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CHAPTER 77 - I'M JUST STRESSED OUT
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2025-03-17 16:00:42
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Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 78 - CEREAL FOR BREAKFAST
NICOLE'S POV I still can't get over the fact that I am pregnant and I have not even said a word since I left the hospital, I mean the thought that I could be pregnant didn't even cross my mind until Betty brought up the topic this evening and I doubt that I will get any sleep tonight after knowing what I know."So what now?" She finally asked after we got back to my room and if I had an answer to her question, I wouldn't have been this quiet.I mean I love kids and it hurts so much six years ago when I had to abort my pregnancy but it was the best thing to do at that point, I was in shock, young and it was a product of rape, so there was nothing else to do than to abort. So I wanted a baby and I looked forward to when it will be the right time and with the right person and honestly, Asher would have been the perfect guy to have a baby with but he hates me and I don't blame him, so I have no idea what to do... On any other day and time, this would have been the best news ever, Asher a
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-17Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 1 - RESTRICTIONS AND ROUTINE
NICOLE'S POV I sat at the dinning hall with my roommate, having a nasty breakfast as usual. I was concentrating on my lousy food but it feels like I have eyes on me. I looked around the hall and I was right, Shelly and her girls are throwing daggers with their eyes. When I first arrived here, she was in charge and she was a bully... The first thing she tried to do was to dominate me but I didn't allow it and I became her number one enemy but I don't mind because I am fucked up in the head and I need somewhere to vent. I don't mind a little challenge and fight every now and then but not today, for the last six months, I have been a delinquent in here but lately, I have a new focus or should I say a distraction. Something else that excites me other than having a fight... From the corner of my eyes, I saw Shelly and her crew stand up and I know they are coming to pick a fight, ordinarily I wouldn't mind but today is not the day. " Shit." I cursed when I remembered that my roommate R
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2024-12-01Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 2 - I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE
ASHER'S POV Fuck, I can't believe I said that out loud. Nicole is my patient and she's even in jail, why the fuck did I say that? I feel so ashamed and disgusted with myself for even harbouring the thought but I can't deny that Nicole is sexy and tempting even in her orange uniform but I just buried my wife and here I am fantasizing over another lady... I am too ashamed to even look at her but at the same time, I have to do my damn job and I can't do it by avoiding her gaze. I looked at her but she doesn't look offended, rather she has a hint of smile on her face , damn she's pretty and she knows it. " I'm really sorry for what I said, I wasn't thinking. Can you please sit and let's start?" I politely gestured to a chair across from mine. " Of course handsome, whatever you want." She slurred before sitting with her legs crossed and all I can think of is what it will feel like to have her sexy legs wrapped around my waist. Fuck, I am in deep shit... " Hem." I cleared my throat.
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2024-12-01Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 3 - VISITING DAY
NICOLE'S POV As the warden led me back to my cell, I had a big smile on my face... I have wanted to kiss his perfect lips since the first time I saw him and he has never been more hurt than when he said he wanted to fuck me.The statement was so unexpected and so unlike him, ordinarily I wouldhave jumped at the offer but he looked sad, like he regrets saying it but the way he kissed me back didn't seem like he regrets it. It was brief but very heated and it took all my will power to stop myself from going further... Damn he made me so horny." Someone looks happy." Ruth noted as soon as I entered the cell." Amen I that obvious?"" With the huge grin on your face, hell yeah." I laughed as I sat beside her on her bonk bed." Well this is the kind of smile you will have after kissing the hot doctor." " You are so nasty, you are really going after him." Ruth said in disbelief." No I am not, he is already mine." I said confidently.Because after everything those six bastards took from
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2024-12-01Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 4 - YOU ARE MINE
NICOLE'S POV " Really." " Yes, I miss you too. Thursday is my favorite day of the week since I started meeting up with you." " Me too, it's crazy but me too. I find you really interesting and I am curious about you." I blushed because after my confession about all my atrocities, I partially thought that things would be weird between us. " So you don't dislike me for everything I have done?" " Of course not, I would have done the same. They deserve it and that's in your past now, right?" " Right." Did he forget when I said I had one more person to kill or he just wants to pretend we didn't have the conversation. " Anyways, enough about me. Tell me something about you." I changed the topic because I hate talking about my life. I spent hours with Asher, gisting about random things. I have learnt a few things about him and I know he just lost his wife. " What happened to her?" " An accident, hit and run driver." I guess that's why he looked so sad on Thursday. "
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2024-12-01Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 5 - CRASH CART
