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2021-08-21 12:00:09Tyler pulled back from kissing and sucking on my neck, and I didn’t want him to stop, but if we were ever going to have dinner, I guess we had to. I tugged him closer to me again, since he pulled away, and I gently kissed his lips again. “We should probably finish making dinner.” He chuckled, and I grumbled. He took my hand and helped me off the counter, and then he put his hands on my hips and turned me around to face the counter, with him right behind me. He showed me know to knead the dough and stretch it, and he wanted to teach me how to toss it in the air, but I refused. We were both laughing, while getting covered in flour.
I stepped from in front of him and watched him toss the dough gently through the air to stretch it enough to fit the pizza pan he brought over. He was a miracle worker with those hands, and I couldn’t wait to have them exploring my body. I blushed at the thought. I have never been like this before. What is he doing to me? He c
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He made me look at him, and straight told me, never be embarrassed around him. I went to bite my lip, nervously, but he made sure my lip stayed out from between my teeth, by tracing my lower lip with his thumb. “You are beautiful, and now I understand what drew me to you at the bar. Those lips. And looking into your gray eyes. I don’t think I’ve ever met someone with gray eyes before. They are amazing.” I sighed. But it was a happy sigh.I have never felt the need to be close to anyone. I have never felt like this for anyone. I never wanted to date or be intimate with anyone. There was something about him. I couldn’t name it. I couldn’t put words to it. But it was just him. I was drawn to him. I wanted him. Forget me being a virgin. With him around, I don’t think that would be the case for long. But I was not going to push it.He leaned down and kissed my forehead before turning to cut the pizza. “Slices or squares?&rdquo
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His hands, his kisses, everything about him, was driving me insane, and I wanted more. I have never felt the sensations I was feeling right now, in this moment. Then again, I have never let anyone ever get close to me. I didn’t date. I have a career to focus on. But never mind that. My chief, Tyler, is making me feel things that I could have never imagined. I felt him press his body closer to me from behind, and that was enough to set me over the edge. And if I am not mistaken, I think this is doing things to him too.His kisses got deeper, and his grip on my body, rougher. I was loving every single second of this. I gasped and moaned into his mouth. The more he teased. I felt his growing erection pressing against my backside. He is a good foot taller than me, so it was on my back, but I didn’t mind. I was driving him wild just as much as he was driving me wild. I loved that I had some sort of reaction from him.I felt a tightness in my stomach and in my gr
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I brushed my teeth and my hair, and then pulled on some panties and a loose t shirt to sleep in, and I climbed into bed. I didn’t bother to turn on the bedroom tv to fall asleep. I think I would be able to sleep without it tonight. My heart was finally settling down, until I heard a groan from next door. I heard Tyler groaning softly. Did we share a bedroom wall? I got out of bed and rested my ear up against the wall, and I heard him moaning and my breath hitched. Was he? Is he? He couldn’t be. But then I swear I heard him whisper my name. He was pleasuring himself and thinking about me. Just like I did in the shower about him.I had the same effect on him as he did on me. This is bad, but so good at the same time. I have never wanted someone like I want him, and I never had someone want me either. He was moaning faster now, and I felt warmth spreading in between my legs. I reached down and slid my fingers into my panties and pressed them to my core. I started rub
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Getting out of the elevator in the car park for the apartments, felt like a thousand pounds were lifted off my chest. I was able to breathe again. Katie felt the awkwardness of the being in the elevator with Tyler. Once we got to her truck, and safely inside, she let out a huge breath. I looked at her. “That was intense. Are you ok?” I nodded and leaned my head back against the headrest and closed my eyes. A migraine was sure to come.I kept my eyes closed until Katie stopped the truck. I didn’t know if we were on base or what, but then I heard the drive-thru beep. Katie placed our orders for Starbucks, and I was forever grateful for her. She got me my usual order, and I smiled. She handed me my Vanilla Chai Tea Latte and instead of my regular buttered croissant, she got me a brownie. I freaking love her. She knows when I need comfort, and chocolate.“Hopefully today isn’t too rough on you, I can tell you want to hide away from life right
