"I k-know you w-won't b-believe me even if I s-say na h-hindi ko s-sinasadya ang mga n-nangyari .." Umiiyak na pagpapatuloy nito.
Halos na hindi na ito makapagsalita ng maayos dahil sa pag iyak. She wants to comfort her, tell her it's okay. But she stayed there looking at the view. Tiningnan lang nya ito and then she looked away. Kahit na malaki ang kasalanan nito sa kanya, she can't bear to see her crying.
"Its just happened once, maniwala ka. And its an accident. I don't know that It's him, Chi." pinupunasan na nito ang mga luha nito kaya at naging klaro na rin ang pagsasalita.
She arch her eyebrow.
Accident?
Happened once?
Sinong niloloko nito?
She smiled bitterly.
"I know that you love him Jinry." i said in a very cold voice as possible.
Jinry stilled for a second at nanlalaki ang mga matang t
MAGAAN ang loob na naglakad si Chinggay pababa ng rooftop. The talk was good. It made her feel lighter than the usual. Hindi naman talaga sya galit kay Jinry. Nasaktan sya. The two was different matter. May mga taong pag nasasaktan, they seek for revenge because they're angry. But to her, its different. Hindi siguro nya kayang magalit knowing na kaibigan nya ito. Jinry was her friend. A good friend.Inilabas nya ang cellphone at triny tawagan si Loo. Ilang rings lang ay sumagot ito."Hey, you done?" tanong agad nito."Oo. Nasan ka? Paalis na ako. I'm craving for turon na may langka sa loob. Hahanap ako sa labas" Nang maisip nya ang pagkaen ay nanubig ang bagang nya. She wants to eat it as soon as possible. Hindi na sya makakapag hintay."Ahm, kasi, May pasyente ako now e. I can't come
Salamat sa patuloy na suporta at pagbabasa. Minsan napang hihinaan na ako ng loob, but seeing few reads, comments and votes, it keeps me going. Readers, you just save the day. LALABAS na sana si Chinggay ng bumukas ulit ang pinto. They both shock when they see each other. Halata sa mukha nito ang gulat. Bakit ganon? Kahit mukhang gulat ay napaka gwapo parin nito.“mom? What are you doing here?”tanong nito ng makita ang ina nito.Dinaanan sya nito. Napatulala sya ng ilan Segundo. Hindi man lang sya nito binati. Nanatiling seryoso at walang emosyon ang mukha nito.Nakatalikod sya sa dalawa. She heard them talking.“What brought you here mom?”“I just came in . . and I found out that your ex wife
"Ciara, I'm pregnant .. It's Zade's." A woman said softly to her.After hearing it. She was stunned. Her mind can't process it nor accept it."No! You're lying!" She shouted. Couldn't believe it."I wish I am, but I'm not. It's been three months." The woman who had been with her since birth handed her the medical examination report together with the ultrasound.Ciara's mind went blank when she saw her husband signature on it.Naikuyom nya ang kamao kasama ang papel na hawak.She could not hear what the woman was talking about. Ang alam lang nya ay galit sya. Galit na galit.Nanginginig ang katawan nya sa galit.At nang maituon nya ang paningin sa babae,She lost her control.Lumapit sya rito."PAK!" tunog ng pagkakasampal nya sa babae."How dare you! I trusted you Jinry!