ASHER'S POV I haven't been myself since I visited Nicole at the prison on Saturday, I mean I enjoyed seeing her out my office setting and I enjoyed the freedom of speech but I feel so guilty. My wife just died and I went ahead to visit another lady and I even made her my girlfriend, it was like I was possessed or something, I definitely wasn't thinking.It's not like I regret asking her to be my girlfriend but I feel bad for doing so, I mean I know my wife is dead and she's not coming back but it feels like I am cheating on her and I feel so terrible about it... Even as I am getting dressed to go to work, I am fucking excited because I will see Nicole soon but it feels wrong, I shouldn't be this excited when I obviously just lost my wife. "I'm a horrible person."I paced around my room after dressing up. "I need to talk to Aaron." I really need his advice but that will have to be after work... Right now, I need to get to the prison as soon as possible, my session with Nicole is in tw
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-01-01Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 6 - YOU GOT STABBED
NICOLE'S POV My whole body feels sore and frail, I tried to open my eyes but the room is too bright and the light is blinding. "Fuck." I tried to speak but I couldn't even hear myself speaking... My back hurts like hell, it's feels like I have been laying on my back for months. I tried to roll over to the side but I feel kind of trapped and the bed feels too narrow. "Am I on, am I on my bonk bed?" I asked myself as I tried to think of where I am. I forced my eyes open and everything is so white. "This is not my cell, where... Where am I?" I asked myself but I can't seem to figure it out."Nicole, Nicole... Are you okay?" I heard someone call my name but it sounds distant and faint. I struggled to keep my eyes open but when I did and look around the room, I saw him."My hot... My hot doctor." I tried to smile but my face hurts."Nicole, I am so glad you are okay." He smiled at me but he looks a little scruffy, he looks tired but happy... Why is he here, where am I?I wondered as I lo
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-01-02Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 7 - TROUBLE MAKER
NICOLE'S POV I was discharged two days ago and I haven't been able to see Asher since then, I mean seeing him anytime and everyday was the best part of being in the hospital... Something has been bothering me since he left last Thursday, he said something about putting his contact in my records but I am not really sure what he meant by that, we haven't been alone long enough to actually ask him but today is Thursday, which means I will get to see him again and we can finally talk without interruptions."Let's go Nicole." Ruth said before we left the cell for breakfast."Of course." Everytime we go to the dining hall for food, the memories of my attack flashes again and it feels like it's mocking me for not having my revenge yet.I will definitely have my revenge because I know deep down that I can't fully move past this without having my revenge. It's similar to what happened six years ago, even after killing five of the gang members, I still don't have peace and I know I won't until
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Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 78 - CEREAL FOR BREAKFAST
NICOLE'S POV I still can't get over the fact that I am pregnant and I have not even said a word since I left the hospital, I mean the thought that I could be pregnant didn't even cross my mind until Betty brought up the topic this evening and I doubt that I will get any sleep tonight after knowing what I know."So what now?" She finally asked after we got back to my room and if I had an answer to her question, I wouldn't have been this quiet.I mean I love kids and it hurts so much six years ago when I had to abort my pregnancy but it was the best thing to do at that point, I was in shock, young and it was a product of rape, so there was nothing else to do than to abort. So I wanted a baby and I looked forward to when it will be the right time and with the right person and honestly, Asher would have been the perfect guy to have a baby with but he hates me and I don't blame him, so I have no idea what to do... On any other day and time, this would have been the best news ever, Asher a
Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 77 - I'M JUST STRESSED OUT
NICOLE'S POV "I don't know, I think it's the food. I don't like it, I can't eat it. I feel sick, maybe I will just go back to the room." I said after rinsing my mouth and splashing water on my face.Honestly, I can't even explain what's happening with me lately, I am always feeling sick and disgusted and it all started after I found out about Logan, I just want to get over all this drama and move on with my life... I have not been eating well, no appetite and even now that I am hungry, the food smells funky and I can't put it in my mouth."Can I get you a glass of juice?" Betty asked as I was about to go inside and I nodded in approval, I should be able to drink something even if I can't eat anything. I made my way to my bedroom and I plopped on the bed as soon as I got to the room, I am always feeling exhausted lately even when I obviously didn't do anything."There you go." Betty said as she walked in and gave me a glass of juice. "I think we need to go to the hospital, we need to
Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 76 - A MURDERER
NICOLE'S POV "How are you doing Nicole?" Betty asked as soon as I got back home after almost forty eight hours that I was arrested.I don't even know how to respond to her question, I mean I am the victim here yet I was arrested and locked up for more than twenty four hours all because of Asher. He knows that his brother is guilty yet he allowed me to be arrested because he is trying to save his brother, I really can't believe it... I am beyond baffled that Asher can do something like that to me even after knowing that I am the fucking victim here and I am on my right, Logan did something wrong and he has to pay, I can't just let him go just because he is Asher's brother."I know you are upset Nicole but you can't blame him." Betty pointed out when I didn't reply to her first question as I made my way to my bedroom and the fact that she thinks Asher is right to have done what he did irks me to the core, is she kidding me?"I can't blame him? Did you say I can't blame a man that put m
Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 75 - FEELING GUILTY
