~ RACHEL
Kai and I walk into the dining room together, where Dad and Uncle Joe are sitting. Uncle Joe is Dad’s older brother, who is Kai’s father. I go over to them and give both of them a quick kiss on the cheek before taking my seat. "So, how was everyone's day?" I ask, grabbing a napkin and placing it on my lap. The maid walks in with the food and starts serving it. Dad starts, "I had a rough day." "If it's about the flush, don't worry, I already called the plumber. He's on his way," I reassure him, knowing what had caused his frustration. "Well, he's taking forever to show up," Dad complains. "We've got plenty of other toilets in this house. You can take your pick until the plumber arrives," I suggest "He’s not gonna take a pick, you and I both know that the old man had a thing with his toilet," Uncle Joe teases, causing me to chuckle and agree with him. As the maids finish serving us, we all join hands to say Grace. It's a special tradition that Dad, being a religious Christian, believes in. According to him, saying Grace before every meal not only nourishes our soul but also helps us be more productive. Even though I may not personally share the same belief, I still go along with it to make Dad happy. Dad leads the Grace with a heartfelt prayer: "Dear Lord, we thank you for the food we're about to enjoy and for the gift of life. We also pray that you shower your mercy upon those in need today." "Ameen," Dad says, and we all join in, repeating the word together. As we dig into our meal, Dad interrupts the silence with a playful remark, "Just so you know, Joe, I have the absolute best toilet. No others can compare!" I could already tell that Dad wasn't going to let that claim slide, and Uncle Joe was ready to prove him wrong. It was all so silly, and I couldn't help but sit back and laugh. It's funny how they went from almost tearing each other apart years ago to being close brothers again. I guess sometimes, it takes going through tough times to truly appreciate the worth of a relationship. Finally getting fed up with the toilet talk, Kai speaks up, "Can we please not talk about that during dinner?" "Seriously, I'm disgusted of it too," I chime in. "Alright, we'll save it for later," Dad agrees with a smirk, looking at Uncle Joe. "Oh, I'm sure we will," Uncle Joe replies with a mischievous grin. "Anyway, Uncle Joe, how was your day?" I ask, taking a bite of lamb. One thing I love the most about dinner is that we all get to talk about our day. It’s always fun and so nice to have that stress of the day release your shoulders by talking about it. Uncle Joe responds with his usual nonchalant attitude, "Same old, nothing much to talk about." "I expected that from you," Dad chuckles, then turns to me with a mouthful of mashed potatoes, "How about you, Delilah? How was your day?" "Eh, it was alright," I reply, taking a sip of wine, "Kai got everything ready for our next mission, you know, firearms and explosives." Uncle Joe curiously asks, "And who's this mission against?" "The Maranzano's," I casually respond I can feel Dad's gaze on me, but I choose not to acknowledge it. He's never been a fan of anything related to the Maranzano family. He's convinced that if I keep getting involved with them, I'll regret it, but I don't believe it. The Maranzano's are weak. They could never hurt me. "You’re still working on it," Dad finally speaks up. "Yeah, Dad," I respond. "Delilah, I've already told you..." "Dad, please," I plead, cutting him off. "I've already made up my mind. I won't back down until they pay for all the wrongs they've done." "I don't know about that, I just don’t want them to hurt you," Dad expresses his concern. "I have the advantage here. If anyone's going to get hurt, it'll be them," I assert confidently. "I'm not sure about this, Delilah. I don't trust them," Dad admits. "But you trust me, right?" I ask, seeking reassurance. Dad hesitates for a moment before responding, "Yes." "Then I need you to trust me on this," I insist. "I’ve got everything under control. I won't let anyone harm me or put our family in danger." Dad looks at me intently, his eyes filled with worry. "I know you're strong, but these kinds of situations can be unpredictable." I take a deep breath, trying to convey my determination. "I understand, Dad. But I've trained for this, and I won't let anything or anyone stand in my way." Dad nods, still not completely convinced. "Alright, but you have to be careful. And I'm not just talking about the Maranzano family, but everyone else. I don't want any enemies coming after us," Dad warns. "Trust me, Dad, no one is going to attack us," I reassure him. Dad wasn’t happy when I decided to join the Mafia, he initially wanted to put everything behind our back and just move on but I couldn’t do that, I wanted revenge and luckily for me, Uncle Joe was there to support me. He led me through everything and that’s how I got to where I am today. I may not be a popular mafia king like Richard Maranzano was but I am twice as powerful as he was. As