Valerie
Silence filled the hall. Nobody said a word as they looked at me. “What are you saying! Are you stupid?” My father suddenly snapped, making me turn back, “I've already thought over my decision father, mother.” I said before turning towards Tristan. “Alpha Tristan, I reject you as my mate. The Moon Goddess bears witness,” I said, Instantly, the bond snapped painfully, but I managed to remain still. The burning sensation lasted as I looked at him completely winded as he stumbled back. “What the-” he breathed out, looking utterly shocked. “I know it wasn't your intention to ever be with me. Not when your true love was by your side. I'd been a barrier to that, but not anymore.” I said. “The rumors were right. Our bond was a mistake from the Moon Goddess and I have to rectify that. Now you can be with the sister you wanted all along.” He looked dazed, like he couldn't understand my words, but I knew he would agree. ‘You never loved me anyways,’ I thought. I was a fool to keep on trying for so long. Now, it was time I moved on. Looking at him hurt, so I focused on Alyn. I met eyes narrowing as if she was trying to read my intentions. It only made me smile wider. ‘Not everyone is like you Alyn’ I thought silently. If anything, I'd just made things easier for her. “I wish you both happiness.” I said before turning away and leaving the hall. Tears escaped the moment I was out of sight, but I held them back. This was what I'd prepared for. What I needed. Staying in this pack any longer would kill me otherwise. Rushing to my bedroom my luggage was already in order and a discreet car was waiting for me outside. Looking around at the lavish place I felt nothing. There was no love to be found in this place. Gathering them, I turned away to leave when I stopped at the sight. “Luna” Mina greeted me, carrying a bag with her. I looked up in shock. “What are you doing?” I whispered in shock as she moved closer. Hadn't she heard? “I had a feeling when you asked that strange question. I was shocked, but I have an answer .” “I'll leave with you. You've always been good to me so I'm ready to stay by your side, Luna.” she said, My lips trembled. Without hesitation I hugged her tightly. “From now on call me Valerie. I'm no longer your Luna.” I said, sniffing. She nodded as we separated. “Living outside the pack may be difficult. Are you sure?” I asked, “Yes L…Valerie,” she smiled. Letting out my breath I held her hand. I was going to the unknown, but at least I won't be alone. … TWO MONTHS LATER “Thank you for visiting us.” Mina waved at the leaving customer. Once the store was empty she relaxed on the counter. “Finally it's time for a break,” she groaned before stretching. “Don't get your hopes up,” I chuckled, leaving the counter, “I'll get tea for us.” “Goddess yes,” she sighed like I'd offered her a lifeline. Rolling my eyes at her dramatics, I stepped out of the shop. In two months, everything had changed. We'd moved to a completely different city, miles away from the pack. It was situated in-between borders where no packs would notice us. I'd chosen this area and spent half my savings to buy an apartment and the small building below it. Together, we'd started up a flower shop business which grew within a small time. Despite my initial worries, I'd adjusted well to the human world and the anxiety faded away. Here I was finally free from the burdens I suffered. There were no risks, no scrutiny or pain. I was free. The lingering ache of the broken bond still twinged here and there when my mind flew, but I managed it. “Thanks,” I murmured, winking at the staff before leaving the neighboring cafe. As I neared our shop, my instincts spijef. Something was wrong. True to my thoughts, I stepped in to find Men surrounding the shop. WEREWOLVES. Mina looked at me fearfully. Thankfully she wasn't harmed. “Who are you?” I asked cautiously, eyeing the men surrounding my shop. “Luna Valerie,” one stepped forward, “we mean no harm, but Alpha Alistair would like to see you.” I froze. “Alpha Alistair sends his regards,” Alistair, Alpha of the Shadow Moon pack. The same pack that had a conflict with the Eclipse pack. The pack that tried assassinating Tristan in my past life. The same pack that killed me. Fear caught my throat, but I swallowed it back. This city was near his border, but it was far enough from notice. This wasn't supposed to happen. “Okay.” I finally said, Mina whimpered as they released her and moved towards me. I tried to pass her an assuring glance before as they led me out. As I entered their car, I shut my eyes, steeling myself for what would come next. After driving for nearly half an hour, we'd arrived in the infamous pack. Worry filled me. There was no reason for me to be afraid. I'd left before the conflict between the packs started and even then it wasn't caused by me but Alyn, who had disrespected the pack during a meeting between multiple packs. What could have been solved by a simple apology had escalated when Tristan had taken to her defense, fueling the tension. That was months away from happening and there wasn't a certainty that it would happen again so it didn't answer the question; How did he find me and why did he bring me here? None of the men had tried to hold one since I followed them, likely because of my easy acceptance. I simply followed their guide until they led me to the room. As I stepped inside, I faced the man I was meant to see. I had only seen Alistair once— in the meeting that fell apart. My thoughts of him were fleeting and anxious when the pack and by extension, I was on the end of his rage, but as a rogue lone wolf, I didn't know how to feel. I felt the same suffocation the day he'd declared to destroy the Eclipse pack. But I wasn't sure why. “You're far away from home Luna Valerie.” His voice boomed, sending shivers through me. His long dirty blonde hair glowed golden in the light, filtering against his cheekbones. ‘He was handsome’ I noted. Handsome and unpredictable. DANGEROUS. “I'm not Luna anymore. You should know that by now,” I retorted, trying to keep my heart stable. “So it's true then, you abandoned your pack?” he asked, tilting his head. “Why did you call me here?” I asked instead of answering his question. He leaned forward before speaking, “Since you've become a rogue wolf near my border I would