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2020-09-22 08:50:53★★BELLA★★
'Just another bad dream, I won't believe it. My mind is playing a small Trick. Not my new job Hehe.' My mind convinced. All the other sales girls hands were over their mouth, to hold them from bursting out laughter. Kelly was more, she continued calling my name from her stinky mouth, attaching curse words to my name, making me feel more low.
I'm worse than mockery itself now. I closed my eyes tightly, a big drop of tears fall down my eyes. I can now see the world laughing at me, how foolish I've been all my life. I really want to hide under a veil all my life, never come outside, stay locked in a room all my life. I walked miserably home with my head down and continuously kicking stones on the floor been absent-minded. Reaching the gate of my house I sigh sadly before raising my hands to the sky, "C'Mon Jesus, a girl's life can't be this worst!" I wailed. This is a job I found after two days of pure hard work from my feet and now look what
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★★BELLA★★First, I didn't care about anything, but i- I thought about you, and everything and and..." He brought a flower from his inner pocket, was handling it to me, I cover my eyes slightly, letting a droplet of tears dropped. What I'm about to say will hurt him, I pray he doesn't get more hurt though. "Brad, leave my hand... I don't want all these, I don't like you at all... Please don't do this to Me." I use a softer voice. "Braden, you know I like Jayden right? I haven't gotten over that, I can't lie to myself, I haven't... I would only accept any proposer if it were to be him." The whole shop is watching me, another embarrassing moment for me."Listen..." I look more intensely into his eyes "I prefer you been gay than Falling for me this way, this all feels wrong." I slowly removed his fingers turn by turn before leaving the coffee shop. I took a taxi straight home. Getting to the gate, I feel dizzy and feel like breaking down. I'
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★★BELLA★★ My cousin was already leaving her house when I arrived. "Hey Bella!" she yelled from a far on seeing me. ""Bunny, where are you going? I'm here to meet you," I twitched my face. "I have to leave for work, you didn't tell me before you came, are you alright?"After explaining Everything to her, he had no money, Just my bad luck. I have to keep searching. Walking miserable out of her home, I met that girl from yesterday "Alex." "Heh Bella! You're here? Why?".... Her ...'why' confused me, am I not allowed to be here?"Just passing," I said."Oh... I thought you came to visit me," She laughed."I don't know your address," I laughed too."Well I live here... Want to at least visit me?"She is so nice, I realy like her... I mean so much. "Yeah, I'm ready." Found out her hou
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★★JAYDEN★★ I called Bella once more, still not connecting... What is wrong with her? These things annoy me. I sucked in some airs before exhaling. Bella is having some annoying attitude, someone needs to straighten her up. Iris walked in my office, holding her purse in her hand, "Hi boo" she smiled. I pretended not to see her then continued with my phone... She's a mad woman, she makes me really sick. She snapped her finger in front of me, "hey, don't you see I'm here?" See...? She has no manners. I forced myself to calm down before asking, "Why are you here?" I asked her, glaring at her with disgust.She walked over and tried to kiss my cheek, I turned my face, "don't you have any shame? "Let's have lunch together." She cling herself to me, "I'm hungry." I look at the pile of papers I have to finish, "Iris, don't you know any restaurant? Have lunch, I'm not hungry." I told her and pushed her off. For the last two days, I can hardly eat. Bella prefers Brad to me, these things hurt me
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★★BELLA★★ She made me wear a skimpy dress, so tight that I can hardly breath, "Bella, sit." She said. I sit awkwardly in front of the dresser, looking at the mirror till she stop in front of me, blocking me from the mirror. She started to put make up for me. She poured some cream to my hair brush it straight... After a long while of having my butt ache, she finally finished. I can't look at my face in the mirror as i already feel the makeup is already too much and is making my face heavy... "Alex, pls clean this, I dont want to wear any make up." I told her. " I look like a little monster. I will scare a lot of people." "Bella, stop acting naive, the makeup is more than OK... You'll have business from this tonight... You never know how lucky you may be, Maybe you can get the whole 14,000 in one night Bella. You look beautiful as hell, which man wouldn't want you like this?" She sighed, hold my shoulder and said. "That money is a big amount, no one will give you that for free..."