ITS raining hard outside, and she can't stop thinking what happened awhile ago. The pain is suffocating her but she don't want to think anything without confronting her husband of what happened.Jinry Park, her bestfriend, self proclaim soul sister is pregnant. At hindi Malabo ang mata nya. Kitang kita nya ang pirma ng asawa sa pinakita nitong medical report. Ibig sabihin ay kasama ang asawa nya ng magpatingin ito kung totoong buntis.She smiled bitterly. Kinapa nya ang muka. Tuyo na ito at wala na ang bakas ng kanyang pagluha.The doorbell rang.She immediately go downstairs to open the door, thinking that its his husband"You're -" hindi nya naipag patuloy ang gustong sabihin ng bumungad sa kanya ang Attorney ng asawa."What a pleasant surprise Attorney!" she said weakly."Can I have a moment with you Mrs. Wengen?" seryosong saa
"Zade" ulit nyang tawag sa asawa. She was about to go near him but she stop mid way, his looks made her stop. Its cold and angry. What did I do? Tanong nya sa isip. "Sign the papers Ciara." Madiing sabi nito. "W-what? Why.. " Tears fell down from her eyes. "You almost killed my child." parang nanlamig ang buong katawan nya. She's unable to move. Para syang natulos sa kinatatayuan. Her husband just confirmed his affair. "H-how.. dare you!" gusto nya itong suntukin. Gusto nya itong saktan. But she knew, she can't. "Just sign it. Attorney will be handling all the money and properties to be in your name. Including this house" paliwanag nito. Nilagpasan sya nito na parang hangin at umupo katabi ng attorney nito. She smiled bitterly.
She's in the waiting shed, waiting for the rain to stop. She's wet from head to toe. She touch her face, its wet but not because of the tears. She stopped crying. But deep inside, she's tearing into pieces."Hey miss, are you alright?" the man ask.She look at him. A stranger.Bumaba ito sa sasakyan at tumakbo kung nasaan sya."I am a bad person or a maniac okay? Its fucking 2 am in the morning lady. And its freaking dangerous" sabi nito sa seryosong boses. Nakapameywang ito habang nakatitig sa kanya.Then she started crying again."Hey, hey, stop crying. Fuck! Damn! " nag papanick na ito. Hindi alam kung lalapit sa kanya o ano."H-help m-me.. " she said while sobbing."Okay. Okay. Of course, I will help you. But stop crying Miss."Lumapit ito sa kanya. Pero bago pa sya nito mala
NAGISING si chinggay na magaan na ang pakiramdam.Lumabas sya sa kwarto at bumungad sa kanya ang simpleng salas. Banda sa gilid ay nandoon ang kitchen.She bet she's in a condo unit.She have her way in the kitchen. Cook some breakfast even though its already lunch.After cooking, she opened her cp. Bumungad sa kanya ang balitang hiwalay na sa asawa ang sikat na negosyante na si Zade Briones Wengen. People can't name her because the public didn't even know that she exist in Zade's life, well, before.Then another article which Zade is with Jinry. She read the caption"Zade and Jinry, the perfect wedding of all time" She smiled bitterly. She just signed the contract and its not only for a day for godsake and Zade is marrying her friend?"Life sucks right?" before she can say the word, Loony who's just woke up spoke.
