A Friend

"Are you okay?" Marie looks at me and I try to smile and nod but I can't.

"I just missed this. Literally, I see them two, that is it. In a week I will have two babies, and lose even more of my life." I shouldn't complain, I should be happy, I have Lucifer and Belial.

"Well, you will see me. Lucifer might not like it, but whatever you want, just let me know. I will come every day if you want?" She smiles and I nod.

"Thank you. I lost all my friends with Lucifer constantly pulling me in and then pushing me away. Then Belial turned me and I just accepted I had no one."

"You have me! So, who is the dad?" She asks. "Wait, how did they get you pregnant?" I laugh and shake my head.

"Oh god, don't it's a long story. They both got me pregnant, I thought I would have nine months those nine months turned into three fucking weeks!" Sitting we talk more and I feel myself relax and feel more like me now. Sitting we talk and laugh and I can feel their eyes on me, where ever they are hiding they are