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2021-08-18 04:00:27Around 6:20, Katie sent me a message and told me she was pulling onto base, and to meet her outside. I jumped up and put my blouse on and made sure to do a final glance over in the mirror, before brushing my teeth quickly. I lost track of time watching the news, and the weather forecast for today. I have to say, I looked good. I felt good in this uniform, and I was happy I get to wear it again. My last command, we didn’t wear this uniform. We wore our NWUs. This uniform made me feel proper.
I grabbed my wallet and my phone, shoving it into the pocket of the wallet, and made sure my ID was in the easy slip pocket, since I will have to use it to get into the building. I made my way down to the lobby and got outside at the same time Katie pulled up in front. I smiled and jumped into her truck. “Hey” she grinned and handed me a Starbucks drink. And this is why she is my best friend. I laughed and took the drink. “Sis, should I be scared and nervous with to
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“Uh, Hi Chief, what can I do ya for?” He laughed as he steadied me, so I didn’t fall over. “I heard LT said no PT for you today, and that you didn’t have to come back after lunch, so you can go move into your new apartment.” I nodded. I sighed, great, they talked about me, since they work in the same office, and I am in the office across the hall. “Yes, Chief. That’s right. I also noticed he hadn’t assigned me a duty section yet, so maybe I have a free week, besides working. I have a lot I have to get done, since transferring here to Florida. I have to make it to the DMV, and then hopefully find a car, this week. Otherwise, it will be difficult to get back and forth to base.” I didn’t mean to blurt out all of that, but Tyler seemed amused by my word vomit. I blushed. “Sorry, I am just overwhelmed. I hate moving, and I hate having no way of getting shit done. I didn’t mean to blurt all that out. It’s not your problem.” He shook his head. “Walk with me, I have a few minutes be
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