"Are you ready?" tanong ni Loo na nakangiti sa kanya. "Yes, I am. Whoa!" sumigaw pa sya sa huli dahil kinakabahan sya. This is it! The day that she's looking forward to. "Just answer them honestly okay? And I will be waiting you outside." Sabi nito. She sigh. Hinawakan nya ang kamay nito. "I can't imagine my life now without you Loo, thank you so much" Sincerely she said. "Hayst, It feels more like a confession Chi, wag mo nga ako paasahin" He joke. And again, this man made her laugh. "Don't you have work today? i bet your patients are waiting for you" "I know. They love my face. But i took a half day today. I want to support you in any way i can" "Alam, malapit ko ng isipin na love at first sight ka sa akin. Haha""You wish little numb" "so
Salamat sa patuloy na suporta at pagbabasa. Minsan napang hihinaan na ako ng loob, but seeing few reads, comments and votes, it keeps me going. Readers, you just save the day. LALABAS na sana si Chinggay ng bumukas ulit ang pinto. They both shock when they see each other. Halata sa mukha nito ang gulat. Bakit ganon? Kahit mukhang gulat ay napaka gwapo parin nito.“mom? What are you doing here?”tanong nito ng makita ang ina nito.Dinaanan sya nito. Napatulala sya ng ilan Segundo. Hindi man lang sya nito binati. Nanatiling seryoso at walang emosyon ang mukha nito.Nakatalikod sya sa dalawa. She heard them talking.“What brought you here mom?”“I just came in . . and I found out that your ex wife
MAGAAN ang loob na naglakad si Chinggay pababa ng rooftop. The talk was good. It made her feel lighter than the usual. Hindi naman talaga sya galit kay Jinry. Nasaktan sya. The two was different matter. May mga taong pag nasasaktan, they seek for revenge because they're angry. But to her, its different. Hindi siguro nya kayang magalit knowing na kaibigan nya ito. Jinry was her friend. A good friend.Inilabas nya ang cellphone at triny tawagan si Loo. Ilang rings lang ay sumagot ito."Hey, you done?" tanong agad nito."Oo. Nasan ka? Paalis na ako. I'm craving for turon na may langka sa loob. Hahanap ako sa labas" Nang maisip nya ang pagkaen ay nanubig ang bagang nya. She wants to eat it as soon as possible. Hindi na sya makakapag hintay."Ahm, kasi, May pasyente ako now e. I can't come
"I k-know you w-won't b-believe me even if I s-say na h-hindi ko s-sinasadya ang mga n-nangyari .." Umiiyak na pagpapatuloy nito.Halos na hindi na ito makapagsalita ng maayos dahil sa pag iyak. She wants to comfort her, tell her it's okay. But she stayed there looking at the view. Tiningnan lang nya ito and then she looked away. Kahit na malaki ang kasalanan nito sa kanya, she can't bear to see her crying."Its just happened once, maniwala ka. And its an accident. I don't know that It's him, Chi." pinupunasan na nito ang mga luha nito kaya at naging klaro na rin ang pagsasalita.She arch her eyebrow.Accident?Happened once?Sinong niloloko nito?She smiled bitterly."I know that you love him Jinry." i said in a very cold voice as possible.Jinry stilled for a second at nanlalaki ang mga matang t
"You're three moths and 2 weeks pregnant Nurse Chi” nakangiting balita sa kanya ng doctor.Upon hearing it, she doesn’t know what to feel but one thing is for sure, she’s happy with the news.She’s happy knowing that there’s a little angelaA growing in her tummy. And it more than enough to lessen her worries.“Thank you po doktora” Malaki ang ngiting sagot nya rito habang hinihimas ang tyan nya“Pero tanong ko lng po doc, bakit parang di po Malaki ang tiyan ko?" tanong nya. It bothers her“oo nga doc, para lang po syang busog Doc” sagot naman ng lalaki sa tabi nya.Pa simple nyang siniko ito. Agad naman itong napahawak sa tagiliran at tiningnan sya. Bakas ang kasiyahan sa mukha nito at pang aasar.“what?" he mouthed.Sinamaan nya ito ng tingin. Mamaya ito sa kanya.Narinig nila ang tawa nang doktora.