we continue to eat I recall something "Uncle Joe, I noticed you stuffed the old warehouse out of town with some goods, what is that about." I casually ask taking a sip of wine Uncle Joe and Kai exchanged glances, and it got me really curious. I couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong?" I look between both of them, eager to know what was going on. Uncle Joe breaks the silence and explains, "It’s nothing to worry about. It's just that I wanted to renovate the whole place as a little gift to Ezra. He always wanted to start a business that isn't a part of our world so I decided to just help him out, you know," Dad joins in with a bit of laughter in his voice, saying, "That's really nice of you, Joe. Although I have to admit, I didn't expect my birthday gift from you to be that warehouse, especially since you once tried to kill me in it." "Well, in my defense, you were trying to take over what's rightfully mine." Dad scoffs and retorts, "Come on, Joe. Do you still believe it's yours? I owned that diamond fair and square." Uncle Joe counters, "You didn't own it, Ezra. It was ours, but you made it yours." Dad emphasizes, "How is that ours? You know I don't like sharing things, right?" Realizing that the conversation is about to become heated, I step in and say, "Okay, Dad, we get it. It's your diamonds, and you don't want to share them. Can we just drop the conversation now?" I demand, not wanting to hear them argue. Those diamonds, Dad and Uncle Joe are talking about are the root of all our problems. Ever since my dad got his hands on them, it seemed like chaos followed. I don’t know much about their history, but I was told they are rare and priceless, which made them even more coveted by everyone. The diamonds are like a curse, attracting all sorts of trouble. They were the reason why Richard Maranzano and his father made that whole plan of theirs. And they were also the cause of the constant tension between my dad and Uncle Joe. Taking a sip of wine, my phone starts to ring. I glance at the screen and see Carter's name flashing. Carter, my trusted tracker, he started working for me to investigate Richard Maranzano, and now he’s still working for me and still, it’s about Richard Maranzano. I excuse myself from the dining room and step outside to answer the call. "Hello," I say as I pick up. Cater responds to my greeting and I ask eagerly, "Do you have any updates for me?" Carter's voice sounded serious. "Yes, ma'am," he replies. "Richard Maranzano is still on the hunt for you. He has a whole team working on that, it doesn't seem like he's going to give up anytime soon." "Ohh I see." "What should I do to them, do I distract him again?" He asks I take a moment to think about it. It’s been two years since Richard Maranzano has been going up and down in search of me, I don’t know what he wants exactly but I think he wants to see how burnt I am but that’s okay because I’m no longer the person he thinks I am. "You know what, Cater." I say confidently "Let him find me. It’s about Richard Maranzano and I meet." Carter acknowledges my words and I end the call. I have been anticipating this moment for a very long time and I believe I’m ready. It’s time we get this over with.~ RICHIE I find the saying that men don't have feelings ridiculous because they do. It might not be vivid nor accurate but they do get hurt, they do cry and most importantly, their heart bleeds too Every night, I find myself seeking solace in the burning sensation of alcohol, hoping it will numb the pain in my heart. But no matter how many shots I take, it never seems to work. Tonight is no different. I'm sitting in this dimly lit bar, feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders. The empty shot glasses in front of me are evidence of my attempt to drown my sorrows. I reach for the last shot and catch the bartender's attention. "Five more shots, please?" I mutter, my voice heavy with desperation.The bartender acknowledges my request and in a minute or less, he comes back with the shots and as I reach to take it, a hand races me. "I think I will take that," Elsa says, reaching for the shots.I shoot her a piercing glare, questioning her presence. "Why are you here?" I ask, my voic
As I enter the peaceful cemetery, a deep feeling of emptiness envelops me. My heart beats faster with each step, and I can't help but gaze at every gravestone I pass by. These gravestones have become familiar to me, as I come here every week.Turning the corner, a mix of sorrow and love floods my heart as I gaze upon the gravestone before me.MAYA ELLEN SINCLAIRApril 17th, 1974 - July 20th, 2013 Beloved daughter, sister, and friend.Loved by all."I’m sorry I’m late," I say placing the flowers on the top of the marble headstone. "I got stuck in traffic." I continue and then take a moment of silence to honor her and gather my thoughts "I know you don’t like me being here and I know I shouldn't be here every week considering I’m the last person you ever want to meet but I just can’t help it. You’re the only one who understands me." I say as a strong silence hits me and I can’t help but gaze around. It’s always this quiet and empty in a cemetery, sometimes it makes me wonder if the sp