like to make an offer. Join my pack and become my personal advisor.” I looked up, shocked. That was the last thing I expected him to say. “Why?” I asked, dumbfounded and he chuckled. “I've heard of your skills in your pack. You're praised as an effective Luna hence why I'm surprised they let you go so easily. More than that, you're…interesting.” he smirked. “So what do you say Luna- sorry, Miss Valerie?” he asked expectantly.Good day to everyone who has come this far. I sincerely hope you enjoyed the ending of this piece of fiction. It has been a pleasure to write such a book unlike any other under my current roster. In all honesty, I went through a rollercoaster of emotions throughout this period with hesitation on the ending and if there should be more extra chapters or a more fitting epilogue. Yet after reconsidering it, I realised it was simply my reluctance to leave. Indeed, all stories must come to an end and in this case especially, I believe this ending is good enough. It is time to start anew and head to another path, another Rebirth... On that note, I am glad to state that there will be a second book in this world, making it (possibly) my first SERIES! As I must have stated (or implied) it will lead onto the rebirth tale of the Mysterious Katrina in this book and the hated (and perhaps... redeemable?) antagonist of this book Alistair. It might not have many if at all any instances of our l
Tristan At first, there came silence. Next, an uproar. There was only a brief moment of numbness to process the sight before me. Her words before everything snapped into place. Water broke….water… that meant. Valerie was giving birth. She was giving birth! In a burst I swept her up in my arms in an instant, supporting her back as she held my shoulders. The wetness on the other end sent my heart racing faster. “Call the pack doctor! Now!” I said frantically, barely hearing my own voice admits the clamors and blood rushing in my ears. I felt like I was going insane. My heart hammered in my chest, blood rushing in my ears, my primal instincts taking control. ‘Mate. Birth…mate…’ I was suffocating. Amidst the clamors of the crowd I didn't know. What did I do now? I had to keep her safe… our baby…birth… “Tristan,” her voice like clear water struck through my senses. I turned to her dumbfounded clarity sparked in an instant at the sight of her dark gaze. Her face was furrowed sligh
Valerie Immediately after saying those words the result was immediate. There was no anger, no indignation, no pride like the past. They looked completely shattered. My mother's breath seemed to be heavier in the room like she was holding back tears. My father, holding her together looked resigned but there were tears now in his own eyes, his body trembling slightly. “But…” I added, and the world seemed to grow still again. Their eyes met mine before I spoke. “I accept it.” As soon as I held the box, my mother's grip soon dissipated, her sniffles filling the room as she moved back, as if she was afraid of me taking it back. I didn't pay any attention and looked over at it. For the sake of the one who had yearned for her parents' love before, I would accept this token of my heritage. Not to wear, but to pass into the future. Looking back up I nodded towards them, giving an indifferent look. “Thank you mother, father. You may leave now. I have to prepare.” I said. I didn't
Valerie The tension was so thick one could slice it open with a claw. I could feel the penetrating stares of everyone around me, but the two pairs of eyes facing me in the doorway held me stuck to the spot. A tight knot formed in my throat. I felt myself, held back in time, pushed back to a similar moment years ago. They, appearing in the midst of my preparations, seeing me, a scared young girl and saying those harsh words, warning me to not embarrass them. I hadn't minced those words when I'd told Tristan that day. Pain registered in my senses. Returning to reality I realised that it was the sensation of my fingers biting into the skin of my hand. More seconds passed in silence as I faced them. An audience? What did they want from me now? The place seemed to grow more antsy as time passed by. After not seeing me respond Mina seemed to think the worst and turned to them. “Sir, Madam, Im sorry but Luna Valerie doesn't want to see you-” “It's okay.” I finally interrup
1 MONTH LATER Valerie ‘It was time,’ I thought to myself, staring at my reflection in the mirror. Everything that had happened felt like a dream come true. It was hard to believe that just a month ago, Tristan had proposed to me. Soon after, it was formally announced to the pack who were overjoyed. Time flew by so quickly after that. And now, I was here. The makeup was light. My hair was in a light updo, my tresses curled into waves that fell like a waterfall. The embroidered blue dress I wore was so light, appearing like spider silk weaved against my body. It flowed elegantly, hiding the baby bump within. Brushing over it, disbelief filled me. How on earth did I get here? My mind flew to the past, not the past life, but beyond that. To the rushed Mating Ceremony we'd had years ago. I couldn't remember the details of the ceremony itself aside from the fear and uncertainty, the hurt from my parents words and Tristan's indifference. I could recall however that I had sto
Valerie The silence itself seemed to pause a fraction before I slowly exhaled.I had expected this question somewhat. Mina, ever so kind and attentive, must have been itching to say this but never had the right time. During this month, whilst talking on many other topics we'd both avoided it, especially when it entailed her leaving.But I wasn't surprised at her plan to leave the pack and I already had my answer to her question.“Yes.” I said in a quiet, unembellished tone. During the time I'd spent in the Shadow Moon pack whilst sorting through my own emotions, I had thought it over. It had fully cemented over the past month.Dropping the bowl temporarily, I rested against the bedpost, smiling at her.“You must be worried about my decision. If something happens to Tristan or the pack does something to affect me again. Trust me, I'd thought that over too.” I said,In the past, I thought starting over was my only way out. To leave and abandon the pain, the pressure from the titles I