I had sex with Raven again...honestly what the fuck was I thinking?
Well, the part that was doing the thinking was only thinking of all the things that he wishes to do to the little ice princess, which was hot as fucking lava.
So I am preparing myself for another "Dear John" or perhaps a "Get Out." Well whichever one is playing in her head, I guess if I can say one thing to her now, then it would be something like this...
"My little ice princess...
From the first moment we met, I knew there was something different about you. Maybe you were the first person to treat me kindly. But, no. It was more than that. There was an aura about you that I could never quite get around. A wave of self-sufficiency, a wall of independence that no one would ever break down. It haunts me to this day. I could never compete with that, I'm a big enough person to admit it. I require a certain amount of dependence on people, I always have. Maybe that's one reason, of all the many
Hi All...I have checked the last few chapters again and am not fully happy with them. I will be rewriting them.Sorry for the inconvenience, I will have them up soon before the next chapter is published.Thank you.................................................................................................................................I have learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment, and making the best of it without knowing what's going to happen next.Why did I not learn to treat everything like it was the last time? My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future. The truth is that unless you let go unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.It hurts
…Raven POV…It is early morning and the rays of the sun are lying hot on Hunter's body.Yes, I have snuck into his room…"Princess, did you break into my house?”"Perhaps…"Taking Hunter's hand, I slide it up my thigh, slipping his fingers under the seams of my shirt…He only but smiles, "Now this is a way would love for you to break in every day."His hand grips tight onto my waist. My hand is moving up his leg, my fingers gently grazing his hard length. His body is trembling as he moves his hand further under my shirt. I am becoming a wet mess, my body aching for him to be between my legsHe spins me around and pushes my chest hard into the bed, pinning my hands firm above my head. He is grinding his aching groin deep into my ass. He scrunches up my shirt and shoves the material all the way up to my waist. When he catches a glimpse of my naked ass, a groan escapes his lips.Then
I need to make a decision before I leave this room today. I can either let Raven play me for a fool and let her take my life…Well, ya…let her try…But the fact is…I am not a coward.She has hurt me for far too many times, and for far too many times, I have given her the control and looked the other way. That control ends here today. I know deep in my heart that the final hurt is not over.So, after taking several moments to clear my head and convincing myself that this is indeed for the best, I get out of bed and glance over my shoulder at Raven...And just as expected…The woman has her goddamn hand inches away from her Glock.I have let my guard down for a second; for a second, I let my pain get the better of me. One moment of weakness will be my downfall. I knew that I should not have allowed it to go this far. There is a war raging out there, but there is an even bigger war raging in my heart. I
The drive in the early morning sun that is laying hot and comfortable on my skin does not for the anger that I feel within. The anger that will now, once and for all, boil out of control and hopefully set the reality in that no matter how well you play the game with Raven Sloane, she is always going to win.Ya, the little ice princess was nearly going to waste my ass.The question is…does she truly have it in her to kill me? Well, that I need to ask myself when the time comes, will I be able to draw my gun and pop a bullet into the ice princess?”That is a question that I cannot answer with a definite yes or no, for the anger is consuming me.How the fuck did I let Raven Sloane play me again?So miss little ice princess never had a clip on her head, but there is still very much one on mine. And seeing that she has failed to do it now, when can I expect her return. Well, there is no way she is coming inside my home. Which means…
A great man once said, "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me." He should have added an "aw, fuck it" on the end? That's the part I can't get right. "Fuck it, and fuck you," I say it, and I think it, and I never believe it.You got me. Damn you, Raven, you got me.The goddamn woman just blew a fucking hole right through the entrance on the far east side of the property.I am going to give it to her, she is fucking clever, but god, now she has pissed me off for once and for all. She is getting her shit right back.Two seconds ago I had somewhat of a tinkle of feeling that did not include hate, but my blood is boiling and all I can see around me is complete hate.And let us not forget the fucking destruction she has just cause to my goddamn property.So as we all scatter outside, rushing towards the rather big hole, I am still holding my phone firm in my hand. There is no one, at the very present that is making their way throu
