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Trust Me

Author: Phoebe Phoenix
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I found a door handle and turned it to open the door. My back leaned against the wall once I closed it and I took some deep breaths. The white silk night gown I wore was stuck to my sweaty back and my thighs were a sticky mess. I didn’t know where I was or what to do.

“Please!” I whined out, gripping my stomach from the horrible knots I felt inside me. “Goddess, please!” I begged again for a relief to this retched drug that seemed to take over my body.

“You look like you’re in pain, Raven.” Blake’s voice was not too far and I whimpered, desperately needing to feel him.

“I need you!” I cried out, reaching my hand in the air to feel him.

“I’m right here, Sasha. I’m all yours.” His hand meet mine, intertwining our fingers and I sighed at the cooling waves of relief I felt. I felt his other hand slid over my waist and I moaned out.

Goddess, he felt so good. “Shhh, baby, I got you.” His forehead leaned to mine and I could feel my body relaxing some of the knots inside me.

“Blake, I don’t
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