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2021-09-19 18:33:51My heart was thudding inside of my chest as I made my way down the hallway and straight to the entrance door. I didn't know for how long had I disappeared into the garden and found Xavier but I guessed it had been over an hour or possibly two since everyone looked pretty much wasted and the room was only left with half of the populations as there were before.
I looked around, trying to spot Giovanna and any of the girls but I couldn't find them.
"London?" I heard a soft voice called and slowly, turned around.
"Helena." I breathed out, feeling relief washed over me. At least, there was somebody around here that I knew.
"Oh my god. Everyone has been looking for you!" She said lowly as if she was afraid someone would hear us. She pul
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He loves her.From the way he was touching her face, fondling with her hand in his lap, and feeding her sweets with his other free hand, I couldn't help it but felt envy. It was weird because I didn't even know them to begin with. We just happened to sit in the same cafe, at the exact same time of the day and I was just a stranger, stupidly gawking at them like I got no life of my own.As of now, there were only me and that lovely couple sitting in the shop. And, as sweet as a cup of hot cocoa in my hand tasted, I was pretty certain it got nothing on their relationship. He looked at her like she was the most precious gift he had ever been given and she looked at him like he was the only thing that mattered. They were so consumed by each other's companies that they failed to recognize my stare. However, the person who had been s
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It was supposed to be a great day. The day started off with a perfectly good morning, following a lovely afternoon, but somehow ended with an empty evening. I felt nothing but emptiness the second we got back to the limo. I kicked off my heels and rubbed my sore feet together while resting my head back before it involuntarily bounced up again at the sound of the car door being swung open. It was my parents and my three brothers hopping in.On the way here, I rode in this limo with Giovanna but on my way back, Mrs. Luciano suggested that I should spend the very last bit of the time I had with my parents since I hardly paid a visit to their place now. Also, apart from making me share the ride with them, she also invited everyone in my family over for some sorts of a celebration dinner she claimed with be the perfect way to end the day. It all sounded fun at first, but as the day went by, I
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Like music to my ears, his heartbeat softly echoed off the walls in perfect harmonies. His eyes were closed, face looking serene as ever while his tiny body floated endlessly in my womb."Perfectly healthy, Mrs. Luciano." The doctor said as she pointed with her finger towards the monitor of the ultrasound machine.My chest puffed, proudly. Bobbing my head in pure satisfaction, I flashed her a warm smile back.He's beautiful.Gorgeous.In a way that no word in a vocabulary could narrate. By just witnessing his existence through the monitoring screen, the overwhelming love I felt towards him was truly priceless."Is everything alright, Mrs. Luciano?"
Love me, London fifty-eight
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Love me, London fifty-seven
[LONDON P.O.V.]"You can have any girls in this world. Get with them. Play with them. Break their hearts. I don't care. But her. She is mybest friend."It was the next day in the morning. Early in the morning. How did I know? I hadn't even opened my eyes yet but I could feel a warm bright sunlight shining through the window, heathing up my skin.For the second time, in a subdued voice, almost a whisper, the person hissed."Why does it have to be her?"I did not need to open my eyes to guess who she was. I recognized her voice, possibly within the first two seconds I heard it."Trust
Love me, London fifty-six
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Love me, London fifty-four
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All I heard was a strange sound. An odd static noise followed by tiny beeps as myself was slowly coming back. My eyes felt abnormally heavy, but not too heavy that it would be impossible to lift them open. My body jolted like it was awakened from death, raising from out of the tomb in which it had been buried. I groaned in pain, feeling my stiff muscles and tendons stretched underneath the thin covers. My chest rose on heavy, rasping breaths and I opened my eyes to an unnervingly white, clean ceiling above me.So calm. So peaceful. Airy and neat. It was then when I was vaguely aware that I was lying on a hospital bed and likewise, the tears started to fall again."Thank God." I heard a strong, steady voice mumbling from beside me then a comforting pair of arms wrapped themselves around my trembling body.
Love me, London fifty-two
There was a strange feeling erupting in my guts. Like suddenly, my stomach fell into a knot and my chest clenched tight. I couldn't begin to explain how weird every organs felt inside my body. I just knew everything at the moment felt wrong. I couldn't move, nor speak. The only thing I could do and had been doing for the past several seconds was staring straight into his expressionless face.As if what happened tonight wasn't delusional enough already, standing in front of me, in the flesh, alive and breathing was Xavier.Yes. The same Xavier whom I once mistook as my friend, and spent a great amount of time hanging around without knowing every words that came off of his mouth was based on a lie.One big fat filthy lie.