I fear that I have lost Raven, not to death but to an evil that possesses her. But I have to face this evil, and I fear to think that I shall have to take her life.So I rip off what is left of my shredded shirt and toss it over to the side.Mason stands behind me. This is what I have always admired about him; he shall fight for me until he shall not be able to stand.And as I look over to Jax, much to my surprise, he takes his place next to Mason.I look at them both with pure sadness on my face."Please try not to hurt her."We watch as she stands in the center of the room with her Glock firmly pointed at me. There is blood dripping from an open wound on her hand, her breathing is erratic, and the most grotesque sounds are coming from deep within her chest.Then...She is the first to make a move. Her body moves over the floor as she rapidly approaches me. Jax and Mason step two steps back while I step one forward.I g
Fear…An emotion I never felt until I met Raven Sloane.The woman has taken me on a roller coaster of emotions, letting me discover a bigger part of me that I once knew never existed.I have felt for her from love to hate, and now I am to fear for her life as I am here clutching onto her hand.Now we have come to make a decision; this very fucking helpful Doctor that I employ has now told me that he cannot do anything for Raven. Those very words set a whirlwind of emotions through every corner of the over-panicked body. This only means one thing, she shall have to go to Hospital. It does seem like the most obvious solution when someone does get hurt, but in this line of business, the types of injuries you find yourself with do bring along the attention of law enforcement.So here comes the fucked up thing.Do I let Raven stay here and fight her best fight?Or do I take her to a Hospital, and not only me but her will find our as
What do they say when someone else’s life flashes in front of your eyes? Well, I don’t know, but I can tell you that it feels like you are dropping into an abyss that is filled with hot lava. You are being burned alive in pure agony. Raven has just crashed… It is in pure horror that I watch as the Doctor is literally standing knees over her body and bashing at her chest to get that already weak heart to pump life into her once again. Well… He is not doing it fast enough for me… It takes me one leap, and I push his body of Raven. As he tumbles to the floor, I pin her between my legs, and BANG… I smash my hands into her chest and start chest compression. One…to…thirty… One…two breaths… Nothing… I do it again… I smash her chest as hard as these fists won't hurt those delicate ribs, and I keep on pumping and breathing, pumping and breathing. One… Two… BANG… Aga
This must be an awful nightmare. Am I seriously getting arrested at my own wedding? Someone better kick me and tell me this is one fucked up joke. I can seriously not be getting arrested at my own wedding. What have I done? Stupid question, more like what did I not do. How would they even know? But I am afraid it is not a joke because they are coming closer and they sure do have a set of handcuffs in their hand. There is a damn room full of mafia bosses, why the fuck can't they arrest one of them. Raven is going to kill me even before I get locked up. But hey, maybe I should act dumb and they will think they have the wrong man, ”Sorry but you need to repeat that.” We said you are under arrest, Mr. King.” “You do see that I am busy getting married?” “We apologize Sir but you have to come with us.” Then from next to me, a shocked Raven speaks for the first time, “Just wait one fucking minute!” “I am sorry Mam but your husband has
…Raven POV…The time has come for me to turn the corner. The time has come for me to make my bridal walk towards the man that I will be spending the rest of my life with. This is the very last moment that I can still decide to do this and turn around and run. But as I peek my head around to where he is standing at the altar, I know that I am exactly where I want to be.With a very nervous Ava behind me, I am being urged on to make my bridal walk down a carpet that is covered with, yes, much to Hunter's horror; it is covered in pink rose petals.But first Ava pulls at my hair and checks my dress, and I have a quick look at my make-up. Ava then looks at me, "Now let us get this wedding on the way."I take one step forward and then another, short and hesitant, but slowly to my future. Then the wedding march starts playing, and I know that it is time to go. So I slip in that corning in absolute elegance.At first, my eyes lie low, too sca
…Raven POV…What I feared has happened, Ava has dragged me into her room just before sunrise to start getting me ready for a wedding that is only happening in eight hours. By the looks of her, it seems that she has not slept a wink. So I refrain from making any comments and allow her to pull at my head in every direction to get the perfect do that, as she says, will complement my face and, of course, my dress.After what seems like at least three hours, she looks at me very satisfied in the mirror and nod at her creation.Next is my wedding dressing, now if I thought that this would be easier, well, it is an understatement. If it is not bad enough that they cannot tuck my breasts in properly, which seems to have grown overnight, they try to move my belly into the perfect spot.With only but an hour two spare, they slip into their dresses, and we look at each other, then of course she says something, and there goes my make-up down my face.