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(Matured content ahead... 18+ you have been adviced to skip. ha!)★★JAYDEN★★ "Yes, boss." Gabriel said as he entered my room... I'm lying half mad on my bed. "Boss what happened?" "It's Iris..." I murmured. I can't speak so well, been half confused. "What did she do...???" He still had a confused look on his face. "Gabriel, find me a girl." I said, panting hard as I try to hold myself control which is proving so hard to do. "What do you want, which girl?" He asked... His continual question annoy me. "Gabriel, get the fuck out of my home and get a girl for Me, I'm under drugs here and suffering, if you come back without a girl, I will make you lie under me for the whole night! Get ready to die you asshole!" I yelled at him feeling so frustrated, also Gritting my teeth. "You got drugged? I'll go find a girl now... Just wait for me." "Get me any girl you see except Iris." I continue to murmur, oh God, i will make sure she dies after tonight. That bitch...!!! I took
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❤❤❤❤❤♪♪♪♪♪♪“Let out hearts stop and beat as one foreverDraw me a smile and save me tonightI am a blank page waiting for you to bring me to lifePaint me a heart, let me be your artI am a blank page waiting for life to start itself.”♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪★★BELLA★★After He was done, he slept off... I'm supposed to pick my dress and get the hell out of here before he wakes up, but I'm so weak, and this once in a lifetime for me, I'm sure after he gets married, I will have to forget about him for life. I climb on the bed and closed my eyes to sleep when he put his hands on my waist. Thinking of what happened, I pushed his Hand off... I'm still angry at myself for doing this. I finally dose off... Having slept so long, I opened my eyes, still looking at his handsome face, the one I admired so much, his eyes was closed, his brow frowned tightly. I smiled and leaned closer to him, gave him a kiss on his cheek before trying to leave the bed, his handheld my wrist tightly, making me gasp. "Wh
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★★BELLA★★ "It pass, stop talking of the pass, don't make me mad at you OK?" I tell him. "OK i Won't. Want to go another round?" He asked winking Annoying at me. "Aish! This man, can't you see I'm hurt allover, who wants to be with you? it's better i rest. And i have to send the money back to the shop." I climb on the bed, covered myself with the blanket, almost closing my eyes, he also lie close to me, putting his both hands around my waist. "You know, since you left, my life became a more worst mess." (Sigh) "you just left me without an explanation." I turned to him and cup his face in my hand. "Tell me why you left me Jay?" I don't believe what Braden said about his leaving so much, i better hear clearly. "Nothing. I just left without a reason and I'm a jerk." He answered feeling guilty. "You're hiding something? Tell me. I will listen." I tell him. He put his hand on my hair and ruffled it so hard, "you're so little and won't understand anything
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★★JAYDEN★★ ~Jay, don't you want to reply message? You're making me go crazy. Iris continuously sent more messages i had no effort to answer, after last night, im not sure i would ever talk to her. I deleted all her messages till i saw someone watching me and Bella, i put my phone in my pocket so i can see clearly. Its a man, wearing a cap. He is behind some clothes rank, pretending to be on the phone. I looked at his rolled sleeve closely, he had a tattoo of double chain in his wrist and an any closed to his elbow. Seeing me look at him, he walked away from that spot, out of sight. Bella is still picking a lot of stuffs. "Do you like this? I do, I'm buying it." She said. She's buying a lot of twins stuff for the both of us like we are one. Laughing for everything she touches. She seems so happy. "Hey! What are you looking at?" She asked. "Nothing... Do you like this?" I picked more stuffs and handed to her. She looked where my directions
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★★BELLA★★ "I said go away, I won't wear the dress!" I picked the sharp hair pin and threatened the stylist, it's not a joke, I'm going to stab her really bad... I already stabbed a man, there's no fear anymore."I'm warning you, stay away, both of you!" I said, with some sort of fear in my heart. One of the girls left the room, in a while she called Braden back. "Sir, see she's been stubborn." Braden stood by the door, gave both of them a coding glance, the both left the room. "Bella, you don't want to marry me? Ok then. I'll leave you to go free, I have just one condition." He said. "What is it?" I asked him, still standing on the bed. "Don't ever tell my brother I held you captive, I will go, finally leave you and never come back, promise me Bella, i realized my mistake." He's giving up so easily? Strange. "Promise? If you do your part, I will do mine." I say."Yes, you can go Bel
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