KINAKABAHAN, excited at takot ang nararamdaman nya ng tumapak ang kanyang mga paa sa Ospital na pag mamay ari pala ng kanyang dating asawa.“Ready?” tanong ni Loo sa kanya. Tumingin sya rito at tumango. Pero kabaligtaran iyon ng nararamdaman nya.“Hindi ka talaga magaling magtago nang nararamdaman Chinggay” he stated as if he was so sure about it.Then she asked herself. Is it true? Well, she is not really good into hiding her feelings dahil alam nyang hindi nya kaya iyon.Narinig nyang napabuntong hininga si Loo.“Don’t forget to hand your resignation to him personally okay? I’ll just check my patient and come with you. I already made you an appointment to Dra. Silvia, the best ob gyn doctor here in the hospital. So, go.” Utos nito sa kanyaAlam naman nya kung saan sya pupunta kaya nagmamadali syang pumunta roon. Hindi dahil nagmamadali sya. May iniiwasan syang makita
ONE WEEK. One week na syang hindi pumapasok sa ospital. Laging masama ang pakiramdam nya. She always feels dizzy. At indi naman nya itatanggi, may iniiwasan syang makita.Jinry started working there. Nandun na ang dalawang nagbibigay ng sakit sa kanya.She don't wanna torture herself any more."Hindi ka pa rin papasok? Chinggay, if you're not ready to see them and i know you're not. I suggest its better if you resign." Papasok na ito. Sya naman ay nakahilata sa sofa.Hindi nya ito sinagot. Ibinaon nya lalo ang ulo sa unan."Go up. Sumabay kana sa akin. Hand your resignation personally"Napaupo sa sya sinabi nito."Wala akong ginawang resignation letter." nakakunot ang noo nyang tumingin dito."Alam ko. That's why I made you one. Signed it then Mag asikaso kana. Make it quick ma le late na ako Chinggay." alam nyang naiinis na ito.N
"JINRY .." ulit ko sa pangalan nya.We're both looking at each other. I can see the sadness to her eyes. Napakadali talaga nitong basahin.Pero para saan ang lungkot na iyon?Kasi niloko sya nito?"Ciara .." once again, she call my name.I felt a pang in my chest when Jinry go near Zade and hold his hands.Sandali pa akong napatitig sa magkahugpong nilang mga kamay.Pain.Its still here in my heart, growing.Tumaas ang tingin ko sa dalawa, only to find out that Zade is looking at me intently.Pinatigas nya ang ekspresyon."Let's go Chinggay." rinig nyang bulong sa kanya ni Loo.Hindi nya alam kung paano sya nakarating sa tabi nito samantalang si Zade ang katabi nya kanina.Nawala sya sa sarili ng ilang saglit. At hind
THE week goes smoothly for Chinggay. She saw how dedicated Zade as a doctor. Akala nya ay mahihirapan sya na makasama ito sa trabaho pero nagkamali sya. napaka propesyonal ng lalaki af hindi na muli nito nabanggit ang pinag usapan nila. Ber months is approaching kaya napapadalas na ang pag ulan. pabugso bugso. She was in the waiting area of the hospital , waiting for Loo. nagsabi ito sa kanya na maghintay at sabay na sila uuwi which is her advantage dahil hindi na sya mag cocommute. Pag kasi hindi nya kasabay ito ay nag tataxi lang sya. Maulan pa man din, kaya its better if she's going to wait for him for 1 hour.Tiningnan nya ang orasan, malapit na matapos ang shift nito. Inaantok na sya. gusto na nyang mahiga at mailapat ang likod sa malambot na kama. she is more than comfortable in her bed now. she feels safe in Loo's house. Nag usap narin sila n
"Zade .." usal nya sa pangalan nito. Ng maalala nyang hindi lang sila ang tao sa loob ng silid na iyon ay tarantang napatingin sya sa paligid. Ngunit ang mga taong naroon ay nanatiling nakayuko lang ang mga ulo na parang takot magtaas ng tingin, kasama na ang head nurse nila na sa loob ng tatlong buwan ay pinahirapan sya. Palagay nya ay kahit nakayuko ang mga ito ay bukas ang mga tainga ng mga ito ay naghihintay pa sa mga susunod na mangyayari. Mabuti na lang ay umatras na ito. Nakahinga sya ng maluwag. Ayaw nyang maging sentro ng chismis. Palagay nya at natauhan na ito na maraming tao sa paligid dahil nagsimula na ulit itong bumalik sa unahan. "May isa akong pinaka ayaw sa lahat. Ayaw ko ng nagkakamali lalo na sa oras ng trabaho. I want you all to be focus at all times. We are here to save lives, at konting pagkakamali lang ay maaring may masawi." Napaisip sya sa