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Chapter 17: Cole
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owlonmywristDamnit, Kent!
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Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 18: Kent
What the fuck just happened? I think that I had just blacked the fuck out and when I came back around, Cole was walking out the door telling me that when I wanted a fuck to just let him know. Did I really just tell him that I wanted to go back to just being fuck buddies? That’s not what I want. I want to stay doing what we’ve been doing. I think that I just got scared when I heard him call me his boyfriend. Fucking Stephen is fucking me over again. Cole is the first guy that I’ve allowed myself to have feelings for since Stephen. What the hell am I so scared about? I know Cole. I know that he wouldn’t do to me what Stephen has done. Why did I get so fucking scared? SHIT! I just fucked this up so damn bad. No, I don’t want to go back to being fuck buddies. I…I don’t know that I’m ready to put a label on us, but I do know that I don’t want to lose Cole. I…fuck! I think I might be in love with him. And I just told him that he couldn’t love me. I basically told
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 19: Cole
That kiss with Kent had me worked up, but I couldn’t give in. I had to go. I wasn’t lying when I said that I had plans. I absolutely had things to do, but none of it was time sensitive. No plans that couldn’t have been put off for another day. I had some errands to run, things that needed to get done but just hadn’t gotten around to. Dropping off some returns at the post office. Getting my oil changed. Dropping some things off at the dry cleaners. Returning books to the library. Like I said, nothing pressing. But it was what I had planned for the day and I had told Kent that I would be running errands today before anything happened between us. Changing my plans to spend the day with him or even just to fuck him would have been boyfriend behavior. Not fuck buddy behavior. If all he wants me for is sex, then we can do that. But I’m not going to change my plans or my life just for him. I can’t do that. Because then I’ll just be setting myself up for more pain. I know
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 20: Cole
Kent lays on top of me, his ass in my face and knees on either side of my head. I take a long lick from his balls, across his puckered hole, and up his asscrack as far as I can reach. “Fuck, Cole! That feels so damn good. I’ve missed what you do to me. Please - “ But I don’t let him finish his sentence. I spit on his hole, grab his asscheeks with both of my hands to pull them apart, and push my face in between them. My tongue laps at his hole, rimming around the outside before my hands pull his asscheeks further apart, opening him more. My tongue reaches inside of him and he moans hard, starting to move his hips on me. It pushes his ass further into my face, but also rubs his cock on my chest, giving him friction. I give him a few seconds of enjoyment before I smack both his cheeks with my hands. “Suck that cock. Get me ready to fuck this ass!” Kent moans, but his hand lines my dick up with his mouth and he begins sucking me. I moan into his asshole before I pull
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 21: Kent
It’s been months since Cole and I had our fight. For a while there I was only seeing him on weekends and we really only interacted when we had sex. It was heartbreaking. Things got better and we’re hanging out as friends again, watching TV, playing video games onthe PS4 in the living room, cooking, and just sitting and talking. But anytime things start to get even slightly intimate, Cole either bails or turns it sexual. It’s gotten to the point that I just stopped trying to tell Cole what I thought or what I felt. He’s not listening anyway. Yeah, I get it, I was an asshole. I admit it. I’m sorry about it, but there’s nothing I can do to fx it if he won’t let me. And he’s not letting me. Honestly? I’m kind of pissed at him. He knew that I had a lot of trouble with relationships when this started. He knew that I had only wanted this to be a friends with benefits thing in the first place. He’s right, we slipped into a relationship like it was the most natural thing in th
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 22: Kent