ASHER'S POV "It's fine Asher, I will give my statement." Logan said and I decided to allow him handle it. "Miss Kingston is innocent, she was trying to save me." Logan said and I stared at Aaron in disbelief, why will he say that about someone that just tried to kill him, I know that he is feeling guilty for what he did six years ago but she tried to kill him and she would have succeeded if not because of Betty, so he shouldn't cover up for her."So you are saying that she didn't do all of this to you, she's not the reason you are here?" He asked curiously and Logan took one look at me before looking at the cops again."No officer's, she's not the reason I am here. She didn't do this to me, I think my brothers just misread the situation but please let her go, she's innocent." Logan explained and the officer wrote a few things down."Okay Mr Williams, if you insist. We will let her go, get well soon and sorry for the disturbance." One of the officer's said before they turned around to
Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 74 - BATTERED BEYOND RECOGNITION
ASHER'S POV When I took Logan out of the basement yesterday, I honestly thought that I was going to lose him. I mean he was so battered beyond recognition, he wasn't talking and he couldn't move and I was so scared that he wasn't going to survive it but he did and I am so grateful. Even now that I am staring at him on the hospital bed, he still doesn't look like himself, one of his eyes is still completely shut and I am bummed that Nicole is capable of doing something like this to him, it's fucking absurd."The state at which you brought Logan out of the basement still feels like a dream, I can't believe that Nicole actually did that to him. Like what the hell, she was really going to kill him if we didn't show up when we did." Aaron pointed out in disbelief and I can't get over it too."I am still in shock too, I mean she told me during all the therapy sessions that we had that she already killed five of the gang members and she's going to kill the last one but I tried to talk her o
Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 73 - JOKES ON YOU
ASHER'S POV I can't believe what's happening, how did my brother get entangled in this mess and how am I going to save him when Nicole is so adamant. God, this is bad."What are we going to do Asher, it's been three days now and Nicole still has him locked up somewhere. What if he is dead already, let's call the cops and storm over to her house, we already know that she has him, so what are we waiting for?" Aaron asked angrily. He hasn't left this house or my side since Logan went missing or should I say since Nicole kidnapped him because there is no doubt that she has him, I just don't know where she kept him."We can't just go with the cops when we don't know where she kept him or proof that she's with him. I need to find out where he is first and I don't know how to go about it because she has refused to see me or pick my calls, I am even surprised that she has not changed the passcode to her gate yet." I pointed out."I don't care about any proof, we will take the cops there righ
Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 72 - I AM THE VICTIM
NICOLE'S POV I can't believe he just threatened me, is he really going to send me back to prison? I can't believe it, I am the victim here and now everyone is upset and judging me because I want revenge, he ruined my life and sending him to prison is just too easy and I need him to suffer."Nicole, you have to drop this. You heard what he said, are you really going to throw everything you have away because of revenge that won't make you feel any better?" Betty asked as she followed me to my room but I am so upset with her for defending and supporting them instead of supporting me."How do you know, how do you know that it won't make me feel better?" I asked angrily."You have killed five people already, do you feel any better or different than you felt before you went in your adventure of killing spree?" She asked curiously. Why is she attacking me like I am the worst person on earth."No I don't feel better because I have not killed the most important person, Logan is the leader an
Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 71 - I WILL LEAD YOU BACK TO JAIL
ASHER'S POV This is a nightmare, what am I going to do? I went into the room to get my phone to call Logan but his number is unreachable, so I decided to call Aaron instead."Hey man, what's up? I'm right in front of your house." He said as soon as he picked up."Well come in, there is a problem." I said before hanging up the call."Hey, was that not Nicole's car I saw on my way here?" He asked curiously as soon as he stepped in."Yeah, there is a situation at hand Aaron. She just told me now that she left that day because of Logan, she saw the scar on his nipple and that she gave him that scar and the one in his brows six years ago when he invaded her house with five guys and Logan himself raped her but the real problem right now is that she said she will kill him." I informed as I started pacing around again."That's ridiculous, she can't even hurt a fly." He stated while laughing and I see nothing funny here."She can and she will, she has already killed the five guys he went with
Love, Scars and Revenge    CHAPTER 70 - HEADS-UP
ASHER'S POV Today was a long day, in fact the last one week has been ridiculously long. I go to Nicole's office every morning before I go to work and I check her at home every evening after work and honestly, I am tired. I am tired of stressing myself trying to figure out what I did to her that warrants this sudden change... It's been over a week now since she rushed out of here with no explanations, so I have decided to let her be. I am going to give her the space she's looking for, no more chasing after her like a fly, I am done.I made my way to my room after work and I got rid of my suit and I was about to take my shit off when I heard a knock on the door and I made my way out to get it. "Nicole?" I opened the door and I am shocked to see her standing there. "Ummm, come in." I said as I left the way.She's definitely the last person I expected to see standing here today and I am not going to lie, she doesn't look good. Her hair is messy and she has eye bags, she looked stressed a