~ RACHEL Imagine being so broken that you don’t just disbelieve in love but also accept that you’re not destined to be loved and be in love again. People tell me that I need to work on my broken heart but I don’t think my heart is broken, I believe it’s my soul. It’s shattered completely. So this is not a heartbreak story but a soul-break story. Richie broke my soul and now the shattered pieces of it are trying to mold back but with hate, not love. I never knew I had this rage and evil in me until I saw him again after two years. It feels surreal that he’s here, standing feet’s away from me. The glimmer of the sun shines on his emerald skin making his glorious blue eyes glow in a way I’ve never seen before. It makes my heart want to mold back for him. It makes me want to pull him to me, to make him mine again and forgive everything he did but at last, my unforgiving soul says otherwise. It’s inching to make him feel what I’ve been feeling, make him hurt just so I could have a reas
Sliding down my sunglasses over my eyes, I step out of the car with the bodyguard holding up an umbrella to shield me from the drizzle. As I make my way towards the restaurant entrance, I instruct the guard to wait outside. Tonight, it's just Rebecca and me for our usual girls' dinner, and I want it to be just like old times, with no guards in tow.Upon reaching our table, I spot Rebecca engrossed in her phone. A warm smile spreads across my face as I approach her. Our friendship has stood the test of time, even with our diverging paths and busy schedules, we always manage to make time for each other."Hey, girl, how's it going?" I greet her with a friendly peck on the cheek before taking my seat.Setting her phone aside, Rebecca looks up with a smile and responds, "Never been better."A smile forms on my lips, and with excitement, I raise my hand, gesturing for her to place hers on mine. "May I see the glory?""Of course," she responds, laying her left hand on mine. I admire the stun
No one ever talks about the feeling you get when you finally meet your past but I will. It hurts even if it’s been years. It’s itches you to go back to those memories even though in between them was pain. It makes your heart feel like it’s going through a ponder of emotions that you can never comprehend. I am going through that and I feel stuck in a complete dilemma unable to understand the arching sprint of emotions inside of me.Honestly, I thought I am ready for this. I thought I am so strong that meeting Richie or even speaking to him wouldn’t get to me but clearly it did and it’s arching way more than I expected it to. I sigh heavily, needing to get those feelings out of my system. For an escape, I decide to roll down the window to get a breath of fresh air but instead of that, all I got is a lungful of exhaust fumes and the hustle and bustle of the city. A complete human pollution. I groan in frustration and just as I am about to give up and roll up the window, my eyes lands on
The deepest truth about life is that every morning feels like dust, and every sunrise feels like a tsunami, you either embrace that feeling or choke on it. I always try to embrace it but today is just different- a good different. I don’t have to try because today is special and for nothing will I urge the lord to not wake me up.My alarm clock blares the loudest noise ever, jolting me awake. I quickly silence it, stifling a yawn as I struggle to sit up in bed. Stretching my arms, I realize I must have dozed off while watching ‘friends’ sitcom again; it's becoming a nightly routine. With a groan, I reach over to switch off the television. I really need to learn how not to sleep off while watching ‘friends’ After a quick visit to the bathroom to freshen up, I slip into my cozy robe and make my way downstairs. Today is a very special day and just like all special days, it starts at the stroke of midnight. "Kylie," I call out as I descend the stairs."Yes, ma’am," her voice responds."Pl
I find myself standing before the mirror, my gaze fixed on the reflection staring back at me. Tilting my head to the side, I study every detail of my appearance. I like what I see but I don’t like the feeling of burn flaming inside of me. My stomach feels all knotted up, and my heart is racing like it's fighting to keep going.Today is supposed to be a happy day for both me and Dad but I don’t feel happy. I feel numb and completely empty, this is not how I’m supposed to be feeling, at least not today considering today is the day I finally give everything I have to Dad. After what he’s been through for the past ten years, I owe him the world and I thought that when the day of his “веха” comes and I celebrate him most radiantly, I will finally fill the void in my heart but instead, I feel a deep sense of contemplating as if this party is not going to go as planned. Emotions swirl within me and I can’t comprehend what I’m actually feeling. On one hand, there is an overwhelming desire to
