as possible, but it's hard when she keeps popping
I stayed in my room for days, hiding away from everyone. Blue sat with me the whole time. He was the only one that I wanted to be around. Being a dog, he couldn't judge me for the way I had attacked. Attacking Ava was something I'm not proud of, but I had done it, and I couldn't take it back. So, I just had to live with the guilt I felt. Brax came and left. He had a lot going on at the pack house that he needed to deal with. I knew he hated leaving me, but I told him every time that I would be fine. I thought about going and saying sorry to Ava, but I wasn't ready to see her yet. No matter how hard I tried, I could get rid of the horrible feeling that I had about her. I was the only one to blame for all this. I had brought her back, and maybe this was the price I had to pay for doing it.there was a knock on the door, but I ignored it. I continued reading the book that I had been reading for days. Pearl came in, walked over, and sat in one of the chairs that was in the room. She didn'
Something hit my stomach, sending a searing pain shooting through me. I stood there in shock, my hands slowly coming up to my stomach. I looked down, and my white shirt slowly turned red. The sound of Pearl running to me as she cried out my name rang through my ears. Pulling my blood-soaked hands up, I stared at them in a state of shock. Looking back up to Ava, still standing there with the gun pointed at me.I turned to look at Brax, still holding my hands out in front of me. I was in shock at what had just happened. "the baby" was all I could get out. Time felt like it was moving so slowly.Brax stood there wide-eyed, still trying to process what had just happened, his eyes trailing down to my stomach, which was now completely covered in blood. "Luna", his voice was barely louder than a whisper. He rushed to me, catching me as my body became weak and my legs gave out from under. There was yelling and more people rushing to see what had happened. Pearl held her hands over my wound,
Brax povAs Luna turned to look at me, her hands covered in blood and a bullet wound to her stomach, I was frozen to the spot. I should have been there next to her. I should have been able to save her from being shot. I'd failed her again, and this time, I might just pay the price and lose her forever."the baby", she said as she looked between me and her bloody hands. Standing there staring at her, trying to process what had just happened, my eyes trailed down to her stomach, her once-white shirt now red with her blood. "Luna", I said before rushing over to her, catching her as she fell, and pulling her into me. I knew Ava was still standing there, gun pointed at Luna, ready to shoot again at any minute, but I didn't care; I didn't fear her or the gun. The only thing I fear in this world is losing Luna. Everyone started yelling, and I could hear others coming in to see what had happened. I didn't look up; I just kept my eyes on Luna, praying that she wouldn't leave me. Tears started
"Luna baby, please wake up", I shocked her as fear started to set back in me that I might still lose her. I held her, staring at their chest, trying to work out if she was breathing or if I was just seeing things. "what's happening? Why won't she wake up?" I looked up to Pearl, who was standing there studying Luna and me. "I don't know, I'm sorry, Brax, I don't understand any of this", tears still lingering in her eyes. Pearl placed her hand on Luna's chest, closing her eyes and focusing on trying to read Luna. "she blocking me."I didn't understand what she meant by that. How could Luna block Pearl from reading her when she wasn't awake? The doctor came rushing in, stopping and standing in front of us. Her eyes widened as she saw the blood that soaked Luna and me. She looked everywhere to see where it was coming from, confusion soon taking over when she couldn't find a wound. "did you heal her?" Dr Peter asked Pearl. Pearl shook her head, trying to figure out how to explain to the d
Lunas pov I knew before Brax even said anything that my baby was gone. I knew that was why no one would tell me anything. They were waiting for him to be the one to tell me. I know I should be shutting him out. I don't blame him for any of this; I blame myself for bringing Ava back for not listening to myself and doing something about her the second I got a bad feeling. My heart is broken for the child that I never got to meet, but also the child that saved me. I remember that as I went towards the light, I felt something inside of me: a warm feeling of love and protection. I knew at that moment that my baby was healing me, giving its own life so we both wouldn't die.I can't feel myself getting lost in my emotions, and I know that I need to keep everyone away from me to protect them from me and the darkness that lives inside of me. The pain I'm feeling right now is enough to make me want to scream and cry until I can't anymore. But I know that won't solve anything.As the reality si
I drove all night, and as the sun started to rise, I came into a city called black water. I decided this was where I would stop, a fresh start to be whoever I wanted to be. No one would know me here, and Brax, Pearl, and my family wouldn't think to look for me here. I parked the stolen car in a dark alley and made my way through the empty streets of Black Water. The city had an eerie feeling to it, but I didn't care. I was free from the pain of my past life, and I was ready to embrace the darkness that now consumed me.As I walked through the city, I could feel the power coursing through my veins. It was intoxicating and empowering. I felt like I was unstoppable; nothing or no one could ever hurt me again. I knew I needed to get out of my hospital gown and find a new identity, so I made my way to a store and stole some clothes. As I looked at my reflection in the mirror, I didn't recognize the person staring back at me. My eyes were cold and empty, no longer bright blue like they used
I sat at the bar, watching Spike order another drink for me. As he handed it to me, I took a long sip, feeling the warmth of the alcohol coursing through my veins. I could feel Spike's eyes on me as I drank, his gaze full of hunger and desire.After finishing my drink, I stood up. "lead the way".He got up, tangling his hand in mine, and led me to a staircase that led down to a dimly lit basement. He closed the big, heavy wood door behind us. I stood there looking around the room. I noticed all the windows were blacked out with black paint, and all that was in the room was a mattress on the floor, a table and some chairs. Spike wasted no time coming towards me. He pushed me into the wall, turning me on and making in between my thighs wet. he pushed my hair out of the way and started kissing my neck. My body started to scream for him. I ran my hands up under his shirt onto his cold skin. "you smell amazing", he mumbled against my neck. I felt a sharp pain in my neck like he had just s