His mouth is all over my body, kissing, licking, nipping at every inch of flesh that it can get to and driving me crazy. Every time that he moves near my nipples or my cock, he skirts around them, allowing his cheek or chin to rub against them, but never touching them directly. I whine and squirm underneath him. My fingers thread in his hair as he dips his tongue into my navel as I try to gently push him towards my dick. I hold my breath as he actually moves towards my cock, but then he moves to the side, his tongue working it’s way around my twitching, leaking cock. I whine, “Please!” A dark, husky chuckle escapes his lips. “What do you want me to do?” He’s been teasing me like this for a solid five minutes, working me up, but not doing anything to relieve me. I sit up, grabbing both sides of his face so that his smug smirk flashes up right in my face. “Put my cock in your mouth!” I’m trying for a forceful command, but it comes out as a breathy plea. He licks his li
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 23: Cole
It’s 2:00 on Saturday afternoon before I can even think about getting up. I had the biggest catering event that I’ve had so far last night. I catered the reopening of an art gallery, pushing out food for 100 people all night long. It was amazing. It was exhausting. It was lucrative. And I’m fucking proud of me and my staff. As my business has gotten bigger, I’ve been able to higher even more of my old colleagues. They were pissed about how they were let go by the Hayes and trying to get them to come back at the same rate wasn’t cutting it. I have servers, sous chefs, line workers, and even some of the dishwashing staff of my crew now. Even Jessie, my old assistant, is with me, running the office and helping with the business side of things. Most of the crew is back together from the Hayes. Jeff must be throwing a shit fit! Last night, the party lasted until 2 am and then clean up took until 3. I had to get the stuff back to our ghost kitchen (the professional kitchen we
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 24: Kent
I couldn’t believe it when I saw Kent and Justin together sitting at the breakfast table. I hadn’t thought that Justin would still be here . Typically, one night stands just slink out the door in the morning and head home. Cole may see them leaving if he’s getting up early for work, but they typically don’t interact. Maybe a “Hey” and then they are out. Of course, the one time that I don’t want the guy to stay, he does. Of course! I wake up to the sound of voices coming from the living room/kitchen area, but I don’t really think much of it. I’m more worried about the blazing sun that’s coming in through my bedroom windows and drilling straight into my skull. I lay there, my head pounding from the amount of alcohol that I drank last night. Fucking Star had us drink a shot for every month we had to be in quarantine. Needless to say, I was sloshed. My whole body aches, but it’s mostly my head. I reach into the bedside drawer for some aspirin and dry swallow three tabs. It
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 25: Cole
I’m a coward. I know I am. I took a day off on Monday while Kent was at work and I moved up. I had been packing up my stuff over the weekend, though he didn’t know that. By Monday, everything but the furniture and my things in the kitchen had been packed. Luckily for Kent, the furniture in the shared living areas were his. He had lived here before I moved into the apartment and had everything there already. I left him a note, telling him that I love him. That’s something I hadn’t been able to do in person and, again, it was a coward’s move to do it in a note instead of face to face. But I wanted him to know. God, that makes me sound manipulative. And it was the biggest dick move that I could have made, but…I wasn’t trying to be a dick. I was trying to let him know why I couldn’t stay with him. I couldn’t stay and be his punching bag. I couldn’t let him parade guys in and out of the apartment because I wasn’t giving him enough attention. Especially when I feel like
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Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 30: Jorge
I’m standing outside of the girls’ apartment, my old apartment, with a picnic basket of baked goods and a cooler with drinks, fruits, and icings to add. I have muffins, cinnamon rolls, danishes, cinnamon raisin bread, and fresh bagels. Ok, I went a little overboard. I can admit that. I’m just so fucking anxious about this whole thing that I don’t know how to handle my feelings right now. I had been awake when Andie had texted me last night, contemplating what Angel had said to me earlier that day. I’d actually been looking at pictures of Andie and Jaime on my phone when I got the text. We’d been so happy before this whole thing started. I miss them. So damn much and it took losing them to understand what I’d done wrong. I didn’t even have to think twice about it, I immediately texted her back that I would bring breakfast. And then I fell to sleep without any issue. Granted, I’d only gotten a few hours in bed, since I had to make deliveries to the bakery this morning.