Kai’s words radiate in my ear as I find myself in a state of total disbelief, unable to grasp what he’s saying. I clearly heard what he said but I just can’t put myself in a position of believing it. I wait for Kai to speak more words, to say that he’s joking but the profound expression on his face makes it clear that the only joke here is the fact that I thought I would be able to protect my father. At that moment, my mind instantly goes numb as my heart sinks into my chest. It feels like I am being suffocated from my own thoughts - the pooling thoughts of what Kai had just unleashed on me. I refuse to believe him, I had just seen Dad a few minutes ago, he was happy and he looked good, there is nowhere he had gone missing in just a couple of minutes. Feeling at a loss for words when facing Kai, I swiftly turn around, my eyes scanning every corner of the room in a desperate search. The room feels vast as I pivot back and forth, but my dad is nowhere to be found. Despite Kai's insinu
~ RICHIE’S POVWatching her sleep is something I would never forsake- I love it. I think of it as a small bonus from having the best night and the best sleep then you wake up to watch the best woman in your life sleep- It feels like a bonus to me. A sweet, sexy bonus.As I keep watching Rachel sleep, I can’t help but smile. Her peaceful expression makes my heart swell with love. I really love her and I love that I get to spend my days with her but that’s not all I want. I want to spend the rest of my life with her and I want her to always be there with me. The thought of having Rachel all to myself for life fills me with excitement. I wish I could just marry her right now and make her mine forever. That idea strikes me like a bolt of lightning, and I can’t help but wonder if I should really consider proposing. Sure, it feels a bit soon, but what’s the point of being together if it’s not to build a future and spend the rest of our lives together?My thoughts come to a gentle stop when
After dinner, Richie and I walk them out of the house, exchanging warm goodbyes and promises to get together again soon. As we close the door behind them, I feel a sense of satisfaction from the evening. Just as I’m about to head to the dining area to tackle the mountain of plates, Richie suddenly grabs my hand, pulling me closer to him. He wraps his arms around me from behind, planting soft kisses along my neck. "You’re not going anywhere," he whispers, his breath sending shivers down my spine as he kisses my neck again."The dishes won’t wash themselves, you know," I tease, trying to keep the mood light.He chuckles softly, his voice low and playful. "The dishes can wait, but I can’t." With that, he turns me around, and I find myself gazing into his eyes, which sparkle with mischief. He smiles, leaning in closer, and presses his lips against mine with a tenderness that feels electric. It’s soft and delicate, like the flutter of butterfly wings, lingering just long enough for me to i
It had been two weeks since Richie and I got together, and every single moment felt like pure bliss. I absolutely loved having him around; it seemed like every second was filled with joy and warmth. There was nothing that could make my life better than that. The peace and happiness I found in our relationship were incredible, and I could see that he was just as happy too. It felt like we had created our own little paradise together.After we decided to let go of everything that was weighing us down, we also made the choice to part ways with the diamonds. They couldn’t be destroyed, but they could definitely be hidden, and we made sure they were tucked away safely so they wouldn’t complicate our lives. I didn’t want anything causing drama or risking the relationships with the people I cared about most. It was high time I focused on living a good life, free of worries, and just enjoyed the love I had with Richie.At that moment, I was in the kitchen preparing a warm dinner for my guests
I’ve never felt as scared as I am right now. Seeing a box filled with my things shatters my heart. It feels like Richie has intentionally packed my belongings, wanting to cut me out of his life completely. He doesn’t need me anymore. I know what it means when someone puts the other’s things in a box—they want to get rid of them, and it’s clear he doesn’t love me anymore. Tears well up in my eyes as my heart pounds heavily in my chest. I can’t understand why Richie is doing this, why he wants me gone. With my eyes brimming with tears, I glance at the letter. I open it, and my heart sinks. As I read each word, the pounding in my chest intensifies. The pain is overwhelming, and I can’t wrap my head around it. Why is this happening? Each line leaves me with more questions about what went wrong. Richie and I have had our fights before; we’ve separated but always found our way back to each other. But now, it feels like there’s no coming back. For the first time since we met, it seems like
