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2021-11-01 21:06:15There was a thin line between the feeling of love and hatred. My connection with Liam dwelled somewhere in between both.
For the longest period of time, I'd thought I missed him. That I was using Xavier, my family, Giovanna to help me get over the thoughts of him for a while, and when he decided to return, we would find a way to work things out somehow. As usual.
But the longer he made me wait for him, the continuation of getting let down by someone you cared so much about was transmitting my desperation into an anger. I tried to ignore it. I tried to ignore him.
Then, out of nowhere, he decided to make his return.
Without a word being given, without a notice, he just popped up out of nowhere and acted as if we were neve
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Love me, London forty (mature content)
"Let's go." Looking up from my phone to Liam, I gave him a small nod. He held out his hand, offering me a help to get back on my feet which I gladly accepted. Amidst the state of peace and comfort quietness, we headed for the door. For about a half an hour right before Giovanna was sent to come and alerted us of the dinner, Liam and I were lying around in his bed, doing nothing else but talked. We talked and talked, to the point where it was safe to say that we had a much better understanding then than at any time before. He had broken down his wall and guard to let me in. We felt normal. Like a real couple. It wasn't the one quality of him anyone'd ever expected, but as it turned out, Liam could be the best conversationalist. Not
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The next morning, I wake up to an empty bed which I found quite surprising. The memory of last night came flashing through my mind and I bursted out chuckling at my cringe-self for calling Liam,daddy. Thank God, he wasn't totally creeped out by it or else, Alisha and I were going to have a serious talk the next time she came over. I got out of bed and headed for a quick shower. I got dressed in a casual shorts and a t-shirt before headed downstairs. It was only eight in the morning, so as I expected, the house wasn't too lively. I made my way to the kitchen first thing, thinking of getting a quick snack right before our regular breakfast meal as I would usually do. "Morning." I stumbled two steps back from the doorway, seeing Giovanna sitting at the kitchen island. Sh
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-11-01Love me, London forty-three
Why does time have to fly while you're still having fun?It felt like yesterday when Liam returned home from his business trip to Italy, but in fact it had been over a week. I had lost my sense of time and forgot to keep track of days. Till seven wonderful days surpassed by and by the time I even realized it, I was the happiest woman alive.Actually. Correction.Liam had made me the happiest woman alive.From the sparkle of the morning light to the sunset at dawn, loneliness never lasted like how it used to anymore. The only time Liam and I would ever have to be apart was when either one of us needed to use the toilet. Apart from that, we were always together.We sh
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-11-05Love me, London forty-four
The car door was slammed shut from my side and my body jolted in reflection. I watched attentively as Travis made his way around the vehicle and stood next to the other guy, exchanging a few words before he hopped in the passenger seat. The guy soon followed him as he slid into the driver's seat. Travis looked over at him and gave him a signal with his hand which he automatically understood and kicked off the engine.The car sped down the main street, making its way smoothly through the traffic before it turned a corner. Glancing out my window, I noticed three police cars on the opposite side of the road. My eyes tracked the black vehicles before they took our previous parking spot and parked right across the street from the café.I blinked twice and glanced over at the guys.
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The next morning, I wake up to an annoying sound of shoes restlessly tapping against the hardwood floor. I sat up, eyebrows furrowed and mouth twisted in annoyance. The sense of someone staring at me with a strong gaze burning a hole in the side of my head had me turning the next thing."Morning..." I gulped uneasily while my eyes glued on Liam's unmoved figure. Slowly, he rose from the sofa across bedroom and proceeded toward the bed."Get up." He voiced.A cold feeling of unease swept over me at his order. I couldn't move. I didn't know if I should even. He looked terrified."I said. Get. Up." He repeated himself once again. This time it immediately caused a deep frown to settle on my face.
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-03-20Love me, London forty-six
It felt like forever since the last time I saw everyone. I had, for the most part of the past couple of day days, been locked up in my room. So much time lost to inactivity. So much of my day-to-day routine looked and felt exactly the same. Every morning, I'd get up to have breakfast. A maid or Kitty sometime would bring in the food and tend to overstay their welcome. But I didn't mind it. Clearly, they must have felt sorry for me. I didn't talk much to anyone and neither did anyone was allowed to talk to me. The securities guarding front of my room had been doubled. Thanks to my ex-husband. The most I could do was going for a walk once a day in the garden and that was about it.Convinced by nearly everyone that what Liam was doing was all in my best interest and for my own safety, I couldn't agree less. With a lot more free time in hands, and much less space to move around, I bec
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Nobody knew when the last time would be. Because nobody just assumed that the last time would be the last time.I used to believe that Liam and I, what we had was forever. No matter in what social status, he wasn't someone I could ever get rid of. We were unavoidable. There was no choice in that matter. His father was my father's best friend. His sister was like my other half. His whole family felt to me as mine. We were tied together with this strong unbreakable bond of a family and friendship. Until not so long ago, it wasn't just that anymore.I love Liam. I knew I do because never in my life had I felt this way toward anyone. He and I, we went way back. Each and every day I thought our bond could only grow stronger and tighter, but only did I believe in wrong. Had it meant simply that I should never fall in love again? Be
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-03-20Love me, London forty-eight
Chanel. Prada. Balenciaga.I never knew how overpriced a piece of clothing could be until I went into all these luxury fashion stores and did the shopping myself. It's probably one of the reasons why I hated shopping so much. The numbers. The bills. The payments, and the long duration of time it took for you to find a piece that you really liked and worth the cost.So far, I had bought nothing but a cup of hot chocolate from Starbuck since we got to the mall."Now, that is cute." Kitty said as we walked pass one of the small boutiques around the corner, "That is cute too. We should go try them on.""Kitty, I think you have more than enough dresses for one party." I muttered.
