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40 - Stop putting yourself in these situations

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MORGANA FOSTER

It was late when I received some messages from Elliot asking if I was okay. I quickly responded to the messages and put my phone away; I was feeling too emotionally messy to have a conversation right now.

I put on my headphones and hit play on Queen's album, the only band that makes me feel better when I'm dealing with my emotional crap.

Really, "Love of My Life" was the perfect song for the moment. My eyes filled with tears, and I broke down, soaking my pillow for several minutes until I fell asleep from my inexplicable, hellish exhaustion.

What a long day!

What an intense day!

Night came with a light rain that grew heavier. The smell of wet earth filled my nostrils in a strong gust, waking me from my sleep. The room was empty, and I was grateful for that. I couldn't fall into the traps of my own heart again and act like a teenager incapable of controlling herself.

I sat up in bed, grabbing my phone to check my email and new messages. The first email was about my applic
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