I jump into a taxi and give the driver the address, my heart racing with every passing moment. As he starts driving, anxiety washes over me, and I can’t shake the feeling of dread mixed with hope. I really hope Richie is willing to talk because right now, all I can offer is communication—just a chance to express how I feel. I can’t do anything more than that, but I’m really hoping he has room in his heart to take me back. The thought of not having him in my life feels unbearable. It’s like a dark cloud looming over me, and I can’t picture my life without him. The thought of not being with him hurts so much that I can hardly bear the idea of living without him. I’ve thought about it a lot, and honestly, life without Richie feels like just existing on this earth with no joy or purpose at all.When I was leaving, Arthur offered to drive me to Richie, but I turned him down. I really don’t want Richie to think there’s anything between me and Arthur because there isn’t. He’s just someone I
I don’t waste a single moment as I hurriedly pack my belongings from the room, my heart racing as I step outside. Tomorrow can't come soon enough; I need to meet Richie and make sure everything is on track between us. I can’t afford to lose him again. I’m done with the little arguments, the big blowouts—I'm finished with all of it. It’s time to step up my game and finally do the right thing.As I walk out of the room, dragging my small suitcase behind me, I catch sight of Arthur. He rushes over, concern etched on his face when he notices my bag. "Why do you have a suitcase with you?""I’m leaving," I reply, my eyes scanning the hallway for Rebecca. I need to find her to say goodbye before I go."What!" he exclaims, his voice rising in disbelief. "Why? Did something happen? Is that why you look like you’ve just cried?" He probes, but I keep moving, determined to locate Rebecca. The sooner I find her, the sooner I can leave and meet Richie to mend things between us."Rachel, come on, wh
I always despise the mafia men, the entire mafia world, and everything that comes with it. I remember the fire in my heart, how fiercely I want to ruin them, to shatter their existence completely. I hurl insults at them, calling them cruel, wicked, and so many other names, never imagining I could ever become one of them, never believing I could sink to that level.But after years of facing harsh realities, I become the very villain I loathe. The villain I refuse to acknowledge, the one I write about in all my stories, always as the antagonist. Tears stream down my face as fear grips me tightly, causing my head to throb and my heart to race uncontrollably. I’m terrified of myself, scared that I’ve morphed into something I never thought I could be—something I’ve always feared. When I catch a glimpse of my reflection in the mirror, I feel a wave of panic wash over me. I can’t bear to look at the person staring back, so I bolt out of the bathroom, as if I’m fleeing from an unseen pursuer.
Rebecca’s wedding is such a joyful occasion; it is filled with laughter and excitement. The atmosphere is electric, and I find myself having a couple of drinks at the reception. I promise myself I won’t drink, but as I look around and see everyone toasting and enjoying themselves, I can’t resist. I get caught up in the moment and end up having more than I intended."So tell me one fun fact about you, Rachel," Arther asks me while we stand together at the open bar, the music softly playing in the background. We have been chatting for a few minutes, and I really enjoy his company. He’s a cool guy, easy to talk to, and I feel a connection."I don’t have a fun fact," I reply, taking a sip of my drink and trying to think of something interesting."Come on, I know you do," he urges, a playful smile on his face."I don’t really have one, but I guess a fun fact about me is that I can stick my tongue to my nose," I say, feeling a bit silly but also playful."Really?" he asks, clearly intrigued
I wake up to a loud knock on my door, groaning as I rub my eyes with my hands, trying to shake off the sleep. Slowly, I push myself up from the cozy warmth of my bed, feeling the weight of exhaustion on my shoulders. I shuffle over to the door, open it, and there stands Rebecca, practically glowing with a wide grin plastered across her face. "It’s my wedding day!!" she exclaims, her excitement practically radiating off her. I let out a heavy sigh, a mix of happiness for her and sheer tiredness. I really want to celebrate with her, but all I can think about is how much I need more sleep. So, I start to turn back toward my bed, hoping to catch a few more minutes of rest. But Rebecca, quick as lightning, steps in front of me, her eyes sparkling. "It’s my wedding day!!" she exclaims again, her enthusiasm unwavering. I smile back at her, trying to muster some energy. "I know, and congratulations! But I really need some more time to sleep; I wasn’t able to sleep at all last night," I admit