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Love me, London sixty
What even is the definition of friends?I was asking myself that while we were on our way back home from the hospital. After almost two weeks of complete isolation from society and being in close contact with doctors and nurses every day, I was finally set free. Not entirely though. The doctor had ordered complete bed rest for the next few days for me, or until our family doctor viewed I was healthy enough to get back out there again. She said I should always be in bed, even while I was having a meal.The fact that I couldn't move a lot, let alone go places had somehow ended up bringing me closer to Liam than we had ever been. For the last few days, I was staying at the hospital, he was with me. He slept over. We ate together. We watched T.V. together and he would rub my back or feet until I fell asleep every night a
Love me, London fifty-nine
Like music to my ears, his heartbeat softly echoed off the walls in perfect harmonies. His eyes were closed, face looking serene as ever while his tiny body floated endlessly in my womb."Perfectly healthy, Mrs. Luciano." The doctor said as she pointed with her finger towards the monitor of the ultrasound machine.My chest puffed, proudly. Bobbing my head in pure satisfaction, I flashed her a warm smile back.He's beautiful.Gorgeous.In a way that no word in a vocabulary could narrate. By just witnessing his existence through the monitoring screen, the overwhelming love I felt towards him was truly priceless."Is everything alright, Mrs. Luciano?"
Love me, London fifty-eight
The next morning I wake up feeling fresh. Last night. Oh, last night. I literally had the best time of my life. So much food came in and out of my room nonstop upon his request. We were watching Masterchef on netflix and every time I mentioned about how delicious and tasty those foods they were cooking look, Liam sent someone out, looking for the exact same dish for me in all the restaurants around town. We ubereat-ed too. Like a lot. I felt almost like a princess. It was so much more fun watching a cooking show and being able to taste all the foods similar to what they were making rather than just sitting there and starved yourself to death at midnight.I was stuffing my face with a bowl of arugula and shrimp salad when the door suddenly burst open."Good mor- What the hell is going on in here?!" Giovanna exclaimed. She care
Love me, London fifty-seven
[LONDON P.O.V.]"You can have any girls in this world. Get with them. Play with them. Break their hearts. I don't care. But her. She is mybest friend."It was the next day in the morning. Early in the morning. How did I know? I hadn't even opened my eyes yet but I could feel a warm bright sunlight shining through the window, heathing up my skin.For the second time, in a subdued voice, almost a whisper, the person hissed."Why does it have to be her?"I did not need to open my eyes to guess who she was. I recognized her voice, possibly within the first two seconds I heard it."Trust
Love me, London fifty-six
[THIRD PERSON P.O.V.]Like a thunder, he entered the room, seizing every breath and attentions to be turned directly in his way as they should.Six men seated across the long table in Yusuf Luciano's office glanced up in awe. Their eyes locked on their one and onlybossin unison,"I need a word with you...inprivate."Yusuf's pulse skittered. He watched unbelievably as every one of his minion co-workers stumbled out of his office as per his son's request. They knew better than to define him. Even Yusuf himself was getting more and more intimidated by Liam these days."Son."
Love me, London fifty-five
I am sorry.His soft half-broken apology rung in my ears. It had been over fifteen minutes now since we last said anything to each other before the doctor came in, disrupting our conversation by requesting a moment in private with Liam.I wasn't sure as to whether or not I should be thankful for him for saving my butt from what could have been a very awkward encounter, or should I get mad at him for interrupting such a potentially heartfelt moment between the two of us. Anyways, my heart ached for the poor man.An expression of pure horror gripped his face, yet his gestures remained stoic and professional. I watched carefully as Doctor Gideon continued to express his concerns over my case with Liam who in return, was giving him his full attention. His eyebrows d
Love me, London fifty-four
Would you do it?If your best friend asked you for a favor, would you do it?I guessed the answers could be varied and by varying, I mean it had to do with lots of things. Lots of facts. The task they asked you to accomplish. The situation you both were in, and the most importantly who that person was.When Luke asked me for a favor, I couldn't help but say yes to him. Did I regret it? It was still too fast to tell. But given the situation I was in, I couldn't afford losing another person in my life who actually gave aneffabout me.With Luke in the picture, I definitely felt much better and safer now. Apart from Giovanna, he was this other person who had always been looking out for me,
Love me, London fifty-three
All I heard was a strange sound. An odd static noise followed by tiny beeps as myself was slowly coming back. My eyes felt abnormally heavy, but not too heavy that it would be impossible to lift them open. My body jolted like it was awakened from death, raising from out of the tomb in which it had been buried. I groaned in pain, feeling my stiff muscles and tendons stretched underneath the thin covers. My chest rose on heavy, rasping breaths and I opened my eyes to an unnervingly white, clean ceiling above me.So calm. So peaceful. Airy and neat. It was then when I was vaguely aware that I was lying on a hospital bed and likewise, the tears started to fall again."Thank God." I heard a strong, steady voice mumbling from beside me then a comforting pair of arms wrapped themselves around my trembling body.
Love me, London fifty-two
There was a strange feeling erupting in my guts. Like suddenly, my stomach fell into a knot and my chest clenched tight. I couldn't begin to explain how weird every organs felt inside my body. I just knew everything at the moment felt wrong. I couldn't move, nor speak. The only thing I could do and had been doing for the past several seconds was staring straight into his expressionless face.As if what happened tonight wasn't delusional enough already, standing in front of me, in the flesh, alive and breathing was Xavier.Yes. The same Xavier whom I once mistook as my friend, and spent a great amount of time hanging around without knowing every words that came off of his mouth was based on a lie.One big fat filthy lie.