Before sunset tomorrow, I will be married to the love of my life. To say that I am not a wreck would be a complete understatement.I do believe that I have told this once before, yet, again, I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for, beyond all the craziness that fill our lives, I need to allow myself to remember what drives me. What makes this all worthwhile is the beauty that lies in my arms. Should I not have had her presence in my life, I would not have had the sheer willpower to take the impossible on.To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no doubt that she completes my life. To be lonely for eternity can be seen as a life sentence, but having what you crave, is the greatest blessing.I have never been more assured to have chosen her to be mine for life. I will promise he
After we bid our farewell to everyone, my intention is to retire to my room and not to leave it at least for another day. And I do see the same sentiment on my princess's face. But what I also noticed is that cheeky smile that is starting to rise at the corner of her lips. In such a strange time, I become aware of her arousal."Princess, I do believe that you possess somewhat of a dilemma...""Hunter.""Yes, Princess?""You shall possess your own dilemma if you wish to continue your sentence."So it is in awe as I watch her make elegant strides as she ascends the stairs. She moves every curve to perfect precision, her hips rock from side to side, and it peaks my arousal. I have to fight the desire to pull her back and take her right at this very moment. I can so easily push her petite frame into this very wall that is presenting itself at the perfect timing, and that is exactly what I intend on doing.It is as if an animal is awakened inside
This engagement party has got me stressed. Why I let my princess convince me to do this, is beyond my senses. Everyone is running around like a bunch of crazy people.But let us forget about the people running around like crazy people, that perky ass has been running up and down past me this whole morning, and every time she does fuck! I get hard. But wait...the little minx is not even wearing panties.The girl is driving me crazy.I so seriously want to slap that ass for making me so very frustrated.But...then she comes walking up to me."Hey.""Hey, princess. What is wrong, well apart from you lacking underwear? Did you run out of fresh ones?""No, I just love how the cool air blows against me.""God, give me ten minutes, and I will blow more than cool air against you.""Hunter!""Princess, the next time that skirt flares, I am pinning you on that table.""Well..."Fuck...when Raven says, well, she is about to get her way...Or she already has.
Today is the day. It might as well be my wedding day, for I feel that I am near damn going to faint. So Raven slammed me back with a condition of her own. If I want to get married, then she wants to have some dreadful engagement party. Well, I think I am nearly going to die; for a second time, I need to go down on my knee and ask her for her hand in marriage. So, while she is running around for what is the fifth dress to wear now, I sit in a silent chuckle as I find it rather amusing. Now all of them are all white; the first thing she so kindly pointed out to me is that you get different shades of white; well, that does not seem obvious to me at all. The second thing is that my blue shirt is not matching her white dress. Now I should have never asked her if it is the right kind of white, for I had some kind of white stilettos come flying my way. "Princess, how much longer are you going to take?" "Just give me five more minutes." So patiently t
I have been standing outside of Raven’s room, waiting. I don’t know if she knows that I am here, but I guess by the nervous pacing that she has a good idea that I am lingering outside here.Ya, I fucking love the woman.But she is now driving me insane. She, exactly in Mason’s words, threw a total tantrum when she had realized that I had left, and she knew there was only one place that I went.Now, I have a temper that will come out when you have tested me beyond my patience. Yet, I can control it to a certain extent, the extent being when it is not Raven that is involved. But this woman throws a tantrum as if she gets fucking paid for it.It is complete bullshit.So, my patience is up, and I am about to enter this room whether or not she likes it.With nothing but a very determined and angry hand, I fling the door open, I have Raven in my face trying to squeeze past.“Oh no, you are not princess. I am not Maso
So next, I find myself sneak out the front door without Mason taking note of me disappearing out of the gates in my car; as I make my way in the drizzle of the night, I find my way navigating the streets towards my destination, the street lights are falling in shadows down a very ominous path. There is absolute silence, but only for the roar of the engine that echoes over the pitter-patter of the raindrops beating onto the sidewalk. There is a danger that is lurking here. There is a danger that is hiding in the shadows that is ready to step out and destroy what is in its path. That danger is me.It does not take very long for my destination to appear.Have I gone fucking insane once again?I think I have lost my sanity the first time I ever laid these lips on Raven Sloane.Yet, I am not done fighting for her, not tonight, not tomorrow, not ever.So, I am finding myself stopped in front of a gate; from what I can see, it is quiet, do I even wi