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It was at the garden of the mansion where I found myself most at peace. Quite and alone. With my only companions being the plants and the trees, I could really use some time in private and in silence amidst the noisy crowd inside.

My dress was making it impossible to breath. Either that or I was experiencing another episode of a panic attack.

"How far along are you?"

As I slowly turned around, my eyebrows drew down in confusion. I didn't expect anyone to be out here, especially a few minute right before the party started.

When I didn't answer to the old lady but rather staring into her kind face blankly, she lightly smiled at me.

"There aren't many reasons as t

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