Briar's POV
For the first time in my life, I felt like I shouldn't have been the head-leader.
"Good morning, students." He said, bending to speak in the mic. I could hear some girls from behind, already falling for him.
"Due to some very severe reasons Mrs. Wilson is not present amongst us. She may or may not be able to join the school again. As already said by your teacher, we must keep her in our prayers.” He continued.
“I look forward for having an amazing time with all of you, because everyone has something new to teach in your life. It depends on you, how you take it. Thank you. Have a great day everyone." He said and smiled, with the claps roaring the hall once more.
He stepped down the stage and walked out the door, right in front of me. My breath being uneven, as it had been, a heavy feeling my chest just never left. The drum started playing, indicating the students have to be dispersed. I almost jolted when someone tapped my shoulder as I was deep immersed in the thought of the early morning incident.
I abruptly turned around and saw Mrs. Adrienne, our staff manager, standing with a few folders in her hand.
“Good m-morning ma’am.” I stuttered as her presence was sudden.
“Are you okay?” she asked looking concerned, because I rarely act so out of the place.
“Yes ma’am, I’m fine.” I said, nodding, letting out a weak smile.
"that’s good. Also, Mr. Wilson is asking for the student council. You take all the students with you, to his office quickly." she said and I just nodded, trying to register the hasty occasion.
But as reluctant as I was, I still had to call out for the student council. Knowing what happened in the gallery at daybreak, my steps were unwilling. Having our little crowd on the way to his office, wasn’t too bad, but my mind revolved around bad outcomes. I just kept thinking about what's going to happen once we reach there. Is he going to tell everyone about what I did?
“Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.” I mumbled under my breath.
I stood in front of the huge gate and slowly opened the door, raising my heartbeat in the process. The incident was very fresh in my head and so is his’ according to my assumption. I knocked on the inner office door, revealing only my face to the person inside.
"May we come in, sir" I said in low, sweet voice.
He looked up and his sarcastic smile appeared just when he saw my face. From the morning till now, the sheer thought of him making fun of me inside his brain was very much visible from his facial expressions. Even though his smile was like as pleasant as a dream, I was only unnecessarily bothered by it. Not in a good way.
"Yes, please come in." He said, standing up from his seat, making his way in front of the huge table.
An involuntary annoyed expression came on my face and I heard him chuckle a bit. But I did not dare to make eye contact with him. I don't want to make things more awkward and embarrassing between us. Because he seems to thoroughly enjoy it while I pray to commit non-existence. We all stood in front of him and he folded his arms around his broad chest.
"Good morning." He said with a comforting smile.
"Good morning, sir." We said in unison.
"So, do you know why I called you all here?" He said and I shook my head.
"Well, you all know I'm new here.” He said, letting out a chuckle.
“So, in the beginning I really need your help. Okay?" His smile was so warm that everyone seemed to get comfortable, with his voice calm and pleasant to my ears.
“Sure, sir.” Our head-girl responded with others nodding in agreement.
"Great. So, as we're going to be working together, I need to know all your names, I don’t promise to remember them all at once. But I will try my best.” He said, making the environment as calm as possible.
“And firstly, let me introduce myself. I'm Gareth.” He said and suddenly turned his face towards me, looking at me briefly. I swear, butterflies evaded my stomach.
“And I'm just like all of you. So, no need to be scared to say something. Feel free to give any kind of suggestions. Though, this is our little secret. Okay?" He said making all of us laugh a bit, and all of us nodded. Then he dismissed us.
We were all leaving the room, but a voice halted my movement.
"Umm Briar! You wait here a minute. Others may leave." He said, with his eyes stuck on me. And just like the morning, I looked down cursing him under my breathe.
Why did he only stop me?! There are so many girls who would love to do his work.
"If you're done mumbling, then give these files in the staff room to Mrs. Adrienne. Also inform in the office that I will send the signed letters, to the head manager, after the seventh period." He said with that teasing smile.
Is he a mind reader?
I smiled politely, moving towards his table picking up the files he asked me to. Just when I turned around, I heard him again,
“Miss Carrington.”
My breath hitched and looked back in terror only to find him smiling. I hate how his face is so beautiful, but his smile reminds me of Satan.
“Yes, sir?” I asked, with my eyes widened, waiting for his response.
He gave me a blank stare with a slight smile never leaving his gorgeous face. placing his elbows on the table, in front of his chest, he crossed his fingers. And insignificantly placed the tip of his chin on his fingertips. He looked amused, or perhaps he relished tormenting me.
The urge to run away from the spot was dominating every single brain cell. I promised to myself that once I make my way out of his office, I will never go back in again.
“These files.” He said pointing to the other set of files placed in front of me.
“Not those.” He continued looking at the folders in my hand.
“Oh, s-sorry, sir.” I stuttered again. At this rate he can assume I have a childhood-onset influency disorder.
