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CHAPTER 79 - NOTHING WILL EVER BE OKAY
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ASHER'S POV Well I guess if she's coming in here with so much audacity, then whatever she has to say must be important and I want to hear it."Alright fine, you want to talk? Sit down let's talk." I am curious about what she wants to talk about but I am also serious about not wanting to have any business with her, she hurt me in an unexpected way and I really don't want it to happen again. Yes I love her but I am definitely not a fool, she has fooled me once and that's all she can ever do.I sat down and I poured myself another drink while waiting for her to say whatever it is she's here to say but it's obvious she doesn't really know where to start. I mean she came all the way here to talk, shouldn't she have planned her so called speech? "I'm sorry Asher, very sorry." That's actually a good place to start but she needs to be more specific."The last time we saw at the courthouse, you made it really clear that you are not satisfied with the sentence and that he deserves more, so for
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ASHER'S POV I shut the door back and we returned back to the living room couch because I know she's not just here today to explain and apologize, there is a reason for her actions and I have a feeling that I will be needing a drink. "Talk to me Nicole, what's the real reason you are here?" I poured myself another drink and I took a sip."I'm... Ummm, I'm.. I'm pregnant.""Oh shit." I cursed immediately I heard it, I mean I knew she had a real reason to be here today but pregnancy wasn't really on my mind and I am fucking surprised and speechless at the same time. I chugged down my drink till I emptied the bottle and I got up to grab a new bottle of whiskey while she sat down staring at me and probably waiting for me to say something. I want to say something but my mind keeps coming up blank."Please say something." She pointed out and I poured myself another drink while thinking of the best thing to say. I mean I am excited that she's pregnant for me, I am happy that I am having a ba
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ASHER’S POVI sat down in the visiting room of the men’s prison with Aaron beside me and everything reminds me of when I usually come to visit Nicole. I mean I know this is the men’s prison but everything feels and looks the same, the arrangement of the visiting hall is exactly like the female prison and the search procedure is the same… after Nicole left prison, I never imagined that I will have a reason to be here again to visit anyone especially my brother, it feels like a fucking nightmare.“Relax man, you look so anxious.” Aaron pointed out but I have every right to be anxious considering everything that has been happening lately.“You are too relaxed, its almost like you have forgotten where you are.” He reclined on the chair, his hands are folded across his chest and his legs are all stretched out like he is in his living room or something, while I am fucking nervous… I just want to see logan and make sure that he is fine, I usually don’t worry about him like this but this is p
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