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62. In her head

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ALICE

I honestly couldn't imagine a life without Alejandro in it and I've always looked forward to the day we'd be a complete family. Alejandro knew that I was quite worried about the fact that I hadn't gotten pregnant all this while and I knew just how stressed out I was over the situation especially because we've seen different doctors to ask what could be wrong and they've all said that there was nothing wrong with either one of us.

Even though the doctors had assured me that everything was fine with me, I still wasn't satisfied with their responses and I was starting to wonder if Alejandro could have told them to say that to me because he didn't want them to worry about me.

The situation between us made me think so far to the point where I was even starting to believe that the reason he was being this way towards me was that we still haven't had a child yet.

"As much as it breaks my heart to ask you this question, I'm going to ask you anyways and I need you to be very honest
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