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The work day was easier than I expected and since I got to leave at 11, it would be nice, but Katie didn’t get lunch until noon. So, when everyone left to go to PT and lunch, I stayed in the office and finished up looking over work orders, than we needed to do by the end of the week. I was in the middle of organizing them by priority, and by when they orders were placed. I wanted to make sure if they were older orders placed, that we got to them first, as long as it wasn’t a major issue that needed serious attention, for safety concerns.There was a knock on the office door, that I had closed after YN2 left to go to PT and lunch. “Come in” I called out, and the door opened. It was LT. I stood quickly, in a sign of respect. “No need, MM1, I just came to see how you are settling in the work center and also how your home life is coming along. I know it’s hard going to a new command and having to move across the country.” I smiled, I expl
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After lunch, I drove Katie back to the work building and she was letting me use her truck since she is on duty, so I drove to the DMV. I didn’t care that I was in uniform, I just needed a new driver’s license, since I only had a few weeks until mine expired, and because I now live in a different state. I parked her truck and went into the DMV. There weren’t too many people here, so hopefully I’d be out of here in about an hour. I filled out the necessary paperwork and waited in line. There were only 6 people in front of me. By the time I got to the front counter, I glanced behind me and there was about 20 people behind me. Ok, so this DMV is just as busy as the one back home in New York. It doesn’t take long for the place to get busy at all.The lady at the counter took my paperwork, and my current driver’s license and signaled me to stand against the wall, and smile. I stood there, in my uniform, and didn’t do a full-on smile, I only
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I made my way to Katie’s office and knocked on the door. “It’s open” she called out and I opened the door. She was laying on the floor, in the middle of her office, which was carpeted, with her laptop in front of her, and her backpack as a pillow. I laughed. “What are you doing?” I laughed and titled my head, confused. “Watching True Blood. I am so bored. There is only 2 other people on duty in my office, and one is sleeping because he is on overnight watch, and the other is outside on the phone with her husband.” “So, you are laying on the floor, because?” I left the question in the open. “Because my butt hurts from sitting at the desk.” She answered. “Gimme my food and leave me alone.” I burst out laughing and pulled her grilled chicken and rice out of the cooler bag and handed her a Pepsi.” “Oh! You are the best Sis!”I rolled my eyes and told her to enjoy the rest of duty
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I had my tv on quietly, in my living room, and was busy in my kitchen baking cookies. I was bored, and it was only 8 pm. I decided to make chocolate chip cookies. Katie was on watch, she texted me that she had watch, so she couldn’t be on her phone, and was on watch until midnight. Tyler was sleeping already because he was taking watch from midnight till 4am. He texted me goodnight before he went to sleep. I didn’t really know anyone else, so I didn’t have anyone to talk to. So, I was baking. I had food network on, while I was mixing the dough. I really need to buy a kitchenaid mixer. This is tough. I left my mixer at home in New York at my mom’s house. When I go home on leave, that’s where I stay. Her and my new stepdad don’t mind.Mom got married a few months ago, while I was deployed with my last command, so I couldn’t make the wedding, but that’s ok. I didn’t really know him very well. All I know is, mom inherited two
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By the time the inspections were done and over, my head feeling as if it would explode. I ended up going to get my other uniform so I could change out my dress uniform and changing as fast as I could in the bathroom. But I ended up getting sick. Like really sick. That is what happens when I get a really bad migraine. Luckily for me, I didn’t ruin my dress whites. That would have been bad. At least I didn’t throw up while still in my dress uniform. I had already had my NSU slacks on, which are black, so I could kneel on the floor and not worry too much.I have no clue how long I had been in the bathroom, being sick, until someone knocked on the door. I had my head resting on my arm, which was on the toilet. I had my white undershirt on, but never got to put on my peanut butter top yet. I stood up and washed my face with cool water, to try to make myself feel a bit better, but it didn’t help. I opened the door. It was Chief. “Are you ok? You look like de