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 29: Jaime
I’ve been tossing and turning in bed all night after listening to everything Angel and Maddie said tonight. “You three belong together.” “He loves you.” “He wants you back.” “What do you have to lose if you do call him?” I know what my heart wants. I also know what my heart is afraid is going to happen. How can I allow him to possibly hurt me, us, all over again? What’s the definition of insanity? Doing something the same way over and over again and expecting a different result? Wouldn’t it just be insanity to allow him back into our lives again and hoping for a different result. Though both Angel and Marta have said that he’s reducing his hours at the business, that they’ve hired a lot of new people, and that he’s learned his lesson. Could it be true? Could he have really changed for us, even if he didn’t think that we’d be there for him? I don’t know. We’ve been in bed since midnight and it’s 3 am. With a huge sigh, I get up and grab my robe. I tie the robe
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 28: Andie
Jaime and I go about making dinner in silence. We are a well oiled machine at this point, moving easily around each other in our kitchen. Angel and her partner Maddie are coming over tonight for dinner and to play cards. It’s something that we started up in college with Angel. A weekly card game. Each week, someone picks the game that we play and once a year, each of us is supposed to introduce a new card game. We use candy and snack foods for any games that require betting. It’s more to hang out and have fun than anything else. Maddie and Angel have been very careful of who they let in their circle, as have we, so we all feel comfortable being around each other, even with COVID still happening. Unfortunately, this is how much of our life has been since Jorge left. Just a silent orbit around each other. Hold each other through the tears and the pain. But not really talking. I mean, what was there to say? We were enough for each other, but not for the man that we love
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 27: Jorge
“Angel, do you have tomorrow’s shipment of bread all packaged? Carmello’s needs the delivery an hour early. I’d like to be able to have everything on rolling carts so I can just load up the trucks the second I get here,” I call to Angel. When she first started working with me, I had brought Angel on just as a delivery driver. But over the last two months, I have consciously tried to pull myself back from the business and I’ve made Angel a partner. We have three drivers, a part-time baker, and two part-time packagers. I’ve cut my hours back so that I’m working nine hour days, as opposed to the 16 hour days I was working before. The only reason that I’m driving tomorrow is because our early morning guy took tomorrow off. Otherwise, I’ve even built in my Wednesdays and Sundays as days off. “Yes, everythings all ready. Just waiting for the last batch to finish cooling before we get it packaged. I’ll get that done in the next hour,” Angel tells me. I let out a huge sigh. “O
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 26: Jaime
It’s been a week since our last interaction with Jorge. We’ve been communicating via text and notes left at the apartment. The morning after our break up, Jorge was gone by the time Andie and I woke up. He had packed a bag and left a note saying that he would be in and out while Andie and I were at work over the coming week. He’s moving into an apartment over his parents’ restaurant. It was a place that his dad used as an office and that one family member or another would crash at when they were in the dog house with their wives or girlfriends. Not a bad place, but also not a place for someone with as successful a business as Jorge’s. Unfortunately, with COVID still pretty bad, Jorge has elected to stay in a place where only family has been until things blow over a bit. Trying to decide what belongs to who out of our stuff over text is difficult. I had honestly thought that Jorge was the one. The guy that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. When we added Andie
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 25: Andie
In that way that grief between people who love each other will sometimes turn sexual, when Jorge turns to Jaime and kisses her, she kisses him back. I lean in and kiss the side of his face. He turns towards me and God does it feel good to kiss him. I’ve missed him so damn much. It’s been too damn long. Jaime brings his mouth back to her, their kiss hungry and desperate. My hands go to the bottom of the hoodie he’s wearing and I rip it off of him. Jaime finds his mouth again and I lean down, licking his nipples. He groans into Jaime’s mouth and his body tenses in his arousal. He loves having his nipples played with. At the same time, I rake my nails down his abs. Jorge pulls back from Jaime’s mouth to look down at me. “Please. I need you both.” His voice is so full of need. I look at Jaime, asking if she’s ok with this. Because this is going to be an end. Not a reconciliation. But I want this. I need him. Jaime nods, both of us seeing the motion. Jorge surg
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 24: Jorge
Andie looks between Jaime and me and seems to immediately know what’s going on. She’s always had that ability. To take a situation in at a glance and know exactly what is going on. I guess that’s what makes her so good at programming. And at calling me on my bullshit. Ever since the day that I triggered Jaime’s meltdown, Andie has been more aloof with me. I guess she realized that the promises that I made to her and Jaime, while heartfelt and genuine, weren’t ones that I could keep. I feel like the time that I managed to get after that was more for Jaime’s benefit than Andie’s. As introverted and quiet as she appears, Andie doesn’t take bullshit from anyone. She’s given me more rope than I deserve. But it seems that it was just enough for me to hang myself with. “How far are we into this conversation?” Andie asks. I stare at her, surprised at how calmly she can address this. Jaime is the one that answers. “I’ve told him that he isn’t treating us like priorities an
Love in the Time of Quarantine Chapter 23: Jaime
I’m sitting on the couch flipping through the channels on the TV when Jorge walks in. It’s been two days since our failed date and this is the first time that I’ve seen him in more then passing. He’s dressed in sweats and a tank, his hair wet from a shower. He must have just come back from a run. Andie and I have been sleeping in her old room ever since our failed date night. With the hours that he’s been keeping, I don’t really know what he’s up to. I don’t know that I really can muster up the ability to care. Each time I do, it just seems to hurt me a little more. “Hey…” Jorge says tentatively. He walks in the room and sits on the arm of the couch. I glance over at him. “Hey,” I say, turning my attention back to the TV. “Um…where’s Andie?” he asks, like he’s not sure what to say. “Doctor’s appointment and then grocery shopping.” My responses aren’t angry, but they are short and I don’t turn my attention back to him. Instead I give the remote the voice command to tu