Gosh I'll kill these bastards for giving me that dare. Only if they haven't given me that dare and I would've never come in his notice. Moving out as quickly as possible, I rushed with the folders in my hand, trying to run far away from him.
“Please God, I hope I never see him again.” I said looking up, ready to collapse on the floor.
I did his work and then dragged my feet to the class. As usual they were all shouting and screaming. You know the classroom. If a teacher is late for just five minutes, then the class becomes like a concert stadium. Well, I entered in that ongoing concert and made my way to the empty chair which was reserved for me, by Gretchen. The class was yet to start, so I had a few minutes to relax.
I sat beside Gretchen and banged my head on the table.
"What happened sunshine?" Bianca, who was sitting behind said.
“Y’all are assholes.” I said, leaving the effort to raise my head and talk to them.
"Are you're still mad because of that dare?" Ariana said, lightly patting my back.
“Seriously sorry, Briar. We thought, nobody would be there since Mrs. Wilson isn’t in school. Nobody goes to the office in the morning anyways.” Rosé said, bending beside me, rubbing my hand, trying to comfort me.
"I'm not mad. But because of that dare I came in notice of the principal. He doesn’t leave a single chance to tease me." I said getting irritated.
"He is new, Briar.” Charlotte patted my head. “And more importantly, he is drop dead gorgeous. I don’t think anyone would leave him alone. So, the chances of you running into him are very little.” She did point out a notable detail. I nodded.
“And babe, it's his first day at school, coincidentally he only knows your name, that's why he asked you to do his work. Soon when he'll get to know other students, he won't bother you much. So, don't worry and chill." Gretchen said pinching my cheeks.
"I hope so." I said, taking a deep breath.
I want to stay away from him as much as possible.
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Gareth's POV My book is finally finished after almost a week and my exhaustion level was almost taking me in a different dimension almost. I told my mother about finishing the book, she was happy, but her condition is deteriorating every day. I really wanted to meet her but she specially gave an instruction to my father that he would not let me leave the school on its own. My mother has always been a lot closer to me than anyone else in my family, naturally I also love and respect her the most. She wants me to take care of the school here, though I miss her a lot. This school was probably the only thing she loves more than anything in the entire world. She only, truly genuinely loved this institution, as her passion and connection with teaching, especially teaching girls. She had always been fond of studying, putting into consideration how her mother could never attain the education she deserved. Today she isn’t present in our world, but her words still remains and it always will
Briar's POVI looked up at the sky thinking to myself, how I would miss this soft fragrance of the freshness of this place. Sounds cliché as it is, but I can't possibly forget the memories of this neighbourhood. But the daylight was slowly dominating the ambience all across darkness I encountered.It's interesting to feel a strange harmony with this environment as if I'm deeply connected to it. I felt a huge load on my shoulders but at the same time I was relieved. My head was almost digging in the hand rest of the couch in the front yard, near our fireplace. The pain on the temple of my head felt nice as I waited for mom. Aurora invited my entire existence to start something new it seemed.We were leaving for the airport."Briar, is this your charger?" Mom asked, with a white adapter in her hand."Nah, mine is in my bag." I said pointing to my handbag on the table in front of me."Alright. Well, go to the car, dad is there. I'll be there in a minute." She said and went back inside.I
Briar's POVI held her tightly, burying my head further in her neck. I tried pouring out all that I had inside in the form of tears, but unexpectedly lamenting didn't change the dense feeling. I felt my chest filled, and the feeling of guilt was still the dominant one. Mom made me sit on the bed, taking a seat in front of me. The environment was a bit better now. Her soft hands touched mine as she made slight circles with her thumb on the top of my skin. I was calm and collected, definitely better than what I was a few hours ago."Since when do you him?" mom asked looking at me curiously.I gulped to make my dead dry throat a little soft. But even after trying to come up with an answer to her question, nothing but air came out of my mouth. I looked away, slightly biting my lip trying to gather some courage to answer."Uhm a f-few months." I said in a low voice."I see." Her usage of minimal words made my nervousness build up even more. I tried to hide it but who can possibly shield th
Briar's POVI could feel warm sunlight hitting my face as I walked in my neighbourhood. A place I loved hanging out at whenever I came back home in vacations. But today that road looked like a curse to walk on. Dad didn't utter a word to me the entire plane ride. Although he was completely silent, his words rang in my ears constantly. ‘I’m ashamed of you. I’m ashamed of you. I’m ashamed of you.’The more I considered it, the more I wanted to cry. I was being consumed internally by this guilt. Just because I followed my heart's desire, why have I had to endure so much sorrow and suffering?We arrived at the front gate after I dragged my feet around the driveway. I recall how this location had a distinct atmosphere only a few months ago. I was incredibly drawn to the slight scent of grass and the freshness. But right now, everything was excruciating, to even just sit there.I took a deep breath as mom quietly gestured me to come inside. I followed both of them inside, only to make the b
Briar's POVMy mind was occupied, I couldn't think about anything. I felt like my inner self was becoming numb as even the smallest sound in the room was ringing in my ears. It was an odd sensation. The fear was too strong. But I was also worried for him at the same time. Yes, it was illogical of me to worry about anyone other than myself at that time, yet I was unable to stop thinking about it. My hands kept shaking as though my body had lost all of its vigour.I could hear heels stomping on the wooden floor and the room felt chilly. Because of the deathly silence, I was sure of what the rumours were about and could hear every word in the area. Everyone was at leisure and had a current ‘hot’ issue to discuss. But I couldn't possibly care less. I had something more important to think about. My parents.I have no idea how I will respond to their questions. It would be an understatement to say that I was frightened because the thought of not being able to look them in the eyes while we
Briar's POVNext morning, I woke up all refreshed, expecting that a new day would be better. Although my body hurt, my mind was renewed, giving away how lazy I felt. It appeared as though my weekend's fatigue was still with me. I still continued to push myself as the memory of the last weekend hit me. I missed our little date, just when I woke up.Gretchen tapped my shoulder from behind as I was combing my hair. I turned around and grinned at her in anticipation of her asking me to mend her shirt or inform her of whether or not her uniform was in good condition, but she gave out a different vibe with her expression.I arched my brows in an effort to decipher the meaning behind her look. She was horribly composed while also being shocked. I was frightened since I couldn't read her face. As my breath became uneasy, a sudden feeling of unease crept across my entire body."Gretchen, what is it?" I asked her and she looked at me as her breath became deeper.It felt as if she doesn't know h
Briar’s POVIt had been a few days to our argument and even now, whenever Gretchen finds me going to meet him, a sheer displeasure on her face sits like a crown. Obviously, she wasn’t satisfied with the conversation we had that day, but her situation was helpless, because I wouldn’t stop, and she couldn’t stop me either. Though, a huge part of me felt bad for not being able to talk to her nicely ever since, at least now my relationship wasn’t totally hidden.Gretchen managed to cover up for whenever I went missing and I was taking good advantage of it. I didn’t lie to myself and shamelessly admitted how this temporary arrangement in my head seemed like a beautiful fashion. I was succumbing Gretchen to my plan, and everything sat pretty in my brain and he was becoming a part of every word I had with Gretchen.Like a lost being in a dense forest following a sole energy in order to escape the chaos of life, I was floating in his addiction. Within a stretch of over a month and a half, Gar
Briar's POV"Are you crazy?!" Gretchen frowned at me. She clearly looked extremely annoyed.She was the one who knocked on the door and as assumed by my intuitions, she knew about me and Mr. Wilson's relationship. I wonder how? But if I ask her at the moment, she'd probably beat the shit out of me. Yes, she would, not even kidding. I had nothing to defend myself with, because no matter how much I try to normalize this, our relationship can never be accepted by people. At least not initially."Do you have any idea what you are doing?!" Gretchen asked angrily and my face was down in embarrassment. "Answer me, Briar! Your silence won't clear my confusion." Her voice reflected the motherly disappointment and sisterly concern.I struggled to find the right words to respond, but it was impossible. What was there left for me to say to her? Who is she to comment on my relationship, should I say? I would go ahead if I wanted her to scream and possibly murder me in the process. She was simmerin
Briar's POVSince it was the weekend, I was in the dorm. Never have I wanted a weekend to end so soon. However, this time was unique. I tried to meet him—but was unable to. I tried to see him—but was unable to. I kept checking my phone as I tried to get the will to text him but did not want to bother him. Why would he make time for me when he has so much else to do? Even though I know he cares for me, I do not want to bother him only because I missed him because he might be busy. A little too much.I sat on the desk, completing my history assignment because everyone had already submitted but Mrs. Jones had granted me two more days to submit my work because I was busy with other student council duties. Though I had time, I was determined to do my work before time as to maintain a good reputation in front of her.It had always been my utmost admiration for her that interests me in the subject even more. Perhaps my everlasting crush on her just never seems to stray me off my path. I stil
Briar’s POV“Do you like churros?”“Hm?” He looked up at me, while I was leaning on his desk in front of him. Almost ten o’clock late at night and he was still working in his office. He usually asks me to hang out with him, even when he has work, which makes my heart warm.“We can make them together.”“You want to?”“Hmm.” I smiled and he chuckled.“You need to stop being so cute.” I could not help but chuckle when he poked my nose. “Have you made them before?” He asked.“What if I say no?”“Then I’ll have to order a pizza as well.” He said making me chuckle and continued, “ugh, I love making you laugh.”“Do you?” I said and made my way over to him, while he just watched my movement and after reaching near him, I sat on his lap. Wrapping my arms around his neck and noticing his arms circling around my waist like an automatic movement made me blush.“I actually love it more, when you do this.” He said and I kissed his cheek.“Oh, this is my favourite part.”“Really?” I said and kissed